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January 19th, 2017
Jacobs RANDOM journal of events of his pickup
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#31

Jake454

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my posts have been half ass latley, and to best describe my mindset right now this is whats going on in my life...
1. tumour in my neck (got a cat scan a week ago, just set my appointment for removal today)
2. white circles around my moles??? going to the doctors tomorow
3. hardcore ear infection from diving that came back and now is killing me
4. last night my best friends mom caught me hooking up with her foreign exchange student(shes african-doesnt take it lightly, i hope she does)|
5. Even though all this is going on, I know im on my journey and I know it will lead somewhere good... just gotta keep going and keep trying harder, my mindset is improving everyday from my reacent crash.
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#32

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thanks Nassim, nice message just before I left

FR: WILD BEAST IN MCDONALDS ---- (*Please read this FR I think it is good for everyone, if you just wana know the excitment read mroe towards the bottom where it starts "the second notable approach")

    I just got back last night from 5 days of working jsut about 14 hours everyday, of course I consider this a good thing because one, Im making mad money to save up for my goal to go backpacking in euroup for a month or more after september. and two because it gives me macro momentum when I dont think about it :P. Anyhow, when im not doing useful shit on the job I am out infront of our rig asking people if they wana try our sauce and working on my approach tonality, eye contact and kino of the start! ahaha its like a personal traning program on ow to get the perfect approach and I cant fuck up not to mention theres thousands of people to try it on.

There was two notable pickups from this weekend and Personally i would like more and I know i got get more notable ones but approahcing is the only expectation right now because you never know where things can lead.

The first notable one was a random night there where we were close to closing, I was tired, I smelt like shit, covered in grease but I dint think about any of that. I see two girls chillin out infront of our rig and turns out there goodlooking so, I Instantly get this jolt of excitment/fear and I dont normally feel that ahaha so naturally I go against what most people would do and I appraoch. I come up, kinda use my job as a cruch but ask them if theyve voted yet, good voice strong eye contact, very chill. I change the subject off that real quick and right then there was two girls, number 1 who was a 6.8 and number 2. who was a 7.6... number 2 shit tests me hard when im on a diffrent subject to stop trying to make us vote and shit, I ignor and surprisingly number one ignores too and seems un affected. number 2's friends come up and she dipps to go talk to them like 5 feet away, I dont react and number one sees this and she chills with me, I have her laughing hard, were touching, number two sees this and comes back to try to cock block, says where going number one complies and I dint really have enough time to go plow so I gave up on that one but it was a solid approach.

The second notable apporach was the night before that one and it was the end of the night and we were all going to get Mc donalds. note that I had dirty smelly cloths, I smelt, I probablly had bad breath and was tired from working for 14 hours strait. 

where chilling in line and I notice there about a 7 with her fat/ugly friend. Without thinking I turn around and instantly like do you think these glasses look sexy on me, so i put my giant purple fag sunglasses over my face and shes straight up like yeah... (hard approach = attraction like a light switch) its ON, I grab her right then and claw her in not ever looking our of her eyes, and everyone around us in the mcdonalds maybe 15-16 people is looking at us. I ask her some randomn shit, why shes here with good tonality doesnt matter the touching between us is doing the talking where face to face, I bring her into my world and I take her up to the counter and I order my shit, everyone is  still watching but im unaffected by social pressure bulshit excpecally with this momentum. she tells me to buy her icecream I say no, she says buy me a drink, I told her, depends are we gonna make out? in the most chill unaffected voice. boom before I even finish where making out.. the poor girl that was takign my order just had her reality crushed and to restore these poor folks minds aorund me I tell them that where best friends from highschool and lovers she loves me doign this, the people i work with knew what went down they where in awe. It was pritty good bust most of it just luck and I dint think about any of this or try it was all from learning and past experiances, The msot important part of that pickup was actually approaching, dint matter how it went, always approach. dont feel like it, thats a signal that you should approach, feelign down thats a sign you should approach :P
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#33

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Got back fromt eh Cottage, water skiing, crash bord surfing, tubing, drinking, swimming, kiyaking, chillen, my best bud had to get 4 stiches! ahah what a great weekend, just chillen out now and about to watch some blue print with him over again.. his first tiem seeing it lool!!
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upadate: I am planing on backpacking europe some time after september, hopfully this works out.. im currently doing reserch into the subject and have money put away! its a goal of mine, i consider it my pilgramiage into manhood, harshing the world on my own throughout euroup. enjoying all the I can get and all the experiances and refrence points possible. I have made it my goal.

also leaving for ribfest again on wensday morning, my plan for this trip is to pratice approach lines like "eh yur cute!, hey, im jacob, and other simple or ridiculouse approaches to become comftorable with showing my intentions from the start." along with a good voice tone and great eye contact/body language... obviously i wont be focusing on it in the moment but before and after. every show is money in the bank for euroup.

