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October 16th, 2017
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU REALIZED YOU WERE OUT OF FUCKING CONTROL?
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ambiguity

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"The Don Juan story. The obsessive womanizer. He's this creative, charming, and energetic man. A daring adventurer, but a coward morally, who never finds peace within. His erotic passion is insatiable; no matter how often its consummated, it leaves him restless and disastisfied. And his poetic talent and his drive for mastery only serve his relentless need to possess. Its always about the next acquisition--he even keeps a notebook listing his amorous conquests. He has many, many opportunities for salvation, but he spurns them all. He torments others and sacrifices his own mortal soul. He scorns repentance, and in the end, he's dragged down to hell."  pg 106 The realm of the hungry ghosts - ph 4

"Addictions even resemble normal human yearnings, are more about desire then attainment. In the addicted mode, the emotional charge is in the pursuit and acquisition of the desired object, not in the possession and enjoyment of it. The greates pleasure is in the momentary satisfaction of yearning." pg 107 The realm of the hungry ghosts -  ph 4

"Just one more' is the binding factor in the circle of suffering," writes the Buddhist monk and teacher Sakyong Mippham.

JFM - The book is amazing. It deeply touches on addiction and those suffering as well as the regular everyday individual. It defines it has uncontrolled chaos, desiring, the need for more, and so on. The mind tricks you into believing that, "once I have 'X-factor' that is when I'll be happy."

Gabor Mate' is absolutely brilliant. Thank you for the video feed and recommendation. I notice this in me when it comes to shopping,,to women, buying, the desire for more, trips, elogance, the entourage life style, and then some. Its even more amazing that, when you acquire, you become easily bored as well. Its never enough. Ch 9 has yet been my favorite. Its been unreal. 
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REJOOIICCCEEEE.
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JFM

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ambiguity wrote:

JFM - The book is amazing. It deeply touches on addiction and those suffering as well as the regular everyday individual. It defines it has uncontrolled chaos, desiring, the need for more, and so on. The mind tricks you into believing that, "once I have 'X-factor' that is when I'll be happy."

That's great news.   You know, my experience has been that a lot of people are now going to lose interest in what you have to say and your process.   For obvious reasons.  But NEW people who aren't going to keep you in reverse will come along.   Some will actually PUT you in reverse so that you can learn and put a boundary.   It's been my experience.

The main event of addiction has got to be denial.   It's exactly the same as sleeping.   It's a very powerful and helpful tool we all need to manage our way through.  Without it, there is no way you can win.   It's a huge win to be in denial and keep moving forward.  Feeling...connecting.  Leaving home.   It can be a work of MANY years.   Like it says in The Blueprint ...."acting through your own intentions is a process of a lifetime". 

Gabor Mate is the real deal man.   Great stuff for the pick-up lifestyle.  The real pick-up lifestyle.  Self esteem.   
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ambiguity

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The reality is that, my involvement here is coming to an abrupt end in the near future. Everything that I've wanted from the get go has been acquired and then some. The funny thing is that, while people admire Mate' or whoever else, these people have their own fatal flaws, and issues. I am not above this. The reality is that, nobody is. When I make my exit from this world, you and some of my other mates Ive made in the short time here are welcome to have all that I own in this regard. There are good fellas in here like yourself and many others but, there are tons of trolls, tons of haters, and the thought that vagina is there salvation has in store for them a big surprise. I disregard it. I don't acknowledge the haters. Its like Weisser thread on smoke shows, meaning request, got guys talking shit about me, and I respond. I elaborate on where it came from. I don't fire back at the haters. At the same time it took for the haters to pour in their haterade, I am getting picked up in star bucks.

Its as I always said, the onus is on self.

Its been recent a mod has threatened to suspend my account. Ironically enough, it wasn't long ago, I was requested to be a mod here for my "good advice" on the forums.

Good or bad, I've just shared my experiences.

I have nothing more to accomplish here.


 


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ambiguity wrote:

JFM - The book is amazing. It deeply touches on addiction and those suffering as well as the regular everyday individual. It defines it has uncontrolled chaos, desiring, the need for more, and so on. The mind tricks you into believing that, "once I have 'X-factor' that is when I'll be happy."

