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January 20th, 2017
Jacobs RANDOM journal of events of his pickup
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Jake454

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 lol im trying to start a buisness without one but if by 22 I cant do it then ill go to school for underwater welding. where do you live?
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Jake454

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Haters Gona Hate

lol its funny how people who dont know whats going on, look at what im doing and cherp about how its "creepy" or "too aggressive" yet im still getting girls.... what is wrong with what im doing if its producing results... nothing. so fuck off.

anyways.... last night I missioned pretty far with my buddies, we had to ask everywhere for a ride to this place, middle of bum fuck nowhere... but we finally get there, its past 10, and the party is pretty sick.. I get a little in my head and am not doing much. Luckily I see two girls I know and used them as a crutch to get in the mood. boom.. there laughing, im laughing, people are looking... im having fun. talk to some friends, do some normal approaches nothing really sticks. two girls playing beer pong approach hard and direct, spins, eye contact, cutting topic threads fast, quick escalation. They’re both pretty hot, one more so than the other. #1 is my main target #2 I just made out with. I leave them with some words and go approach some more(quick point, I don’t know if I fucked up by making out with the friend rather than going for the hotter one because it showed weakness in my ability to just trust my facilities and hold off the gratification of kiss till I got #1 but w.e) Then im with #1 were laughing, were touching, were changing up the music and we start to dance. Everyone else is just fucking playing beer pong and trying not to get noticed, im fucking grinding and spinning this chick around. everyone is watching but I have her back turned. im cool with it, by my friend is an asshole and hes drunk so he yells at everyone to look and it fucked her immersion huge, she felt judged. so I grab the other girl and get her to dance too then I dip. talk to some people, and joke around with this hammered crying girl with my "girl tahts a friend" and we make her think shes a dumb slut. it was mean but it was fun. Back to #1 and #2 I take my asshole buddy and we extract them to the trampoline in the back, I get #1 book making out, fun times jokes, I fucked up and didn’t turn her back to the people, she could see them looking and felt judged again. no go. partying ensues and I have some fun then later in the night most people are gone, there’s 2 guys on the trampoline and 3 girls, I get on there, take over, attentions on me, one guy dips, other guy stays, im champion, hes weak. Make out, make out, make out, I make out with all three of the girls, then boom, 3 way kiss, then boom 4 way kiss. the guy just sits and watches. His friend passes by and I hear him say, I just cant get any of this. LOL im greedy, what can I say. I get some numbers and #2 asks me to go to her house to fuck. I would but I was to far away from home and I didnt wana leave my buddy and not be able to get home. anyways night ends, I send some get home safe texts, and me and my good friend do some bromonding.

@tastycurry, sounds awesome man!
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Jake454

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 lol a girl from friday night, that I played beer pong with enjoyed my personality so much she somehow found my number without me giving to her and texted me today. asking if I rememberd her and shit lol, she went through alot of trouble just to text me and she has a boyfriend :P
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Jake454

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Girls still want to have sex with me, im still having sex, this stuff is getting easier... but im concentrated on making money and I kind of suck.. I have bad habits, I get distracted easily, but I am resourceful. I can get shit done, I just need time to develop and to learn. I need something to drive me. I need to move out but I am too afraid. I want to get this handled before I move out but by not moving out I have much less drive because I am being taken care of.

heres what I got for you,,, a song lol :P

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Jake454

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 Camping tomorow and June 1st, its senior skip day and the beach(where the campsite is) is going to absolutly PACKED WITH WOMEN. omg its gonna be mad fun. Then I get back and get my shit ready for British Columbia, im going to be my dads saw lol but its my birthday while im gone so when I get back I will be starting a 30day challange with my brother. 

Goals for the next 3 months
-get my drivers license
-spend a week with fred zavadil(master carver and sculptor)
-bang 3 new girls
-make my first product
-get to 50 dollars a month(I dont count web development as money and this is well below my long term goal)
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 Major Shifts In My Mentality



I have made progress in many areas over the last few months. As far as women go, its like I have a process now (dont think, if you think trust yourself, just do it, learn after) it tends to yield good results. Just pump your state and your good to go. as far as family life goes, I somehow have become okay with the act of cleaning and do things for my parents, it doesn’t cause me pain anymore. I still react horribly when they make fun of me wanting to be an entrepreneur or if they say anything about me going to school. (i gotta fix that, it obviously stems from me not being okay with my choice yet because I don’t fully trust that I can do this yet). Money/work wise, Im not making much but I’m learning many skills- photoshop, marketing, css/web design, seo, writing. Im building my bosses website, I fucked up my seo on kalerecipes, I don’t think its ever going to make it to the top(I sent 1000 free links like a week before peguin and it fucked me in the ass) lesson learnt though. My flash games website is coming along, im practicing most of my css on that. once I know I can for sure, rank a website, build a website, and trust my skills I will start cold calling businesses in my area and start an offline marketing/seo/web business. I also plan on creating a product+sales page+membership+email list type pyramid but I fear thats longer away than I think. Ideally I would like to be making $15,000 a month but all I need to make is $2-3000 a month to live. If I can at least achieve that I will move to Montreal. I want this more than anything, besides that I dont have a choice, I passed up college/university even though I had great marks and decided to put all my eggs into this basket. succeed or die.
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 Torn to Pieces- a non-fiction story of events by Jake454

This story will cover the last 72 hours of my life but more importantly the hard lesson the universe keeps teaching me over and over.



