THE FORUMS
@colt - I like that. I'm starting to see pretty clearly anymore the very moment I fuck up and lose her... Its just so obvious when she turns off.
Thursday - April 19th
Forgot to update about this whole weekend.
Head out with a wing. First venue is absolutely dead, but a group of hot chicks are dancing, its only them on the dancefloor.. I instantly roll up in the middle of them all, throw my hands up and do a party vibey thing, then go right into one of the girls and hug her... Start pulling her away "I'm stealing you!", her friends start making a fuss Noooo!.. I let her go "I'm just playing I'm not gonna steal her", stay in and talk with her for a bit. Pretty cute but then we leave the venue.
Next venue is ghetto central. Hit up the first 2 set walking by. At first the girl wanted to keep walking by, but I engage her a bit harder and she actually hooks and stays there chatting for a bit. Not attractive, excuse myself after a bit. Walk around.. I keep thinking about Eye contact and trying to open girls with eye contact only.
Go upstairs and first girl I see is kinda a thicker chick, she is walking by herself... I approach she keeps walking, I start walking with her... She turns around and then before I know it I'm super close to her and about to get the makeout, its so right there but she just wont do it. Our foreheads are pressed together like we are lovers. I pull back and chat her a bit, Some reason I let her go and walk around checking things out, think I did one approach that didnt go anywhere. See thick girl again and she is sitting down by herself. I stroll up and sit down right next to her... Turns into about a 20 minute interaction. Just chilling, several moments of almost makeout. She has the same name of my ex-gf which is a turn on. Super cute face and hair, but body is not that great. Her friends come into the picture, I'm cool with them, she is really into me. But I think I'm also trying to hard at times and not letting her invest enough.. End result when I try and number close her she wont give it to me, she says I need to come find her again and then she will give it to me... She wanted to get pulled later I think, cause now I remember when she found out I was sober she even said "You can be my DD!"... But I didnt want to stick around with her. However she kept playing that dumb game of not giving me her number... goodbye forever. (i think i actually said that haha)
Hang around that venue awhile longer, cant really open anything. I feel good but girls just wont hook or open. I go up on one girl and dont say shit, just pure eye contact... This goes on for awhile. She gets all giddy about it and is laughing and literally HIDING her face into her friends shoulder. All the while I just looked deeply into her eyes with a smirk. I finally tried to break in and talk to her but at that point the friend was playing body guard role and was shooing me away. Pretty fun!
We leave and hit up a few more venues... Can't really remember anything specific. I just remember feeling good yet I couldn't hook anything.
On the street later a 2 set is walking passed me and I open with "Its my birthday!" go for hug, and they both aggressively dodge me haha.
Later a mixed group is walking by and I see one asian girl that I'm instantly into. I do the same open "Its my birthday!" and I hug her close. While hugging I speak in her ear "whats your name?" she is laughing alot. Talk with her for maybe 3 minutes. Guess her nationality and talk to her about her culture a bit, she is genuinely impressed I know so much (yeah asian girls are my thing). Number close her. She has Leopard Tattoos, cool.
Text her on my way home, she is really responsive to my texts... well I will just write them out fuck it.
me: Come teach me tagalog ;) (my name)
her: lol what do you wanna learn
me: we can start with the basics. do you play pool? <--- I got a pool table at home
her: i do :)
me: you have to come play then!
her: when i have time
At this point I stop texting her. I feel like I couldve been more clear that I HAD a pool table, not meaning that we should go out to play pool some time. But I also felt like it wasnt gonna go anywhere tonight anyhow and didnt wanna endlessly text her. So I let it be... Bad idea?
Friday - April 20th
Go out but dont feel it at all. All my opens dont go anywhere. Even though I'm doing the same thing, im just not THERE, and its crazy how almost every girl would instantly ignore me. Like they know my shit sucks before they even see me...
I do open probably the hottest girl I saw at this venue though. She was wearing a skin tight pink dress and was standing up on the dancing stage. I climbed up to her "You're sexy as fuck"... Looking back on it I dont think I shouldve opened such a hot girl with a line like this. Dont matter though I sucked majorly this night. That is seriously the highlight of the whole night.
Don't go out anymore for awhile... was really busy all saturday and ended going to a girls house on saturday night and fucking the dog shit out of her like 3 times. Then dont go out at all til tonight on Thursday, fuck.
Thursday
Been working hard on my computer, so my brain is all zapped again and feeling like a zombie. I roll out and meet up with a wing but feel totally unmotivated.
As we are walking to the venue he opens a 2 set and I get in with this girl talking with her for awhile. I feel totally weirded out in the set. I just feel uncomfertable, but I'm talking with her totally normal. My eye contact sucks dick. But yet.... She is into me. ?
Eventually we move on but at this point it was weird NOT to number close her, she wanted me to. ohwell I didnt.
Get into the venue, kinda chode around a bit. I actually feel super awkward. Like I havent felt this uncomfortable in a long time. Just feels like everyone is looking at me, and i feel all strange inside my skin and clothing, like nothing is in place... Instead of being put off I felt curious, like I was watching myself feel this way.
A girl walks by, she is short, looks like a metal chick, not my style.. I cant remember what I said to her... Not enganging at all, just some stupid "What is that!?" kinda pointing at her.. she stops and looks at me questioningly. I think I was talking about her beer - - but then notice she has a fucking sticker all across her chest that says "Bang This"... So I cant feel more awkward than I was at this point, and I couldnt open more lamely. Yet... She stayed there and was way into me. Her eyes were wide as fuck, and its like she was never gonna leave. It was just on. We talked for awhile, I was even struggling with things to say, but it didnt matter she stayed there.. wtf... I started becoming pretty attracted to her, her eyes were just wide and into me. pleasent face. Tats piercings. I number closed her... (texted her later in the night and she was very responsive).
