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ME-VS-ME JOURNAL TO BEING ME
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Me-vs-Me

Me-vs-Me

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MY 1000-TH POST IN RSD NATION!
 
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DayDeluxe

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Hey i remember i saw your FR first time about 20 months ago. Stumbled upon it again and I have to be brutally honest with you - as far as I have read it - you have not improved even a bit. I think you were even more cooler and relaxed even back then..

The fact you celebrate your 1000th post in RSD Nation shows that you've built and ego around it and the Me-vs-Me and you are literally struggling with yourself with no real actual results.

Why I'm saying this is that i've been through similar journey like you - mentaly masturbating and going nowhere...

Maybe you should fully commit to a 30-day-challenge and do whatever it takes to complete it. Challenges really help you to push through all the BS thought patterns. 

Besides, Tartu is full of awesome beautiful & intelligent girls. Stop wasting your life man.. day by day you let bunch of awesome girls slip through your fingers.

Good Luck!
 
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Thanks DayDeluxe. Yea, there are some really beautiful girls.. 
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MarkoL1

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Have you ever done daygame?Maybe you should try that.Do like a 7 day challenge at first and then level up...how does that sound?
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Scary as fuck is how it sounds :D
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Me-vs-Me Wrote:
Scary as fuck is how it sounds :D


Yeah,it is scary.. do it! One approach every day and live one day at a time.You will soon discover things about yourself that you never knew and you will find some cool girls.

If it doesn`t challenge you,it doesn`t change you ;)
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I'm sure you can do 1 approach a day challenge for 7 days?
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Me-vs-Me

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20/03/2014

It was surprising what happened today. For you, it's an average monday but I have never done anything like that, so it was cool. 

I went out with a guy from my choir with whom I have been out only 1 time before. The good thing about him is that he is not having approach anxiety shit or anything - atleast in club and he is quite upbeat. We went to a pub with another 2 guys from choir. We drank and talked, it was fun. Then me and this one dude went to the club. No BS, when we got into the club we headed straight to dance floor, no jerking around. He just went in and started dancing with different girls. We were just enjoying the music and dancing and not really caring about the reactions of girls. And then the most bizare thing happened, I was heading off the dancefloor when some pretty girl just walked past me or towards me, I don't even rememer what FUCK happened but I grabbed her, did not say a thing and kissed her, after that we parted our ways. 

I can't explain it.. it just.. felt the most correct thing to do at that moment :D

After that we were dancing with my friend some more and some girls, was fun. I wasn't feeling anxious or thinking that much what others were thinking of me. I was drunk but not too drunk, medium.

Then we went on town, to different pubs and just talked about stuff, we met some couple with whom we talked, thaty were cool. 

So, yea.. sometimes this kind of nights happen out of nowhere :D

It is depressing though that the nightlife is dead during the mid-week.. I hope it get's better now as it's getting warmer and spring started. I'm sick also, hope to recover, have common cold.

Thanks for reading and supproting me, it really means a lot that I have people here that want to help :)
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Fuckin A man ! Props to ya :D

Things are movin, keep going ! U're on the right track ;)

Fuckin awesome to see that shit !
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Thanks for sharing your journey. You can be proud of giving yourself permission to just instantly kiss that girl.
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