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 my mind feels like it's melting.

my reality is shattered.

when i was in highschool, i was not cool.  i had friends and even a couple gf's, but i was not cool.  i was short, skinny, loser body language, no self confidence, unable to stick up for myself, no communication skills.  

last night, I had this dream that i was back in highschool.  but it was a new school with all new kids.  for some reason, i was climbing down the side of the stairwell.  the door below me started to open, so i kicked it closed, and made my way down.  at the bottom, this fine ass stuck up looking girl comes through the door.  think- typical hottest coolest girl in highschool.  she gives me shit about kicking the door closed.  i start to apologize and slink away.  then something in my mind says NO.  i turn around, yell HEY, while I march up to her.  Then I open her because i know we're on the same level.  

i wake up after that, and as i lay in bed, i can't help but think that im not the same person anymore.  

not sure why im even sharing this.  just had to get it out i guess.  
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3/15/2011 Vail

It's spring break time up in the mountains! 

Last night was ridiculous.  An exercise in amogging.  I wore a pretty typical outfit, but I also had on these st paddys day beads i got.  they have little beer cups that fucking light up and blink.

The First venue was this little place called the george that i like to start at because it's the opposite of a good cold approach place, and i get blown out hard everytime.  When you walk in, everyone is either sitting at the bar with their backs facing you, or standing in tight little chode circles with their backs facing you.  I see a cutie in one of the standing circles.  I break through the circle, and start spitting some game at this girl.  While I'm talking to her, the guy next to her starts fondling my beads.  I don't really even notice, cause I'm too busy talking to the hottie.  I pretty much burn it to the ground with her.  As I leave our bubble i had created, the whole group starts talking shit about the beads.  One guy is like, I'll feel up your cups for you!  A different cute girl says something, so I get a mini bubble with her.  She says she'll give me a straw injection in the cups, and motions it.  I grab her arm, cut in super close, look right in her eyes, and say, I'll give you a straw injection.  Do you want a straw injection??  

The Second venue is dead.  But, there's one set.  A mixed group of people who work at the venue.  I go in, with a sliver of social proof cause i kinda know one of the dudes.  I pretty much get the ignore, but I  PLOW.  Then they all try to tool my for my beads.  I PLOW some mroe.  Finally, the cutie warms up to me a little.  Success!  Should have # closed.  I need to get back into the habit of tht.

My friend busts out this purple chron.  I know I shouldn't hit it, but I do anyway.  Commence large scale nuclear blow outs.

The Third venue is called The Club.  It's packed.  Probably 5-1 guy to girl, but there's so many people that there's a lot of girls.  Most of the guys are choad anyway.  As soon as we walk in, there's this super tal (6'5ish) model looking chick.  Cut in close, gaze way up into her eyes, and open.  yes!  Walk further in the venue, and open probably 10 sets that are blowout explosion deluxe in the first 10 seconds.  A funny one, I walk up to this girl, my mind draws a blank.  So I just look at her, claw her, and say how are you?  then shrug and say, that's the best i could come up with.  blowout.  The rest of the night, none of my interactions last longer than a couple minutes.  BOOM BOOM BOOM.  I laugh about it.  It's really pretty funny.  Since there is a limited amount of girls in here, most of them blow me out 3 or 4 times over the course of the night.  Some of them warm up a little on the 3rd or 4th approaches.

Lessons
-Get back into the habit of # closing.  I've been so all over the place in the past couple months, I stopped taking numbers cause I have no idea where i'll end up in the next week/month or even day.
-Don't get high.  It kills your game.
-Blinky necklace attracts the hate.  But it's funny, and somehow, I think it's good unreactivity training.  "Blinky shirt no work" 9ball.

Positives
-Stayed positive dominant and unreactive in the face of massive blowouts, shit tests, and amogs.
-Went out
-Approached
-Drew state from within, regardless of external feedback
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adjunkie wrote:

third venue.  on the way over to the third, u5 opens a 3 set.  two of them are loving him.  the third one gets crazy and starts walking in circles, and saying over and over, I DONT GO FOR CREEPERS.  U5 points his finger right in her face and says, youre a bitch.  bhhahahaha.  probably my favorite moment of the night.  she wanted to fight him after that, so we bounced into the venue.

LOL yeah being drunk, right after I say that, I like "giggle" or "snicker" or whatever the fuck.  Actually, IIRC I said it to the friends as "your friend is a bitch" without looking at her.  Without this drunk BS, it would have come off way more "normal", and the girl either would have not responded at all, or would have been more apologetic/reactive to it.  I guess just thinking about the difference between dumb shit like this when I was drunk vs if I weren't makes it more clear the bullshit I experienced that night, where it comes from.  

