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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

Dreams&Dedication : FIVE : DOC's Lifestyle Change Program.


Why?  I don't want to be alone this December 31st, and tell myself again, wow, another wasted year. I'm not looking for anything fancy, or not aiming fancy. I'm not saying I want a threesome in a yatch. Okay maybe I do. But I'm starting from the basics. I want my shit to be basic, and build up from the fucking base. Because I don't want to ask my parents for some money when I go out. Because I'm sick and tired of living with my folks, of having no job, of having fucked up health, of not knowing what am I going to do with my life, and shit like that.

I've been living an ego-driven lie, that I'm the shit. I haven't fucked a for like 800 days. I haven't done shit since high school which was 2 years ago. I haven't been consistent or proactive about any motherfucking thing. I've wasted around 15,000 $'s for no shit which I took from my parents over the last 2 years.  I haven't even fucking had fun bro.
But this is it. The realization that my ego was getting the better of me. I was thinking that my 'projected false self' to the world is the real me.

How did the transformation start?
2010, December 4th : I had the realization that I ain't no motherfucking pimp. I was out to see a chick who quickly dismissed me to go to a club with chodes. That chick used to love me, had a crush on me in 2009 but I intro'd her to some whack motherfucker. The thing is, how I could ignore such obviousness is beyond me at this point of time, I must have really sucked.

2011 : Ever since I've been going out this year I realized how much I actually suck with girls, but also my life in general. I keep talking bullshit about what the fuck I am going to do and achieve but in reality I haven't done shit for over 2 years now. That's massive, and life is too short.


July2011 : I went out for 30 days straight and realized that my life is in total chaos.

August 3rd, 2011 : Realzied that my life is fucked up. I'm in a downward spiral at high speed. Both of my parents are sick, and they work hard as fuck to support me. I really am a big chode. Okay I've accepted the truth. Now its time to change everything.



This year is the motherfucking Foundation. Foundation for my life. I'm beginning to discover what I value and what I despise, who I am as a person. This year is the genesis of my life, the way I want to live. These 150 Days are to build my base. Take the basic shit which is fucked up in my lie : health,wealth, and money(basically my life is fucked up) and turn it around on the very basic levels, so I have self reliance and the basic shit in this world.

Realization has sparked a beginning of a transformation. Jump in if you want some drive and motivation, and keep me accountable.
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My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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AsianRSD

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Join Date: 06/22/2011 | Posts: 379

are you doing anything for yourself to further your career? 

I saw your plan, but are you doing anything such as job hunting or going to college? 
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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

Plan of action  :
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1. Get a job
2. Fix inner game,self worth, learn behaviors of producitvity and read books.
3. Learn game
4. Start a business
5. Rethink my life when all is said and done.
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My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

ONE : THE FOUNDATION

August 4th - September 2nd.



GOALS :
*Fix Self Worth and Inner Game
*Learn behaviors of success and productivity
*Get a job
*Detox and regain health

Dayschedule :

05:15 daystart>run into cold shower
05:30 shaolin warrior workout
06:30 relax
06:45 shower,eat.
07:15 Paradigm(a basic reminder of my personal values,goals,etc)
08:00 finger fitness.
08:15 Resource State
03:15 Qi Gong volume 1
04:15 shower,eat,get ready,go.
05:15 Infield - Game.
08:15 home,eat,debrief
09:30 OSHO
11:30 wrap up day, analyze day.
11:45 Sleep.


DIET :

1. Daystart : Micro Lemon 5 seconds and squeeze juice into warm water glass + Honey
2. Postworkout Meal. Whole Wheat Bread + Omelete(egg,capsicum,onion,tomato) + Banana. + Antioxidants/Fish
3. Mixed Fruit Meal Mixed Fruits + Lime Juice + Zyloric(uric acid medication)
4. Mixed Fruit Meal Mixed Fruits + Lime Juice + Flaxoil
5. Postworkout Meal Whole Wheat Bread + Omelete(egg,capsicum,onion,tomato) + Banana. + Multivitamin/Fishoil
6. Dayend Meal Oatmeal in milk and Psyllium Husk + Banana + Glucosamine/Probiotic


Things to study :

1. Alpha Male audio course
2. People are idiots and I can prove it ; audio; - Larry winget
3. Pulling Your Own Strings - Wayne Dyer
4. Manifest Your Destiny - Wayne Dyer
5. Psycho Cybernetics
6. Your Erroneous Zones
7. 7 habits of highly effective people
8. Self Discipline in 10 Days.
9. The 50th Law
10. Easyway to quit smoking
11. animalpak.com articles, the journey - model this shit : apply to life in general and pickup training. no disturbance, no distractions.
12. Read my dollofcuty.com blog and analyze it.

Martial Arts : Shaolin Warrior Workout Vol. 1 + Qi Gong Vol. 1

OSHO : From Ignorance to Innocence: 30 discourses.



__________________
My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

AsianRSD wrote:
are you doing anything for yourself to further your career? 

I saw your plan, but are you doing anything such as job hunting or going to college? 


No college, fuck that. I'm in it to win it. Sink or swim. I don't want to work whack ass dayjobs all my life and live in mediocrity, nor do I want to bang my head 3 years with foolish professors.
I have the innate ability to create whatever life I chose for myself based solely upon my actions and what I want to do in life.

So I will create the life i want to and live it fully.
__________________
My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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#5

dollofcuty

Senior Member

Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

I dedicate this song to myself.



Day 1 
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I've been lathargic all day due to nicotine addiction, haven't smoked in 2 days now.

