30 Day Challenge: "Extreme, Extreme, Extreme"
If I want to ensure total control of my destiny, I must follow through. My main goal is to get over the hump, where it then becomes fun. Right now although everything is already great and CONSISTENT, I'm highly inefficient and need to take things to the next level...
What needs to fuel this is the fact that I want to create a "scene" consisting of intense fun EVERYDAY mainly within nightlife. I've decided to enjoy both the high end "bottle service" scene and "edgy" hipster scene with the occasional "burning man" warehouse parties. As of late, its been reconfirmed that so longs its house/electro music played at the high end venues then I can still have just as much fun as any hipster spot that I enjoy.
Process Oriented ONLY
How I am is already competent, now I need to implement and remove a handful of habits so I can do damage...
1. Dreadful Daytime - There are so many women out there that don't have a clue how amazing their social/sex life could be and those who do, don't know how to optimize their experience...As much as I dislike it, I MUST WAKE UP AND GO OUT during the daytime and go back to meeting ONLY TALL WOMEN (5'8+) I've got 30 days to make it fun again.
2. Maca Pills + No Fapping - Its a waste of time, I feel much more productive and require little to no sleep, nuff said
3. Pulling "Ideal Types" ONLY - I now know 100% what types of women I like...
- Tall Women, 5'10+
- Slim Body, think "high fashion" model, thin with long legs.
- Gorgeous face, Eastern Euros, French or German Look, 80s American (hipsters), and Africans
- Long "Messy/Frizzy" Hair
I've also got a thing for attractive women with HUGE fake tits so longs there face is attractive and there body is at most average size. However, that's just LOOKS hahaha...
- Chick must be able to handle me
- Chick must chase me (This is a make or break thing now)
- Chick must be fun to have around, preferably capable of partying hard, can go "back n forth" verbally, and dance dance dance.
- Chick must be nurturing/affectionate, almost all women are nurturing to a degree but I've been spoiled with some highly nurturing women. I love it now.
- Chick must be compatible with my lifestyle (Fun living, stress-free, no dating, nightlife/partying, etc)
4. Phone Organization - Each text must be responded to within 5mins. Constant "clean" up of phone, actually taking notes, and saving the contacts.
5. Money Management - Back to my "militant" budgetting so I can continue to save while living life in the manner that I enjoy most.
6. Invites - I MUST INVITE a handful of women out EACH NIGHT that I go out. Its not about whether they come or not but more so that I stay in the habit of always inviting people to come along.
7. Service (Work) - If I'm going to make the nightlife industry my career I need to stop doing all this stuff for free. While doing this 30 day challenge I want to be working with my model promoter (Saturday) friend AND my hipster promoter (Monday). By april of 2013, I wanna work atleast 4x a week.
All starts tomorrow
This sounds simple BUT the hardest part will be going out in the daytime, its so boring to me. However, its what will set me apart from all the other "hosts" like the guy who cold approaches models. He lives in a 6k a month loft and I live with my parents, nuff said.
Everything else is essentially little habits that I just let go by because the overall experience is to my liking BUT if I clean up my act in this manner I could be much more efficient overall.
Reason I'm back to pulling only my ideal type is because of how much more motivating I am at wanting to provide the ultimate sexual experience. Bottle waitress that likes me, I'd lick all over her body no problem and can makeout all day. I also am having flashbacks in my sleep of all the women I enjoyed being with due to me being highly attracted to them.
Hahaha soo much for starting a 30 day challenge...
Thursday, get retarded drunk, my friend told his personal driver to take me home but while inside this suv ALONE i realize i am a burden.
- Run into my escort gal
- Some chick grabs my ass
Friday, was basically the same theme although while SOBER i was actually killing it effortlessly. Basically some girl wanted me to take a pic and i just accuse her of hoping that i'd comeback just so she could meet me. It was a done deal before i even spoke, she was waiting to be kissed but i wanted to chill aka GET VERY FUCKING DRUNK so i introduced her to a friend. Other girl i meet is a gorgeous blondie who #closes me.