Leave her, start walking with my wing and the very next girl I see, looks very similar to lindsay lohan, no joke. She is taller too, more on my level... I causally say something like "Water.. youre drinking fucking water" and she blows wide open. At this point I feel looser. Our interaction is way more sexually charged. Just pure eye contact. I say very little, just talk some shit and then look in her eyes. I'm becoming aroused, she is very hooked... How is this happening?
At one point a blonde girl barely bumps into me as she is walking by. I look at the blonde girl walking away for a bit, then blurt out "Fucking bitch"... Lindsay lohan girl cracks up laughing. More eye contact engaging. I see my wing walking up to us, I lean into her ear "This is my friend walking up, he hasnt jerked off in like 13 days. Hes so fucking gross. He is fucked up. But dont tell him I told you" she starts starring at him all weirded out.. I lean in again "13 days of no jerking off, hes so fucking nasty" and she dies laughing at this shit. Some guy comes in physically trying to push me away and goes all close to her. I think he is asking if she is ok and she brushes him away, when he walks away she gives me the 'what a fucking creep look'... a bit later her girl friend comes in and tries to steal her. I bombard her "No I like her. 2 minutes, give me 2 minutes, I like her", Hug my girl and box her firend out "No!"... the friend disappears. Yes. I number close her now just incase she gets stolen from me. And she does... I let her at this point... Why did I not ride this out and see how it went? Idk.. im lame.
Goto the bar to get a water. Girls on both sides of me at the bar essentially OPEN ME. I felt super relaxed and just vibing with both girls like I had known them forever. Girls never open me... A third girl from close by is starring at me, so I look back at her, finally she walks up to me and introduces herself... NEVER HAPPENS. Then she floats away just as quickly.
What the fuck was going on tonight.
After that the rest of the night I pretty much just chill out, really not much more opening. Looking back on it I think I didnt want to mess with the good night I was having. I was already content and locked it up. But I should be pushing it further - to win goddammit.
I text Leopard Asian a bit, she is out but wont meetup, however she is definitely into me. Gotta just hit her up on an off day or something.
Post thoughts:
- Starting out I havent felt that awkward or uncomfortable in a very long time, yet the results and hooks I was getting was really good... wtf is that?
- I think I just wasnt trying at first. Or deep down I didnt care... and after like 5 really good interactions I started THINKING... Thinking that I'm having a good night and could keep pushing it, yet as soon as I went in my head like that (even though it was positive) it killed my magic. Cause suddenly I had expectations. Weird.
Thursday - April 19th
Forgot to update about this whole weekend.
Head out with a wing. First venue is absolutely dead, but a group of hot chicks are dancing, its only them on the dancefloor.. I instantly roll up in the middle of them all, throw my hands up and do a party vibey thing, then go right into one of the girls and hug her... Start pulling her away "I'm stealing you!", her friends start making a fuss Noooo!.. I let her go "I'm just playing I'm not gonna steal her", stay in and talk with her for a bit. Pretty cute but then we leave the venue.
Next venue is ghetto central. Hit up the first 2 set walking by. At first the girl wanted to keep walking by, but I engage her a bit harder and she actually hooks and stays there chatting for a bit. Not attractive, excuse myself after a bit. Walk around.. I keep thinking about Eye contact and trying to open girls with eye contact only.
Go upstairs and first girl I see is kinda a thicker chick, she is walking by herself... I approach she keeps walking, I start walking with her... She turns around and then before I know it I'm super close to her and about to get the makeout, its so right there but she just wont do it. Our foreheads are pressed together like we are lovers. I pull back and chat her a bit, Some reason I let her go and walk around checking things out, think I did one approach that didnt go anywhere. See thick girl again and she is sitting down by herself. I stroll up and sit down right next to her... Turns into about a 20 minute interaction. Just chilling, several moments of almost makeout. She has the same name of my ex-gf which is a turn on. Super cute face and hair, but body is not that great. Her friends come into the picture, I'm cool with them, she is really into me. But I think I'm also trying to hard at times and not letting her invest enough.. End result when I try and number close her she wont give it to me, she says I need to come find her again and then she will give it to me... She wanted to get pulled later I think, cause now I remember when she found out I was sober she even said "You can be my DD!"... But I didnt want to stick around with her. However she kept playing that dumb game of not giving me her number... goodbye forever. (i think i actually said that haha)
Hang around that venue awhile longer, cant really open anything. I feel good but girls just wont hook or open. I go up on one girl and dont say shit, just pure eye contact... This goes on for awhile. She gets all giddy about it and is laughing and literally HIDING her face into her friends shoulder. All the while I just looked deeply into her eyes with a smirk. I finally tried to break in and talk to her but at that point the friend was playing body guard role and was shooing me away. Pretty fun!
We leave and hit up a few more venues... Can't really remember anything specific. I just remember feeling good yet I couldn't hook anything.
On the street later a 2 set is walking passed me and I open with "Its my birthday!" go for hug, and they both aggressively dodge me haha.
Later a mixed group is walking by and I see one asian girl that I'm instantly into. I do the same open "Its my birthday!" and I hug her close. While hugging I speak in her ear "whats your name?" she is laughing alot. Talk with her for maybe 3 minutes. Guess her nationality and talk to her about her culture a bit, she is genuinely impressed I know so much (yeah asian girls are my thing). Number close her. She has Leopard Tattoos, cool.
Text her on my way home, she is really responsive to my texts... well I will just write them out fuck it.
me: Come teach me tagalog ;) (my name)
her: lol what do you wanna learn
me: we can start with the basics. do you play pool? <--- I got a pool table at home
her: i do :)
me: you have to come play then!
her: when i have time
At this point I stop texting her. I feel like I couldve been more clear that I HAD a pool table, not meaning that we should go out to play pool some time. But I also felt like it wasnt gonna go anywhere tonight anyhow and didnt wanna endlessly text her. So I let it be... Bad idea?
Friday - April 20th
Go out but dont feel it at all. All my opens dont go anywhere. Even though I'm doing the same thing, im just not THERE, and its crazy how almost every girl would instantly ignore me. Like they know my shit sucks before they even see me...
