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i knew something was up when i could see the spectrum of light coming off of my phone. i laughed when i saw my 3 friends huddled together, slowly walking out of the safe ass house and looking up at the sky. the clouds in the backyard had already twisted into a spiraly blackhole and then morphed into evil spirits - my friend saw a dragon. an evil dragon.
3 grams of california golden caps. 2 grams of weak shit was the most i'd had prior to this.
as i lay down, looking up into the sky, i became aware of a small, moving ball of light, slowly eating any clouds around it, like a black hole...only a light hole, and all it wanted was clouds. it took up maybe 1/100th of my total visual field and wasn't anywhere but in the sky.
but then, i started to notice something in the clouds...that wasn't quite clouds. lizards? no. gekkos. the skeletons of gekkos. and they were moving...all flying, like a flock of birds. they were gigantic and in full HD and 100% real to me. I had a fearful anxiety but talking to my friend returned me to reality a wee bit.
I went back inside...fuck the gekkos. the sky was rippling like water and i could see lightning moving horizontally. none of my friends could handle what they were seeing either. I laid down on a couch and became hypersensitive in the fact that invisible energy was sapping away the heat of my body and making me feel cold - something that i took for granted every day. it became the cold monster.
to battle the cold monster i covered myself with a blanket. my friend in his trippin balls stupor discovered that if you cup your hands behind your ears and direct them forward, your hearing improves. we talked shit until we tried it and it blew our minds. then the blanket started to eat me. the feeling was terrible. after that though, the feeling didnt go away - i couldn't touch anything without realizing that i was only a force of energy and that "contact" was only a figment of my imagination and there was only the interaction of energy.
then i died. i had the most god horrible fucking experience i have ever had in my life. human spirits moved along the edges of the walls, beckoning me to death. i fought it for a few seconds, but then i gave in, and asked them to show me...careful what you wish for.
there was no night or day, there was only human perception. there was no going back to my family, all of the people that i had ever loved and all of the experiences that I had ever had were nullified. I was in a state of pure horror, grief, and anxiety. my friends decided to walk to 7-11 (LOL). i tried to sleep, but saw my reflection in a tv and became explosively frightened because i had no recollection of myself. imagine looking at yourself but seeing another person, as if you were not human at all, and had never been, while in a state of pure horror....god damn.
i drove home. oddly enough, i was sober as fuck as i drove home but still in a panic state. when i got outta my truck though, it was back to old fucked up in the ass universe of bullshit. i threw up and felt a pain i could not describe to you in words, feeling the weight of my life coming to an end.
i heard a voice say "if i can survive this...i can survive anything" with conviction. i wandered back into my room and laid down on my bed. the souls from the walls at the other house had followed me to my house and were now watching me as i lay writhing and frightened on my bed, watching my pillows inflate in size and being generally terrified. i remember, though, before i fell asleep, i started to feel love - so much love it hurt, like pure love and nothing else. i fell asleep.
i woke up the next day more relieved than i had ever been, realizing the fleeting nature of life, the uncertainty of death, and a new appreciation for my sobriety, my friends, and my family. the fibonacci spiral became a beautiful reflection point for me.
and all of it went down on april 1st. fucked up ya? april 1st is the only fucking day of the year you can't trust -any- news or media information you receive. this is not a fun realization to come to on mushrooms.
HAHA! best post ever written. this shit nearly killed me from laughter. if you wanna piss yourselves laughing smoke some weed put on text speech and read out this post. LOL 3 grams of california golden caps. 2 grams of weak shit was the most i'd had prior to this.
as i lay down, looking up into the sky, i became aware of a small, moving ball of light, slowly eating any clouds around it, like a black hole...only a light hole, and all it wanted was clouds. it took up maybe 1/100th of my total visual field and wasn't anywhere but in the sky.
but then, i started to notice something in the clouds...that wasn't quite clouds. lizards? no. gekkos. the skeletons of gekkos. and they were moving...all flying, like a flock of birds. they were gigantic and in full HD and 100% real to me. I had a fearful anxiety but talking to my friend returned me to reality a wee bit.
