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CBAABC

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Join Date: 02/20/2009 | Posts: 1692

 @amcra: I am not saying that i am going....he´s taking application vids.

@martin: yep, I have been in "this" for like 3-4 years...but before I was just reading self help books (which now I think are kinda useless) and they know about RSD...since I tell everything to my parents (there´s zero secrets from my side). So yes, in some areas we have exceptionally good relationship and in one area it´s not so good.

True...one thing I realised that I am kinda a single focused person...That when I set out on a journey I do it hardcore and think about it all day. I had a 1 year period of healthy eating then almost 1 year of hardcore weight gain, now It´s PU...They all have one thing in common: I thought that´s what´s gonna get me girls.

My starting point was really low. Zero friends. I just had some people that I talked to in school and that was it. So yea, I am really happy that I have changed a lot as a person, the actual results will come.

Starting to be more chill, more easy going, social skills, social intuition, social calibration (which I had none, just read the BC review), more self amusing, more confident, etc.
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CBAABC

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Join Date: 02/20/2009 | Posts: 1692

 1.4.2012- The End Of ChinaBoy

Today I am suprisingly not comming with a field report...this time it´s different.

This feels like the most important post I have written in a long long time.

This journey has been very rough, with spurts of joy, but most importantly a lot of tears, frustration, sadness.

I GUESS I WILL NEVER GET GOOD AT THIS.

I dunno what it is, but I tried my best, I have taken a shit load of action, I have pushed way beyond my comfort zone.

I did my best. Taken also a lot of RSD events, read a shit ton of material, spend hours upon hours infield...seems like everything was just a waste of time and it´s just making me more miserable.

I have been thinking about quitting for over a month. Now I have finaly decided.

I want to thank everyone whom I have met. And also thank everyone who has posted here to support.

BUT THIS IS THE END OF CHINABOY.

No more tears, no more frustrations, no more depressions, no more feelings of hopelessness, no more feeling soooo bad that you get sick (I have been hiding this as I was ashamed of it). cry

This is my last post here. Check that video out and let me know what you guys think.

I wish everyone good luck and wish that they will never have the same experiences like me.

Farewell RSDnation.

ChinaBoy

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AlexV

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Join Date: 11/12/2011 | Posts: 1537

 taking a week off helps

by the way, took me about 2 years to get actually verifiably good at internet marketing

PU i'd say is significantly harder though, for me at least

you'll be back, just watch how hard it is not to talk to nice hot girls ;) And also not nice hot girls. :D

(update: ok so i watched the video..)
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Flypp

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Join Date: 01/14/2012 | Posts: 249

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MrCreepGuy

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Join Date: 06/29/2011 | Posts: 174

hahaha fuck you! you've almost had me!!!
cool video btw. nice how you see things differently now!
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Dr Feelgood

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Join Date: 04/06/2011 | Posts: 1518

How is that for a push/pull, ha ha...?

Don't let people in this thread confuse you, btw. You are getting a lot of shitty advice, also by people who are supposedly good; it's just shitty because they have never met you and seen you game in real life.
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roadrally

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Join Date: 10/12/2009 | Posts: 1920

Cool video I watched the whole thing.
Good reminder for me to stay positive and keep track of my progress.
I do the whole what the fuck I'm not getting laid deal and just get hard and negative on myself. Not that useful
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I just want to enjoy amazing girls. Crazy what sort of journey ive embarked on pursuing this quest.

My adventures in Dallas - 2013
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Me-vs-Me

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 Where can I see the Alex trip audition videos? Where is the topic? Oh..look..a flying pig :O
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LoveHandle*

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Join Date: 03/24/2008 | Posts: 940

 Um, lol. April fools
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LoveHandle*

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Join Date: 03/24/2008 | Posts: 940

 Um, lol. April fools
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