Thursday -2pm

I have all my cloths together, my sleeping bags, my pillow and my tarp. I get picked up and me and my buddies head out towards grandben to go camping. Funny enough the universe is always giving me messages and before we can even get there I get my first rattle. Driving 135km down the highway we are all have a good fun time, the left lane get block up and we slow down. Right as the driver goes to merge back into the right lane, ZOOM! “HOLY FUCK” a suv just misses us going 140km. were all just like oh fuck and as usual near death experiences don’t really scare me but I get to thinking and I realize that could have been the end right there, no more life, no more goals, no more dreams, no opportunity to do what I want in life. The world gives me its first message, enjoy what you have, it gives me the gift of humbleness and honesty.

Thrusday-10pm

Weve been at the campsite, we set up, were now with 50+ people all drinking in the woods. Everyone is having fun but im in the same position that caused me so many problem before. Its all people from high school and I have flashback of my elementary school days where I would be on the gravel and everyone else was on the grass having fun. No one wanted to talk to me then and no one wanted to talk to me now. I get a little more rattled and in the moment I couldn’t tell myself how theres no reason im not enough and how iv put in all the work. All that goes through my head in the same shitty feelings of being left out and not knowing what to do; just watching other people have fun. Im slightly more rattled, the world is telling me again to man up and learn to be strong. However I end up just getting obliterated and don’t end up wheeling at all.

Friday -2/3am

Park rangers show up, some people get drinking tickets, some get evicted. By chance our buddy who wasn’t even drinking before had a beer in his hand and with that bad timing a cop walks up behind him. He doesn’t get a ticket but a park ranger is coming in the morning to evict us. Im even more rattled now, were fucked and the rest of our weekend is ruined.

Friday-9am

Like clockwork the ranger shows up and says we have to leave, we have a little chat and decide, FUCK IT, were staying. We just drag our tent to another person’s site. Some more drinking occurs and me and my buddie take a nap.

Friday -1pm

We wake up and take a look around… our driver is gone… his car is gone… we get a fucking text saying bring the tent or your paying for it. He left without us. We are completely stranded and have no ride home, we start asking people, peoples cars are all full. Wtf? I send him a text saying fuck you. Were quite drunk still and were not thinking straight we give up on trying to find a ride and start wheeling these two girls. However my best friend has hooked up with the one before and im conflicted to hookup with her or not yet before I can even manage to make a decision shes of with my friend sucking his dick. Im pissed, how does someone just seem that into you then just dip and suck some guys cock. Not to mention the other girl is already off with another guy. I say to myself all for the best and I move on

Friday -4pm

“VVVRRMM VRRMMM” I get a text, this girl iv known for awhile is up in grand bend, she can drive us home. Sick, but it’s a little sketchy I don’t know if shell actually do it. We end up finding another ride but we say fuck it once more and decide to try and bang my girl and her two friends. We pack up our shit and leave there fucking tent.

Friday-5pm

We arrive at their campsite, all seems well and I think well be able to do good tonight. We start drinking, we go for a swim(beach is right beside them) we start a fire and we just fuck around for awhile.

Friday-10pm

My girl keeps taking me up to the beach to make out but she gets cold and wont fuck. W.e I don’t care, we decide to go for a walk down the road. She gets it in her head though that she wants to run, I have to chace after her and before I know it shes at another campsite talking to random guys, im normally very icy but iv been rattled this week and I start bitching her out. She like fuck you and goes walking into the bushes. I talk to the guys for a bit and realize shes not back yet… wtf, so we grab some flashlights and head out. Shes nowhere to be found? We head back to our campsite, shit shes not there either. We get everyone fucking looking for her and we cant find her.

Saterday-1am

Were all drinking at the campsite where we lost girl1, we enjoy some beer and their nice fire. During this time I said fuck it and gave up on my first girl and start flirting with the prettier one(girl 2). Girl 1 comes back like an hour and a half later(she was passed out in the bushes) no big deal.

