THE FORUMS
Sunday - easter drunk fucks
been texting the girl that I number closed from friday night, the one I went ultra physical on. She wants me to meet up with her and her friend that are out drinking on Sunday night. I was doing a family thing for Easter and dont get free til midnight... I'm feeling super lazy and tired, especially since I been going pretty strong since Wednesday night. But she keeps texting me saying she wants to see me... I'm not even thinking about sex at this point. I want to just chill and goto sleep... But I know there is nothing to be learned by saying no. So against ALL inner feelings I tell her I will show up.
I get to the venue she is at. When I find her she is not AS cute as I remembered. But she is ok. She is brunette with blue eyes. I dont really like colored eyes. The blonde from last night had dark brown eyes, soooo fucking hot, anyhow... This girl had a tight mini skirt on and some heels, pretty sexy!
Its about 1:30am when I find her. And as I assumed could be the case I could tell there were about 4 dudes orbiting around her and her friend that had obviously been running game on her all night. They were starring at me like a huge threat. I ignored and kept on with my girl. She is focused on me. One of the guys tries to hug her and she pushes him away cause im there. Then a bit later she excuses herself to move to a different part of the bar, her friend chills with me and chats me up. I'm thinking my girl is likely hitting up one of the dudes somewhere else. Maybe its paranoia... Doesnt really matter, I decide to just play it cool and see where it goes. I figure even if she is shopping around with these other fags I can still close it.
Go in after a bit and find her ordering a long island.. seems like most everyone there is really drunk.. cause its fucking $2 long islands, goddamn. Me, her and her best friend sit at a table together. Just chilling and talking. One of the dudes rolls up to our table, she engages him and is pretty responsive to him. He is all pierced up and tatted up, total bad boy hardass kinda guy. Very opposite of me who is clean cut and plain type of dude. She introduces us to eachother. We shake hands and he tries to crush my hand like a faggot. I say "pretty macho handshake there dude" and he replies "Sorry man, I'm a master mechanic", and I quickly shoot back "Oh I thought it was cause you were a masterbator with that tight grip" (ha +2 points for me) the girls bust up laughing and I can see he takes it personally and starts doing some desperate alpha bullshit showing off his tats to try and win the frame back I guess, I just chill cause I can see he is drunk and is in a fighting mood. She talks with me alot but also goes back to engaging him alot too.
Some dude comes up and takes her friend away to "talk", once gone he starts complaining to my girl that he likes her friend and thinks she is really cute. I'm thinking in my head fuck no he is totally into HER. He was talking to the other friend alot too, so maybe. But she starts solely focusing on him because she is giving him advice on her friend and shit. Then she excuses herself to get a glass of water and asks HIM to watch their purses for her, while I'm stitting right there and she doesnt say shit to me... Fuck... When she comes back she is asking that dude if he has alcohol back at his house. I'm just chilling back trying not to make desperate moves, but think I became a non-factor by not taking any action. I finally grab her attention and ask, so what you doing after this? And she starts to kind of explain that maybe we go back to his place... So I kinda thinking now maybe she is trying to set her friend up with him, but not even deal with me because OBVIOUSLY me and her are happening.... but I'm also thinking... hmm nahh I think I already lost this.
The venue closes and she and her friend go to the bathroom before they leave. I exit the venue and contemplating just leaving right then... I feel really awkward suddenly and feel like I was pushed to the side for this dirty fag.
And sure enough as expected that he was in a fighting mode he got into an altercation with 3 black dudes.. Just pushing, shoving, calling each other out and shit. They actually move out into the street. Her best friend comes out first and rushes into all the fucking dudes to try and stop them... I'm thinking WTF. At this point I know I don't want to get swept into this fight drama in any way, especially when I'm already doubting my potential hookup.
So I move away from the doorway a bit, and my girl comes rushing out and also gets right in the thick of the drama too. I decide to bail.
I'm actually feeling pretty bad to leave cause I know she is gonna be fucking that asshole - and it shouldve been me (or maybe not, i did puss out pretty much). fuck. But on another level I think it was smart for me to avoid any real shit.
Just as I was about to round the corner I look back and see her and her friend walking away with that guy.
I know its totally wrong but I'm feeling emotional reaction. duuuuuurppp...
So I get to my car and as driving away I text her.
Me: Thanks for inviting me out. that was fun... haa
an hour later - she misses my sarcasm and responds
Her: Im glad u came out :) it was good seeing you :)
at this point I KNOW I could play it cool and could still totally get that some other time. Buuuuut even though I knew this, I couldnt help myself. I was emotionally reacting for some reason. Weak shit.
Me: Yeah I was being sarcastic lol
Her: Umm ok...
Her: So I guess it was good meeting you and good luck w everything... Bye
Then cringe worthy moment... well all my texts were cringe worthy. :(
Me: I wouldn't mind seeing you more... but I just ment where the fuck did you go? lol
.....No response back... at this point I'm sure she gets her pussy stuffed with no condom by a drunk dirty faggot.
And I enter total chode land. Wow wtf.
Now I'm sitting her alone into the early hours of monday morning writing in my goddamn FR thread. And even though this night was a complete failure on a new level I didnt think I was capable of (those fucking texts, dear lord...), I'm actually still glad I went out. Something will be learned from this.
been texting the girl that I number closed from friday night, the one I went ultra physical on. She wants me to meet up with her and her friend that are out drinking on Sunday night. I was doing a family thing for Easter and dont get free til midnight... I'm feeling super lazy and tired, especially since I been going pretty strong since Wednesday night. But she keeps texting me saying she wants to see me... I'm not even thinking about sex at this point. I want to just chill and goto sleep... But I know there is nothing to be learned by saying no. So against ALL inner feelings I tell her I will show up.
I get to the venue she is at. When I find her she is not AS cute as I remembered. But she is ok. She is brunette with blue eyes. I dont really like colored eyes. The blonde from last night had dark brown eyes, soooo fucking hot, anyhow... This girl had a tight mini skirt on and some heels, pretty sexy!
Its about 1:30am when I find her. And as I assumed could be the case I could tell there were about 4 dudes orbiting around her and her friend that had obviously been running game on her all night. They were starring at me like a huge threat. I ignored and kept on with my girl. She is focused on me. One of the guys tries to hug her and she pushes him away cause im there. Then a bit later she excuses herself to move to a different part of the bar, her friend chills with me and chats me up. I'm thinking my girl is likely hitting up one of the dudes somewhere else. Maybe its paranoia... Doesnt really matter, I decide to just play it cool and see where it goes. I figure even if she is shopping around with these other fags I can still close it.