Finally i get drunk, which i must confess i'm a total dick. I try to ignore everyone and just get wild. My boy introduces me to 3 girls an i walk away. Some chick is on sofa behind me trying to flirt but i dont even notice. My boy told me. Later, on as i sober up abit i chat 1 of the 3 and #close...
My boy is killing it, got some chick who was on him hard and said he better call her tomorrow because if he does then she knows he really does want to be inside her. After that girl, i had 3 girls showup, plan was to take all 6 girls to my boy house BUT i couldnt coordinate.
Long story short, 3 girls with my boy and I, he's taking it too extreme and the girls become annoyed by him. They sorta ditch us as we hopped out car. Meet hipster crew who always have tall women, meet one of my russian gals there. My boy and I are fucked and want to hit the streets.
What ends up happening, my boy amogs this guy hardcore and i wing and record. It was sooooo fucked up because at one point i just ask the girl if she's bi and i mention swingers and monogamy being BS. My boy was dying inside because i completely took over the interaction in such a finese sort of way.
My phone broke so i lost all my contacts and i no longer have a qwert keyboard using landscape mode. Annoyed at this shit non-keyboard phone. Which is why i writing in this incohesive manner. Its annoying!!!
Fuck!!! I'm in my in own way...Models love me!!!
Let it be know i've been disappointed in myself, couldn't even begin 30 day challenge and always feeling so sick. I keep doubting myself massively...
Brunch, i show up meet all these random girls, not sure why but 3 girls i facebooked. I saw bitchy russian and i had a blast just giving her shit and yelling at her. Then i notice my boy he's always with models so i go say hi and sorta get distracted...
Meet the gorgeous 6ft czech model but i'm ready to leave and i got 2 girls with me, one who i madeout with. I also met this girl but i dont even remember...
Outside walking to girl car i keep approaching chicks, i end up with these two aussies and accuse them of trying to have a 3some with me. This seems to be my routine, we start walking together but i bump into this girl who seems to know me and the girls never stop. I take these 2 new girls to meet with my group. Theyre lesbian and i keep takinf model chick hand and putting it on the other hand. Once again i keep accusinf them of wanting to have a 3some.
At next venue, i am fucked and soberish hahahha. My 2 girls leave cause 1 is drunk, i seeded for me to come over for dinner and have a 3some. I not going to follow through though i gotta take 2 buses. Too much hahaha. At this venue i spotted fake tits but i honestly was debating because i dislike short girls. Chick had huge fake tits and a nice curvy ass i opted to go for it. Turns out i know her friend last year i was partying with her. Now this fake tits chick is on my dick but i already decided i wanted to leave so i left. Love me some fake tits ever since the ex glam model who was begging me to fuck her and pulled out these DD fake tits. Chick tonight was venuezulean which i noticed lots of them get fake tits.
Also met a african model but i didnt reall bother giving the opportunity since my boy was on it. Overall i left this venue too and met my boy who knowa lots of models. Before leaving this GORGEOUS BLONDIE shows up saying "hi distant light" i had no clue who she was i later find out its a russian chick from last year changed her hair color to blond. Chick look so much hotter now than in this pic...
3rd venue see my boy with 2 6ft models again!!!! I'm trying to recover, ate food on the way over. All i remember is bottle dudes show up and are on them hardcore. I do my own thing meeting a few girls around me somehow i see a model...
No clue how it all happened but i take her outside to smoking area, all i remember is somehow i talk about how i am sorta over models ans love edgy hipsters. Next thing i know she starts going crazy stating she's a model and obviously wants me to keep liking models hahaha. At the same time i meet 2 new girls and ironicalky a 3rd girl shows up who seems to know me and loves me. I kiss her infront of model and then leave with model. As were walking i randomly lift her up and hit my back on something that hurts me hahahaha. I drop her call her fucking crazy and makeout. I had #closed earlier. She had revealed that she usually parties with these model promoters that i happen to alsl know.
