THE FORUMS
Keep going paris.
I like how you do like an audit of each night. victories, losses and things to do next time. Shows that you are dedicated to improving each night, and taking the info from the black box.
I like how you do like an audit of each night. victories, losses and things to do next time. Shows that you are dedicated to improving each night, and taking the info from the black box.
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I am enough.
Fuck 'em all; let God sort them out.
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Boning in parking lots journal:
www.rsdnation.com/node/147143
Skeet skeet skeet
Naw thats tha other mayne
'cause my skeet never leak
out this rubber mayne
T&A ain't worth a nigga DNA
-Ice Cube
www.rsdnation.com/node/147143
Skeet skeet skeet
Naw thats tha other mayne
'cause my skeet never leak
out this rubber mayne
T&A ain't worth a nigga DNA
-Ice Cube
"masturbated to botticelli paintings" haha.
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Paris Boum Boum
Trusted Member
Join Date: 04/02/2009 | Posts: 3431
I want to have PU handled by June 2012. That gives me about a whole year. After that I'll still go out, but I'll put my efforts in something else.
During that time, I want to do my best to achieve my goals, to work on my SPs, and to fuck ze hot girlz wiz ze boobz.
So my deadline is next year. By next year, I should have addressed all the major issues I can still encounter.
Also I want to get to a point where I get 1 new lay every week consistently with a 8-10.
I commit to going out at least 3x a week (Thu-Fri-Sat). Those are PU nights. Lately I was having a normal life, hanging out with friends during the weekends. Never again.
My previous journals for later reference:
Ze 30-Day Challenge to ze Fuck
Episode 0 - How I became what I was meant to be : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/129196
Episode I & II - Ze Legend of ze Doubble Phuck / Ze Kompute3000 Archivez : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/154478
Episode III - Love, Dong, Light & Magic : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/178486
Episode IV - The Return of Mandala : http://www.rsdnation.com/node/180784
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PEPPER SPRAY IN MY EYES LEADS TO ALMOST 3SOME
Tonight I went out very late. I met my brother in a bar full of girls. I left quickly. I can't PU much in front of my family or in front of female friends. Well I can, but I need much momentum.
Then I met a female friend. She is very cool, but she is very annoying when we go out. That's because she wants to fuck me - true story bro.
Talked to a HOT blonde but she was with a guy.
Talked to a HOT brunette, but she was with a guy.
Talked to a girl I approached 2 weeks ago, she was attracted, but I wasn't motivated enough to make things happen.
Zere are too many guys. Bar closes. We leave. On my way I talk to a girl in the street. She could be a 9.99, but she doesn't care about how she is dressed and how she looks like, so she loses 3 POINTS. Hot boobz though. She has a BF, she wants me to stay around though.
In the other bar there isn't much talent. I approach a few girls, but almost nothing is interesting.
Last bar.
There is a group of girls I met 1 month ago. One of them wanted to fuck me, she gave me free entrance to a clun she was going to with her friends and venue changed me, and at the last minute I didn't want to. We spent an ok night out though. Tonight they don't even want to say hi properly. Bitches.
I talk to 9.99-3=6.99, then a fight occurs, and we get accidentally pepper sprayed. Fuck.
Now my eyes are going out of my head and I look like a crackhead. All the people I knew left and now I feel more comfortable.
I talk to a cute girl. My opener: "Have I already told you the thing I didn't tell you ? Sorry to disturb you when I am disturbing you, hello".
I get shit tested hard, but I handle it well. My girls is attracted. When her friend grabs her, I yell "OH LOOK SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME". CB girl is taken aback, and now my girl is protecting me, "he's with us, he's cool".
Blah blah blah, I claw the 2 girls, one of them is testing me hard. I tell the 2 girls to kiss each other, they're bitching about it.
Later I make out with my girl. Super lips, wow, loved it.
Her friends left, but the other girl is still here. I think she's waiting for her, then I double claw them again, and now they're kissing. Then I kiss the other girl, and I kiss my girl. The three of us make out for some time.
Then my girl says she'd prefer going to somewhere more intimate. We all agree. I go get my stuff, trying not to trip up for the 3some (never happened,once they were hot but I didn't believe it, the other times they weren't hot enough).
Then at the last moment the other friends come back, and it blew everything away. Everybody must sleep at the third girl's place, so she wants them back, no negociations.
We part ways. I don't take the #. I wonder if this is chode.
Then I realized that I deserve hot girls and that girls want my 3 some cock. So I can't wait for tomorrow.
Also a girl wanted to fuck me, she tried to, she expressed it, also she wasn't super hot so I ditched her.
Also I approached a cutie.
Victories:
-The 3some opportunity
-Making out with this cute girl
-Talking to the super hot first blonde
Lessons:
-Don't think, everything is cool
-I deserve hot girls
-Hot girls are really curious about my cock
Next:
-Consistently approaching without assuming BF or failure
-Find venues with hotter girls
-Get ze fuck