feeling organized and empowered.
in the middle of a lot of work.
hard to find the feeling of "completion"
sleep and wine good.
would like to meditat more. dono why i'm not in gym
it clicked though about the not going out part. that's good. love love
wana fuk too................................................................
feels like a period of accelerated change... trying not to get too ahead of myself
big ideas. lots of confusion.
feeling REALLY GOOD in the moment. Am less sure about my studies.
i try to be authentic in everything I do and am.
It's hard for me to do something unless I throw myself into it completely
best of luck to all.
i am realizing the importance of: "i am self-validated"
must be serious about scheduling 8 hours sleep... agg thats important.
did gym on sunday. need to try for the full 4 this week.
ok bedtime. on mind: brad sugars, tony robbins, money, hot girls.
i'm tired. goodnight
also been eating lot of meat and high protein. wrote on goals sheet: "lift weights". will materialize.
HOT GIRLS EVERYWHERE. I can't wait to get mine too.
three meeting with chicas 2moro.. yes for WORK... but it keeps me going. i love hot girls.
I CAN'T NOT BE AWESOME. I AM SELF-VALIDATED.
bit lost here
frustrated, willing to work HARD for something I ENJOY.
Perfectionist in that sense.
Period of chaos. because all is GOOD.....
I have everything I want. But I also strive for so much more.
I don't know what this innate tendancy is
really hot girls. love. work i enjoy. friends. financial freedom.
travel. meeting people. learning. giving.
interesting past few days.
i think i'm working. not really sure what "working" means yet. but i do know that i am not in the streets drunk on my ass babbling shit.
my focus has been heavy on productivity.
i keep going. path to self disicipline. power. money. FINANCIAL FREEDOM.
awake, alive. aware. hard working. able-bodied. motivated.