That's great news.   You know, my experience has been that a lot of people are now going to lose interest in what you have to say and your process.   For obvious reasons.  But NEW people who aren't going to keep you in reverse will come along.   Some will actually PUT you in reverse so that you can learn and put a boundary.   It's been my experience.

The main event of addiction has got to be denial.   It's exactly the same as sleeping.   It's a very powerful and helpful tool we all need to manage our way through.  Without it, there is no way you can win.   It's a huge win to be in denial and keep moving forward.  Feeling...connecting.  Leaving home.   It can be a work of MANY years.   Like it says in The Blueprint ...."acting through your own intentions is a process of a lifetime". 

Gabor Mate is the real deal man.   Great stuff for the pick-up lifestyle.  The real pick-up lifestyle.  Self esteem.   
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Jlaix: You are rather cheeky I admit but the self amusing authentic avi makes it impossible to hate!
Tyler:This is ultimately one of the keys to the game -- viewing EVERYTHING AS A JOKE. It's ALL funny.
Tim:`How can I make this fun?
brad:This thread got Ambiguity banned, you can thank me later. Zack G: Ambiguity is becoming the Howard Roark of RSD!
Alex: "The famous ambiguity!" + "This is what happens when your naturally attractive; cheekyinnit#! Ambiguity: I don't chase, I replace.


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baconfever

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Fuck this thread has helped me alot.. Can't believe how much I'm learning about my self these days..

Also. My 3 books by Gabor Mate are on their way and I'm looking forward to reading them. The videos in this thread hit me hard. Addictions, ADD, and everything..

Thanks all
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lol ambuiguity your writing a WILL ON RSDN?
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Haha zyzz is fun. Think ambiguity is in the UK?

BTW alex I just signed up for your bootcamp in oslo in april!! Cheers!
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Ambiguity... Are you based in Sydney... Your video is hilarious hahahaha
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ambiguity

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UK Alex.

I love your video from Japan Alex. Heading to Australia in the next year or so. I hooked up with some Aussies and New Zealanders but, its more about the experience, desire to take up surfing, and just see more of the world. 

Your a really cool guy. I love the videos.

I've been pretty much sucking value on the forums for sometime. I just found out about testicular cancer. More tests to go and hoping I am not losing both.

I am shattered.

As a man, we are suppose to be heroic and masculine no matter what. This has me shook. I am terrified.

I see the pic of Tyler and his kid in one article. The worst thing of all this is that, the past year and a half, its been about pulling girls. In my darkest hour, the chair is empty sitting in a hospital bed, and you can't begin to think about what one is to leave behind.

As I've said, I want a family, wife, kids, etc one day. I haven't worked towards any of that. I was suppose to have a date with one of those "quality girls." I had to flake cause of testing. All the medications have made me ill.

If I get another chance, I will definitely do things differently. Thanks guys for the contributions you've made. My apologies on the negativity I've casted.


baconfever wrote:
Haha zyzz is fun. Think ambiguity is in the UK?

BTW alex I just signed up for your bootcamp in oslo in april!! Cheers!
Alexander~ wrote:
Ambiguity... Are you based in Sydney... Your video is hilarious hahahaha

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Jlaix: You are rather cheeky I admit but the self amusing authentic avi makes it impossible to hate!
Tyler:This is ultimately one of the keys to the game -- viewing EVERYTHING AS A JOKE. It's ALL funny.
Tim:`How can I make this fun?
brad:This thread got Ambiguity banned, you can thank me later. Zack G: Ambiguity is becoming the Howard Roark of RSD!
Alex: "The famous ambiguity!" + "This is what happens when your naturally attractive; cheekyinnit#! Ambiguity: I don't chase, I replace.


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Kuz

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 Yeah I had testicular cancer last year. Got a ball removed. Now i got one plastic oversized balls. I joke with bitches about it in bed (as well as perform naked jiu-jitsu on them). But i never bitched about it like you.

Get over yourself.

Here, let Matt Kroc inspire you:

http://www.t-nation.com/testosterone-magazine-628#more-man-than-you
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Your from UK Ambig?  Could swore u were from L.A. or some shit.
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