Im not satisfied with my body right now even though im above average, so instead of a simple easy workout in my morning routine im adding the spartacus work out, and cutting out the bad food i was letting slide because I was saying in my head, its okay man you have a good body... BULLSHIT! ahaha learned also my session of meditation today reinforced the fact that thoughts are not our own, our conciousness only claims them after they were thought so we dont go crazy :P realizing that allows me to rid myself of thought when approaching and acting only from the core and fufiling my self with what i want and that is enjoyment by self amusing +escalating to lead(brad). I am also learning CSS to make my dads website, along with sex god, and finishing up awaken the giant within.
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FR: LMR VICEGRIPS

so, I had a girl over today... and well I failed.
Shes pretty good about a 7, I lead her around the house, I have good voice tone and am doing everythign right, but she has eye contact issues and so I was trying to ahrd for eye contact.. then I finally get her to get eye contact, but she wont let me touch her, she ahs a boyfriend... now normally im verry good with LMR and I kinda enjoy it but I spent 3 and a half hours with this girl trying and nothing. Oh well the only thign she gave me was Im not cheating on my boyfriend, "YET" in other words give me a day or two more with you and ill fuck your brains out! ahah oh well. Tomorow Im having over a diffrent girl and hopfully that will go down diffrently in a better way:P
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FR: They Come In Three's

I was chillen with my buddies the other night, We were bord so we decided to go out on a mission! ahhah my buddys texted the one girl I hooked up with, she said we were gonan chill but dint work out, so we continued on our walk. We made our way to the highland plaza, was dead as fuck! I didnt believe it and I said wait! so we waited and a buss dropped of some people, three of the girls where on this buss going back home, I appraoched way to weak and simple dispersed my value to the whoel group by saying, "where are you guys off to? making trobule I bet" they simple said no and kept walking I said some other shit but they dipped quick. W/e at least I appraoched

Next thing I know I look to my left and three girls are walking to the buss stop(diffrent girls) they problly heard what I said so I decided to prove that I am unreactive and yelled at them " EH I know your making trouble!" they all kinda dismissed waht I said/kinda giggled. they walk into the glass shelther thing and two sit down and ones standing. I start busting on them about how they look like their going to a pajama party and are gonna ahve a sleep over and have pillow fights. The one girl jsut straight up ignors me, dosnt take her eyes of the cell phone, the second wants to be intrested but is obviously following the mother hen and pretends to be on her phone also but the third is loving what im saying, my two buddies are standing around like goofs not saying much, uncalibrated. my one buddys trys to make a move and walks up to the queen and before he can say much she says "get a way from me" and hides her cell phone. I laugh and walk straight up to her and go.... no no no, thats not how you do it. if you wana be a you gotta look them in the eyes and really mean it.. as im staring her in the eyes, she laughs and goes back to her cell phone. my buddies get uncomftorable and try and leave I make a few more jests and just leave I have nothing to take her number down. I say by by and they all way good by, I probly lightend up their night... thats me just doing my duty ;P

Also Iv been having trouble concentrating latley, expecially with reading but i set away some time today to go over why this might be happening and I came up with some reasons and it made me feel a bit better and I made a plan to just focus on one goal at a time for each month but It didnt really change anythign until I stumbled upon a message I wrote my self in a time of enlightenment, momentum and clear headedness. a veryy happy and sucesfull time for me and I told my self for future refrence that.

"When I have that feeling of wanting to give up, stop, or go back.. DONT. Keep going, this is the time to go even harder" and I know it may not be much but the truth of it is this is the time to go even harder its the time not to give up and when fustration comes around to fuck up your shit, its simple a sign that your making progress but your gonna have to change your approach on how your doing things. For me that included taking more action for my goals, iv gotten lazy over the last month, creating work as an excuse not to eat helthy, work out, approach more, and have more women over. all I know is that you just gotta push through that threshold every day and no matter what try and stay true to your values, dont give a damn waht people think "only a tiny tiny bit", and be present as best you can.

FR- crap
we ended up heading to the park after those appraoches and saw three more girls with two guys, They were ugly and my intent was shit so I came off as an asshole and pissed off all the girls, :P
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#37

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Im no king pen yet at cold approach and pickup in general, but im putting in the effort and im getting there! I took a bike ride to the park and forest today to listin to some blueprint I turned to audio, I can focous so much better there. Everythign just makes more sense and resenates so much deeper when my mind and body are at peace and I can put my full attention to lisiting without worry.

I came up with this quote just out of the passion I was feeling from today.

"Condemn me at will, beat me bloody if you must,
take my pride and crush my hope 
remove even the sweet reward of pushing through all this
but
I will not falter, I will not fail, for I refuse to waste my time as so many do on this earth."
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#38

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Death came knocking...