I do open probably the hottest girl I saw at this venue though. She was wearing a skin tight pink dress and was standing up on the dancing stage. I climbed up to her "You're sexy as fuck"... Looking back on it I dont think I shouldve opened such a hot girl with a line like this. Dont matter though I sucked majorly this night. That is seriously the highlight of the whole night.
Don't go out anymore for awhile... was really busy all saturday and ended going to a girls house on saturday night and fucking the dog shit out of her like 3 times. Then dont go out at all til tonight on Thursday, fuck.
Thursday
Been working hard on my computer, so my brain is all zapped again and feeling like a zombie. I roll out and meet up with a wing but feel totally unmotivated.
As we are walking to the venue he opens a 2 set and I get in with this girl talking with her for awhile. I feel totally weirded out in the set. I just feel uncomfertable, but I'm talking with her totally normal. My eye contact sucks dick. But yet.... She is into me. ?
Eventually we move on but at this point it was weird NOT to number close her, she wanted me to. ohwell I didnt.
Get into the venue, kinda chode around a bit. I actually feel super awkward. Like I havent felt this uncomfortable in a long time. Just feels like everyone is looking at me, and i feel all strange inside my skin and clothing, like nothing is in place... Instead of being put off I felt curious, like I was watching myself feel this way.
A girl walks by, she is short, looks like a metal chick, not my style.. I cant remember what I said to her... Not enganging at all, just some stupid "What is that!?" kinda pointing at her.. she stops and looks at me questioningly. I think I was talking about her beer - - but then notice she has a fucking sticker all across her chest that says "Bang This"... So I cant feel more awkward than I was at this point, and I couldnt open more lamely. Yet... She stayed there and was way into me. Her eyes were wide as fuck, and its like she was never gonna leave. It was just on. We talked for awhile, I was even struggling with things to say, but it didnt matter she stayed there.. wtf... I started becoming pretty attracted to her, her eyes were just wide and into me. pleasent face. Tats piercings. I number closed her... (texted her later in the night and she was very responsive).
Leave her, start walking with my wing and the very next girl I see, looks very similar to lindsay lohan, no joke. She is taller too, more on my level... I causally say something like "Water.. youre drinking fucking water" and she blows wide open. At this point I feel looser. Our interaction is way more sexually charged. Just pure eye contact. I say very little, just talk some shit and then look in her eyes. I'm becoming aroused, she is very hooked... How is this happening?
At one point a blonde girl barely bumps into me as she is walking by. I look at the blonde girl walking away for a bit, then blurt out "Fucking bitch"... Lindsay lohan girl cracks up laughing. More eye contact engaging. I see my wing walking up to us, I lean into her ear "This is my friend walking up, he hasnt jerked off in like 13 days. Hes so fucking gross. He is fucked up. But dont tell him I told you" she starts starring at him all weirded out.. I lean in again "13 days of no jerking off, hes so fucking nasty" and she dies laughing at this shit. Some guy comes in physically trying to push me away and goes all close to her. I think he is asking if she is ok and she brushes him away, when he walks away she gives me the 'what a fucking creep look'... a bit later her girl friend comes in and tries to steal her. I bombard her "No I like her. 2 minutes, give me 2 minutes, I like her", Hug my girl and box her firend out "No!"... the friend disappears. Yes. I number close her now just incase she gets stolen from me. And she does... I let her at this point... Why did I not ride this out and see how it went? Idk.. im lame.
Goto the bar to get a water. Girls on both sides of me at the bar essentially OPEN ME. I felt super relaxed and just vibing with both girls like I had known them forever. Girls never open me... A third girl from close by is starring at me, so I look back at her, finally she walks up to me and introduces herself... NEVER HAPPENS. Then she floats away just as quickly.
What the fuck was going on tonight.
After that the rest of the night I pretty much just chill out, really not much more opening. Looking back on it I think I didnt want to mess with the good night I was having. I was already content and locked it up. But I should be pushing it further - to win goddammit.
I text Leopard Asian a bit, she is out but wont meetup, however she is definitely into me. Gotta just hit her up on an off day or something.
Post thoughts:
- Starting out I havent felt that awkward or uncomfortable in a very long time, yet the results and hooks I was getting was really good... wtf is that?
- I think I just wasnt trying at first. Or deep down I didnt care... and after like 5 really good interactions I started THINKING... Thinking that I'm having a good night and could keep pushing it, yet as soon as I went in my head like that (even though it was positive) it killed my magic. Cause suddenly I had expectations. Weird.
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Friday
Went out. Didnt do much... Probably over 10 legit opens atleast. chodey suck shit. So many hot girls out, so little action.
Got ignored alot at first... I did hit state for like 30 minutes - Girls started opening, a couple hooks. Then major state crash.
Don't matter though, I love being out anyhow.
Slowly re-wiring the sober brain one night at a time.
MUST OPEN MORE
Went out. Didnt do much... Probably over 10 legit opens atleast. chodey suck shit. So many hot girls out, so little action.
Got ignored alot at first... I did hit state for like 30 minutes - Girls started opening, a couple hooks. Then major state crash.
Don't matter though, I love being out anyhow.
Slowly re-wiring the sober brain one night at a time.
MUST OPEN MORE
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^that's good your doing the sober challenge . i feel though when you have your what day and get a drink you will be ten times more potent.
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^that's good your doing the sober challenge . i feel though when you have your what day and get a drink you will be ten times more potent.
For sure, I already experienced it a bit when I was at that 4 day festival... But I been realizing (and maybe its just hopeful thinking) that I can hit that state consistently while sober... I'm slowly working towards that point, I can feel it on the horizon. ...along the same topic of challenges I'm doing the whole porn/masturbation reboot thing again, Last year I went 3 months, it was awesome - pulled alot. Since then I been pretty chill anyhow, but it takes my game to such a high level when I refrain. So I'm gonna start back on it again, I'm already a week or more into it.
...Was watching a movie last night that had a pretty innocent lingerie shot of a girl and it about drove me wild, so its working... Shits gonna get intense again.