Go in after a bit and find her ordering a long island.. seems like most everyone there is really drunk.. cause its fucking $2 long islands, goddamn. Me, her and her best friend sit at a table together. Just chilling and talking. One of the dudes rolls up to our table, she engages him and is pretty responsive to him. He is all pierced up and tatted up, total bad boy hardass kinda guy. Very opposite of me who is clean cut and plain type of dude. She introduces us to eachother. We shake hands and he tries to crush my hand like a faggot. I say "pretty macho handshake there dude" and he replies "Sorry man, I'm a master mechanic", and I quickly shoot back "Oh I thought it was cause you were a masterbator with that tight grip" (ha +2 points for me) the girls bust up laughing and I can see he takes it personally and starts doing some desperate alpha bullshit showing off his tats to try and win the frame back I guess, I just chill cause I can see he is drunk and is in a fighting mood. She talks with me alot but also goes back to engaging him alot too.
Some dude comes up and takes her friend away to "talk", once gone he starts complaining to my girl that he likes her friend and thinks she is really cute. I'm thinking in my head fuck no he is totally into HER. He was talking to the other friend alot too, so maybe. But she starts solely focusing on him because she is giving him advice on her friend and shit. Then she excuses herself to get a glass of water and asks HIM to watch their purses for her, while I'm stitting right there and she doesnt say shit to me... Fuck... When she comes back she is asking that dude if he has alcohol back at his house. I'm just chilling back trying not to make desperate moves, but think I became a non-factor by not taking any action. I finally grab her attention and ask, so what you doing after this? And she starts to kind of explain that maybe we go back to his place... So I kinda thinking now maybe she is trying to set her friend up with him, but not even deal with me because OBVIOUSLY me and her are happening.... but I'm also thinking... hmm nahh I think I already lost this.
The venue closes and she and her friend go to the bathroom before they leave. I exit the venue and contemplating just leaving right then... I feel really awkward suddenly and feel like I was pushed to the side for this dirty fag.
And sure enough as expected that he was in a fighting mode he got into an altercation with 3 black dudes.. Just pushing, shoving, calling each other out and shit. They actually move out into the street. Her best friend comes out first and rushes into all the fucking dudes to try and stop them... I'm thinking WTF. At this point I know I don't want to get swept into this fight drama in any way, especially when I'm already doubting my potential hookup.
So I move away from the doorway a bit, and my girl comes rushing out and also gets right in the thick of the drama too. I decide to bail.
I'm actually feeling pretty bad to leave cause I know she is gonna be fucking that asshole - and it shouldve been me (or maybe not, i did puss out pretty much). fuck. But on another level I think it was smart for me to avoid any real shit.
Just as I was about to round the corner I look back and see her and her friend walking away with that guy.
I know its totally wrong but I'm feeling emotional reaction. duuuuuurppp...
So I get to my car and as driving away I text her.
Me: Thanks for inviting me out. that was fun... haa
an hour later - she misses my sarcasm and responds
Her: Im glad u came out :) it was good seeing you :)
at this point I KNOW I could play it cool and could still totally get that some other time. Buuuuut even though I knew this, I couldnt help myself. I was emotionally reacting for some reason. Weak shit.
Me: Yeah I was being sarcastic lol
Her: Umm ok...
Her: So I guess it was good meeting you and good luck w everything... Bye
Then cringe worthy moment... well all my texts were cringe worthy. :(
Me: I wouldn't mind seeing you more... but I just ment where the fuck did you go? lol
.....No response back... at this point I'm sure she gets her pussy stuffed with no condom by a drunk dirty faggot.
And I enter total chode land. Wow wtf.
Now I'm sitting her alone into the early hours of monday morning writing in my goddamn FR thread. And even though this night was a complete failure on a new level I didnt think I was capable of (those fucking texts, dear lord...), I'm actually still glad I went out. Something will be learned from this.
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Bro I had so many nights like the one above when I first stopped drinking. And I still have them sometimes. Nothing seems to be clicking and you're thinking "Damn that was an average night".
The cool thing though is that those are the best nights in terms of growth. I know you'll understand what I mean when I say if you'd gone out and done the same thing while drinking you'd have learnt absolutely nothing. But this way, even if you don't have an AHA kind of lesson, you're slowly but surely desentisizing yourself and subtlely changing things you aren't even aware of. That's why these days I don't even look at how well my night went on a nightly basis, cause even if it was a "shit night" I know the next night will be better. More momentum and references. And say you have a couple of these nights in a row... You just become so over having a nights like that that you'll change the way you're acting even if its just out of complete boredom of acting the same way over and over!
Those are just my thoughts lately on "off nights". I almost LIKE having them these days because of the stuff I mentioned.
Dude thanks for posting this up man. This is actually very motivating to me right now, I needed to hear this. The cool thing though is that those are the best nights in terms of growth. I know you'll understand what I mean when I say if you'd gone out and done the same thing while drinking you'd have learnt absolutely nothing. But this way, even if you don't have an AHA kind of lesson, you're slowly but surely desentisizing yourself and subtlely changing things you aren't even aware of. That's why these days I don't even look at how well my night went on a nightly basis, cause even if it was a "shit night" I know the next night will be better. More momentum and references. And say you have a couple of these nights in a row... You just become so over having a nights like that that you'll change the way you're acting even if its just out of complete boredom of acting the same way over and over!
Those are just my thoughts lately on "off nights". I almost LIKE having them these days because of the stuff I mentioned.
Not that I'm in any danger of slowing down or giving up any time soon haha, but this is some real encouragement to keep hitting it.
I have been feeling that my nights are very lame, yet you are right, I still feel (or hope) that deep down there are small little tweaks being made every night.
It is like Tyler said at Hot Seat. Day to day you can't really notice a differance in your game. Week to week maybe notice a slight differance. Month to month you can notice small differances. Year to year you can notice drastic changes to your game....
Keep hitting it hard.
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oh shit... epiphany time.
I finally got away from the computer. crawled into bed, trying to shut the brain down. But my thoughts were still in a twirl with the events of the night and how it went so wrong... Then almost instantly it ALL slammed down on me so clear.
I was a bitch from the very beginning. I entered the situation as a total bitch and I got the treatment I deserved.
From the very beginning I was expecting her to be flirting around other dudes. And I was already imagining losing her to someone else when I was driving there... Its even appearent in my report where my head was at.
