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December 3rd, 2016
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tspongt

tspongt

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Sooooooo I felt it was time to part from my old thread.

It was 9 months of UPPP and DOWNNN crazynessss. Some crazy, funny, and awesome stories to be read in that thread, and I progressed a crazy amount to where Im at now.

I feel like seperating myself from that thread is like my way of reaching a new level. I also was getting lazy in writing reports since I was just straight beasting all the time, shit was going down almost every week and I just didnt get value from posting little details about nights like I used to when I was more of a beginner but now I feel like i should start writing again, maybe not as in depth on each night but a good general view of how the night went.

Lots of mindsets are more engrained now , Im having a lot more awesome nights, whether I do well with women or not Im still having an awesome time. Even my writing has changed from chode writing to not so chode..

My mindsets with MONEY, SUCCESS, BUSINESS, everything has been changing. Recently, my main wing and myself started our own business, its going pretty good with almost 100% growth in the second month so we'll see what happens.

My momentum has been much more MACRO lately, Im motivated in every area. Although I feel like being so focussed on business has definetly affected my Beastmodingg all dayy err dayy but its still there I just need to get it going every night.

Over the past 9 months, Ive really been through alot of the different phases.

Going through the "phone numbers" phase. Getting over 300 numbers but lots of them flaking time and time again. The approach anxiety phase, where I was going out alot but harddddly approaching and having trouble getting in any state at all, being terrible state dependant. Having many oppportunities pass me by with girls who were really into it but fucking it up. Having day 2 upon day 2 but nothing sticking. LMR. 4 girls in one week. 0 girls in 2 months. And onnnnnn it goes. So many different things ive learnt and to me its only beginning.

Right now im alot more consistent, but still many old things haunting me and having a lot more new, "higher quality" problems.

Some of my most recent sticking points have been actually being able to pull. I feel part of this is the fact that I live at home and bringing them there is not an option but I cant make excuses..Also, losing the girl after it dying off like 30 mins-an hour into the set, when it feels like my brain cant fight off the chode mindsets for that long and they just sneak back and the girl feels it. Ive been having a good amount of success in 2011, 13 girls so far, its been fun, but i feel in some areas ive gone backwards, and in others progressed like crazy.

GOALS, MINDSETS, THINGS I NEED TO DO THIS SUMMERRR/NEXT 4 WEEKS

Game
- Continue Going out 5 nights a week, sunday/mon cherish/day 2 nights. Day game atleast 3x a week if not 5.
- Keep the momentum going all the time
- Beast at any time of the day
- Approach when im notttttt in state or have nooo momentum
- Go for the hottest girls
- Go into the FEARR sets
- More intent
- Talk slower
- Be more chill and less energy
-EYE CONTACT
- Lower the "horynish" physicality
- Be more direct, say crazier shit
- Talk about what I want to talk about
- Become more present, really listen
-Make sure my tonality is always spot on
- Be more dominant
- Create that sense of entitlment
- Recreate the harem that I once had with a solid bunch of women.
- REALLY WANT SUCCESS WITH WOMEN AND HAVING WOMEN IN MY LIFE

Money/ Life
-
Start working out again 3x a week, keep 9% bodyfat but gain 10lbs of muscle
-Eat muchhhh better
- Learn spanish
- Move out by the end of the summer
- Stick to my views on never working for someone again, and pimp out my current business so I can do that
- Reinforce all the mindests by surrounding myself with people on  path, listeing to audio/video with people and metors who have done what i want to do.
- Read a new book every week.
- Visualization drills.
- Go on 3 small trips to Montreal, Toronto, and NYC

My mind is set on doing alot of these things. I really have sooo much time on my hands right now, so there is no excuse not to accomplish most of these if not all. I really want to push myself to do day and night game EVERY week.

Im going straight beastttt broooossss
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Tuesday May 3rd 2011

Its very ironic to the title of this thread, how NOT Beast this first night was. Many stupid thigns happend but whatever, take it as they come.

Tonight I had just finished doing business work and was supposed to go out with my wing like every other night but he was sisck and didnt want to beast. Not only had I not been out alone in MONTHS, but I also had Not been out completely sober in a couple weeks. All last week I drank every night, not a terrible  amount but enough to make a difference, the week before was the same. 3 weeks ago I went 3 nights in a row sober and killed them, pulling one of the nights so really its not much of a difference its just a momentum and getting into state problem. I wanted to go ALLL week sober.

