THE FORUMS

Fukc I don't want to write my FRs.

Conclusions from last nights out:

-Just approach = criteria for success, otherwise you'll be too focused on weird shit and become anxious, so you mutliply 10 fold your odds of failing

-Be a selfish prick bastard being of light. Yes.

-Abundance = this means concretely you try something with a girl and if it doesn't work you make out with 5 other girls ALL NIGHT LONG EVERY NIGHT OUT UNTIL YOUR BRAINS FUCKING GETS IT ZOMGWTFLOL
= you don't dwell on anything, you don't try, if it doesn't work you caveman all the others girls. Feelings don't help. Feelings are bad. Unless you feel her boobz which is interesting. 

-Make moves = do something that may get you rejected. If not, you won't get rejected, but you won't get as much humans of the opposite gender as you can.

-Distinction: Going out aimlessly / Learning to lose fear / Learning to play numbers / Learning to fine tune your intuition
Going out aimlessly: won't get you really anywhere. You'll get as much opposite sex as your game can get you, but the progresses can be slow. You're not even sure you'll get girls actually attracted to you.

Learning to lose fear: MOST IMPORTANT STEP. When you have that you can pull girls who are into you, because you are not afraid to interact with them and escalate on them. 

Learning to play numbers: Intermediate step, you try to get girls who are not necessarily into you with mixed success

Learning to finely tune your intuition: You work on getting girls that are not necessarily into you right from the get go. 

OH YOU DON'T AGREE INTERESTING I WRITE IT DOWN IN MY SECRET NOTEPAD KTHXBYE

Dear diary,

My game is at an all time low.

I was at a house party and :
-I didn't make out / reproduction with any girl
-I don't understand how come girls hook up with guys different than me. Like for real, I don't get it. 

My night was under the sign of "I don't get it".

There were many girls, not ultra superhot, but:
-Cute girls were afraid of me, really
-One girl, friend of a friend, with HUGEBOOOOOOOOBZ, wasn't into me whereas before, when she wasn't single, she was. Tonight she hooked up with somebody she knew way more, who is less good looking, less funny, less charismatic, less alpha than me. I DON'T GET IT. Of course, my female friend who is always jealous tried to break my interaction a few times, but when all is said and done, I just don't understand why she isn't jumping on my dick. 

This tends to put my in a logical mindset because:
-I'm hot
-I'm super mega smart
-I have social intelligence
-I can be funny
So I'm thinking "WTF girl I would meet you during the day, or be introduced by friends you would be all over me, but now you are playing hard to get, although I know you'll hook up with a less hot/smart/whatever guy ? "

I need input here, so if you have something smart to say, say it know. 

I DON'T GET IT.

I'm like "girl I am the internet of humanity, what ze fuck ? " but it doesn't help me get laid. 

I got even upset when ugs or near ugs where playing games with me, like I was in another dimension. 

After all that time in the field, this is my reward ? ZOPMG

I DON'T GET IT.

Why aren't they asking nicely to suck my cock ? What is wrong with the world ? 

Anyway, another proof that looks don't mean shit, and also that I should practice even more to know what to do when I see something / someone I reallly want.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKCCCCCCCCCCUK

Typical bad night:

-I go out late
-I don't get social momentum
-I look for 8-9-10s right away
-I don't approach them because they're in groups / it's too early / I am not enough / I think I am physically too aggressive / I don't have social momentum / I know I'll bomb
-I wait
-I get angry with myself so I apply mechanically "have fun", "get physical", "social momentum", whatever
-I entertaing negative thought loops / start feeling bad / start feeling anxious
-Still scanning the room, waiting for the right time to approach the right girl
-Then the consequences of my lack of action dawn on me, for example, the one girls I liked is leaving, and this makes me angrier
-Also various events throughout the night make think intensely on why I shouldn't do this
Events: ug love me but hottie is leaving, average girl with attitude, random dudes "without game" land hottie and I don't.
Thoughts: I should have invested myself in this, it was all hype, it doesn't work, it doesn't work for me, I am wasting my time, I shouldn't be surrounding myself with so many drunk / "low value" people, I failed my life, etc.
-I still try to push through, and I fail hard with girls. I know my mistakes so I get angry at myself for doing them. Or I don't see them, and I just think this shouldn't be happening. 
-Go home sad, alone, thinking death is a pretty cool guy.