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I think I'm gonna change my posting habits around and only post nights/sets that taught me some big lesson, or to brag about something cool I did... All the other shit is typical approach interactions that are probably deep down slowly improving my game yet are too mundane to keep posting about.
Friday
Pretty fun night, I hit momentum and state which is always cool but hard to do when going sober... I feel like that this will become more and more normal though.
There was times that I was opening, or talking to, or just grabbing EVERY girl I came across. Everything was pure illogical. I was saying alot of bullshit and most of it didnt make sense, yet it made it really fun and easy to open up chicks.
My only downfall is I wasnt staying in with girls for too long, I was having fun approaching and hitting up sets but just didnt stay in with any girls. Also another problem I been noticing, is even when I hit state while being sober I have an easy chance of burning out quickly and falling out of state.... Especially if I move to a new venue, I reset hard and have to start over again... I have to try and push through these moments and see if I can re-snap myself into state.
Highlights:
- Open a blonde girl walking by me, hold out the hand of god, she wont take it, so I flip her off. As soon as I flip her off she hooks hard, I pull her in and go for instant makeout, no go. She runs away.
- Run onto dancefloor, try and molest this cute tall chick, she shoots me down hard. Nice
- Girls walking by, I jump in front of them and hold my arms up in the air "Frisk me!", the girls look at me and freak out and dodge me, my wing is like "Dude you got major pit stains", lol. Next set I try it on I joke around with my wing and say I'm gonna self conciously keep my arms down. I jump in front of 2 girls ugs and chubs, I hold my arms down tight like all rigid, "Frisk me!" they both go hardcore feeling me up, the chubby girl is just straight massaging my dick, finally I leave them "Something bad is gonna happen"... Definitely gonna have to experiment more with the frisk me open. Its actually pretty money cause you just give the girls full rein to touch you, So of course they are gonna grab your dick. Of course.
- Sit down in this booth with a girl sitting down, talk mad shit, she gets up and leaves. I remain sitting there chill with my legs crossed all relaxed. Hot girl walking by I start pointing at her. She looks at me and kind of laughs, she has a questioning look. I just keep starring her down. She actually walks up and sorta hand of gods ME. I grab her hand and pull her closer, then I grab the back of her head and start making out with her.... Eventually her friend comes in and steals her away... Hell yeah, thats what we call the "No talking, opening up the moving set while sitting down instant makeout"... I didn't even uncross my legs or readjust my position one bit, I pulled her fully to me. Fucking fun!
- On the streets I talk with this redhead that claimed to be a blonde and I keep busting on her that she is so irish her panties are probably green. She shows me her ass and that her panties are purple... Another chick is talking to my wing saying something about her friend, I cant understand what she is saying, so I just say "That fucking bitch", and she starts saying something like no... but then I keep going "yeah she is I can smell it on her... she smells like tuna fish"... I can see the girl is actually really attracted by the shit talk, but she acts like she is put off by it. I tell her "I crossed the line with that one, I'm sorry" and she goes along "I dont know if you are being sarcastic", "No I'm being sincere"... I kinda liked the interaction even though it was quick... I could see clearly how attracted she was by the shit talking and that I was so free to say whatever I want, then being able to pull it back in and show that I'm not totally uncalibrated. Just FELT like good verbal game. More of that please.
Friday
Pretty fun night, I hit momentum and state which is always cool but hard to do when going sober... I feel like that this will become more and more normal though.
There was times that I was opening, or talking to, or just grabbing EVERY girl I came across. Everything was pure illogical. I was saying alot of bullshit and most of it didnt make sense, yet it made it really fun and easy to open up chicks.
My only downfall is I wasnt staying in with girls for too long, I was having fun approaching and hitting up sets but just didnt stay in with any girls. Also another problem I been noticing, is even when I hit state while being sober I have an easy chance of burning out quickly and falling out of state.... Especially if I move to a new venue, I reset hard and have to start over again... I have to try and push through these moments and see if I can re-snap myself into state.
Highlights:
- Open a blonde girl walking by me, hold out the hand of god, she wont take it, so I flip her off. As soon as I flip her off she hooks hard, I pull her in and go for instant makeout, no go. She runs away.
- Run onto dancefloor, try and molest this cute tall chick, she shoots me down hard. Nice
- Girls walking by, I jump in front of them and hold my arms up in the air "Frisk me!", the girls look at me and freak out and dodge me, my wing is like "Dude you got major pit stains", lol. Next set I try it on I joke around with my wing and say I'm gonna self conciously keep my arms down. I jump in front of 2 girls ugs and chubs, I hold my arms down tight like all rigid, "Frisk me!" they both go hardcore feeling me up, the chubby girl is just straight massaging my dick, finally I leave them "Something bad is gonna happen"... Definitely gonna have to experiment more with the frisk me open. Its actually pretty money cause you just give the girls full rein to touch you, So of course they are gonna grab your dick. Of course.
- Sit down in this booth with a girl sitting down, talk mad shit, she gets up and leaves. I remain sitting there chill with my legs crossed all relaxed. Hot girl walking by I start pointing at her. She looks at me and kind of laughs, she has a questioning look. I just keep starring her down. She actually walks up and sorta hand of gods ME. I grab her hand and pull her closer, then I grab the back of her head and start making out with her.... Eventually her friend comes in and steals her away... Hell yeah, thats what we call the "No talking, opening up the moving set while sitting down instant makeout"... I didn't even uncross my legs or readjust my position one bit, I pulled her fully to me. Fucking fun!
- On the streets I talk with this redhead that claimed to be a blonde and I keep busting on her that she is so irish her panties are probably green. She shows me her ass and that her panties are purple... Another chick is talking to my wing saying something about her friend, I cant understand what she is saying, so I just say "That fucking bitch", and she starts saying something like no... but then I keep going "yeah she is I can smell it on her... she smells like tuna fish"... I can see the girl is actually really attracted by the shit talk, but she acts like she is put off by it. I tell her "I crossed the line with that one, I'm sorry" and she goes along "I dont know if you are being sarcastic", "No I'm being sincere"... I kinda liked the interaction even though it was quick... I could see clearly how attracted she was by the shit talking and that I was so free to say whatever I want, then being able to pull it back in and show that I'm not totally uncalibrated. Just FELT like good verbal game. More of that please.