Saterday-3am

Were all heading back to the tent me, my buddy, girl1, prettier blond, we decide to go skinny dipping so we all get naked but before it even happens its to cold so we all run back. Me and my buddy have a chat and decide he can have girl 1 and I get prettier blond. W.e no big deal I do it mostly because I don’t think girl 1 wants me. Me and blondy don’t bang we just make out finger bang, asshole friend bangs girl1 who forced me to wait 2 years but I didn’t really care because I had plenty of other during this. However.

EPICNESS INSUESSS(Saterday 5-6am)

>>>>HERE IS WHERE IT GETS CRAZY FOR ME.<<<
I wake up in the middle of the night and blonde rolled over and started hooking up with him and I could hear it but my eyes were closed. Now because of my weakened mental state between the effects of alcohol, death and rejection my mind started to have flash backs. I started to relive a moment in my past that was surpressed for a long time and had serious emotional damage attached to it.
When I was real young, I met my first girl, I think I was nine or ten. It happened so magically, we were at a family reunion, she was a bit older, we were swimming, we flirted, she dunked me under water. It was love. She gave me my first kiss and I could not stop thinking about her. However, I could not see this girl for an entire year, every year and then itd only be for a week. So I spent the next 3-4 years thinking about her, begging to be with her but never being intouch with her. Then when I would see her, we would explode our passion of love and be with each other for every second.
HOWEVER, one year at my uncle joes, another guy came up, an older guy. He was cooler, funnier, older… she wanted him. I could see it and it hurt, then when night time came and we were all in the tent she started hooking up with him. I could hear them making out, I was crying beside them as they interlocked into each other… I was destroyed. An entire year of waiting, of yearning of thinking to be spit on and destroyed. I said fuck it, I could never date a girl after that and I never really cared until this moment.
I had flash back to that night, I could hear the blond and my buddy kissing, it tore me apart, I cryed a little, I had nightmares and had lucid dreams of devils and hell. I was beign torn to pieces in my sleep and I was broken.

Saterday(10am)

Broken and destroyed I woke up, to a cocky friend, a dumb drunk and blonde, she liked him better than me I could tell. I know im better man but it didn’t matter I felt like a 14 yearold piece of shit.I literally couldnt even fuction for days. They were our ride though so I endured 9 hours of faking being okay and yet even now I am still rattled days later, I am much better than the day before and the day before that.Yet still I can still feel this suppressed emotion flooding my body.

I’m coming to piece with it now though because I know once iv dealt with this, ill be so fucking icy cold no one will be able to fuck with me(ego I know) and ill never have to react to shit again. However it did hurt and luckily im going away to British Columbia in like 5 hours. So I hope I gave some value in this and that someone took the time to read it. It meant a lot to me and I hope there wasn’t to many spelling/grammar errors.
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Jake454

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 I am fully recovered now and my 30 day challange starts today. Off to the bar later tonight then again and again and again lmao. I really want to do this. itll just be hard finding people for day game when I wont be able to go out at night but just do it I guess. EXECUTE no EXCUSES ;)
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 Day 1 : First night out succuess

-pre drink at my place with bro best friend and good friend
-walk over to bar (14 mins away)
-approach in line goes alright kinda off que
-get inside buddy buys me a beer
-see friends from long time ago, social value+1
-approach with bro, goes well +1
-approach get rejected hard I try and push through but a guy tries to fight me I just de-escalate and dip
-more approaches +make outs +3
-using the in love stuff from julien, girl loves it "I dont kiss at bars" 1 hour later jamming in the corner
-rejection, hot girls I know I talk to and the girls that rejected me all watch in jelousy and resentment that they just ejected me
-bikini contest +boobies
-bars closing, numbers +makouts
-girl I knew from elementry school, she made out with my bro and my good friend shes got 2 friends with her
-bring them back to my place, I get a bj other girls arnt down and they just kinda chill
-wake up drink more type this up do some work then round 2 :P

HIGHLIGHTS
-blowjob
-makeouts
-okay with rejections
-ability to de-escalate fights
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 day 2: house party+beta+street game

-pre drink at bros
-party with older people, become comftorable being young around 24+ aged people
-approach some dudes and girls maybe find a buisness contact
-leave to beta at 1:30, closing time is like 2am
-4-5 approaches there, all kinda shitty, weak on my part and girls are ugly/unreceptive
-spin the dime of the place shes almost game but then dips, I think she was on drugs 
-leave, get to the street, talk to a couple girls goes no where
-approach a two set and its pretty money, stays inset for 15+ mins while we wait for taxi but she was kinda ugly didnt want it to go anywhere
-mcdonalds game, 1 approach. weant from talk to no talk and an akward silence to sexy sexual tension by me just not breaking state and staring at her.
-lmao her response was to punch me in the stomach because of it lol then she just left, but she was turned on

HIGHLIGHTS
-street game 
-becoming comftorable with being the young person in an older crowd
-girl punches me
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