So I ended up going out anyways, not alone tho, some of my boys msgsed me last minute and decided to come out. These guys are not into pick up and fairly chode sadly, so going out with them, without a wing is fairly fail. I was tryign to make the best of it tho.

Hit up the bar, beasted on some bitties in the coat check line, its funny cuz I literrally had 5 girls just glaring at me, while these other 2 who I knew from before were groping me hard, 1 wants to fuck realy bad but im not down, I was in a terrible state and did nothing with it.

Choded a bit with the boys who were just posted on the chode wall, I needed to do some shit.

There were 2 significant if you want to call it, sets of the night. 1 was with this really cute spanish chick with glasses. Opened her pretty direct with my body language/ eyes, amd just told her she should smile more. I seem to use this alot, it works, but I want to start using more random shit. I usually always do when I have alot of momentum so i guess i cant say shit about that.

She was definetly down, my chodeliness is what ruined it and failed her tests. At one point she said " you just want to fuck me" I think I handled it well, I pulled her in and said " im fucking keeping you", really that was when the makeout should of happend and I kind of realized it immediately. It slowly died after about 15 mins.

2nd was with this short italian girl, I just grabbed her when I was dancing, she started grinding, did some push pull shit, she liked it, but was really boring actuallly. I had another opportunity for a makeout but it didnt happen. This lasted for a while, I dont know wtf I was doing in this set.

I went hard on a few random sets, but I just felt my intent being low, it was gay. I need to go back to my hardcore intent " you're fucking cute" approaches, those were dime.

I then ended up having to take the most epic shit, to the point where I could no longer beast, so I left.

sooo.
INTENT.
KEEP APPROACHING TO GET MOMENUTM
DOMINANCE
GO FOR THE FUCKING MAKEOUT.

Goodnight, tomo will be beastlier I promise.
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Wednesday May 4th 2011

Heading out to one of the only 2 decent bars on Wednesdays. Going sober dober once again with my main wing and business partner. We neeeed to stop working on business before we go out, takes me forever to get momentum going again, but w.e

Hit the Bar, wasnt that busy, opened a few random sets that were pretty bland. Me and my wing vibed a bit talking about random shit.

Kept choding from approaching bigger sets with a few hotties.

Then out of nowhere a girl ive had a thing for in the past but never acted on was there and saw me. Screamed my name, she was fairly drunk but was on the nutsack hard, so was her friend who was fairly hot but pretty crazy. They were dancing on me for a bit, and since there was a lot of chode activity in this bar we were the center of attention at this point, making alot of the other girls focus their attention on us. When I ejected from that when they were about to go to the washroom as soon as i was walking away a group of 4 girls, all who ive seen before and who went to my old highschool 4 years ago approached me. All on my nuts saying how hot I am etc, funny with this set, I was pretty chill, 2 of them were cute but the one i wanted wasnt totally down, but as soon as I was showing interest at all in them its like they lost interest for a few minutes. Later in the night the same thing happened, they would all be staring and gossiping as I was rocking it with another girl, I shouldve went harder on them.

I ended up seeing the original girl again, she has a boyfriend now but everyhting was pointing towards us hooking up even her friend liked the idea, we ended up making out a bit but as the night progressed she got sloppy drunk and I reallly wasnt about to deal with that so let her friend take her home.

Ive been having momentum and state problems when Ive been completely sober lately, like if i dont keep it going it will drop dramatically and ill get in a negative headspace. I kept going tho.

Opened this cute redhead who was alone, Told her if she had no friends she doesnt  have to be embarrased, I pushed this set hard quickly and ended up making out with her as she was trying to find her friends, then she stayed a bit but it was like I was too much for her and she didnt have enough confidence it handle it, pretty funny.

Another set that didnt go amazing but I was happy I did were these 2 bomb french girls who were on the side of the bar, I let the fear build up as I was walking over and just went in, it actually opened well they were just reallllly french and the language barrier sucked. The hotter of the 2 wanted me to stay but kept saying she didnt understand me and told me to speak french which i hate doing, so i slowly ejected.

From there the night was fairly bland,myself or my wing wasnt doing too much, we left at around 1:30.

MORE INTENT
STOP HESITATING
KEEP BEING NORMAL
DONT BE STATE DEPENDANT

its funny even though I viewed this as a shitty night, people who i saw there the next day were sayin how much i was pimping it when realy it wasnt that great at all, I just need to stop being hard on myself for when im slumping.
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So WOWWWW, past couple weeks have been INTERESTING

A few days of going out after my last post I had a ROUGH night, like DAMN. Went out alone, and dead sober which i hadnt done in forever and shit was just terrible. I think the combination of the whole week kinda being poor and the fact that i was going out completely sober all week was changing things, it was a wake up call for sure but I feel like alot of it was just negative reinforcement because I was just consistently thinking negative that whole week, even tho it wasnt even really that bad.