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Saturday - Cinco de Mayo
Was packed with people this night! Very insane. I wish the night scene was always this busy.
Head out with an old friend of mine and meet up with a wing. First venue we go into I open a couple sets one right after the next. Goto the bar, as my friend is ordering a drink 3 girls next to me are playing with each others tits and freaking on each other. Eventually I grab the hottest one and just hold her to me.. I think I opened her with some "You are not allowed to feel my tits" line. She is into me, i think she is into everyone actually. I pick up one of her legs and wrap it around me and start dry humping her essentially. One of her friends comes in and keeps feeling up her titties and then pulls her away from me hard (by her dress) which totally exposed the chick... crazy.
A little after this we head to a huge venue/block party kind of deal. Lots of approaches and craziness at this point.
Main points:
- Early on approach 2 set, cute latinas. Chilled out normal convo for awhile. I remember thinking in this set that she wasn't complying alot or really hooked, but still everything was cool. Just felt like a boring interaction. I eventually take off but I think I should start pushing these sets harder until I kill it or win it.
- ummmm cant think of really anything that stands out... I was opening girls with just loud vocals alot which was different... "Hola!!! Happy cinco de mayo"... "Hola, Hello!" and some girls would stop and open up to me or they would kinda just smile and leave.
- One weird breakthrough tonight. Everytime I see REALLY short girls that I tower over I always want to fuck around with them, but I never do cause I feel like it would be too dickish.. But tonight I just did what I wanted, and several times when a short chick was walking by or whatever I would actually place my hands on their heads like using them for railing or something amsuing, and almost every girl LOVED ME FOR IT. Even played "duck, duck, goose" on a line of short chicks... I was kinda shocked that I would get such good reactions, I expected the girls to be offended by it. hmmm.. Time to play with the tiny girls!!
And when I say they Loved me for it... I mean I had girls bust up laughing hard from something so simple.
- Tall girl in black dress walking through the crowd near me, being dragged by her ug friend. I open her from far back while there is still people in between us "Hey!! Happy cinco de mayo", She walks up to me and I think gives me a high five or something and I pull her in for a deep hug, while talking into her ear "Whats your name?"... Actually I have had this a few times lately where I just hug the girl and speak sensually into her ear and the girls hook hard from it.
Turns into a long interaction. Very physcial, have her in my arms the whole time. holding hands. making out. All the while just vibing out and probing for logistics and shit... She didnt have the cutest face, but had a really nice tall body.
But whats weird is I think I'm kinda flatlining (yourbrainonporn style) or just seriously sleep deprived cause I wasnt getting as aroused by her as I would expect... I get her number in the middle of the interaction just in case.
Find out she is with a pretty large mixed group and she lives far away. I dont expect much from her... and if I had been more aroused I probably could have went for a close right then. I leave to continue on approaching.
Later on towards closing time in the club she finds me, this time she is with a different friend who is about the same level of attractiveness. Chilling with her for a bit, some dude comes up and is talking to her friend. The friend seems into the dude, but my girl keeps saying "He is creepy, you need to save my friend", My wing is right by me and I tell him to save her. He see's what I see though that the girl is kinda into the dude. I think my girl wanted us to pull the girl away from him so she could stay in with me.
My girl starts telling me to makeout with her friend. I'm thinking hmmmm. Then I tell my wing to makeout with her hahaha. Kind of fucked up... by this point its closing time and me and my wing have both hit a wall, already done alot of approaches etc.
Unsure of what really happened but eventually the creep guy is gone and my wing is in tight with the friend and my girl is back up on me... Start getting alot more sexual with my girl. I slip my hand up her skirt and feel her soft thighs and silky panties, and for the first time I get really aroused.... Dammit wtf, goddamn flatlining thats what its gotta be.
Anyhow we talk about meeting up back at her and her friends place. Its far but my wing says he wants to go... I still have my drunk friend with me that needed to go home, so we tell the girls we will come over after. Venue closes, the girls leave. My girl is texting me alot trying to find out whats going on.
Run some street game before we leave.
- I do a few more "Frisk me" opens lol. First one went good, both girls start feeling me up and grinding on me.
Second two set I try "Frisk me" on they freeze up and say no. My wing says "hugs then!" and we hug the girls, chat them up for a bit.
Eventually we leave to take my friend home and Tall black dress girl texts me and says her friend is passing out, so thats a no go. I didnt entirely mind cause they lived far and I was worried about the flatline... plus I was fucking tired... Another girl that had been texting me also fell through right at this point. She would have been a forsure deal also pretty much. I was more trying for the 2 girls from that night though so my wing could hookup as well.
I head home and an hour later black dress girl texts me again at like 4:30am right when I get into bed... She says something about because her friend is passed out doesnt mean me and her cant meetup alone.... Yeah obviously.. if she had lived closer and I was more pimp, then yeah. But its wasnt happening right then.
Soon enough though. Shit is IMPROVING.
Sober game! goddamn.
Was packed with people this night! Very insane. I wish the night scene was always this busy.
Head out with an old friend of mine and meet up with a wing. First venue we go into I open a couple sets one right after the next. Goto the bar, as my friend is ordering a drink 3 girls next to me are playing with each others tits and freaking on each other. Eventually I grab the hottest one and just hold her to me.. I think I opened her with some "You are not allowed to feel my tits" line. She is into me, i think she is into everyone actually. I pick up one of her legs and wrap it around me and start dry humping her essentially. One of her friends comes in and keeps feeling up her titties and then pulls her away from me hard (by her dress) which totally exposed the chick... crazy.
A little after this we head to a huge venue/block party kind of deal. Lots of approaches and craziness at this point.