I went back inside...fuck the gekkos. the sky was rippling like water and i could see lightning moving horizontally. none of my friends could handle what they were seeing either. I laid down on a couch and became hypersensitive in the fact that invisible energy was sapping away the heat of my body and making me feel cold - something that i took for granted every day. it became the cold monster.
to battle the cold monster i covered myself with a blanket. my friend in his trippin balls stupor discovered that if you cup your hands behind your ears and direct them forward, your hearing improves. we talked shit until we tried it and it blew our minds. then the blanket started to eat me. the feeling was terrible. after that though, the feeling didnt go away - i couldn't touch anything without realizing that i was only a force of energy and that "contact" was only a figment of my imagination and there was only the interaction of energy.
then i died. i had the most god horrible fucking experience i have ever had in my life. human spirits moved along the edges of the walls, beckoning me to death. i fought it for a few seconds, but then i gave in, and asked them to show me...careful what you wish for.
there was no night or day, there was only human perception. there was no going back to my family, all of the people that i had ever loved and all of the experiences that I had ever had were nullified. I was in a state of pure horror, grief, and anxiety. my friends decided to walk to 7-11 (LOL). i tried to sleep, but saw my reflection in a tv and became explosively frightened because i had no recollection of myself. imagine looking at yourself but seeing another person, as if you were not human at all, and had never been, while in a state of pure horror....god damn.
i drove home. oddly enough, i was sober as fuck as i drove home but still in a panic state. when i got outta my truck though, it was back to old fucked up in the ass universe of bullshit. i threw up and felt a pain i could not describe to you in words, feeling the weight of my life coming to an end.
i heard a voice say "if i can survive this...i can survive anything" with conviction. i wandered back into my room and laid down on my bed. the souls from the walls at the other house had followed me to my house and were now watching me as i lay writhing and frightened on my bed, watching my pillows inflate in size and being generally terrified. i remember, though, before i fell asleep, i started to feel love - so much love it hurt, like pure love and nothing else. i fell asleep.
i woke up the next day more relieved than i had ever been, realizing the fleeting nature of life, the uncertainty of death, and a new appreciation for my sobriety, my friends, and my family. the fibonacci spiral became a beautiful reflection point for me.
and all of it went down on april 1st. fucked up ya? april 1st is the only fucking day of the year you can't trust -any- news or media information you receive. this is not a fun realization to come to on mushrooms.
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Getting into what? Standup? Isolation Tank?
Standup. Would love to see him get into the tank as well, though. saw joe rogan last night live, killed it. would love to see tyler get into that, i remember him expressing interest at one point
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haha. sounds like my acid trip.
i knew something was up when i could see the spectrum of light coming off of my phone. i laughed when i saw my 3 friends huddled together, slowly walking out of the safe ass house and looking up at the sky. the clouds in the backyard had already twisted into a spiraly blackhole and then morphed into evil spirits - my friend saw a dragon. an evil dragon.
3 grams of california golden caps. 2 grams of weak shit was the most i'd had prior to this.
as i lay down, looking up into the sky, i became aware of a small, moving ball of light, slowly eating any clouds around it, like a black hole...only a light hole, and all it wanted was clouds. it took up maybe 1/100th of my total visual field and wasn't anywhere but in the sky.
but then, i started to notice something in the clouds...that wasn't quite clouds. lizards? no. gekkos. the skeletons of gekkos. and they were moving...all flying, like a flock of birds. they were gigantic and in full HD and 100% real to me. I had a fearful anxiety but talking to my friend returned me to reality a wee bit.
I went back inside...fuck the gekkos. the sky was rippling like water and i could see lightning moving horizontally. none of my friends could handle what they were seeing either. I laid down on a couch and became hypersensitive in the fact that invisible energy was sapping away the heat of my body and making me feel cold - something that i took for granted every day. it became the cold monster.
to battle the cold monster i covered myself with a blanket. my friend in his trippin balls stupor discovered that if you cup your hands behind your ears and direct them forward, your hearing improves. we talked shit until we tried it and it blew our minds. then the blanket started to eat me. the feeling was terrible. after that though, the feeling didnt go away - i couldn't touch anything without realizing that i was only a force of energy and that "contact" was only a figment of my imagination and there was only the interaction of energy.
then i died. i had the most god horrible fucking experience i have ever had in my life. human spirits moved along the edges of the walls, beckoning me to death. i fought it for a few seconds, but then i gave in, and asked them to show me...careful what you wish for.
there was no night or day, there was only human perception. there was no going back to my family, all of the people that i had ever loved and all of the experiences that I had ever had were nullified. I was in a state of pure horror, grief, and anxiety. my friends decided to walk to 7-11 (LOL). i tried to sleep, but saw my reflection in a tv and became explosively frightened because i had no recollection of myself. imagine looking at yourself but seeing another person, as if you were not human at all, and had never been, while in a state of pure horror....god damn.
i drove home. oddly enough, i was sober as fuck as i drove home but still in a panic state. when i got outta my truck though, it was back to old fucked up in the ass universe of bullshit. i threw up and felt a pain i could not describe to you in words, feeling the weight of my life coming to an end.