What I ended up doign was taking a week off. I felt like i needed it to clear my head hardcore, it was tough, I didnt visit the site, watch anything, or go out for that whole week, just told myself I had to be social either way but have no pick up in mind.

When I returned however, it was beast. starting friday...

Friday
- Pulled with one of my wings......This night was funny, I was being social with everyone, knew alot of people. Opened this short haired girl earlier she was down but they had to leave, later found them again and the set begannn. This girl was reallly into it at the beginning but I felt like it was too much of me being the Seller and her the Buyer it felt like she was calling the shots so she obv got unattracted, I thought it was over so i really just chilled and didnt give a fuck. i stayed in cuz my wing was killing it with her friend and she was being a good friend just staying with me, Really it could have been awkward as hell btu I just chilled out, stared at her and put the pressure on her. The fact of really not caring what happens and just standing there is sooo powerful, i told her she could leave but she would then just hit me and grab me. After some lazer fuckign and some more push pull she was all over me and crazy make outs. Im all over these model looking short haired girls its so cute.

My wing ended up pulling his for a walk, mine was freaking out that they left so we went to find them, we actually had some good deep convos she was was cool but young and immature which was kind of annoying. She was very DTF, and stating that, the plan was to go to her house, but her virgin friend who was with my wing kind of messed that up. We tried to split them up, I almost had mine in my car but then she was being weird and starting saying things like " ill take your number and when I feel like fuckign i call you" lol shit ANNOYED the shti out of me so i drove her back to her friends, and just waitd till she got out as she was just waiting for me to take her number which i did not, regretting it a bit now since she was kind of cool but whatever.

Sunday- Was fucking beasssttt. In short, i lorded the shit out of this club, nobody could touch me, had 2 long sets go harddd then after fingerblasting they had instant buyers remorse. Had a few others that went well, i was just in all out party mode. Dude trying to amog me, fucking tooled him in front of 5 stunner blondes, shit was funny.

Monday-
day 2'd a girl from sunday, went welll

Tuesday
- Beasted like a mother fucker again, straight party mode, partied with literally the whole bar. Ended up fucking this girl in the alley behind the bar. boss.

Its crazy how much i shifted in this past week and a half, was realllly down the past week or so then these past few nights were crazyyyyy.

What really hit me? REALLL FREEDOM FROM OUTCOME. When you have NO motive talking to ANYONE, shit just changes. Everything is so much more free, there is no pressure and people just feel it and love it. Bringing the party is NOT always bringing the entertainment, its bringing your world over but having no care in the world whether they like or dislike you, you are still having fun and that's all that matters.

Last few nights, ive partied like a mother fucker. More than in a long time. To some it could be dancing monkey, to me, its just what i wanted to do. When I wanted to chill out and literally just stand and stare at people I did that, but for some reason I was still getting the same reactions/getting approached as if I was the fucking party. Why? I was soo chilled and nothing mattered at that point. Didnt care if girls were into me,
didnt care about the dudes staring like fags, being so present and not caring about the outcome of anything is so fucking huge. It was the same when I was in intense party mode. I just wanted to party, thats it. I literally only opened with clapping my hands or grabbing girls to party with me. Nothing in my head was saying ok, go approach this one and say X. Never.

Did I approach as much as usual? no Did I push myself into the hardest sets all the time? No. But this was just straight natural, having a good time and getting women consequently. When girls see your just there for a good time, there is no rejection (well rarely) They phenee for this shit. Last night at jthe bar, every fucking person can see what youre doing in this club, and when women see you partying with pretty much the whole bar, they will either 1.be on your nuts 2. pretend to not be on your nuts but stare at you the whole night and gossip, its hilarious.


You need to be sooo in your own reality to be able to do this consistently. Doing whatever you want whenever, there is no reaction seeking at all and you are free from any possible outcome dependence.

Party, that is all.
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tspongt

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The past week and a half has been BEASSSTTTT

Ive been pulling consistently ( not always banging the girl, but most of the time) ive been approaching like mad and its been crazy.