Main points:
- Early on approach 2 set, cute latinas. Chilled out normal convo for awhile. I remember thinking in this set that she wasn't complying alot or really hooked, but still everything was cool. Just felt like a boring interaction. I eventually take off but I think I should start pushing these sets harder until I kill it or win it.
- ummmm cant think of really anything that stands out... I was opening girls with just loud vocals alot which was different... "Hola!!! Happy cinco de mayo"... "Hola, Hello!" and some girls would stop and open up to me or they would kinda just smile and leave.
- One weird breakthrough tonight. Everytime I see REALLY short girls that I tower over I always want to fuck around with them, but I never do cause I feel like it would be too dickish.. But tonight I just did what I wanted, and several times when a short chick was walking by or whatever I would actually place my hands on their heads like using them for railing or something amsuing, and almost every girl LOVED ME FOR IT. Even played "duck, duck, goose" on a line of short chicks... I was kinda shocked that I would get such good reactions, I expected the girls to be offended by it. hmmm.. Time to play with the tiny girls!!
And when I say they Loved me for it... I mean I had girls bust up laughing hard from something so simple.
- Tall girl in black dress walking through the crowd near me, being dragged by her ug friend. I open her from far back while there is still people in between us "Hey!! Happy cinco de mayo", She walks up to me and I think gives me a high five or something and I pull her in for a deep hug, while talking into her ear "Whats your name?"... Actually I have had this a few times lately where I just hug the girl and speak sensually into her ear and the girls hook hard from it.
Turns into a long interaction. Very physcial, have her in my arms the whole time. holding hands. making out. All the while just vibing out and probing for logistics and shit... She didnt have the cutest face, but had a really nice tall body.
But whats weird is I think I'm kinda flatlining (yourbrainonporn style) or just seriously sleep deprived cause I wasnt getting as aroused by her as I would expect... I get her number in the middle of the interaction just in case.
Find out she is with a pretty large mixed group and she lives far away. I dont expect much from her... and if I had been more aroused I probably could have went for a close right then. I leave to continue on approaching.
Later on towards closing time in the club she finds me, this time she is with a different friend who is about the same level of attractiveness. Chilling with her for a bit, some dude comes up and is talking to her friend. The friend seems into the dude, but my girl keeps saying "He is creepy, you need to save my friend", My wing is right by me and I tell him to save her. He see's what I see though that the girl is kinda into the dude. I think my girl wanted us to pull the girl away from him so she could stay in with me.
My girl starts telling me to makeout with her friend. I'm thinking hmmmm. Then I tell my wing to makeout with her hahaha. Kind of fucked up... by this point its closing time and me and my wing have both hit a wall, already done alot of approaches etc.
Unsure of what really happened but eventually the creep guy is gone and my wing is in tight with the friend and my girl is back up on me... Start getting alot more sexual with my girl. I slip my hand up her skirt and feel her soft thighs and silky panties, and for the first time I get really aroused.... Dammit wtf, goddamn flatlining thats what its gotta be.
Anyhow we talk about meeting up back at her and her friends place. Its far but my wing says he wants to go... I still have my drunk friend with me that needed to go home, so we tell the girls we will come over after. Venue closes, the girls leave. My girl is texting me alot trying to find out whats going on.
Run some street game before we leave.
- I do a few more "Frisk me" opens lol. First one went good, both girls start feeling me up and grinding on me.
Second two set I try "Frisk me" on they freeze up and say no. My wing says "hugs then!" and we hug the girls, chat them up for a bit.
Eventually we leave to take my friend home and Tall black dress girl texts me and says her friend is passing out, so thats a no go. I didnt entirely mind cause they lived far and I was worried about the flatline... plus I was fucking tired... Another girl that had been texting me also fell through right at this point. She would have been a forsure deal also pretty much. I was more trying for the 2 girls from that night though so my wing could hookup as well.
I head home and an hour later black dress girl texts me again at like 4:30am right when I get into bed... She says something about because her friend is passed out doesnt mean me and her cant meetup alone.... Yeah obviously.. if she had lived closer and I was more pimp, then yeah. But its wasnt happening right then.
Soon enough though. Shit is IMPROVING.
Sober game! goddamn.
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Thursday & Friday
once again pretty much choded out both nights. But I think I realized the problem why. I'm getting so horny anymore that I freeze up and can't take action I think because I'm so outcome dependant. Like I want a girl so bad that I want the interaction to go well too much, and it ends up locking me up so I don't even TRY to begin with... Pretty crazy, seems like a highly counter-intuitive issue.
Saturday morning out of pure sexual frustration I hit up online game again hahaha, got a grip of numbers. Will try and play some of them out, a couple of the girls are 8's. One asian girl could possibly be a 9... I'm trying to play it cool with her though, just texting her gives me a boner.
Saturday
Ended up being a good night. Took action!!
In the beginning of the night went out solo and started pretty chill and steady. A couple of times I caught myself zoning out and perving on girls in a horny frenzy... But I quickly snapped myself out of it. Like the fantasizing and desire INSIDE MY MIND is totally fucked up... I can only allow myself to be really aroused when I'm being directly stimulated by the girl, in her presence. As normal as it may be, I can't keep allowing myself to become fully aroused from a girl that I havent even talked to yet, or else it will lock me up.. But if I approach her first and then start becoming aroused it will fuel my desire for her in a more correct/healthy way.
I'm happy that I'm finally getting this intense libido again!
At some point in the night I started pumping my own state or doing a little let go process by doing a series of quick approaches, yelling at the top of my lungs, laughing at some stupid shit.. whatever, just kept taking action without thinking, it loosened me up pretty quick. And before I knew it I was doing legit approaches and having real fun with it.
Met up with a wing eventually which nested me further into a fun social vibe.
At some point I got into an interaction with this thick latina girl in a red dress. She had a really cute face, but chubby. She was totally into me, and just chatting with her I was getting hard. I tried to number close her so I could hit it up later if needed to but she didnt have a phone. She was with her sister and I told her to get her sisters phone number - she agreed but I never saw her again.