Instead of going into the situation with positive expectations and like the boss with clear intent, I went in hoping everything would be ok and hoping she wasnt already claimed... It sucks stepping back and seeing how much of a bitch I was being. Its so weird cause that is really out of character to how I normally act. Its almost like I HAD to have this happen, like some chode part of me forced itself to the surface.
Think about how pimp I was when I met her and just grabbed her and physically manhandled her.... Then I meet her tonight and I'm thinking in my head "those guys want her, she kinda likes them... hmm I hope she gives me more attention... does she like me more, or him more". Faggot fucking pussy.
Instead of hoping anything, I should be DOING. LEADING. Making moves. Expressing myself clearly.... I should be THE MAN. It's so clear to me now at how gross I was acting and thinking.
Wow.
I knew I would learn something from it. I can't really explain at how powerfully this lesson has hit me. I had to get right back up and write this down.
Now back to bed for real this time, feeling care free and at ease finally.
I finally got away from the computer. crawled into bed, trying to shut the brain down. But my thoughts were still in a twirl with the events of the night and how it went so wrong... Then almost instantly it ALL slammed down on me so clear.
I was a bitch from the very beginning. I entered the situation as a total bitch and I got the treatment I deserved.
From the very beginning I was expecting her to be flirting around other dudes. And I was already imagining losing her to someone else when I was driving there... Its even appearent in my report where my head was at.
Instead of going into the situation with positive expectations and like the boss with clear intent, I went in hoping everything would be ok and hoping she wasnt already claimed... It sucks stepping back and seeing how much of a bitch I was being. Its so weird cause that is really out of character to how I normally act. Its almost like I HAD to have this happen, like some chode part of me forced itself to the surface.
Think about how pimp I was when I met her and just grabbed her and physically manhandled her.... Then I meet her tonight and I'm thinking in my head "those guys want her, she kinda likes them... hmm I hope she gives me more attention... does she like me more, or him more". Faggot fucking pussy.
Instead of hoping anything, I should be DOING. LEADING. Making moves. Expressing myself clearly.... I should be THE MAN. It's so clear to me now at how gross I was acting and thinking.
Wow.
I knew I would learn something from it. I can't really explain at how powerfully this lesson has hit me. I had to get right back up and write this down.
Now back to bed for real this time, feeling care free and at ease finally.
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scottsdale, do you drink at all anymore? I want to cut it out from my life 100% (despite continuing to party at bars etc)
also, im assuming you live in scottsdale arizona lol, hows the pick up scene
Nope I quit drinking 100% about 3 months ago. Its been tough basically "re-learning" to game sober - but I can tell in the long run it will be worth it. I feel really good now.also, im assuming you live in scottsdale arizona lol, hows the pick up scene
....And Scottsdale AZ is a badass nightclub scene. Very beautiful women in abundance and lots of clubs and bars and street game areas. Definitely a great city to be running game in.
Well, if you dont mind me asking, how do you deal with things like girls trying to force drinks on you at clubs, or people buying you shots or w/e...are you just straight up honest about all of that? I want to stop drinking totally, the only thing is: i'm worried about meeting a girl, her liking me, her wanting to use alcohol as "social lubricant" to get us both drunk. or her worried about her being tipsy and me sober....you know, that stuff.
maybe it's a stupid thing to worry about
I am pretty honest about it all and it really doesn't seem to be an issue at all. In fact sometimes if I hit the girl hard and the interaction is going really well I will somehow slip it in that I'm sober... It seems to really mind fuck them and displays alot of high value.
But often if the girl finds out I'm not drinking she will ask if I'm the DD, I just say yes and thats that.
I have had some interactions where I sensed the girl didn't respond well to me being sober. It never was a big deal, but I could tell it impacted it somehow. Still haven't figured that out fully yet. Like I said this is new territory.
Ask me this question in 6 months and I will likely have alot more first hand experience and beliefs on the topic. But for now just say fuck it, cause really I don't care if the girl likes it or not. I'm doing what I'm doing and the next girl is always a few feet away. I have nothing to lose.
OMMGGG Fun ass weekend - 4 day long music festival - LR
so.... not gonna post very detailed about each 4 days because the amount of approaching was fucking ridiculous. I'm gonna try and just write down some of the more major happenings.
The setup:
4 day long music festival filled with hot ass bikini clad chicks. FILLED with chicks. Everyone just camps out there and gets fucked up for 4 days straight. I seriously didn't expect the epicness of this weekend. I'm a fucking badass. (all of these pictures were taken at the event. I didnt go through and try and filter for the hot ones, I didnt need to. This was the normal caliber of all the girls. So many hot chicks)
Thursday
Ok so first night I stuck around with my friends. Around 3 or 4 in the morning I go venturing around the camp ground areas - seems like most everyone is passed out, there is still some groups of people walking around and hanging out. Before I know it I'm approaching two girls, quick chat then I'm off. Approach another girl. Then instantly im into this next chick, she was walking by me, I raise my arms in the air and yell like "partttyyy!!" she gets excited and leaps into me in embrace. I hug her for a bit "I love you", then I grab her by the shoulders and without even looking I shove her behind me "Get the fuck out of here" and I walk off. I hear her behind me "Wow, I should punch you" she says.... I keep walking. Yeah I'm a dick. Was pretty funny though.
See a cute blonde girl walking by herself. I roll up on her and start walking with her. She is shy but smiling. I throw my arm around her and just keep running my mouth til we get to her camp and I let her go.
Not much more people out. So I stop approaching and go back to camp.
Ohh I just remembered that I met these two sisters way later and were hanging out with them into the early morning. I got in pretty good with the cute blonde one. Couldn't pull her cause her sister was right there, and it was fucking cold and late, definitely not into it right then. But I number closed her because she lives right next to where I live... Seems like a solid number. She text me a few times during the festival but I never tried to see her again.... just because there were too many other girls around.
Friday - LR
I can't really remember if I did any approaching earlier. I mean the whole day is a massive social fest. You are talking and hanging out with people all day and jamming out to bands. Some point in the night me and my friends roll out to check out this one area... Lets just call it "the road". Its a long dirt road that is crawling with party peeps at all hours.
