THE FORUMS

07-01-11
Friday

Out of state, in my head, I almost didn't approach. 
I didn't feel like it, I lack a lot of sleep.
I am still ze fucking shit because I approached the one girl I wanted to approach -and IT WENT WELL- until her friend took her because they were leaving, insisting that I should take her #. 
Also I approached another hot hot girl wiz ze boobz. She seemed into me. I didn't game well I think because everybody was walking, or whatever. 
In retrospect I had other interactions, but they were weak or I lacked intent. 

It confirms the rule: later is too late. 
I should have started approaching them earlier. 

I am getting more and more complimented on my haircut. It's weird because a few years before when I had it I didn't get those reactions. Looks don't matter, but my social confidence increased so much that they are attracted to the confidence and rationalize it's because of the looks. Or maybe I am just totally good looking. 

Now it's almost 1am and I am at home. I could go out, but I am so tired staying home could be good. I don't know what to do. 

07-02-11
Saturday

LR: Paris iz ze gentleman asshole

Went to the same venue as yesterday. I did the same mistake as yesterday, I didn't build momentum early and I was overwhelmed by the venue, which was packed as fuck. Anyway, I am having much fun with the people I am with (to a girl: "So how was your surgery, do you still have your dick ?").

So I choded out massively.

I have an awesome interaction with 2girls 1guy, because at first the girls hated me, but I was so """""icy""""", and outrageous, that I turned it around totally

Then I helped my friend who stumbled on a girl he was in love with. With the help of one girl of her group, I managed to move them to a bar nearby. Advantages: he could keep on interacting with her (they wanted to got home at first), and I could see some of the friends I was with. 

I don't do shit. 

Then at the very end, just as I leave, I start gaming an OK blonde. She was with a girl that I wanted one of my friends to fuck. But they seemed to be with a guy who was ready to move them to another place and they were ok with it. He has been gaming them way earlier, so they are comfortable with him. 
I really wanted my friend to hook up with the brunette, and the blonde wasn't bad at all.
So I became ze asshole. 

1-I vaporize the guy
2-I interact very intensely with the blonde girl - after a few minutes she is almost kissing me in front of everyone. 
3-I am funny as fuck
4-I tell her the guy is a douchebag, and the place he wants to go to sucks major balls (it doesn't)
5-She agrees

Zen I play hard game. I don't want to be a real prick with the guy, but I know what I am doing. I am not even talking to him for the first 30 min. 

You see that fucking guy who steals your girl at the very end of the night, they find him so cool and you go home mastuporn ? That was me. 

My friend is cool but he has shitty game. One of the shittiest ever. So I am leading this shit. 

On our way I do everything to kill the guy's state. I make her take me by the arm, then I let him walk and lock her in, while my buddy is with the other girl, so he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing here alone, then she takes me by the hand, jump on me, etc. 

We are all waiting for a taxi. I finally acknowledge him, introduce myself and talk to him.

And I suddenly realize ... He's a cool nice guy. I feel a bit guilty (note: I still have a soul). He stuck to this shit, and he's still here, and his state seems to be ok. 
Suddenly we find a taxi. We're 5, but it only takes 4. I start the asshole way, by making sure everybody is getting in and me, so that he's the only one left. 

Then...
My soul starts dying. 
I think it's not cool.
So I'm like "yeah fuck this shit, he seems more motivated than me, let's let him have the girl".
And I just step away and tell him to get in the taxi. 
Yep, you read it right.
I talk to him and I tell him "dude get in this taxi right now, go with them, I'll meet you later". 
The guy says "no man, get in, it's ok"
I insist "man, I can get there by own means and arrive earlier than you, it's all good, just get in and party with the girls"
So we fight over like gentlemen about who is gonna get in. 

All of a sudden ze blonde girl who liked me storms off the taxi and doesn't want me to leave. 
We keep on fighting like gentlemen, until I realize the guy isn't getting in. 
So I get in, I feel sad when he tells the girl to call him, and off we go to the MEGA CLUB WOOOOOOW
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
YEAAAAH
MMmm
Yes, it was closed. First time in a decade it's closed on a Saturday. 

So here is the difference between shitty game (my buddy) and a tiny bit of game:
Girls -Where are we going ? 
Buddy -Errrr... I don't know... Let's...Errrr... Go to ....
Me -(As I asked way earlier what their logistics were) Let's go to your place at XYZFUCKMESTATION ! Taxi driver, go !
Girls -YAAAAYYY COOOOOLLLL !!!
Buddy -Errrr... No I think we should go to ... Errrr... What are we going to do at XYZFUCKMESTATION anyway ?

So we end up at the girl's place very easily.
I eat. 
We drink. 
After a while I tell them I want to see how the other room is like. I count to 10 then the blonde girl is coming. Smart girl. 

She's from another European country, so I tell her we should work together at strengthening the European Union. 
Make out. 
Go to her bedroom.
Ze sex.
Zat was pretty cool. 

AMEN
I 100000% agree
Thx

07-06-11
Wednesday
***BONUS NIGHT***

I went out to meet a buddy, but it was very late. We chilled in a bar. 

I hesitated to approach the hottest girl. 
I tried once but she left. 
I re-approached and it was cool, but I felt I wasn't on point. Like I was trying to keep the convo going because of a lack of entitlement. This was weird because I knew she was attracted. Then a friend of hers grabbed her outside. 
I re-approach a while later. I tried to have fun, so I asked her if she had a dong. This work when the girl is hot lol. Anyway. She leaves for xyz reason. 
I re-approach outside. She is talking with a girl. I go in, but I don't find anything to say. The girl finds me weird. 
In another bar she is there, I try to re-approach but as I do her friend is grabbing her again. 
Then I lost motivation. I was crippled by fear. I hesitated many times to re-approach again. 

Then I went home because it was super late. 

Also I approached another cute girl surrounded by guys. It didn't go very well. 

Whatever, I approached hotties, I reinforced the beliefs that my 10 can't help being attracted to me, I re-learnt that action is always the answer, that I must always approach strong, and that attraction doesn't depend on circumstances so I should approach asap.