Get into another set with a tall hottie! Damn she was delicious, banging body. She is hot enough that it kind of puts me inside my head. Whats interesting is I didnt even get aroused when with her like I did with the chubby girl. I guess its just an entitlement issue? Like I'm more relaxed with the chubby cute girl.
But she sticks around and chats with me for awhile. I get physical on her.
At some point a big black dude rolls in and fully cuts me out. Dammit. I sorta just fade into the background. :(
he starts pulling her away and she looks at me and says "well it was nice meeting you", I grab her and pull her back and number close it, talk with her a bit more. The big dude just waits patiently. Then I let her go. I'm not sure how they knew each other or if they just met that night, probably the later.
Anyhow I did text her later and she responded back with the usual "It was nice meeting you too doll!!", which was surprising, so will see how that goes.
Venue close. Hit the streets... I play around with some sets... try my "Frisk me!" opener while out of state, it pretty much crash and burns every time LOL.
Texting a girl from POF that I got her number that morning. Split up from wing and goto meet her. Turns out she is just down the street from where I was at right then. When I get there she is with a friend. She is like a 5 (damn you pof) but her friend is BANGIN!!!! Chill with them for awhile... Long enough to even help a dude with his broken down car near us haha... The girls want to after party and the hot friend keeps asking for me to get a firend for her... Dammit. I try and get ahold of wing but to no avail... I start seeding for a 3some but that didnt seem to be happening... but I dont know, I couldve been more direct with it maybe.
With the logistics though I couldnt pull back to my house cause the friend was attached... But looking back on it maybe I shouldve just tried and then made them both go into my room? hmm... Anyhow finally by about 430am I get really tired and split. I didnt want to pull the 5, but I would have done it if a wing couldve atleast banged the friend. Or better yet, if I couldve..... but I mean yeah I made out with the 5 a little bit, and did get a boner. haha whatever.
Crazy times right now.... I have stopped seeing all the girls that I've had in my rotation for the past 5 months or so. And I keep passing up on easy lays with girls that I have met in the past just so I can keep going out and work on the cold approaching.
Definitely need sex - but since I'm on a sober mission I want to get consistent at pulling same night lays while sober. I've gotten numbers while sober and closed the girl on day2's, but I have yet to have a full same night close while sober. Getting closer though. Its pretty slow progress but I am making progress.
once again pretty much choded out both nights. But I think I realized the problem why. I'm getting so horny anymore that I freeze up and can't take action I think because I'm so outcome dependant. Like I want a girl so bad that I want the interaction to go well too much, and it ends up locking me up so I don't even TRY to begin with... Pretty crazy, seems like a highly counter-intuitive issue.
Saturday morning out of pure sexual frustration I hit up online game again hahaha, got a grip of numbers. Will try and play some of them out, a couple of the girls are 8's. One asian girl could possibly be a 9... I'm trying to play it cool with her though, just texting her gives me a boner.
Saturday
Ended up being a good night. Took action!!
In the beginning of the night went out solo and started pretty chill and steady. A couple of times I caught myself zoning out and perving on girls in a horny frenzy... But I quickly snapped myself out of it. Like the fantasizing and desire INSIDE MY MIND is totally fucked up... I can only allow myself to be really aroused when I'm being directly stimulated by the girl, in her presence. As normal as it may be, I can't keep allowing myself to become fully aroused from a girl that I havent even talked to yet, or else it will lock me up.. But if I approach her first and then start becoming aroused it will fuel my desire for her in a more correct/healthy way.
I'm happy that I'm finally getting this intense libido again!
At some point in the night I started pumping my own state or doing a little let go process by doing a series of quick approaches, yelling at the top of my lungs, laughing at some stupid shit.. whatever, just kept taking action without thinking, it loosened me up pretty quick. And before I knew it I was doing legit approaches and having real fun with it.
Met up with a wing eventually which nested me further into a fun social vibe.
At some point I got into an interaction with this thick latina girl in a red dress. She had a really cute face, but chubby. She was totally into me, and just chatting with her I was getting hard. I tried to number close her so I could hit it up later if needed to but she didnt have a phone. She was with her sister and I told her to get her sisters phone number - she agreed but I never saw her again.
Get into another set with a tall hottie! Damn she was delicious, banging body. She is hot enough that it kind of puts me inside my head. Whats interesting is I didnt even get aroused when with her like I did with the chubby girl. I guess its just an entitlement issue? Like I'm more relaxed with the chubby cute girl.
But she sticks around and chats with me for awhile. I get physical on her.
At some point a big black dude rolls in and fully cuts me out. Dammit. I sorta just fade into the background. :(
he starts pulling her away and she looks at me and says "well it was nice meeting you", I grab her and pull her back and number close it, talk with her a bit more. The big dude just waits patiently. Then I let her go. I'm not sure how they knew each other or if they just met that night, probably the later.
Anyhow I did text her later and she responded back with the usual "It was nice meeting you too doll!!", which was surprising, so will see how that goes.
Venue close. Hit the streets... I play around with some sets... try my "Frisk me!" opener while out of state, it pretty much crash and burns every time LOL.
Texting a girl from POF that I got her number that morning. Split up from wing and goto meet her. Turns out she is just down the street from where I was at right then. When I get there she is with a friend. She is like a 5 (damn you pof) but her friend is BANGIN!!!! Chill with them for awhile... Long enough to even help a dude with his broken down car near us haha... The girls want to after party and the hot friend keeps asking for me to get a firend for her... Dammit. I try and get ahold of wing but to no avail... I start seeding for a 3some but that didnt seem to be happening... but I dont know, I couldve been more direct with it maybe.
With the logistics though I couldnt pull back to my house cause the friend was attached... But looking back on it maybe I shouldve just tried and then made them both go into my room? hmm... Anyhow finally by about 430am I get really tired and split. I didnt want to pull the 5, but I would have done it if a wing couldve atleast banged the friend. Or better yet, if I couldve..... but I mean yeah I made out with the 5 a little bit, and did get a boner. haha whatever.