I'm again unsure how this all went down but i meet an isreali singer who says she was performing earlier. All i know i ran standard textbook shit and basically...
- Yelled n Challenged her majority if the time, its my MO to yell at girls
- Play with her underwear, i of course yelled at her for not wearing sexy underwear which she claimed she did soooo i felt all over and put my hands all the way down her pants feeling the material haahaha, it was lingerie
- I tell her i wont makeout with her and then i later kiss her
All i know i #closed and her manager texts her so she had to leave. However i was palming her ass cheeks and she had no control or influence of my being. She of course called me crazy cause i am like a bi-polar one mintue yelling and next minute asking questions. When i say this chick loved it all, damn.
Overall, what irks me is how consistent everything is. Majority of women want me like i rarely get blownout or ignored and on top of that the interaction is irrelevant they are down from the start. All i am doing is amusing myself for abit.
I'm insanely good but also hold myself back wayyyy too much. Almost every girl i seen and wanted i've fooled around with.
Thing is i still am "closed off" at times and also dont want to outshine everyone so i am very passive. This bad because i know 100% i could be meeting atleast 10 gorgeoua women a night who all i atleast madeout with.
- Last night that singer gal texted me at 530, i know shes dildoing herself after all that tension i built hahaha. The best part for me is the fact that she is isreali, i'm a black guy who grew up in the hood and has no religous affliation at all hahaha
- i'm done drinking my body is so turned off by alcohol now
- I might go out in the daytime finally
- Losing all my contacts is good and bad because now my phone is back to 90% tall women
Butterscotch You pic in your sig looks very similar to a girl i used to know. It almost scared me hahahahah....
Its all about who i am, i have a philsophy of life that caters to women chasing...
On a "game" level its because i am alwaya probing the women and never complimenting or expressing interest. Either i am neutral or giving them shit. I let them figure me out, i keep it 100% social although i do flirt BUT i do that with everyone so its still social.
I am not a loud yell but more like a person who is quick to challenge or call the girl out. I will delay escalation due to something that came up and she must then pasa my hoop. I will walk away if need be and since i do talk to many people ita obvious a new girl can meet me like that.
Thata just the surface of it all will make a full post sometime
Live My Life & You'll Be Tested
Ridiculous night, I almost stayed home due to being annoyed at missinf the whole day and parents takint all my cash!!!!
Went out, met miami girl i was gonna stay sober but was too hyped so i drank to chill them drank to block out the world. There was a hottie there that i wanted at a table, i somehow met one of the black models there but i never even gave the opportunity. All of a sudden model from sunday is here with model promoter FUCK i didnt want to see her hahaha.
Introduce to my miami girl who of course her and her friends mention how gorgeous she is but i dont wanna see her tonight. We bounce and hang with a bottle buyer. While there i notice model coming with guy i know. In venue while having a blast she approaches me...
We hang abit its going well but when we go to go outside she sees model promoter, then just says she is going home, grab some guy hand in that group and bounces. Most guys cant take such shit, i dont care after 2mins.
Go back to hang with bottle buyers, bump into an african model i know, she is probably one of the hottest black women i know her body is soooo slim. Somehow we end up taking a pic where were all kissinf, this was a mistake on all our parts we didnt mean to kiss...
Then i meet some girl i transition of all this and #close turns out she is a new stripper at a strip club thats what one of my gals told me. What happened was inside i seen my friends friend who fucks the girl who will live with me. We chat, i till him the deal and turns out this guys style is similar to me, we both dont care at all he fucks way too many models to care. Tn he goes to pull my gal friend not realizing i have zero interest in my gal she is a legit friend.
He says no worries because he already has a girl at his apt waiting. I also seen my model gal from americas next top model, she is always very flirty and sexual. This is why my standards are so high i am spoiled...
Also met a girl from ibiza #closed then left with my female friend, seen 2 my natural friends chatted for abit. Stripper texted me but i told her another time i wasnt gonna figure out where she was.
Ok night overall, tired of running into girls i know...