i heard a voice say "if i can survive this...i can survive anything" with conviction. i wandered back into my room and laid down on my bed. the souls from the walls at the other house had followed me to my house and were now watching me as i lay writhing and frightened on my bed, watching my pillows inflate in size and being generally terrified. i remember, though, before i fell asleep, i started to feel love - so much love it hurt, like pure love and nothing else. i fell asleep.
i woke up the next day more relieved than i had ever been, realizing the fleeting nature of life, the uncertainty of death, and a new appreciation for my sobriety, my friends, and my family. the fibonacci spiral became a beautiful reflection point for me.
and all of it went down on april 1st. fucked up ya? april 1st is the only fucking day of the year you can't trust -any- news or media information you receive. this is not a fun realization to come to on mushrooms.
HAHA! best post ever written. this shit nearly killed me from laughter. if you wanna piss yourselves laughing smoke some weed put on text speech and read out this post. LOL3 grams of california golden caps. 2 grams of weak shit was the most i'd had prior to this.
as i lay down, looking up into the sky, i became aware of a small, moving ball of light, slowly eating any clouds around it, like a black hole...only a light hole, and all it wanted was clouds. it took up maybe 1/100th of my total visual field and wasn't anywhere but in the sky.
but then, i started to notice something in the clouds...that wasn't quite clouds. lizards? no. gekkos. the skeletons of gekkos. and they were moving...all flying, like a flock of birds. they were gigantic and in full HD and 100% real to me. I had a fearful anxiety but talking to my friend returned me to reality a wee bit.
I went back inside...fuck the gekkos. the sky was rippling like water and i could see lightning moving horizontally. none of my friends could handle what they were seeing either. I laid down on a couch and became hypersensitive in the fact that invisible energy was sapping away the heat of my body and making me feel cold - something that i took for granted every day. it became the cold monster.
to battle the cold monster i covered myself with a blanket. my friend in his trippin balls stupor discovered that if you cup your hands behind your ears and direct them forward, your hearing improves. we talked shit until we tried it and it blew our minds. then the blanket started to eat me. the feeling was terrible. after that though, the feeling didnt go away - i couldn't touch anything without realizing that i was only a force of energy and that "contact" was only a figment of my imagination and there was only the interaction of energy.
then i died. i had the most god horrible fucking experience i have ever had in my life. human spirits moved along the edges of the walls, beckoning me to death. i fought it for a few seconds, but then i gave in, and asked them to show me...careful what you wish for.
there was no night or day, there was only human perception. there was no going back to my family, all of the people that i had ever loved and all of the experiences that I had ever had were nullified. I was in a state of pure horror, grief, and anxiety. my friends decided to walk to 7-11 (LOL). i tried to sleep, but saw my reflection in a tv and became explosively frightened because i had no recollection of myself. imagine looking at yourself but seeing another person, as if you were not human at all, and had never been, while in a state of pure horror....god damn.
i drove home. oddly enough, i was sober as fuck as i drove home but still in a panic state. when i got outta my truck though, it was back to old fucked up in the ass universe of bullshit. i threw up and felt a pain i could not describe to you in words, feeling the weight of my life coming to an end.
i heard a voice say "if i can survive this...i can survive anything" with conviction. i wandered back into my room and laid down on my bed. the souls from the walls at the other house had followed me to my house and were now watching me as i lay writhing and frightened on my bed, watching my pillows inflate in size and being generally terrified. i remember, though, before i fell asleep, i started to feel love - so much love it hurt, like pure love and nothing else. i fell asleep.
i woke up the next day more relieved than i had ever been, realizing the fleeting nature of life, the uncertainty of death, and a new appreciation for my sobriety, my friends, and my family. the fibonacci spiral became a beautiful reflection point for me.
and all of it went down on april 1st. fucked up ya? april 1st is the only fucking day of the year you can't trust -any- news or media information you receive. this is not a fun realization to come to on mushrooms.
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"A man must stand erect, not be kept erect by others."
-Marcus Aurelius
"By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest."
-Confucius
"A man must stand erect, not be kept erect by others."
-Marcus Aurelius
"By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest."
-Confucius
I never try any drugs in my all life, but I'm really attracted by psychedelik one.
I got a friends who takes lots of differant kind of, and most of them will be useless in your pick up, caus they kill the sexual need. He told me that with shroom, acid, MDMA, MESCA . . . you just want to be alone or give hugs to people, love everybody but no sex.
Weird.
