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LethalLex

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Alright I'm starting a journal here to keep track of my progress. I'll be posting my field reports and you guys are welcome to comment and give me any suggestions or construction criticism.

A bit of back ground about me:

- 20 years old
- University student
- Want to become unstoppable with woman

That's the basics. My field reports will have details about where I am in my journey etc.

First field report coming up soon!

Lex
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Lay Report 1
HBNympho and not so "Steele" Lex

Day 1


Went out to a Drum & Base club with a group of my guy friends and arrived there quite drunk. I didn't have any AA so immediately started approaching girls, but mostly just going up to groups and giving out high fives all round and saying "Are you girls having a good time???" with high energy and a smile. Wasn't getting the best responses even though I like doing this as if I see them later and attempt a PU they often recognize me. To be honest my approach attempts were kind of weak, mostly because i was fairly hammered.

Anyway, one girl I saw jamming at the front of the dance floor, who was bare footed and looked like she was loving the moment, caught my eye. HBNympho. I approached with "You look like you're the girl who's having the most fun tonight". She responded with a smile and bemused kind of look. So I went on about people not being in the moment and that it was awesome to see someone who was. The music was crazy loud and I was pretty much shouting it at her. At this point I think I just arbed off and carried on dancing.

I saw her again, this time in an outside area of the club. This is where the real magic happened. I approached her with good eye contact - locked eyes with her from a few metres away and gave a big grin. She was immediately responsive and I started a conversation with a flirty vibe. What I did at this point was basically vibe and escalate kino. I do this pretty easily when I've been drinking. 

The rest of the PU was pretty simple. I *closed by deliberately saying some corny pick up line about kissing me which I knew wouldn't "work" but which made her laugh. I then went calm and deadly, pulled right up close to her and looked down at her lips. The pretty much did it. After that she was all over me. We went to this lounge area and we were making out like crazy. It was actually super funny, whenever someone walked in, they took one look at us and left. At a point when i could tell she was super turned on, I said we should find somewhere more private. She said she really wanted to but she had her period. 

Day 2

After getting her number we texted for a bit and she was pretty open about the fact she wanted to see me again and bang my brains out. I also found out she had so many of the qualities I find super attractive in girls. So I started doing the one thing everyone who's been here for a while says you shouldn't do, I started becoming whipped. I fantasized about romantic picnics and long walks on the beaches with her (ok not really but you get the idea).

So we met up at her place a couple days later and were planning to go out to a club with a bunch of my friends. When I first got to her house, I started off strong. We basically just chatted a bit and then made out on her bed after a while. I wasn't using tactics, just riding off the value and impression of me she had from the first night.

The interaction went downhill from there though. I became completely chode. I was way too stuck in my head worrying whether everything I said was interesting.

Later when we went to hang out at my friends house things weren't much better and I could feel her losing interest fast. So guess what I started doing? That's right! Drinking again! And a lot. Ended up having more fun and getting a bit more vibey with her. In the end we ended up making out in a bedroom and getting down to it. I'm pretty sure this just came down to the fact that she was a freaky nympho and just wanted sex, not my gaming skills.

After drinking a fuck load i couldn't get it up properly. I get this a lot and is another reason I should stop drinking, other than improving my game. HBNympho was offended by this. And after some on and off sex she wanted to stop. In my drunken state I had a bit of an ego melt down and got all needy and weird. Not Pretty. We were ok the next day, don't think she thinks I'm a complete weirdo, but I'm sure that pretty much killed all the attractive that was there.

Although I got it on with her, overall I feel like pretty average about how it turned out. But hey, there's no such thing as failure, only feedback, right?

Lex
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 Update on LR 1

HBNympho texted me and said she felt like she had a real emotional connection to me.

I suppose the ups were betting than the downs and that's what she remembers. just goes to show that when one bad thing happens most guys will focus on it even if the majority of the interaction went well. 

i'll definitely be seeing HBNympho again and I'm sure this time I'll be "up for it" :)
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LethalLex wrote:
 Update on LR 1

HBNympho texted me and said she felt like she had a real emotional connection to me.

I suppose the ups were betting than the downs and that's what she remembers. just goes to show that when one bad thing happens most guys will focus on it even if the majority of the interaction went well. 

i'll definitely be seeing HBNympho again and I'm sure this time I'll be "up for it" :)
You brought her on an extreme emotional roller coaster without trying to, and gave her a range of emotions that most guys can't. Nice job, and keep shit up. thumbs up
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*Edit: Chode post. Deleted
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Alright, so I started this thread off at the end of last year and have posted one lame FR from this year. I hadn't really got used to the forum yet and it was a bit of a half-hearted attempt. I've been reading the forum quite a lot since then (FR forum rocks!) and have decided to get my shit together and update this properly.

Goals

1) My main goal right now is to get success without drinking. This is because:

- I can't get it up when I drink. This happened with one of the two girls I have pulled home this year. She was literally saying she'd do anything to get me hard. I still couln't though. This has led to awkardness and no sexytimes on a number of occasions.

- I get hangovers that keep me down for at least a day. Its bad for my health and its stopping me from getting my life sorted out.

- I have created this kind of split personaity where I'm a beast at night and a chode during the day. It's created some intense anxiety and put me in a messed up headspace for my entire first year of varsity (where I was close to being excluded) and a lot of my second year. I'm doing way better than now but it needs to be completely sorted.

