THE FORUMS
Silky! I'll keep track of this thread! Keep it up.
Silky! Whats up! It's awesome to see you putting up a journal thread!
Just read through most of it, didn't read all of the first post because you told me on bc
Definitely gonna follow this.
Good timing, too: I put my own new journal thread online 2 days after this thread started.
If you're interested, check it out: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/171478
Cool that you read Atlas Shrugged, I decided to read the Fountainhead first, I'm about 3/4 through and it's one of the best things I've ever written, or possibly even the best yet.
Maybe an opportunity for going out together will present itself in the future... I think that would be really awesome.
Out to the club!
Just read through most of it, didn't read all of the first post because you told me on bc

Definitely gonna follow this.
Good timing, too: I put my own new journal thread online 2 days after this thread started.
If you're interested, check it out: http://www.rsdnation.com/node/171478
Cool that you read Atlas Shrugged, I decided to read the Fountainhead first, I'm about 3/4 through and it's one of the best things I've ever written, or possibly even the best yet.
Maybe an opportunity for going out together will present itself in the future... I think that would be really awesome.
Out to the club!
Hey silky,
didn't we talk about Atlas Shrugged on BC, can't remember exactly, but I remember how much Ayn Rand has helped me out, and I think it was the same for Brad. There is something very liberating about the idea that you can literally do whatever you want and it's actually the best thing you could do. Realizing my potential that is still a big motivator for me.
didn't we talk about Atlas Shrugged on BC, can't remember exactly, but I remember how much Ayn Rand has helped me out, and I think it was the same for Brad. There is something very liberating about the idea that you can literally do whatever you want and it's actually the best thing you could do. Realizing my potential that is still a big motivator for me.
Haha Matt~,
you're right, you did talk about that. I think Brad suggested The Fountainhead, and you talked about Rand in general. I think I remember you doing something like striking your fist in the air and yell "ACHIEVE!" to summarize Rand's books.
So I guess I'm gonna pick up Atlas Shrugged after I'm done with the Fountainhead
you're right, you did talk about that. I think Brad suggested The Fountainhead, and you talked about Rand in general. I think I remember you doing something like striking your fist in the air and yell "ACHIEVE!" to summarize Rand's books.

So I guess I'm gonna pick up Atlas Shrugged after I'm done with the Fountainhead
Silky-
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Join Date: 05/11/2009 | Posts: 152
Here I will post my results on Daygame, Nightgame, complete diet overhauls and lastly recently read Self-help books.
Well here is a bit about my history:
I grew up in a tiny village in the middle of nowhere here in the Netherlands, where I was allways the kid that tripped up in school, at jobs and at most other places. Of course other kids noticed this.. and pretty soon there was a band of dudes that would make sure that every time 'trip up guy' tripped he got a good kicking when he is down. So I thought: Well that must be true then.. I must be the guy that trips up all the time. After this they would be waiting for me after school, so I got the habit of sprinting to and from school every day, its a small village so I decided not to play outside very often anymore. Instead I stayed at home.. playing video games and then more video games.. and then at my birhday I got.. video games (and candy). My eating habits where pretty bad as well with me just binging on candy the entire time, this besides the pretty fatty salt laden meals that I got. At home something was really wrong with mom and dad in the likes of: them being completely incompatible with each other in almost every single way, but holding on being with each other for dear life.. for the kids. All the fighting happend back stage when the kids where away so all I know is that there was some really eery vibe in the house all the time.
Right, after this I needed to choose an education and I decided to go for 'Desk Top Publishing' which is in the Graphic Design direction. School was made up of sitting in the school benches and being actually sent out to real companies to do the job I learned to do.
This was a really tough period for me and after a few unsuccesfull atempts at working in company's I was sent out to some 1-man company where the guy was actually running about in his workshop/office/home making sure that every machine kept running and every minute of his time is spend up. He literally lived of off coffee, barrely ate anything and sometimes I was wondering if he actually sleeps or not because it looked like one big battlefield over there. Anyhow I was put in there and I needed to pass the year (the first year is the most important because getting bad grades all year could end my education).
So under the threat of my entire education being blown if I don't put up a fight and go for it for a full 100% I turned into a workoholic like him working as long as it takes to get the job done even if that meant sacrificing loads of my free time on working over time.
But besides that the work was really harsh, and I started thinking about what the hell I was doing with my life... my free time mostly consisted of me waking up (apparently), getting dressed.. turning on the computer and then zoning the fuck out infront of video games.
So during these years of school I started downloading random How-to books from the internet out of boredom, I just downloaded anything that sounded interesting from Witchcraft (in which there was a piece about making a girl fall in love with me, but it involved sacrificing chicken feet and doing some weard chair dance which sounded a bit to weard for me), to The Secrets of the Ninja (about vanishing in thin air.. which was kinda interesting but not usefull for anything at all) besides this there where books on magic which I really liked and loads of other stuff. The book that just got me hooked on reading it was called: Double Your Dating by David Deangelo. And this is where it all began for me, just the thought that 'succes with women' together with loads of other Self-help topics can be learned is pretty amazing.
So I just started buying many of the books and movies David was talking about I especially liked the following books: Massage by Denise Whichello Brown, Secrets of Sensual Lovemaking by Tom Leonardi, The Art Of Speedreading People, and lastly The Mystery Method which was state of the art technology back then. From here there is only good times ahead, I started seeing the fact that I spent 95% of my time and money on games as a good thing because I have got the unique opportunity to design every single aspect of my life from scratch. The entire games collection was sold, I bought way better clothing, started going on dance classes (another tip from David D. because almost all people there are girls... and almost all really hot as well;P) which helpt me to feel more comfortable when going out.
I got my Desk Top Publishing diploma (in short: DTP) which is a big landmark for me and started my education on being a Graphic Designer which was my plan when I started DTP. Afterward I started getting really obsessive in gaming girls at the expense of school and I did my first Bootcamp at RSD which teaches a more natural flowing kind off interaction with girls which feels way more laid back and effortless compared to the competition. I got laid right after bootcamp which you can read about in the link below, After that a big bootcamp high, moved out of my dad's house because my parrents just, kinda got devorced and my sister moved out even before that. So right now, just 1 schoolweek and 2 weeks of vacation to go before the big exams!
I know everything I need to know for the exames so im doing a lot of sarging these few weeks before it starts, and then il fully get into the exams when it starts.
I will update this thread soon so until next time.