YOU DON'T NEED THE SHIT TO PICK UP. If you want a inner journey exp go for it, but don't use it in clubs and shit.
A cool trip will be : you + a hippie fuck body + acid + music + paint.
I got a friends who takes lots of differant kind of, and most of them will be useless in your pick up, caus they kill the sexual need. He told me that with shroom, acid, MDMA, MESCA . . . you just want to be alone or give hugs to people, love everybody but no sex.
Weird.
YOU DON'T NEED THE SHIT TO PICK UP. If you want a inner journey exp go for it, but don't use it in clubs and shit.
A cool trip will be : you + a hippie fuck body + acid + music + paint.
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Wait.... alexanda did some Shrooomz?
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It was given to me by a voice after dietary purification, years of daily binaural meditation, and sorcery (DMT).
Proof I'm an anticrhist? Isaiah 14:13 "You have said to yourself, 'I will ascend to the heavens, put my throne above the stars, and I will sit upon the hidden holy mountin where gods meet.' Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit." http://i.imgur.com/woRc0.jpg "Your pillar of faith has ascended." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pr4GYQbHLI
Realsneaky, the Jewish Messiah, at the Gate with His Holiness The Drama Llama declares this to be the Era. Gnosticism: "I believe in the participation of all saints in One divinity, the lifting of the veil of ignorance, the revelation of doctrine to individuals, that sin is a condition of the separated soul and not an action requiring forgiveness, a return to the heavenly realm, and life everlasting."
Terminate the 450 to advance the Messianic Era. Peace through God-given biological potential. The Lord through personal encounter.
-There's no need to touch the 400 (big C, class of 397) but their golden calf is very mature i.imgur.com/AsnK8.jpg
-1 Kings 18.27: “Shout louder! After all, he is a god. But he may be in conversation, or lost in thought, or he may be on a journey (to the bathroom). Perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened." I-am that I-am is present here and now. Elijah's notable potty humor? www.rsdnation.com/node/145175 It's the best I could do.
-The 450 are smart and deserve respect. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYabrQrXt4A It could have been ONLY them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcFlp6kl508 Some things are inevitable. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeZ5GpcG4sc
-The Jews were so disappointed that he let them go to sleep. Then they realized he should be the One to pull that old trick. Why? He will be a military leader.
-The mind and the body are a temple in which you can find his Presence. "I do not agree that there is no zen, only that there is no master." Peace exists in many traditions.
-The "[worthy] desires of your heart" are a precondition to the the Messianic Era.
-450? What a catastrophic number! Do they tempt the Lord deliberately? In a day and Age like this? Elijah is born as an adult, curses them famously, an economic crisis hits, ravens feed him (talented, friendly, smart, generous, great to work with and INTIMIDATING ravens at that), Jezebel attempts to bring 400 supporting a feminized counterpart to YHVH, three years and six months later the Lord accepts a sacrfice of the carcass of the bull (Biff, notice how important the arrangement of the articles is), and Elijah orders the termination of the 450. They're selected for left-brain Sudoku puzzle dominance, not g, which makes them committed to "judgments, labels, interpretations, and comparisons." They do not and can not know his presence, which is inherently unreactive and non-judgmental. That moral disability is correctable with Holosync.
-Theology simplified and made real: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/182885?page=9#comment-733454 In the Ayahuasca article, the nature of reincarnation is "other lives" that are contemporaneous from the other side. I haven't seen it myself, however. It is my guess that with Ayahuasca the Messiah too will enter something quite similar to the Garden of Eden and receive knowledge of the heavens. See 2 Corinthians 12, where Paul is in the 3rd layer of the heavens.
-Gate Messiah: You are the son of Levi-ticus (the law). I am the son of "Yo, Hi!" The Rabbi on The Spirit Molecule DVD ( http://thespiritmolecule.com/ ) says the pineal is the gate. St. Louis is the "City [known as the] Gate." (deromi = southern, where I was born, and a city like Rome. Both are true.) Even the thief on the cross received paradise "to-day" Keep the hyphen.
-What does Outcome Dependence have to do with anything? See Brad, Jeff, and Biff's kiss closes: www.rsdnation.com/node/164594
-To a corrupt generation he will be riding an ass. To a righteous generation he will come from the heavens. This could be a prelude to The False Prophet. I would still watch out for anyone wearing Purple and Crimson (Scarlet) on many waters representing the peoples of the earth with kings, riches, and fornications. I am sometimes a liar and rarely divinely inspired. Rev. 13:11-17 "Then I saw a second beast, coming out of the earth. It had two horns like a lamb, but it spoke like a dragon. [Its] fatal wound had been healed. And it performed great signs, even causing fire to come down from heaven to the earth in full view of the people. It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name."
