THE FORUMS

07-07-11
Thursday

Went out late. Arrived in the bar just before it closed. 
Nothing happened. 
I went back home.

(Lol well frankly I don't remember shit about Thursday)

07-08-11
Friday
LR

I go to a big bar with a friend. It's empty although it's already late. We wait a bit. It starts filling after midnight. Then I chode out massively. WZF. I become very negative, I don't approach much, I am scanning the room to see the hotties but I don't approach a lot of them.

I see a tall blonde with a great body. I follow her. A guy is talking to her. I think it won't gonna work, I wait for her to blow him out. She does. Then I talk to her outside. She's cute, she has boobz, she is freakishly tall. At first I am surprised we are having a conversation, because I was feeling so chode before. Blah blah blah, I try to move her inside, not yet, blah blah blah, logistics, she's here with friends and already a bit drunk. Then she has to answer her phone: it was her BF. So I figured it would be hard as fuck to pull her and I lost motivation. She finally follows me inside, but I am not waiting for her, and I lose her to a guy who talks to her. 
I see her later on the dancefloor with another tall guy dancing hot. 
So I grab her and take her away from the new tall guy. 
We dance together. My mistake is that I don't isolate her far away enough, she is still near her group. After a while, the first guy takes her from me, and she is back dancing to the guy I took her from. I move on. 

I saw a small brunette with HHUUUUUUGE boobz. When I talk to her she is very warm and open to me. A guy and a girl (friends of hers) are spying on us as we are talking, I find this a bit weird. Later on she makes out with that guy. I feel super chode because I know I had everything and knew everything, I did it already and will do it again, but it wasn't me who had that girl. We talk afterwards, she likes me a lot, they all have to go. I think the guy was an ex or something. Anyway, move on. 

My friends had left already.

There was another nice girl, I didn't approach because I thought I was too chodey, and I left home. 

Then I thought "naa fuck zat let's get ze fuck". 

So I moved to another bar on my own. 
There I was thinking about how chodey I was these days, how I am not even talking to girls a lot, etc. Then I thought "shut up and talk". 

I talk to a brunette with curly hair. It's ON, I don't even have to do anything. She could be cute but no boobz, so I move on. 

Then I talk to a very cute girl, but I am not in the zone yet, so nothing happens. 

Then I talk to another girl with curly hair, and it's ON right away. I don't have to do anything. I start to think "what the fuck is happening here ?" because those curly hair girls gave me all the signs they were ready to get pulled in the bathroom right away. 
(My convo btw: "I am Beyoncé" was my opener, then I talked to her ass).
The girl is already rubbing my ass, etc. I move her in the bar, we go outside. 
Suddenly, no boobz !
I move on. 

As I was going outside I say a very lame opener to tall cute brunette. And it could have worked, but I left right away, because the bouncer was spying on what I was saying ("Have you ever fought with french fries ?").

I talk to a blonde girl with the boobz, albeit a bit chubby. I like ze boobz, she's kinda cute but not a stunner. I do nothing and she likes me. We go outside. I move her group to a club, but we can't go in because the girls are drunk lol. 
Hords of guys are grabbing them in the street. 
I save them. 
Then I wonder what to do, because that girl is ready for the fuck.
Then I pull her. 
Home. 
I am very aroused. 
But ze boobz are just normal !
I feel tricked. 
We have sex nonetheless, it was cool, but it didn't last long because she didn't suck ze dicxx. 
Then I dream about her being super fucking clingy, so as soon as I wake up, I urge her to leave because I am late. 

Ze end. 

Cool opener from yesterday :"you're shorter than me. I dominate you". 

07-13-11

National day firemen parties, apex of Paris popular social life. Packed.

I'm a chode.

I'm a pimp. 

I approached loads of people.

I girl I've fucked is here. I'm angry because she likes me, I think she's a cool chick, but I want to fuck other chicks. And the bad part was that a friend of mine fucked her friend, and told them to come where we were, so they stay with us. Fcuk. 

I was on the prowl, looking for girls wiz 1-Huge boobz 2-Cute face 3-PhD in cognitive sciences (optional)

I avoided a few approaches. That was lame. 

The girl being here put me in a bad state for a few hours. I didn't know how to approach without her eing offended lol. But I pushed through. 