- I refuse to be a chode thats dependent on substances. The stuff I've learnt from RSD on bettering myself has helped me SO MUCH already. But it's also helped me realise there is still a long, long way to go.

2) My secondary goal is to improve my lifestyle. This includes gym, healthy eating, balancing work and fun, experiencing life etc. I'll talk about my goals for this kind of stuff later on.

Wow, I sound pretty alcoholic. Anyway, on to the gameplan.

Gameplan 

I'm going to be bringing it back to basics with the whole going out thing. Hitting the clubs sober and solo. I want to go out alone so that i can prove to myself that I'm relying on nothing other than myself. So, to start off with:

- Go out at least 3 times a week, sober.
- Make approaches.

Additionally I think I'm going to need to:

- Try get state from momentum, as I have been reliant on booze.
- Try tap into the pimpness that I know is there, that I've accessed before.

Right, so I'm keeping it simple for now and will probably add more goals and stuff later on. Also planning to do a 30 day challenge during the mid year vac, if not sooner. I could probably even do one during term as my workload is not too bad. I'll see though.

Lex
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Lex, I'll read if you update.  Update consistently and you'll force yourself out consistently.  Keep it going man
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Cat wrote:
Lex, I'll read if you update.  Update consistently and you'll force yourself out consistently.  Keep it going man
Yay
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Monday 7 March 2011

Started out going to a varsity rugby match with some friends. Great vibe and lots of hotties around.

Walked around before the match talking to people I knew. Was feeling good. A bit in my head though. Saw lots of high energy people around me and found the thought of being that outgoing a bit intimidating.

Grabbed 3 beers from the beer tent and watched the game. Was planning to walk around and make approaches during the game as I'm not that in to sport at the moment for some reason. Didn't push myself to though, and just ended up choding around and watching the game.

While I was there I talked to a girl who I hooked up with more than a year ago. M. She's a 7 but she turns me on a lot. Told her she must come out after. Says she has varsity work, she doesn't know. I vibe more and say she's a loser if she doesn't come out. Says she going for dinner and I should text her later to give her an incentive to go out. It's so weird how with some people, you're just such a pimp when you're talking to them. With M, I just know I'm awesome when I talk to her and I know she knows it too. This is something I want to have when I talk to everyone. 

After the game I grabbed my one mate to go chat to some girls. Everyone was milling around, just socializing. Made a few approaches. One girl was wearing a construction hat thing and I walked up and tried to balance my beer on it. Tried to vibe a bit about stupid stuff but was feeling uncalibrated. Fizzeled out in about a minute. Saw some girls taking photos and went over and joined them. My friend took a photo of them and I got into the photo with them. Was being quite fun and got some good reactions from the group. Overal wasn't able to suck them into my reality, so left.

We went back to our apartment after this. Played a game of Kings and drank more (MUST...RESIST...ALCOHOL). There were about 8 of us just chilling and vibing and having a good time. Mostly girls, couple guys. Texted M to come. I was feeling really good at this point. Was keeping the energy of the group quite high. Was bringing the party.

Anyway, we went out after this. The club we went to was quite full for a monday, because of the game. I was feeling really confident and made loads of approaches. For some reason The Claw kept popping into my head. Man that move is the shit. Woooorks sooo well.

One curley haired 7.5 I opened was really into me. Said she had a bf though and could't kiss me although she really wanted to. Got her number and left.

Quite a few sets went well, got quite physical quite a lot. I was quite drunk and I was mostly just having fun and not focusing on each set too much, just opening and then randomly ejecting to go open someone else. 

I was drunk and horny by this stage and knew it was on with M. Had just been bouncing back to her quite often during the night and getting physical. Took her to the dancefloor and makeout commenced. Started talking kinda dirty to her on the d floor and getting very physical. Told her "I get a boner everytime I see you" and she loved this. After a while could tell she was ready for sexytimes so got a cab back to my place. Fun times followed.

Lessons
-Claw is the shit
-Getting physical is oh so important
-It gets easier once you get into the approaching

Was a fun night overall. I had fun and approached. I also got layed. I drank a lot though which always makes me good. I wasn't sober so that means I still have to do 3 sober nights this week.
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I hate days after I've been out drinking. My hangover wasnt even too bad yesterday, after going out on monday. It's more that I just feel quite down and unproductive. I also start to get into negative thought cycles and get way in my head. Listened to a lot of Tolle today which centered me a bit.

One big realization I've had recently which is starting to change my life is that the only way you can achieve anything is through persistence. "Ordinary actions repeated consistently produce extraordinary results". I always used to think that if you try something and you aren't good at it straight away, then there was no way I could ever be good at it. It wasn't a conscious thought but I truely acted in accordance with it. Have not achieved the amazing things that I know I could have. Now I know that I can though. 

Bought a whiteboard to start a vision board:



Will post a pic of it when I've got it going. Going to be using these articles to help stick to it:

www.rsdnation.com/node/140026 - Paris Boum Boum's article: 100 DAYS OF TRANSFORMATION - Implementing a habit
www.rsdwiki.com/index.php - Tyler's article: Implementing A Habit

*Edit: Any ideas on how i should do this? Weekly grid... Pictures.. etc?

Going to hit gym tonight. Haven't decided if I'll go out S&S (Sober and Solo) after though. Think I'm putting it off as it feels like a big deal to do it. If i don't its ok though. Will definitely be going out thur, fri and sat.
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