It was given to me by a voice after dietary purification, years of daily binaural meditation, and sorcery (DMT).
Proof I'm an anticrhist? Isaiah 14:13 "You have said to yourself, 'I will ascend to the heavens, put my throne above the stars, and I will sit upon the hidden holy mountin where gods meet.' Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit." http://i.imgur.com/woRc0.jpg "Your pillar of faith has ascended." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pr4GYQbHLI
Realsneaky, the Jewish Messiah, at the Gate with His Holiness The Drama Llama declares this to be the Era. Gnosticism: "I believe in the participation of all saints in One divinity, the lifting of the veil of ignorance, the revelation of doctrine to individuals, that sin is a condition of the separated soul and not an action requiring forgiveness, a return to the heavenly realm, and life everlasting."
Terminate the 450 to advance the Messianic Era. Peace through God-given biological potential. The Lord through personal encounter.
-There's no need to touch the 400 (big C, class of 397) but their golden calf is very mature i.imgur.com/AsnK8.jpg
-1 Kings 18.27: “Shout louder! After all, he is a god. But he may be in conversation, or lost in thought, or he may be on a journey (to the bathroom). Perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened." I-am that I-am is present here and now. Elijah's notable potty humor? www.rsdnation.com/node/145175 It's the best I could do.
-The 450 are smart and deserve respect. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYabrQrXt4A It could have been ONLY them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcFlp6kl508 Some things are inevitable. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeZ5GpcG4sc
-The Jews were so disappointed that he let them go to sleep. Then they realized he should be the One to pull that old trick. Why? He will be a military leader.
-The mind and the body are a temple in which you can find his Presence. "I do not agree that there is no zen, only that there is no master." Peace exists in many traditions.
-The "[worthy] desires of your heart" are a precondition to the the Messianic Era.
-450? What a catastrophic number! Do they tempt the Lord deliberately? In a day and Age like this? Elijah is born as an adult, curses them famously, an economic crisis hits, ravens feed him (talented, friendly, smart, generous, great to work with and INTIMIDATING ravens at that), Jezebel attempts to bring 400 supporting a feminized counterpart to YHVH, three years and six months later the Lord accepts a sacrfice of the carcass of the bull (Biff, notice how important the arrangement of the articles is), and Elijah orders the termination of the 450. They're selected for left-brain Sudoku puzzle dominance, not g, which makes them committed to "judgments, labels, interpretations, and comparisons." They do not and can not know his presence, which is inherently unreactive and non-judgmental. That moral disability is correctable with Holosync.
-Theology simplified and made real: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/182885?page=9#comment-733454 In the Ayahuasca article, the nature of reincarnation is "other lives" that are contemporaneous from the other side. I haven't seen it myself, however. It is my guess that with Ayahuasca the Messiah too will enter something quite similar to the Garden of Eden and receive knowledge of the heavens. See 2 Corinthians 12, where Paul is in the 3rd layer of the heavens.
-Gate Messiah: You are the son of Levi-ticus (the law). I am the son of "Yo, Hi!" The Rabbi on The Spirit Molecule DVD ( http://thespiritmolecule.com/ ) says the pineal is the gate. St. Louis is the "City [known as the] Gate." (deromi = southern, where I was born, and a city like Rome. Both are true.) Even the thief on the cross received paradise "to-day" Keep the hyphen.
-What does Outcome Dependence have to do with anything? See Brad, Jeff, and Biff's kiss closes: www.rsdnation.com/node/164594
-To a corrupt generation he will be riding an ass. To a righteous generation he will come from the heavens. This could be a prelude to The False Prophet. I would still watch out for anyone wearing Purple and Crimson (Scarlet) on many waters representing the peoples of the earth with kings, riches, and fornications. I am sometimes a liar and rarely divinely inspired. Rev. 13:11-17 "Then I saw a second beast, coming out of the earth. It had two horns like a lamb, but it spoke like a dragon. [Its] fatal wound had been healed. And it performed great signs, even causing fire to come down from heaven to the earth in full view of the people. It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name."
does anyone know about Jimson Weed? my roomate just found some naturally growing and picked it: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Datura_stramonium
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does anyone know about Jimson Weed? my roomate just found some naturally growing and picked it: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Datura_stramonium
Do not do Datura unless you're ready for permanent biological damage and a trip from hell. That's what I remember reading.Here's an article on ayahuasca (DMT) in National Geographic. www.nationalgeographic.com/adventure/0603/features/peru.html I might quote sections of it in this thread. It has some pretty choice quotations on ego death and what it seems like to a person who hasn't done it before. They incorrectly state that it's illegal in the US, when it's merely restricted to religious use.
