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May 25th, 2013
The beggining of my life - My Journal
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MfDooM

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Join Date: 11/18/2010 | Posts: 6

 This is my first journal. This is for self motivation for me. If you dont like it, dont read it.

Well basically, im a fucking scrub and a half right now. I talk to no girls in my school. My friends are a bunch of scrubs as well. They are the most unathletic, weird, racist, and fucked up kids I know. But there cool as fuck. Also, i realized that my lunch table was the only table with no girls sitting at it in the whole cafeteria. Quit a revelation it was. . Anyway, I really need to change myself. Im a 17 year old and im gonna be a senior in september. Summer starts tomorrow for me. And so does my life. I have terrible social skills and do nothing but stay in my house all day. My life is miserable. But im tired of it. Fuck my room. Fuck my house. It's seriously time to get the fuck out of here and start living in the world. Im at the bottom of the fucking barrell right now. But it's seriously time to change that. I dont want my senior year being a drag like the past 3 years and I dont want to go into college like this either. This summer im getting a job, finally getting my fucking permit after waiting for so long, and will lose my virginity by the end of my senior year. It's time. I honestly have no idea where in the fuck im going to start or what to do to start talking to more bitches and lose my social anxiety, but im going to do something.
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Dowling

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Join Date: 12/03/2010 | Posts: 12

 Best of luck mate, don't give up on it.
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MfDooM

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Join Date: 11/18/2010 | Posts: 6

Well guys, shit has not been going down very well. I dun fucked up this time. My mother calls me today to tell me that she has recieved a letter that says I have two classes to make up in summer school. LOLWUT? I knew I had math, and was told I can do it online. But what was the other class? Im actually a bit embarresed to say this, but since im behind a computer screen.....art. Yea. Fucking Art. After using that class to do nothing but sleep and make up other work, shit caught up to me. Even after that fucking cunt snake of a teacher said I wouldnt fail. The problem with this? It costs a bit of money. And money isnt looking great for both my parents right now. Im currently living with my father right now, and my mother lives pretty far from where my dad is. My school is also by my mothers house. And after the arguement me and my mother had, I dont think I will be going down there anytime soon.

So now, I have to break this news to my father and tell him about how much it costs. And on top of that, my mother cant drive right, my step dad is a dick and works all day anyway. Theres no way in hell my dad can take me to summer school, considering how far away he lives. If I dont make up this course, im not graduating high school. So basically im in the shitter right now. I have no idea what the fuck to do. No one to talk to, no one to go for help or advice right now.

Which is why im asking you guys at rsd with your infinite amount of knowledge and wisdom....what the fuck should I do right now? There has to be some of you who have been in worse situations then mine and pulled yourself out from there. Any advice on anything. Please. Just something to help a young guy out right now.
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Martin Crowe

Martin Crowe

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Join Date: 11/11/2008 | Posts: 507

 This section is for field reports, not school reports. I fail to see how this relates to the pursuit of pussy. What were you planning to do for summer in lieu of this revelation?
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Kaladyn

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Join Date: 02/12/2010 | Posts: 623

Talk to your teachers about what you can do for making this up next school year and graduating on time with enough credits - because your finances / living situation is making summer school not really a possible option.

Your teachers are there to help you pass. And 1 thing a teacher loves - is when they can influence a kid from being shitty to coming out ON TOP OF THE WORLD . Express to them that you are taking serious initiative to turn your life around. and KEEP DOING THE JOURNAL - NO MATTER WHAT.

It will commit you to getting your shit handled. - I personally check RSD several times a week, feel free to bug me for advice via message if I don't remember to check back here.

-- People WILL help you fix your life, but YOU have to be willing to put in the hard work.
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