I gained focus today and figured out what the fuck it is that I want to do with my life. Now its time to take action. I'm going to exercise for 15 minutes then hit infield for an hour, come home and debrief, see osho's discourse 1 (From Ignorance to Innocence) and then wrap up my day, analyze behavior and sleep. Tomorrow morning full throttle.
__________________
My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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#6

Full_intent~

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Join Date: 03/28/2009 | Posts: 1263

Cool that you made a schedule and shit, but I would advise you to not study anything pick up related, and just go out beast. Set small goals like, this week Im gonna try to pull every night going out. If you dont get your goal, reset it for next week. Set goals, that you can influence like I do this and I do that, instead of goals like I want to get laid before the end of the week, or I want girls to react well to me. This is all outside your influence so dont bother with it.
Also pushing your comfort zone, doing things you fear should be high on your list of priorities.
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AsianRSD

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Join Date: 06/22/2011 | Posts: 379

so what kind of job are you gonna get without a college education or w/o a trade skill?


dollofcuty wrote:

AsianRSD wrote:
are you doing anything for yourself to further your career? 

I saw your plan, but are you doing anything such as job hunting or going to college? 


No college, fuck that. I'm in it to win it. Sink or swim. I don't want to work whack ass dayjobs all my life and live in mediocrity, nor do I want to bang my head 3 years with foolish professors.
I have the innate ability to create whatever life I chose for myself based solely upon my actions and what I want to do in life.

So I will create the life i want to and live it fully.

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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

I have a skill, lets call it being an artist. I don't want to post too much personal info on the forums.
AsianRSD wrote:
so what kind of job are you gonna get without a college education or w/o a trade skill?


dollofcuty wrote:

AsianRSD wrote:
are you doing anything for yourself to further your career? 

I saw your plan, but are you doing anything such as job hunting or going to college? 


No college, fuck that. I'm in it to win it. Sink or swim. I don't want to work whack ass dayjobs all my life and live in mediocrity, nor do I want to bang my head 3 years with foolish professors.
I have the innate ability to create whatever life I chose for myself based solely upon my actions and what I want to do in life.

So I will create the life i want to and live it fully.


__________________
My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

Day 1 : August 4th.
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Today was confusing because there was so much shit to do my brain circuits kind of fried lol. I was supposed to be infield by 05:45 PM but I think i went at 09:00 pm. that sucked because at that time you can rarely approach. so I approached NADA. nothing. :(.
Wasted money outside, considering I don't have any and use my parents money, came home and didn't even see the complete talk by Osho, From Ignorance to Innocence 1.
Slept late.
Today was epic fail.

Lessons learnt :

1.the reason I got late infield is part my own fault and part : other-dependence. I called my dad up asking him when will he be home and that could I use his car and shit like that. I should have gone on my own.
2. people try to create 'fake' value towards you by 'saying all this shit they are going to do'. I think that's why people try to impress each other constantly, you just feel like they will be of value to you. Learn to judge people by their behaviors,actions, and their patterns rather than who they project themselves to be 'verbally'.
3. stop resisting doing things so much and just do them.


outcomes :

1. be radically self reliant.
2. be careful of who you hangout with. if they have derogatory habits, then you may have them too. the people you hangout with reflect what kind of a person you yourself are.
3. do things proactively and not based on emotions.
__________________
My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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dollofcuty

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Join Date: 06/26/2011 | Posts: 262

I've been going out since 32 days, although some days have been really lame. there isn't any focus in all of the 32 days i've been out, I'm doing to change that.
but yeah, for this "ONE", the first 30 day challenge of this program, I'm not going to study anything pu related, if i come up with sp's ill post on the forums.

as for comfort zone, I am happy about myself that I'm pushing it a lot.

I open mixed sets without hesitation.
I used to have a big problem about not opening sets who're like shopping in all these stores and shit but I did that a day back or something.

I think the key to game is this : Everytime you hesitate or resist doing something, do it anyway knowing that even if you don't get the chick, it will help you improve overall as a person.
I don't really fully understand the point about influence, though I think you're talking about influence/concern stuff from 7habits, I am not clear about that right now, its on my 'to be done list' for this first program of 30 days.

Thanks for the advice, I'll keep posting my progress.
Full_intent~ wrote:
Cool that you made a schedule and shit, but I would advise you to not study anything pick up related, and just go out beast. Set small goals like, this week Im gonna try to pull every night going out. If you dont get your goal, reset it for next week. Set goals, that you can influence like I do this and I do that, instead of goals like I want to get laid before the end of the week, or I want girls to react well to me. This is all outside your influence so dont bother with it.
Also pushing your comfort zone, doing things you fear should be high on your list of priorities.
__________________
My Journey(Blog)  : http://www.dollofcuty.com 
Saturday Love(Field Reports) : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/232635


'nigga gimme mine' - Nas
'30 grand in my jean poc' - Jim Jones
'we ain't trippin, cuz we'll get there in a minute' - Wiz Khalifa

On the road to destiny, do not waver, do not look back. - Frank Mcgrath.

Though the fear may come over you, never let it overcome you. - (Take away from : ''Though the pain may come over you, never let it overcome you'' - Frank Mcgrath).

"Be real. Don’t be fake. Be smart. Don’t waste your time. Find that spark inside you and make it the biggest fucking fire around. Let it burn out of control. Take control of your destination and never give it up. Stop making excuses. Make it work. All the pleasures in life cannot compare to living your dream. Get off your ass. The only thing that you must fear is the thought that one day you may not have a dream, so do not let this one go until you get all the fuck you want. By any means necessary. Take it. Be an Animal. Fuck everything else. " - Bulldog, Animalpak.com

"I am the man responsible for who I am. When I look in the mirror each day, I stare my creator in the eyes. I am responsible for what I have and will become, I am accountable for what I will or will not accomplish. I believe in myself." - G Diesel.

"To elicit extreme results, you must take extreme measures. If you never push yourself to the limit or risk going over the edge, you will always be mediocre." - Evan Centopani
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