As we are walking to the road, I see a campsite with a group of girls. I approach the first blonde I see. I roll in hard "I'm a firefighter, professionally", I said this cause one of my friends just made fun of me for looking like a firefighter with my jacket. I start running my mouth on her hard. Moving her around. Hugging her. Saying stupid shit... things like "me and all my friends stuff our pants with socks"... I was showing off pretty hard to my friends, they are all non-community.... Start making out with her a bit... My friends walk off eventually continuing on the plan. I stay in with this girl. When I see my friends getting further away I decide to pull her... I grab her by the hand and start leading her back to my campsite. I can't remember exactly what I was saying, some shit about seeing something special in my campsite.
When we get to my campout I make out with her some more. A group of girls that were camped right next to us start cheering me on and saying "she is cute!!", lol. I pull her into my camper and lead her straight to my bed... She is crazy horny already. She says "I'm not an easy girl like this" I just reply back "I know girl, you're not easy..." as I slip off her panties from underneath her tiny skirt.. When I get her naked I'm more surprised about her body, nice full tits, shaved, smooth... mmmm. I even ate that too.
So that was a 10-15 minute pull to close. Cool.
Afterwards we hang out a bit cause my friends got back to camp and a bunch of people were hanging around partying. It starts raining so we all go inside and she falls asleep with me in bed. She is really into me, keeps saying how hot I am and she wants to see me more after this.. She actually lives really close to me also.... But I don't remember her name and cant remember which phone number was hers in my phone now. Ohwell.
this picture is of "the road"
Saturday - Amazing!!!
Wake up and me and one other buddy start walking around all the camp areas sometime around Noon. Start running into people and actually begin drinking with some of them. Now its been several months since I quit drinking 100%, so once I finally caught a good buzz going it was like fucking cheating the system. It felt just like hitting a super fun state, except I got there with drink instead of momentum.
We get to the road around 1pm. Start approaching walking sets.... Start approaching ALL the walking sets. Seriously it was just a blur.... I was opening so much at one point that I was opening girls WHILE I was opening girls.
And most of these chicks were really hot. Typically it would be like 3 girls walking together, and I would pretty much pick one "You!" pointing at her. "You're cute" then go right in and shake hands tell her my name. Then often I would just start walking with them and chatting her up if they didnt stop. If they stopped then it was usually just a big play fest.
I was also opening with just pure physical moves, just hugging, clawing. Phone numbers and makeouts started racking up.... My state started getting stronger. I got to the point that I really couldn't be stopped. You couldnt fucking stop me. Was opening all, mixed sets, moving sets. whatever kinda set. If I saw a girl far away I would fucking run to catch up with her and open her.... Even this guy and girl walking down the road holding hands. I approach her and walk with her for a second. I ask pretty quick how they know each other haha, she says they are married. It was a funny interaction but I was nice, I wish them a good day and start walking off and she says to me "You're cute, I can't blame you for trying, keep doing this and you will get a girl".
At this point my interactions got even better, started getting compliments from girls alot. Usually just saying how cute I was.
My friend was doing really well also. I would open and he would instantly start winging the other girls.
There were lots of themes or conversation topics I kept running... If I was being especially physical I would be going off "I'm totally sober girl!", sometimes I would say "I'm hitting on every girl I see... But you're the cutest girl I've seen yet" then they would always ask "how many girls have you said that too?" and I would always reply with "All of them".
The stupidest one I kept using but was making me laugh, I was wearing a set of beads that the girl I had pulled the night before left at my campsite. And alot of times I would tell the girl "Ask me how I got these beads" but I would say it excitedely, like as if there is this big story behind it so the girl would always seem really curious "How?" and then point blank with a lazy matter of factly tone I would say "I fucked some girl and took them from her".
Alot of my interactions were going so well that I could have probably pulled quiet a few of the girls if I just kept pushing it. But I was having so much fun I didn't want to stop.
A girl would start liking me alot, or I could see her getting really horny. And then I would just walk away from her and open the very next girl I see usually a few feet from the girl... I didnt give a fuck.
I remember having about a 10 minute long interaction with this young super cute blonde girl. I was really into her, so I got her number. But looking back on it I probably should have stayed with her because she was ultra cute, and I can remember now at how quiet and taken back by me she was. Definitely a huge amount of attraction... But I still didnt wanna quit approaching so I let her go.
I only remember one hard rejection, not that it was a big deal or anything. Approach a girl waiting for her friend by the bathroom, she is a hard 9... possibly 10 material. Can't remember what I was talking to her about, then her friend comes out and she is a 10. I start bagging on her for using such a fucking gross bathroom. I definitely over step the boundries with them, saying something about us having sex. So they tell me to fuck off... walking away I just say to my friend "oh... thats what happens when I say that" and then straight into the next set.
Me and my buddy finally go back to camp, and its only barely 3:30pm... At this point my friend claims that we had to of approached at least a 100 girls. And that is not entirely far fetched... It was ALOT. But probably not that much, however by the end of this saturday it definitely was over 100 haha.
I'm gonna have to go right now, will finish the report later. But things got alot more tense as the day went on... And sunday was just as action packed. WOW!!! So much fun. It re-addicted me to cold approaching.
I know that I have no recollection of probably alot of cool shit. My phone is filled up with names and numbers I dont remember. My friend actually filmed alot of stuff with his phone.. Later on we watched a clip of me doing an instant make out with a total stunner. I was blown away getting to watch myself.... The way I was just looking at her and the things I was saying was just so damn good and I don't even remember her lol. I wasn't even drunk or anything - its just there was so much action its all blurred together.
so.... not gonna post very detailed about each 4 days because the amount of approaching was fucking ridiculous. I'm gonna try and just write down some of the more major happenings.
The setup:
4 day long music festival filled with hot ass bikini clad chicks. FILLED with chicks. Everyone just camps out there and gets fucked up for 4 days straight. I seriously didn't expect the epicness of this weekend. I'm a fucking badass. (all of these pictures were taken at the event. I didnt go through and try and filter for the hot ones, I didnt need to. This was the normal caliber of all the girls. So many hot chicks)
Thursday
Ok so first night I stuck around with my friends. Around 3 or 4 in the morning I go venturing around the camp ground areas - seems like most everyone is passed out, there is still some groups of people walking around and hanging out. Before I know it I'm approaching two girls, quick chat then I'm off. Approach another girl. Then instantly im into this next chick, she was walking by me, I raise my arms in the air and yell like "partttyyy!!" she gets excited and leaps into me in embrace. I hug her for a bit "I love you", then I grab her by the shoulders and without even looking I shove her behind me "Get the fuck out of here" and I walk off. I hear her behind me "Wow, I should punch you" she says.... I keep walking. Yeah I'm a dick. Was pretty funny though.