Good stuff:
-First hardcore approach on the dancefloor. I was floored to see she liked it. But it fizzled out. 
-Approach a girl wiz superboobz. She said her BF was just here, but she liked me. 
-Kissed a cute blonde. Fear is useless.
-Approach a super hottie who was with a fireman lol
-Another hard approach
-Approached a super super hot girl wiz cute face and superboobz, but she was with her friends and everybody was leaving
-Lots of blow outs lol
-The last girl I was with, who wouldn't do anything with me because of her BF, but who was in love with me. She was a hottie (no superboobz alas, but she showed me a pic of her half naked). She didnt want me to stay with her because she knew she would cheat on her man. I didn't want her to, and she didnt' want to so it's ok. I spent some time with her because she was cool, and because I was amusing myself with her body, turning her on and stuff. At closing time I saw a hidden open door, I sneak her in, ISOLATION DELUXE. But her friend saw her, so I felt bad for her because she would know she cheated on her BF. Then firemen came in so we left. Anyway, good initiative. Maybe I should have switched to her friend but she was already with another guy. Also I had to take the girl back from community guys a few times, and I was a bit rude with them, sorry mates. 

Lessons:
-Get blown out
-Approach to fuck not to talk, so appraoch hardcore
-Girls want to get fucked
-Approach the hotties right off the bat always always always

Don't have time to expand on this, my brain will be broken by the end of this week, huge parties every night. 

07-15-11
Friday

I couldn't go in the venue I wanted to. 
A girl who was ready to fuck me told me she was waiting for me inside. 
I left and spent my time alone. 
My phone ran out of battery so I couldn't call my friends or the girl. 
I got threatened in front of a bar by a guy who wanted to beat me up with his "10 friends".
I was super tired because I was out a lot lately, and I know my vibe is off when I am tired. 
My lips got super dry. I drank a lot of water but they remained very dry. As a consequence I couldn't smile without getting blood on my lips. lol fml.

Does this explain why I didn't have the night I wanted to have ? 

I don't think so. I know I choded out. I also did approaches and got blown out hard. Doesn't happen to me very often. Cool because that's exactly what I need right now. 

In fact I am responsible for those mistakes:
-I didn't approach in the first bar because the girls weren't super hot. 
-I didn't approach one girl with a good body right off the bat, nor afterwards. (I liked it when she bit her friend's neck the way she did, I'll try that)
-I was analyzing guys who were obviously community, and I was enjoying the fact that I knew precisely what was wrong in what they were doing - I almost hesitated to tell them what to correct in how they interact with girls, IOW I was a complete fag with ego issues. 
-I didn't approach at least 3 very fuckable girls in the second bar (one of them was really beautiful).
-I didn't talk to people to get momentum there. 
-I spotted right away the girls who were DTF or who wanted to be picked up, but I didn't follow suit and approached
-Same stuff in the third bar
-I didn't approach right away, I didn't have trust in myself AND I beat myself up every time I wouldn't approach right away. Funny mechanism: that way I make sure I am always put under pressure ie not having fun
-I didn't have fun. I wanted to challenge myself, true, but I didn't have fun, fact. 
-I was scanning the room all the time. 
-My criteria for success was inadequate. 
I realized it was 1-To get laid 2-By a very hot girl.
Result: nothing, and my approaches were shitty, WHEN I approached. 
I made another criteria on the spot, that's the one I should follow in the future: make at least 1 approach with not time wasted and trusting that I'll handle it like a champ. 
-I was avoiding the blow out - result: I got blown out
-I got negative and even angry when I saw what we call "BLAIREAUX" in french game girls with sloppy game, and the girls were ok with it, and didn't care about the quality of their game because they just wanted to get fucked. 
-It's really weird to get blown out when you have so many reference experiences of the fact you are ZE shit, that you just want to yell to the girl "USE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN DUMB CUNT DON'T YOU REALIZE I'M FUCKING CHRISTMAS"

Good stuff:
-Approached a very hot blonde I was afraid to approach
-Approached a brunette I was afraid to approach
-I went out alone, got more experience and more insights on what works
-I see patterns. Repetition is necessary to see them. 

Lessons:
-I learned a new way to bite the neck
-Another instance which confirms the fact that if I don't follow the programme my results will be shit
-I have to learn how to downgrade my criteria for success
-Distinction proactive blowouts / reactive blowouts (RB are what you get when you didn't spend some time earlier in the night to get PB)
-I need to get blown out even more. I articulated the reasons for this earlier on but now I forgot lol
-Your game can be fucking gay and you can still get girls
-LOOKS DON'T MATTER, COOLNESS DON'T MATTER. Dudes, this is a wake up call, I saw guys close girls who were really not cool and really ugly.
-I had too many expectations
-I care too much about the outcome, this is why I should get blown out more, until I don't care anymore.

Vision:
-One day, I'll pull consistently girls like the blonde girl I opened. 

 If I ever fail to approach 5 girls in a row when I enter a venue, you can call me by various words suggesting I am not indifferent to other males with moustaches.