Crazy times right now.... I have stopped seeing all the girls that I've had in my rotation for the past 5 months or so. And I keep passing up on easy lays with girls that I have met in the past just so I can keep going out and work on the cold approaching.
Definitely need sex - but since I'm on a sober mission I want to get consistent at pulling same night lays while sober. I've gotten numbers while sober and closed the girl on day2's, but I have yet to have a full same night close while sober. Getting closer though. Its pretty slow progress but I am making progress.
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Monday
Meet up with a new wing from the community. Goto scottsdale, its lame nothing going on. bounce to Mill and its popping off. Do open quiet a few chicks, booyahh big deal.... One interaction was going really solid, she was a hottie. I keep fizzling out and being too chill with the interaction. I eventually drift off away from her assuming I have plenty of time and I will see her again, of course I don't see her again....
Don't feel one bit bad about the night even though I did NOTHING. Its all good.
On the other hand before I went out I was hitting up 2 chicks from POF.. One chick probably sent me 10 naked pics and got me BEYOND turned on, then said she is on her period and cant let me come over fuck... The other chick sent a couple of teasing pics...
It's been approx 18 days since I last busted a nut. Whoever the next girl I sleep with is I feel sorry for her, she is gonna get an almighty cum blast that is gonna impreginate her for 2 years solid.
Meet up with a new wing from the community. Goto scottsdale, its lame nothing going on. bounce to Mill and its popping off. Do open quiet a few chicks, booyahh big deal.... One interaction was going really solid, she was a hottie. I keep fizzling out and being too chill with the interaction. I eventually drift off away from her assuming I have plenty of time and I will see her again, of course I don't see her again....
Don't feel one bit bad about the night even though I did NOTHING. Its all good.
On the other hand before I went out I was hitting up 2 chicks from POF.. One chick probably sent me 10 naked pics and got me BEYOND turned on, then said she is on her period and cant let me come over fuck... The other chick sent a couple of teasing pics...
It's been approx 18 days since I last busted a nut. Whoever the next girl I sleep with is I feel sorry for her, she is gonna get an almighty cum blast that is gonna impreginate her for 2 years solid.
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Monday Continued - haha
So as I was writing my FR I was texting a few girls. One girl from POF just got off work at 2:30am and to make a long story short I somehow ended up driving to meet her. She had EPIC FUCKING TITS.. shit... And just my type of sexy. I knew I was in trouble, cause I was so horny yet I figured there was a good chance that nothing was gonna happen.
Anyhow sat with her hanging around my car for a few hours.... My bad for parking right next to a bus stop which led to groups of people hanging around us... But it was too early in the interaction at the time to try and drive somewhere else just for isolation, she still needed comfort. Then the sun came up... And when I drove her home (to her parents house, she is 20) things started to get more interesting, but at that point it was too late.
But essentially we verbally esculated, and I kept considering just driving off and making her come home with me, but she had a daughter at home she needed to take care of... We made out a little bit, I was rock hard the entire time...
Then finally I made her leave. Definitely gonna have to see her again SOON... and HOLY FUCK I NEED A COLD SHOWER.
...Looking back on the interaction there were so many moments I couldve just took the lead and made shit happen. I'm really rusty compared to how I used to be when isolated with a girl. I need to re-read my "trust in the Process" article lol.
But in a way its still fun. I actually find alot of legit enjoyment just being with a girl and chatting with her, its especially engaging and exciting when you havent fucked yet, cause its adding all this pressure and arousal.
However fucking would have been better hahaha.
And using verbal esculation only was kind of interesting. Also its kinda cool when you can sort of "focus" your intense arousal on the seduction process.
Like she was saying at one point
her: "I used to be boy crazy but not anymore"
me: "Yeah I used to be girl crazy but not anymore either"
her: "You dont like girls anymore?" (sarcasticly)
me: no, only grown women
her: do you think I'm a woman?
me: .....(stare at her intently for a while) You're a mom! You are a Woman in every sense of the word, and that is extremely sexy.
Winning point! After this it was like the flood gates opened and she became very horny and flirty.
Damn I want her...... time to sleep.
So as I was writing my FR I was texting a few girls. One girl from POF just got off work at 2:30am and to make a long story short I somehow ended up driving to meet her. She had EPIC FUCKING TITS.. shit... And just my type of sexy. I knew I was in trouble, cause I was so horny yet I figured there was a good chance that nothing was gonna happen.
Anyhow sat with her hanging around my car for a few hours.... My bad for parking right next to a bus stop which led to groups of people hanging around us... But it was too early in the interaction at the time to try and drive somewhere else just for isolation, she still needed comfort. Then the sun came up... And when I drove her home (to her parents house, she is 20) things started to get more interesting, but at that point it was too late.
But essentially we verbally esculated, and I kept considering just driving off and making her come home with me, but she had a daughter at home she needed to take care of... We made out a little bit, I was rock hard the entire time...
Then finally I made her leave. Definitely gonna have to see her again SOON... and HOLY FUCK I NEED A COLD SHOWER.
...Looking back on the interaction there were so many moments I couldve just took the lead and made shit happen. I'm really rusty compared to how I used to be when isolated with a girl. I need to re-read my "trust in the Process" article lol.
But in a way its still fun. I actually find alot of legit enjoyment just being with a girl and chatting with her, its especially engaging and exciting when you havent fucked yet, cause its adding all this pressure and arousal.
However fucking would have been better hahaha.
And using verbal esculation only was kind of interesting. Also its kinda cool when you can sort of "focus" your intense arousal on the seduction process.
Like she was saying at one point
her: "I used to be boy crazy but not anymore"
me: "Yeah I used to be girl crazy but not anymore either"
her: "You dont like girls anymore?" (sarcasticly)
me: no, only grown women
her: do you think I'm a woman?
me: .....(stare at her intently for a while) You're a mom! You are a Woman in every sense of the word, and that is extremely sexy.
Winning point! After this it was like the flood gates opened and she became very horny and flirty.
Damn I want her...... time to sleep.
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