See a cute blonde girl walking by herself. I roll up on her and start walking with her. She is shy but smiling. I throw my arm around her and just keep running my mouth til we get to her camp and I let her go.
Not much more people out. So I stop approaching and go back to camp.
Ohh I just remembered that I met these two sisters way later and were hanging out with them into the early morning. I got in pretty good with the cute blonde one. Couldn't pull her cause her sister was right there, and it was fucking cold and late, definitely not into it right then. But I number closed her because she lives right next to where I live... Seems like a solid number. She text me a few times during the festival but I never tried to see her again.... just because there were too many other girls around.
Friday - LR
I can't really remember if I did any approaching earlier. I mean the whole day is a massive social fest. You are talking and hanging out with people all day and jamming out to bands. Some point in the night me and my friends roll out to check out this one area... Lets just call it "the road". Its a long dirt road that is crawling with party peeps at all hours.
As we are walking to the road, I see a campsite with a group of girls. I approach the first blonde I see. I roll in hard "I'm a firefighter, professionally", I said this cause one of my friends just made fun of me for looking like a firefighter with my jacket. I start running my mouth on her hard. Moving her around. Hugging her. Saying stupid shit... things like "me and all my friends stuff our pants with socks"... I was showing off pretty hard to my friends, they are all non-community.... Start making out with her a bit... My friends walk off eventually continuing on the plan. I stay in with this girl. When I see my friends getting further away I decide to pull her... I grab her by the hand and start leading her back to my campsite. I can't remember exactly what I was saying, some shit about seeing something special in my campsite.
When we get to my campout I make out with her some more. A group of girls that were camped right next to us start cheering me on and saying "she is cute!!", lol. I pull her into my camper and lead her straight to my bed... She is crazy horny already. She says "I'm not an easy girl like this" I just reply back "I know girl, you're not easy..." as I slip off her panties from underneath her tiny skirt.. When I get her naked I'm more surprised about her body, nice full tits, shaved, smooth... mmmm. I even ate that too.
So that was a 10-15 minute pull to close. Cool.
Afterwards we hang out a bit cause my friends got back to camp and a bunch of people were hanging around partying. It starts raining so we all go inside and she falls asleep with me in bed. She is really into me, keeps saying how hot I am and she wants to see me more after this.. She actually lives really close to me also.... But I don't remember her name and cant remember which phone number was hers in my phone now. Ohwell.
this picture is of "the road"
Saturday - Amazing!!!
Wake up and me and one other buddy start walking around all the camp areas sometime around Noon. Start running into people and actually begin drinking with some of them. Now its been several months since I quit drinking 100%, so once I finally caught a good buzz going it was like fucking cheating the system. It felt just like hitting a super fun state, except I got there with drink instead of momentum.
We get to the road around 1pm. Start approaching walking sets.... Start approaching ALL the walking sets. Seriously it was just a blur.... I was opening so much at one point that I was opening girls WHILE I was opening girls.
And most of these chicks were really hot. Typically it would be like 3 girls walking together, and I would pretty much pick one "You!" pointing at her. "You're cute" then go right in and shake hands tell her my name. Then often I would just start walking with them and chatting her up if they didnt stop. If they stopped then it was usually just a big play fest.
I was also opening with just pure physical moves, just hugging, clawing. Phone numbers and makeouts started racking up.... My state started getting stronger. I got to the point that I really couldn't be stopped. You couldnt fucking stop me. Was opening all, mixed sets, moving sets. whatever kinda set. If I saw a girl far away I would fucking run to catch up with her and open her.... Even this guy and girl walking down the road holding hands. I approach her and walk with her for a second. I ask pretty quick how they know each other haha, she says they are married. It was a funny interaction but I was nice, I wish them a good day and start walking off and she says to me "You're cute, I can't blame you for trying, keep doing this and you will get a girl".
At this point my interactions got even better, started getting compliments from girls alot. Usually just saying how cute I was.
My friend was doing really well also. I would open and he would instantly start winging the other girls.
There were lots of themes or conversation topics I kept running... If I was being especially physical I would be going off "I'm totally sober girl!", sometimes I would say "I'm hitting on every girl I see... But you're the cutest girl I've seen yet" then they would always ask "how many girls have you said that too?" and I would always reply with "All of them".
The stupidest one I kept using but was making me laugh, I was wearing a set of beads that the girl I had pulled the night before left at my campsite. And alot of times I would tell the girl "Ask me how I got these beads" but I would say it excitedely, like as if there is this big story behind it so the girl would always seem really curious "How?" and then point blank with a lazy matter of factly tone I would say "I fucked some girl and took them from her".
Alot of my interactions were going so well that I could have probably pulled quiet a few of the girls if I just kept pushing it. But I was having so much fun I didn't want to stop.
A girl would start liking me alot, or I could see her getting really horny. And then I would just walk away from her and open the very next girl I see usually a few feet from the girl... I didnt give a fuck.
I remember having about a 10 minute long interaction with this young super cute blonde girl. I was really into her, so I got her number. But looking back on it I probably should have stayed with her because she was ultra cute, and I can remember now at how quiet and taken back by me she was. Definitely a huge amount of attraction... But I still didnt wanna quit approaching so I let her go.
I only remember one hard rejection, not that it was a big deal or anything. Approach a girl waiting for her friend by the bathroom, she is a hard 9... possibly 10 material. Can't remember what I was talking to her about, then her friend comes out and she is a 10. I start bagging on her for using such a fucking gross bathroom. I definitely over step the boundries with them, saying something about us having sex. So they tell me to fuck off... walking away I just say to my friend "oh... thats what happens when I say that" and then straight into the next set.
Me and my buddy finally go back to camp, and its only barely 3:30pm... At this point my friend claims that we had to of approached at least a 100 girls. And that is not entirely far fetched... It was ALOT. But probably not that much, however by the end of this saturday it definitely was over 100 haha.
I'm gonna have to go right now, will finish the report later. But things got alot more tense as the day went on... And sunday was just as action packed. WOW!!! So much fun. It re-addicted me to cold approaching.
I know that I have no recollection of probably alot of cool shit. My phone is filled up with names and numbers I dont remember. My friend actually filmed alot of stuff with his phone.. Later on we watched a clip of me doing an instant make out with a total stunner. I was blown away getting to watch myself.... The way I was just looking at her and the things I was saying was just so damn good and I don't even remember her lol. I wasn't even drunk or anything - its just there was so much action its all blurred together.