Insight #1: You choose your reality:
I'm also intrigued by the visions I had, which seemed to have an equally powerful role in alleviating my depression: It was as if I'd been shown my own self-imposed hells and taught how to free myself from them. What was really going on?
Insight #2: The benefit of ego death (suspension of defense mechanisms, ability to see yourself without defending your actions)
According to Grob, ayahuasca provokes a profound state of altered consciousness that can lead to temporary "ego disintegration," as he calls it, allowing people to move beyond their defense mechanisms into the depths of their unconscious minds—a unique opportunity, he says, that cannot be duplicated by any nondrug therapy methods.
Insight #3: The third eye. The images you see are your projections taking symbolic form. (ENJOY HELL)
Nothing happens for about 20 minutes. I close my eyes and wait. Soon I start to see a pale green glow; colorful, primordial forms, resembling amoebas or bacteria, float by. Alarmed, I open my eyes. And this is uncanny: I can see the rafters of the hut, the thatch roof, the glow of the stars outside the screened windows—but the same amoeba-like things are passing over that view, as if superimposed.
"You're seeing with your third eye," one of the apprentices explains. Also known in Eastern spiritual traditions as the sixth chakra, the third eye supposedly allows for connection with other dimensions. And what if I am actually seeing two worlds at once? It seems too incredible, and I close my eyes to limit the confusion. Fantastical scenes glide by, composed of ever-shifting geometric forms and textures. Colors seem to be the nature of these views; a dazzling and dizzying display of every conceivable hue blending and parting in kaleidoscopic brilliance.
Dark creatures sail by. Tangles of long, hissing serpents. Dragons spitting fire. Screaming humanlike forms. For a bunch of hallucinations, they seem terrifyingly real. An average ayahuasca ceremony lasts about four to five hours. But in ayahuasca space—where time, linear thought, and the rules of three-dimensional reality no longer apply—four to five hours of sheer darkness and terror can feel like a lifetime. My heartbeat soars; it's hard to breathe. But I have done this before. I remind myself that what I'm experiencing now is my fear taking symbolic form through the ayahuasca.
I see dark, raging faces. My body begins to contort; it feels as if little balls are ripping through my flesh, bursting from my skin. The pain is excruciating. I writhe on the mattress, screaming. Hamilton calls over one of his helpers—a local woman named Rosa—with directions to hold me down.
And now I see an image of a mountain in Libya, a supposedly haunted mountain that I climbed a year and a half ago, despite strong warnings from locals. A voice tells me that whatever is now leaving my body attached itself to me in that place.
"You're seeing with your third eye," one of the apprentices explains. Also known in Eastern spiritual traditions as the sixth chakra, the third eye supposedly allows for connection with other dimensions. And what if I am actually seeing two worlds at once? It seems too incredible, and I close my eyes to limit the confusion. Fantastical scenes glide by, composed of ever-shifting geometric forms and textures. Colors seem to be the nature of these views; a dazzling and dizzying display of every conceivable hue blending and parting in kaleidoscopic brilliance.
Dark creatures sail by. Tangles of long, hissing serpents. Dragons spitting fire. Screaming humanlike forms. For a bunch of hallucinations, they seem terrifyingly real. An average ayahuasca ceremony lasts about four to five hours. But in ayahuasca space—where time, linear thought, and the rules of three-dimensional reality no longer apply—four to five hours of sheer darkness and terror can feel like a lifetime. My heartbeat soars; it's hard to breathe. But I have done this before. I remind myself that what I'm experiencing now is my fear taking symbolic form through the ayahuasca.
I see dark, raging faces. My body begins to contort; it feels as if little balls are ripping through my flesh, bursting from my skin. The pain is excruciating. I writhe on the mattress, screaming. Hamilton calls over one of his helpers—a local woman named Rosa—with directions to hold me down.
And now I see an image of a mountain in Libya, a supposedly haunted mountain that I climbed a year and a half ago, despite strong warnings from locals. A voice tells me that whatever is now leaving my body attached itself to me in that place.
Insight #4: We are one consciousness, experiencing itself subjectively. All this pain is an illusion.
Through a hazy gray cloud, I can see a vision of a white-bearded man—God? Appearing like a giant Santa Claus. And while I'm sure the way he looks is a stereotyped invention of my mind, a kind of visual distillation of something wholly beyond conception, it's bizarre to be talking to him about my problems.
