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Hi.
Haven't had much time to write this lately. basically the week was like I went out hardcore this week. like 5 days a week + working 8 hour shifts daytime and I am pretty much operating in zombie mode for now and my feets hurt like shit. I mean it is a struggle to even stand up.
not much interesting things happened gamewise. from next week I have my classes start again so I will have to cut on going out. but I will try to maintain this and add daygaming to the mayham too. (although I suck big ass on daygame).
Little things I realised.
I have AA. (nothing new there).
but I know that is because I am afraid to put myself on the line. and I don't have confidance in myself. ( I have always playing safely in every area of my life).
The other reason I hate approaching is that I am not afraid of getting blown out. but I have this weird belief that I am going to get blown out for sure if I approach. There is no doubt in that.
So my mind goes like why bother??
damn.
Also I realise why people who is hitting it for real do not post much on the main forum.
After going out hard I see that lot of what is going on the main forum is mental masturbation and KJ ing . I can see that clearly like I became enlightned.
side note. ...my chode wing got laid last saturday after going out. I woke him up like 11.30 pm and dragged him to club. His second time getting laid. So all guys who went out with me got laid or pulled.
Me none. so if you wanna get laid just go out with me. lol!
coverd 3 books past couple of days.
Psycho Cybernetics.....................the self image thing makes lot of sense.
Radical Honesty...................... my new favourite book. I have to at least go through this 3 times.
Think and Grow rich...............bit similar to Cybernetics. but good book and it has a blueprint for success...
going through Cybernetics for 2nd time at the moment.
Last night I broke the masturbation thing.
So starting again
16/10/2011
I am thinking of going to more chilled out lounges like places. But I am piss afraid to approach in a places like that. the reason I have described above. I hate to put myself on the line. but well!! we'll see
bye
DJM
Haven't had much time to write this lately. basically the week was like I went out hardcore this week. like 5 days a week + working 8 hour shifts daytime and I am pretty much operating in zombie mode for now and my feets hurt like shit. I mean it is a struggle to even stand up.
not much interesting things happened gamewise. from next week I have my classes start again so I will have to cut on going out. but I will try to maintain this and add daygaming to the mayham too. (although I suck big ass on daygame).
Little things I realised.
I have AA. (nothing new there).
but I know that is because I am afraid to put myself on the line. and I don't have confidance in myself. ( I have always playing safely in every area of my life).
The other reason I hate approaching is that I am not afraid of getting blown out. but I have this weird belief that I am going to get blown out for sure if I approach. There is no doubt in that.
So my mind goes like why bother??
damn.
Also I realise why people who is hitting it for real do not post much on the main forum.
After going out hard I see that lot of what is going on the main forum is mental masturbation and KJ ing . I can see that clearly like I became enlightned.
side note. ...my chode wing got laid last saturday after going out. I woke him up like 11.30 pm and dragged him to club. His second time getting laid. So all guys who went out with me got laid or pulled.
Me none. so if you wanna get laid just go out with me. lol!
coverd 3 books past couple of days.
Psycho Cybernetics.....................the self image thing makes lot of sense.
Radical Honesty...................... my new favourite book. I have to at least go through this 3 times.
Think and Grow rich...............bit similar to Cybernetics. but good book and it has a blueprint for success...
going through Cybernetics for 2nd time at the moment.
Last night I broke the masturbation thing.
So starting again
16/10/2011
I am thinking of going to more chilled out lounges like places. But I am piss afraid to approach in a places like that. the reason I have described above. I hate to put myself on the line. but well!! we'll see
bye
DJM
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So I've decided that this thread will be a legendary one. I know it is lame now but it will be. I don't know how much time it will take. 1yr, 5 10 or 20. but I will make sure this one will be a one of legendary thread on RSDN.
peace.
peace.
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Fuck it, let's all stand up
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Fuck it, let's all stand up
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I have AA. (nothing new there).
but I know that is because I am afraid to put myself on the line. and I don't have confidance in myself.
Now go approach!
Fear will go away soon and massive confidence will follow. I promise!