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That saturday I roll back out at like 4pm and keep going strong til probably 2am, no fucking joke... DID NOT STOP. EVERYYYYY GIRL. EVERY FUCKING GIRL. FOR HOURS... holy shit.
A group of 5 hot ass girls walking towards me... I start walking backwards in front of them so I could watch them. I'm blatantly checking them all out... Finally I decide and point to a dark haird chick "YOU, You're the cute one..." Go up and we introduce ourselfs, Start walking with them. My friend wings the others... After walking for a bit I get distracted by another hot chick and stop and talk with her. A minute later I look over and see my friend still walking with those girls and he disappears...
For the next hour I keep approaching and walking with moving sets... walk around with probably 5 different groups.. following one group in one direction then latching onto another group that was going back the way I came from.. Covering alot of distance it was hilarious. After that hour I by chance ended back up at the spot I lost my friend and he by chance walked up right then too, he had been with that same group the whole time.
Super hot blonde... Instant make out.
Try and pull tons of chicks down off of vehicles that they are dancing on,
make outs... phone numbers. bluuuurrrrrr
stop talking, start opening moving sets without saying a word. just pure sexual eyes and dominance.. set after moving set of opening them and not saying a word. Don't think I actually got a makeout doing this, maybe I did who knows. But every girl would go ultra giddy.
Hit up a chick, she is into me. But I go major aggressive dick mode on her. she hates me. She falls in love with my friend. We cant get rid of her, she is following us around.
more makeouts.
At some point I pick a girl up and walk with her forever then put her down and leave her so she is completely lost from her friends.
Keep re-opening this same set of two girls that are major bitches.
Get into a set with two girls. Stunners. its a very long interaction. Makeout body molest, number close leave.
In the concert area that night I keep running into lots of underage girls that were there with their parents and shit... roll in hard and the girl would instantly say "ummm I'm 15".... moving on.
Seated sets, walking sets, mixed sets galore. nothing matters. It just keeps going.
Accidentally open the sister of the girl I had fucked on friday. the girl I closed comes walking up... I walk away, and probably open another chick instantly (looking at my phone now I remember which number was hers and I see she texted me latter that night with "hehe!"..wtf)
At some point around 1AMish I burn out... Me and my friend are dead. And we are just hanging around this huge party zone. still talking to some girls. I'm talking with this blonde that is probably a 10, she is kinda into it, but I'm so tired and destroyed its not happening... See this AMAZINGGGG asian chick. Fuck. I actually go inside my head.. I cant even approach. after like 5 minutes of choding (haha choding after all that) I go up and... TAP HER ON THE SHOULDER.... durrrr, she looks at me for 2 seconds and turns away.
Bed time.
Wow.
Sunday
Wake up, approach a few girls early on that are walking around my camp. Head out with my friend again. We are walking around feeling chodey and messed up. At one point a group of 5 girls are walking towards us going the opposite direction, all in bikinis, all amazing. I freeze up, just watch them pass us with my jaw hanging open I'm sure... When they pass us we both stop and look each other and then it hits us.. "Dude wtf!! How did we do that yesterday??"... We both know if it had been yesterday we would have blown that set wide open. But being in normal frame the girls looked so impossible. Was amazing seeing the differance in myself.
Chode around a bit more before finally doing more approaches... All the approaches in the beginning turn into lengthier interactions.. Because I'm just being chill and really normal... Keep doing this for awhile, start gaining some momentum. Talk with this huge titted latina girl, walk with her for awhile.
I say some stupid shit to some girls and they blow me off, a group of guys near us make fun of me and tool me... this actually puts me more in state. Before I know I snap again and hit full state.
approach 3 set, making out with the hottest one within seconds.. literally picking her up as I tongue her down.
Make out with a banging asian.
...Ohhh I just remembered another set from saturday, keep hitting up this chick that was wearing a fur hat that looks like a bear, kept calling her sesame street for some reason. Find her later and she is surrounded by like 5 guys sitting on the ground. I actually crawl up to her and have to lean in OVER a dude to start making out with her.... pimp.
anyhow back to sunday. go back into the concert area. first girl I approach is a 9, tanned tall young body, brown hair green eyes. She is wearing TINY pink shorts and a tied up flannel shirt that barely covered her tits. Start making out with her within seconds... This girl is the type of caliber that it blows my mind I was able to instant makeout with her like that.
Dont # close her, or pull to fuck her, cause once again I'm just on the go... Pure action like this rarely happens to me, so I was determined to ride it out - it was just too much fun. Also my phone was dead so I didnt use it at all sunday.
Makeout with this chick wearing sandal boots.. hilarious set for reasons that will go unmentioned.
Some point I open this 2 set. I dont really like red heads at all, but this girl was gorgeous. Bright red hair tied up in two braids, with pure white milky skin. She was barely 18 and had this rocking body. Pretty lenghty conversation, not alot of physicality though. I eventually bail... When walking away we both start thinking aloud, hmmm thats fucking dumb I didnt atleast get HER number. ehhh..
kept going taking alot of action. Start listening to the main band of the event, its the last show. So I stay in one place as I listen. and I hit on most girls that pass my way. I was feeling a bit tired and burnt out and it showed, alot of my sets werent opening up.
Yet I was so indifferent to even harsh rejections. And I definitely had a crowd of people that got to watch me for at least an hour doing my thing... they got to see lots of girls push me away. normally I would probably become self concious of this, but I could barely give two shits. Even started opening up some of the girls that had likely been standin around watching me the whole time.
After the concert things started to slow down, it was the last night and me and my friends were just shooting the shit. At some point I ended up at this party that had a stripper pole with 3 girls dancing on it, with probably 100 dudes standing around watching them. I was so on fire I rolled up through all the dudes, and go straight up to the stripper pole and try and pull all the girls down... eventuantly succeding with one of them, makeout with her. Ohh yeah drunk fucking cowboys cant do shit to me!!
That was pretty much the end of the fun. I ended up falling asleep from exhaustion around some camp fire, and apperantly some chick strolling by takes her tits out and puts them on my head while I sleep, my friends snapped a photo of it.... I was so in state I was pimping bitches in my sleep.
.......I wish I had video of both saturday and sunday so I could watch all the craziness, I know there is so much I'm missing out on. I can feel this general sense of so many more important interactions, yet I cant remember anything specific about them.