"Why did you hate me so much?" I demand.
"I never hated you," he says. "You hated yourself. I have always loved you as my own child. Know that suffering is the greatest teacher on Earth. It leads us out of our belief in separation."
I don't know what he means by "separation."
"Why did you hate me so much?" I demand.
"I never hated you," he says. "You hated yourself. I have always loved you as my own child. Know that suffering is the greatest teacher on Earth. It leads us out of our belief in separation."
I don't know what he means by "separation."
Anyone want to go with me on a five day ayahuasca retreat? http://www.bluemorphotours.com/ I don't know how I'm going to get money, but I'll swim down there and gather their food or something.
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The first scroll/seal of the Apocalypse is "A long left turn on a right moving script." Go forth conquesting. Ashwagandha is my white horse, a nutraceutical from the East. My crown is the nimbus. I'll save you a heart attack and not explain the bow and arrow. The Kindgom of God is at hand.
It was given to me by a voice after dietary purification, years of daily binaural meditation, and sorcery (DMT).
Proof I'm an anticrhist? Isaiah 14:13 "You have said to yourself, 'I will ascend to the heavens, put my throne above the stars, and I will sit upon the hidden holy mountin where gods meet.' Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit." http://i.imgur.com/woRc0.jpg "Your pillar of faith has ascended." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pr4GYQbHLI
Realsneaky, the Jewish Messiah, at the Gate with His Holiness The Drama Llama declares this to be the Era. Gnosticism: "I believe in the participation of all saints in One divinity, the lifting of the veil of ignorance, the revelation of doctrine to individuals, that sin is a condition of the separated soul and not an action requiring forgiveness, a return to the heavenly realm, and life everlasting."
Terminate the 450 to advance the Messianic Era. Peace through God-given biological potential. The Lord through personal encounter.
-There's no need to touch the 400 (big C, class of 397) but their golden calf is very mature i.imgur.com/AsnK8.jpg
-1 Kings 18.27: “Shout louder! After all, he is a god. But he may be in conversation, or lost in thought, or he may be on a journey (to the bathroom). Perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened." I-am that I-am is present here and now. Elijah's notable potty humor? www.rsdnation.com/node/145175 It's the best I could do.
-The 450 are smart and deserve respect. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYabrQrXt4A It could have been ONLY them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcFlp6kl508 Some things are inevitable. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeZ5GpcG4sc
-The Jews were so disappointed that he let them go to sleep. Then they realized he should be the One to pull that old trick. Why? He will be a military leader.
-The mind and the body are a temple in which you can find his Presence. "I do not agree that there is no zen, only that there is no master." Peace exists in many traditions.
-The "[worthy] desires of your heart" are a precondition to the the Messianic Era.
-450? What a catastrophic number! Do they tempt the Lord deliberately? In a day and Age like this? Elijah is born as an adult, curses them famously, an economic crisis hits, ravens feed him (talented, friendly, smart, generous, great to work with and INTIMIDATING ravens at that), Jezebel attempts to bring 400 supporting a feminized counterpart to YHVH, three years and six months later the Lord accepts a sacrfice of the carcass of the bull (Biff, notice how important the arrangement of the articles is), and Elijah orders the termination of the 450. They're selected for left-brain Sudoku puzzle dominance, not g, which makes them committed to "judgments, labels, interpretations, and comparisons." They do not and can not know his presence, which is inherently unreactive and non-judgmental. That moral disability is correctable with Holosync.
-Theology simplified and made real: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/182885?page=9#comment-733454 In the Ayahuasca article, the nature of reincarnation is "other lives" that are contemporaneous from the other side. I haven't seen it myself, however. It is my guess that with Ayahuasca the Messiah too will enter something quite similar to the Garden of Eden and receive knowledge of the heavens. See 2 Corinthians 12, where Paul is in the 3rd layer of the heavens.
-Gate Messiah: You are the son of Levi-ticus (the law). I am the son of "Yo, Hi!" The Rabbi on The Spirit Molecule DVD ( http://thespiritmolecule.com/ ) says the pineal is the gate. St. Louis is the "City [known as the] Gate." (deromi = southern, where I was born, and a city like Rome. Both are true.) Even the thief on the cross received paradise "to-day" Keep the hyphen.
-What does Outcome Dependence have to do with anything? See Brad, Jeff, and Biff's kiss closes: www.rsdnation.com/node/164594
-To a corrupt generation he will be riding an ass. To a righteous generation he will come from the heavens. This could be a prelude to The False Prophet. I would still watch out for anyone wearing Purple and Crimson (Scarlet) on many waters representing the peoples of the earth with kings, riches, and fornications. I am sometimes a liar and rarely divinely inspired. Rev. 13:11-17 "Then I saw a second beast, coming out of the earth. It had two horns like a lamb, but it spoke like a dragon. [Its] fatal wound had been healed. And it performed great signs, even causing fire to come down from heaven to the earth in full view of the people. It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name."