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"If it's not rough, it is not fun!" - Lady Gaga, Philosopher
Doctor's Diary - my Field Reports live from Vienna: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/200128/forum
Yeah, sometimes Ive got the same with daygame... I usually keep it really low energy and exect nothing.
Fluff talking with a girl in total confidence is enough.
We should meetup in Perth!
Fluff talking with a girl in total confidence is enough.
We should meetup in Perth!
Hey buddy are you gonna take the bootcamp in Perth next month with Jeffy? Might be an idea! I'm considering it.
@Amsterdamn.
ya man we should meet up . espcially since I have a reputation of my wings getting laid but me.....haha... pm me when you in Perth..
@leonius.
You in Perth? at least some RSD guy in Perth. haha.... anyway. ya man you should do the bootcamp with Jeffy.....and as I heard Alex will be there too.
ya man we should meet up . espcially since I have a reputation of my wings getting laid but me.....haha... pm me when you in Perth..
@leonius.
You in Perth? at least some RSD guy in Perth. haha.... anyway. ya man you should do the bootcamp with Jeffy.....and as I heard Alex will be there too.
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Guess there's a Slim Shady in all of us
Fuck it, let's all stand up
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Fuck it, let's all stand up
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Yeah I arrived, I will do the hotseat here!
Yeah I arrived, I will do the hotseat here!
nice. I want to do hotseat but since my financial situation is = fuck I probably won't. anyway welcome...... __________________
Guess there's a Slim Shady in all of us
Fuck it, let's all stand up
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ok
Friday 21/10
Slept the night at home. stupid me
Saturday 22/10
Went out anyways although I had problems finding someone to go out with. ridin solo baby.
Went to this new place back alley entry. cool place lot of hipsters though. whatever.
I got that stupid AA. it is not just AA it is AA when I couldn't even speak or basicly dont want to talk. anyways. I went to the dancefloor stand there like a retard. sometimes this gets me through AA. anyway the nothing much happened in the night. Met a girl I thought she was into me but then realised that she was just being a tease. anyway I took advantage of it by slapping her ass hard and fucking her hair style. and then got some girls grinding me making me a sandwitch in the middle and they being bread. whatever.
Had fun. not anything game wise.
bye
DJM
Friday 21/10
Slept the night at home. stupid me
Saturday 22/10
Went out anyways although I had problems finding someone to go out with. ridin solo baby.
Went to this new place back alley entry. cool place lot of hipsters though. whatever.
I got that stupid AA. it is not just AA it is AA when I couldn't even speak or basicly dont want to talk. anyways. I went to the dancefloor stand there like a retard. sometimes this gets me through AA. anyway the nothing much happened in the night. Met a girl I thought she was into me but then realised that she was just being a tease. anyway I took advantage of it by slapping her ass hard and fucking her hair style. and then got some girls grinding me making me a sandwitch in the middle and they being bread. whatever.
Had fun. not anything game wise.
bye
DJM
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Guess there's a Slim Shady in all of us
Fuck it, let's all stand up
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DJMarco
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Join Date: 03/21/2011 | Posts: 441
anyway
Friday 7/10
Went out I had some friends from work coming so I knew it is not gonna be a good night game wise, and it was. anyway
met a girl I need some advice on this one from you guys.
ok basically what happen was there was a girl who almost bumped into me while I was walking and we just went out ways.
After like 10 mins I was standing near the dance floor when she came and opened me.
She asked me where are the bi sexual girls.
I was "WTF"
She told me she and her "friend" was looking to pick up a bisexual girl and take her home to have a threesome.
I told her I am the only one that she is gonna meet. So We 2 guys can fuck her the same time ..lol!
I was asking her questions like "have you had a 3some before?"
Have you been with 2 guys? etc...
anyway shit continues like this for couple of mins and she tested me couple time I think I passed them. :)
So I got her number after ;ittle bit of pressisting and she asked me to call her next week. ( and this was totally fixed in sexual frame)
ok
honestly I don't expect this to go anywhere as it always happen to me.
but I thought there is no harm in trying.
So tell me
Should I call or text and what should I tell her???
Fuck it, let's all stand up
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