Like writing this now I remember telling this new mexican girl that was with a guy that she was cute, getting her to stop and talk with me for about 10 minutes and then getting her number, all while the guy just sat there... I once strolled up on this chick right as her man went into the bathrooms "good now that your boyfriend is gone I can hit on you", she loved it... umm trying to open this girl and then her MOM comes up to me and says "shes too young hunny" then the mom proceeded to rub all over my shit, haha..... I definitely had moments where girls were just grabbing my dick.
I guess the main lesson to take from this awesome weekend was that it was just fun..... The more fun I was having the more my state boosted. Self amusement was key... Like when I told my friend I can open with ANYTHING, then I proceed to try and open this girl with some random gutterall sound "urghhgh auurghhhh". it was the lamest shit ever but we couldnt stop laughing about it (no she didnt open, she dodged me as best she could and escaped).
So this whole festival was just mind blowing. And all I can keep thinking about is how Tyler often says "your best night now can become your average night in 6 months"... Dear lord I do hope so.
That saturday I roll back out at like 4pm and keep going strong til probably 2am, no fucking joke... DID NOT STOP. EVERYYYYY GIRL. EVERY FUCKING GIRL. FOR HOURS... holy shit.
A group of 5 hot ass girls walking towards me... I start walking backwards in front of them so I could watch them. I'm blatantly checking them all out... Finally I decide and point to a dark haird chick "YOU, You're the cute one..." Go up and we introduce ourselfs, Start walking with them. My friend wings the others... After walking for a bit I get distracted by another hot chick and stop and talk with her. A minute later I look over and see my friend still walking with those girls and he disappears...
For the next hour I keep approaching and walking with moving sets... walk around with probably 5 different groups.. following one group in one direction then latching onto another group that was going back the way I came from.. Covering alot of distance it was hilarious. After that hour I by chance ended back up at the spot I lost my friend and he by chance walked up right then too, he had been with that same group the whole time.
Super hot blonde... Instant make out.
Try and pull tons of chicks down off of vehicles that they are dancing on,
make outs... phone numbers. bluuuurrrrrr
stop talking, start opening moving sets without saying a word. just pure sexual eyes and dominance.. set after moving set of opening them and not saying a word. Don't think I actually got a makeout doing this, maybe I did who knows. But every girl would go ultra giddy.
Hit up a chick, she is into me. But I go major aggressive dick mode on her. she hates me. She falls in love with my friend. We cant get rid of her, she is following us around.
more makeouts.
At some point I pick a girl up and walk with her forever then put her down and leave her so she is completely lost from her friends.
Keep re-opening this same set of two girls that are major bitches.
Get into a set with two girls. Stunners. its a very long interaction. Makeout body molest, number close leave.
In the concert area that night I keep running into lots of underage girls that were there with their parents and shit... roll in hard and the girl would instantly say "ummm I'm 15".... moving on.
Seated sets, walking sets, mixed sets galore. nothing matters. It just keeps going.
Accidentally open the sister of the girl I had fucked on friday. the girl I closed comes walking up... I walk away, and probably open another chick instantly (looking at my phone now I remember which number was hers and I see she texted me latter that night with "hehe!"..wtf)
At some point around 1AMish I burn out... Me and my friend are dead. And we are just hanging around this huge party zone. still talking to some girls. I'm talking with this blonde that is probably a 10, she is kinda into it, but I'm so tired and destroyed its not happening... See this AMAZINGGGG asian chick. Fuck. I actually go inside my head.. I cant even approach. after like 5 minutes of choding (haha choding after all that) I go up and... TAP HER ON THE SHOULDER.... durrrr, she looks at me for 2 seconds and turns away.
Bed time.
Wow.
Sunday
Wake up, approach a few girls early on that are walking around my camp. Head out with my friend again. We are walking around feeling chodey and messed up. At one point a group of 5 girls are walking towards us going the opposite direction, all in bikinis, all amazing. I freeze up, just watch them pass us with my jaw hanging open I'm sure... When they pass us we both stop and look each other and then it hits us.. "Dude wtf!! How did we do that yesterday??"... We both know if it had been yesterday we would have blown that set wide open. But being in normal frame the girls looked so impossible. Was amazing seeing the differance in myself.
Chode around a bit more before finally doing more approaches... All the approaches in the beginning turn into lengthier interactions.. Because I'm just being chill and really normal... Keep doing this for awhile, start gaining some momentum. Talk with this huge titted latina girl, walk with her for awhile.
I say some stupid shit to some girls and they blow me off, a group of guys near us make fun of me and tool me... this actually puts me more in state. Before I know I snap again and hit full state.
approach 3 set, making out with the hottest one within seconds.. literally picking her up as I tongue her down.
Make out with a banging asian.
...Ohhh I just remembered another set from saturday, keep hitting up this chick that was wearing a fur hat that looks like a bear, kept calling her sesame street for some reason. Find her later and she is surrounded by like 5 guys sitting on the ground. I actually crawl up to her and have to lean in OVER a dude to start making out with her.... pimp.
anyhow back to sunday. go back into the concert area. first girl I approach is a 9, tanned tall young body, brown hair green eyes. She is wearing TINY pink shorts and a tied up flannel shirt that barely covered her tits. Start making out with her within seconds... This girl is the type of caliber that it blows my mind I was able to instant makeout with her like that.
Dont # close her, or pull to fuck her, cause once again I'm just on the go... Pure action like this rarely happens to me, so I was determined to ride it out - it was just too much fun. Also my phone was dead so I didnt use it at all sunday.
Makeout with this chick wearing sandal boots.. hilarious set for reasons that will go unmentioned.
Some point I open this 2 set. I dont really like red heads at all, but this girl was gorgeous. Bright red hair tied up in two braids, with pure white milky skin. She was barely 18 and had this rocking body. Pretty lenghty conversation, not alot of physicality though. I eventually bail... When walking away we both start thinking aloud, hmmm thats fucking dumb I didnt atleast get HER number. ehhh..
kept going taking alot of action. Start listening to the main band of the event, its the last show. So I stay in one place as I listen. and I hit on most girls that pass my way. I was feeling a bit tired and burnt out and it showed, alot of my sets werent opening up.
Yet I was so indifferent to even harsh rejections. And I definitely had a crowd of people that got to watch me for at least an hour doing my thing... they got to see lots of girls push me away. normally I would probably become self concious of this, but I could barely give two shits. Even started opening up some of the girls that had likely been standin around watching me the whole time.