It was given to me by a voice after dietary purification, years of daily binaural meditation, and sorcery (DMT).
Proof I'm an anticrhist? Isaiah 14:13 "You have said to yourself, 'I will ascend to the heavens, put my throne above the stars, and I will sit upon the hidden holy mountin where gods meet.' Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit." http://i.imgur.com/woRc0.jpg "Your pillar of faith has ascended." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pr4GYQbHLI
Realsneaky, the Jewish Messiah, at the Gate with His Holiness The Drama Llama declares this to be the Era. Gnosticism: "I believe in the participation of all saints in One divinity, the lifting of the veil of ignorance, the revelation of doctrine to individuals, that sin is a condition of the separated soul and not an action requiring forgiveness, a return to the heavenly realm, and life everlasting."
Terminate the 450 to advance the Messianic Era. Peace through God-given biological potential. The Lord through personal encounter.
-There's no need to touch the 400 (big C, class of 397) but their golden calf is very mature i.imgur.com/AsnK8.jpg
-1 Kings 18.27: “Shout louder! After all, he is a god. But he may be in conversation, or lost in thought, or he may be on a journey (to the bathroom). Perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened." I-am that I-am is present here and now. Elijah's notable potty humor? www.rsdnation.com/node/145175 It's the best I could do.
-The 450 are smart and deserve respect. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYabrQrXt4A It could have been ONLY them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcFlp6kl508 Some things are inevitable. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FeZ5GpcG4sc
-The Jews were so disappointed that he let them go to sleep. Then they realized he should be the One to pull that old trick. Why? He will be a military leader.
-The mind and the body are a temple in which you can find his Presence. "I do not agree that there is no zen, only that there is no master." Peace exists in many traditions.
-The "[worthy] desires of your heart" are a precondition to the the Messianic Era.
-450? What a catastrophic number! Do they tempt the Lord deliberately? In a day and Age like this? Elijah is born as an adult, curses them famously, an economic crisis hits, ravens feed him (talented, friendly, smart, generous, great to work with and INTIMIDATING ravens at that), Jezebel attempts to bring 400 supporting a feminized counterpart to YHVH, three years and six months later the Lord accepts a sacrfice of the carcass of the bull (Biff, notice how important the arrangement of the articles is), and Elijah orders the termination of the 450. They're selected for left-brain Sudoku puzzle dominance, not g, which makes them committed to "judgments, labels, interpretations, and comparisons." They do not and can not know his presence, which is inherently unreactive and non-judgmental. That moral disability is correctable with Holosync.
-Theology simplified and made real: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/182885?page=9#comment-733454 In the Ayahuasca article, the nature of reincarnation is "other lives" that are contemporaneous from the other side. I haven't seen it myself, however. It is my guess that with Ayahuasca the Messiah too will enter something quite similar to the Garden of Eden and receive knowledge of the heavens. See 2 Corinthians 12, where Paul is in the 3rd layer of the heavens.
-Gate Messiah: You are the son of Levi-ticus (the law). I am the son of "Yo, Hi!" The Rabbi on The Spirit Molecule DVD ( http://thespiritmolecule.com/ ) says the pineal is the gate. St. Louis is the "City [known as the] Gate." (deromi = southern, where I was born, and a city like Rome. Both are true.) Even the thief on the cross received paradise "to-day" Keep the hyphen.
-What does Outcome Dependence have to do with anything? See Brad, Jeff, and Biff's kiss closes: www.rsdnation.com/node/164594
-To a corrupt generation he will be riding an ass. To a righteous generation he will come from the heavens. This could be a prelude to The False Prophet. I would still watch out for anyone wearing Purple and Crimson (Scarlet) on many waters representing the peoples of the earth with kings, riches, and fornications. I am sometimes a liar and rarely divinely inspired. Rev. 13:11-17 "Then I saw a second beast, coming out of the earth. It had two horns like a lamb, but it spoke like a dragon. [Its] fatal wound had been healed. And it performed great signs, even causing fire to come down from heaven to the earth in full view of the people. It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name."
does anyone know about Jimson Weed? my roomate just found some naturally growing and picked it: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Datura_stramonium
Never fuck with datura.For more info on it read The Teachings of Don Juan by carlos castaneda.
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