This past weekend was insane, pulled thursday, friday went hard asss fuck, and Saturday may have had oneof my most insane nights ever even without pulling or that many results. I may have approached close to 40 sets, just going crazy on everything, literrally my boy and I didnt let one set go by without opening it, and we were fucking KILLING these sets. Like girls were ALLL over our nuts. Too many numbers though not enough closing, i think around 13. Stupid..but fucking fun. Have a new 32 old mom in the rotation from this now and shes a stunner for 32 ( me being 20). That night was true beast mode.

here is a hilarious clip doing a new beast move,credit one of my boys for videoinggg.....



Tuesday June 7th 2011.

Last night was beast. I pulled earlly, like 1230, was textbook. Easy open, talk a bit, makeout, "lets go eat". Got alot of LMR tho, like ALOT. Still got it done, she was actually insane.

My boy M.iracle, and Deelex both stayed the whole time going hard on the place,

Here's our first AUDIO Field Report, this shit is funny, we are retarded.

Free MP3 download: FR1 June 7th2011.mp3
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Ottawa goes too hard for Montreal'erssssss
Mr. Mtl Madison wrote:
I feel conned in to watching this video … I will not be returning
tspongt wrote:
The past week and a half has been BEASSSTTTT

Ive been pulling consistently ( not always banging the girl, but most of the time) ive been approaching like mad and its been crazy.

This past weekend was insane, pulled thursday, friday went hard asss fuck, and Saturday may have had oneof my most insane nights ever even without pulling or that many results. I may have approached close to 40 sets, just going crazy on everything, literrally my boy and I didnt let one set go by without opening it, and we were fucking KILLING these sets. Like girls were ALLL over our nuts. Too many numbers though not enough closing, i think around 13. Stupid..but fucking fun. Have a new 32 old mom in the rotation from this now and shes a stunner for 32 ( me being 20). That night was true beast mode.

here is a hilarious clip doing a new beast move.....



Tuesday June 7th 2011.

Last night was beast. I pulled earlly, like 1230, was textbook. Easy open, talk a bit, makeout, "lets go eat". Got alot of LMR tho, like ALOT. Still got it done, she was actually insane.

My boy M.iracle, and Deelex both stayed the whole time going hard on the place,

Here's our first AUDIO Field Report, this shit is funny, we are retarded.

Free MP3 download: FR1 June 7th2011.mp3

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Hahaha, I cant believe you posted that. We gotta keep making these though, too much shit goes undocumented during these random street romps.
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mooky wrote:
Hahaha, I cant believe you posted that. We gotta keep making these though, too much shit goes undocumented during these random street romps.
Lool yesss, these video's are hilarious.

You have been slacking on beasting this week tho. Come out tonighttt

Thursday June 10th 2011

Tonight headed out to a soliddd spot for thursdays. This place is smaller, but gets packed the fuck out, and always has some of the hottest girls in the city come.

I felt a bit weird tonight, although we were tearing up the dfloor like usual, creating the fucking party, I just felt try hardish/pussy that I wasnt doing hard ass approaches. Im really hard on myself clearly, cuz I was actually approaching alot and appraoching the hottest girls in the bar consistently. I also had a few good long sets where the girl was very down but I managed to let it fizzle out. This happend numerous times and it was fustrating. Then I got to a point where I was getting very outcome dependant and felt like I needed sets to go well for me to view my night as good or to "redeem" myself. It wasnt like my usual self. 

I ended up seeing a girl I kind of know, and know she's into me. It didnt take long for me to escalate that quick then pull her to an alleyway where she proceeded to suck on deee cawk for a bit, wasnt the best head ever. Sex wasnt going down and she wanted me too wait till the end of the night to go to her house and really I didnt like her enough to wait so I just wanted to go back and beast some more. Got back, approached  a bit, but nothing was sticking.

THIS PROBLEMM ive been seeing especially at this bar lately is the fact that its "bar scene" central and sooo clique'y. I know alot of bar scene people so sometimes it helps for me to get in on these bar girls but for the most part they stay in their little groups and dont like outsiders coming in, esepcially the hottest girls. This social conditioning bs is really fucking with me, Ive been having mad trouble with these turbo;s and getting into these sets where the social circle is strong/ filled with a bunch of HIGH Value / Status dudes that these girls are just drawn to soo easily.

If anyone has some experience with that and can shed some light that would be sick.

No Audio Field Report today, will have one tonight hopefully.
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Friday june 10th 2011

New Audio report, im liking these more than writinggggg

Free MP3 download: FR2 June 10th 2011.mp3
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lol @ driving sober
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M.iracle wrote:
lol @ driving sober
Males with vaginas are not allowed to post in this thread....
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