People say theres a silence before the storm, but when your alone the calm after the storm is scary... your mind pretends to ignor what happened, it feels fake and you try and tell it you scream at it but it doesnt listin, it sits their in quiet.

This morning I was staying at my buddies house and whenever I sleep over I always leave the same way. I wake up from the basment, I leave through the front door. I walk out side, look around, then I walk to the path across the street down the path with the over grown brush. Turn right onto a side street, walk towards the the 3 sided intersection. This place is located at the top of a fairly large hill, and the street has four lanes in total. the closet to me is where trafic would come from the left. the next is a turning lane. The next two are for continouing thorugh on a green light. I wait for the light to turn red, I pushed the stupid little button and then The little white man tells me to walk, so like a good little drone I walk for the little man. Half asleep I take step after step crossing the first lane and the second while the cars wait for my slow ass to move. Im half way through the third lane no more aware than in sleep. As I begin to take my step out into the fourth lane which had no cars waiting a red little shit car passes by my face no less than 70/km without remorse in the middle of a red light. He passed by me so quick my dead eyes could barley see him, all I saw was a flash of red even with adrenalin.... One maybe two more steps and I garentee you I wouldnt be able to walk anymore, if I had stiffened up and got hit I more than likley would have died. But wich would have been worse, loosing the legs I love so much or life itself. I always told myself I couldnt live without legs. but you tell me why my mind simple betrayed me and all I did was continue walking with no more than a Oh, well your okay... FUCK THAT NOISE... I want to be fritend I want to have such fear that I rush home and have the passion to do good for the world... but no Iv had a near death experiance before but this one is probly the top.. Still I force my mind to focous on the fact, I tell my self would you be happy with your life and It seems satisfied with my, highschool diploma, my above average skill with women, my money... BULL SHIT I DONT WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH THAT... I want to acomplish skillsets I want to master things but life seems so small now the only thing I could get my self to learn was would you really wanted to have died walking without a smile... Maybe Ill learn to enjoy life without anything at all, no acomplishments no skills no consumerism no ego... only silence now.
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#39

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I was watching Tylers vid on cause vs effect and tried the excercise just being the cause lol heres what it came up with on facebook! ahah I tried it on a girl I talked to maybe once a long time ago I dont think she really knew who it was.. shes about a 8.5-9 in my books for her age any ways and im harsh when it comes to giving high numbers so If it woulda fucked up I woulda lost the hottest girl on my fb ahahah all the better reason to try it on her. :P

28 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
whats up sweater lady..
28 minutes agoSent from Chat K
Hahaha nothing special hbbu..
28 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
im jacob, it says my name in the bar :)..
27 minutes agoSent from Chat K
Just at work (n)..
26 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
I tried out the new axe shower gel, its green;)aha have you used axe shower gel? it would be weird for a girl to use axe stuff..
25 minutes agoSent from Chat K
Hahahah yeah I can't say I ever haveWhy is it green..
25 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
Im guessing eaither a hobo pooped in it or they manufactured it that way I dont get why they make some apple juice boxs green when apple juice is like a gold brown color..
17 minutes agoSent from Chat K
They make green apple juice?Where have you been living..
16 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
DONT BE SILLY, OF COURSE THEY DONT... I said GRENN BOXES.. durr... you messed up, I dont like you anymorewere breaking up no more Karen and Jacob..
13 minutes agoSent from Chat K
Because there's such thing as green apples that's why!!..
13 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
Prove it, I dont believe you..
12 minutes agoSent from Chat K
Well clearly there's no trust in this relationship..
12 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
ergo why I broke up with you KarenNow I got to go but Ill ttyl im sure..
11 minutes agoSent from Chat K
Seeee ya wild child..
11 minutes agoSent from ChatJacob
If I see oyu in person before then You best have a green apple in hand..
11 minutes agoSent from Chat K
You bet I will..

not the best shit ever and it came outa the blue while I was choding out at home :)
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#40

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Back from yet another ribfest, banking around 4.5 grand now coming close to enough money to head off to euroup! Alex's new article also gave me some good emotions, It was a sign that im on the right path, heading towards my pilgramige. hopefully everything works out. I was suppose to do a reality show for carving with my father but they ended up just taking him on. I still might do some because they only hired for the first 4 weeks and theres another 6 that they mgiht bring me on.. lol talking infront of a camera is hard ass shit, props to all the instructures under all that pressure. I have like no hook up stories or lay reports, im thinking about going out tomroow though to wheel. all I did was come home one night from guelph after ribfest and party hard lol ended up brining one girl to the back yard lots of leading and good convo she seemed down then all of a sudden she realized what was happening and bolted, lol problly bec her boyfriend was at the party but she was loving me.
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