After the concert things started to slow down, it was the last night and me and my friends were just shooting the shit. At some point I ended up at this party that had a stripper pole with 3 girls dancing on it, with probably 100 dudes standing around watching them. I was so on fire I rolled up through all the dudes, and go straight up to the stripper pole and try and pull all the girls down... eventuantly succeding with one of them, makeout with her. Ohh yeah drunk fucking cowboys cant do shit to me!!
That was pretty much the end of the fun. I ended up falling asleep from exhaustion around some camp fire, and apperantly some chick strolling by takes her tits out and puts them on my head while I sleep, my friends snapped a photo of it.... I was so in state I was pimping bitches in my sleep.
.......I wish I had video of both saturday and sunday so I could watch all the craziness, I know there is so much I'm missing out on. I can feel this general sense of so many more important interactions, yet I cant remember anything specific about them.
Like writing this now I remember telling this new mexican girl that was with a guy that she was cute, getting her to stop and talk with me for about 10 minutes and then getting her number, all while the guy just sat there... I once strolled up on this chick right as her man went into the bathrooms "good now that your boyfriend is gone I can hit on you", she loved it... umm trying to open this girl and then her MOM comes up to me and says "shes too young hunny" then the mom proceeded to rub all over my shit, haha..... I definitely had moments where girls were just grabbing my dick.
I guess the main lesson to take from this awesome weekend was that it was just fun..... The more fun I was having the more my state boosted. Self amusement was key... Like when I told my friend I can open with ANYTHING, then I proceed to try and open this girl with some random gutterall sound "urghhgh auurghhhh". it was the lamest shit ever but we couldnt stop laughing about it (no she didnt open, she dodged me as best she could and escaped).
So this whole festival was just mind blowing. And all I can keep thinking about is how Tyler often says "your best night now can become your average night in 6 months"... Dear lord I do hope so.
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Wait two other things I just remmbered.... Eyes... I was looking deeply into so many girls eyes and would give them great compliments at how pretty their eyes were. this happened alot... Also pink, if a girl was wearing pink she was gonna get the full focus from me... "PINK!! You're wearing pink, omg I love when a girl wears pink, you look so hot... wtf your toe nails are pink too? I love you".
Both very common themes.
I just remembered this cause was thinking of an interaction where I told a girl to push her sunglasses down so I could see her eyes. It memory triggered all the moments that I was fully complimentive to girls. Its important to note so it paints the correct picture... It wasnt just full blown over the top fury. I would slow down and chill out alot in the actual interactions. Giving compliments and really enjoying the girl in front of me. And more importantly I was enjoying at how tight my shit was.
Both very common themes.
I just remembered this cause was thinking of an interaction where I told a girl to push her sunglasses down so I could see her eyes. It memory triggered all the moments that I was fully complimentive to girls. Its important to note so it paints the correct picture... It wasnt just full blown over the top fury. I would slow down and chill out alot in the actual interactions. Giving compliments and really enjoying the girl in front of me. And more importantly I was enjoying at how tight my shit was.
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Monday
Get back from the festival pretty late in the day... then at night just as I was about to goto sleep a freind called me up and asked if I wanted to go out for a bit. Gotta be a YES MAN.
Hit the bar at about midnight, its packed....
I'm completely drained from the past weekend, but I still end up opening a lil over 10 girls. I'm being physical with all of them instantly. It seems a bit of the magic from the past 2 days is still trickling over. The same shit was working in a bar.
I'm so tired I eventually start leaning over this table so I'm practically laying down on top of it, and I'm still trying to open girls this way with some success.
A near by girl keeps giving me eye contact. I kinda soft open her and her friend. then a few seconds later she comes up and introduces herself. Everything is going really good. This girl is way nto me. We start talking about age and I go way wrong her.
Her: I'm 22
Me: oh I'm so much older than you, I'm 28
Her: ohh really? I never dated a 28yr old before <--- very good sign, you wait for lines like this.
Me: I wouldnt date you, but I would make out with you <---- strike out and game over.
She goes ice cold at that point.... Whats funny is it wasnt so much what I said, but what was in my head as I said it... It was the first time in the conversation that I "TRIED" to say something clever or quick, the first that I even cared about the outcome.... She got it so quick and I was iced out for good.
post notes:
- dont care, free from outcome. say what you want to say ONLY for self amusement. Never say anything cause you THINK it will cause attraction.
Get back from the festival pretty late in the day... then at night just as I was about to goto sleep a freind called me up and asked if I wanted to go out for a bit. Gotta be a YES MAN.
Hit the bar at about midnight, its packed....
I'm completely drained from the past weekend, but I still end up opening a lil over 10 girls. I'm being physical with all of them instantly. It seems a bit of the magic from the past 2 days is still trickling over. The same shit was working in a bar.
I'm so tired I eventually start leaning over this table so I'm practically laying down on top of it, and I'm still trying to open girls this way with some success.
A near by girl keeps giving me eye contact. I kinda soft open her and her friend. then a few seconds later she comes up and introduces herself. Everything is going really good. This girl is way nto me. We start talking about age and I go way wrong her.
Her: I'm 22
Me: oh I'm so much older than you, I'm 28
Her: ohh really? I never dated a 28yr old before <--- very good sign, you wait for lines like this.
Me: I wouldnt date you, but I would make out with you <---- strike out and game over.
She goes ice cold at that point.... Whats funny is it wasnt so much what I said, but what was in my head as I said it... It was the first time in the conversation that I "TRIED" to say something clever or quick, the first that I even cared about the outcome.... She got it so quick and I was iced out for good.
post notes:
- dont care, free from outcome. say what you want to say ONLY for self amusement. Never say anything cause you THINK it will cause attraction.
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Sick FRs. Learnign a lot from these and those girls are so hot.
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LethalLex
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Join Date: 11/20/2010 | Posts: 944
The cool thing though is that those are the best nights in terms of growth. I know you'll understand what I mean when I say if you'd gone out and done the same thing while drinking you'd have learnt absolutely nothing. But this way, even if you don't have an AHA kind of lesson, you're slowly but surely desentisizing yourself and subtlely changing things you aren't even aware of. That's why these days I don't even look at how well my night went on a nightly basis, cause even if it was a "shit night" I know the next night will be better. More momentum and references. And say you have a couple of these nights in a row... You just become so over having a nights like that that you'll change the way you're acting even if its just out of complete boredom of acting the same way over and over!
Those are just my thoughts lately on "off nights". I almost LIKE having them these days because of the stuff I mentioned.
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