Interesting.  Glad you had fun in Denver, was good meeting ya finally.  :D
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AWESOME YOU SLUT

Dude so rad, loving the progress, wow.

I love this community!  Total inspiration man, love it.

FRIDAY
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Thurs.  St Paddys

Go out with some friends who don't normally go out.  Really just feelin like kickin it with friends.  I make a few approaches out of habit.  Ie.  see hot girl-->go (no thinking).  my friends realize this and think it's hilarious.  they can't believe i 'talk to random strangers'.  they begin pointing out sets to me.  haha.  of course, i go.  they send me into one, and it's like 45 seconds till make out.  my chode friends now think im some sort of party god.  haha.  if they only knew the full extent of what is possible... 

pretty chill night.  i didn't put much effort or care into it cause im going through some fucked up oneitis thing right now.

Friday
Supposedly this is the largest moon we have seen in 18 years tonight.  I've snowmobiled up to the top of meadow mountain with some friends.  It's about 7 of us, and 3 of those are girls.  Well, a mother, daughter, and friend.  Of course the one I like is the daughter.  I talked to her more than anyone else, but it would have been real easy to over escalate with her since there was no chance of isolation, and her mom was right there.  # close.

Sat
Decided to give plenty of fish a try about a week ago.  Sent out about 25 emails.  5 responses.  2 numbers.  Saturday was the only day I could meet up with one of the numbers.  I had bult some solid sexual tension in through texts and phone conversations. 

Today is the day.  I'm up on a second story landing looking down to the first floor where she will be meeting me.  I'm talking to her on the phone as she comes walking up.  NO.  FUCK.  REALLY??

Apparently she is some breed of ogre.

How did this happen?  She had cute pictures and had her body type listed as athletic... Apparantly by athletic, she meant she's a linebacker.  And her FACE.  Dammnnn.

I should close my phone and walk away.  But, I don't.  I go down and meet Face. 

I don't want to get physical, so I decide to say the most fucked up shit I can think of to make her run away.  I tell her the story from a few reports above of pulling a gun on some dudes. I tell her I slap bitches.  Tell her how skiing too much makes my toe nails turn black.  Face does not run away.

Finally, I see my truck, and say 'that's mine.  goood to meet you Face'. 

I run away.

Sun

Hike through the mountains with my dog under the moonlight.  Blaze fiya.  Clear my fucking head. 

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Need to get into beastmode again.  Must go hard.  Keep progressing. 

I think this weekend was a necesarry break.  Kinda like in weight lifting, if you were to lift every day, you'd burn yourself out and make no progress.

Pretty sure I'm about to break through to  a new level if I can just keep up the hard work (partying...)

Love this shit.
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3/23 FR Copper

Haven't been going out as much as I should be lately. 

Changed that tonight. 

Criteria for success- go out and approach.

I went out.  There were 6 dudes and a couple.  I approached the girl of the couple and talked to everyone.  Even got a free drink from the bartender.  I'm special.  Owen said so. 

+++

Need to change shit up.  I ski everday, but my heart isn't really in it.  My mind is focused on making $$$$.  Second to that is this hobby.  Right now, I can basically go anywhere I want and do anything I want for a month or two.  I could be beasting everyday.  And that is what I should be doing.

Recently, I've been reading Think and Grow Rich.  What an amazing book.  If anyone hasn't read it, I would def recommend it.  It could be called Think and Grow Abundant.  The book is based off a study of the mindsets of successful people.  After reading the first two chapters, I can't help but think, this is the mindset that Jeffy had in 9Ball that got him to where he is now. 

The first chapter is about determination.  Basically, realize what you want and go after it. Do not let any setbacks stop you. Failure to reach your goal is not an option.

The second chapter deals with desire.  You have to want it so bad that nothing will stand in your way.

This is going to be one of those life changing books.  Maybe I'll make a post about it soon.  But if you haven't read it, pick it up!
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3/25/2011

Cougar hunting story

Come back from dinner with friends and family.  Take dog out for a walk.  See this cougar who I had opened a couple times before.  I decide this is the time.

Ask her name.  Ask her what she's doing.  Make fun of her for 'staying at home all by herself'.  Tell her my friends and I are going out tonight.  come with us.  Cause we're having fun. (I'm cutting the space, and she is physically escalating on me).  I get her # and tell her I'll hit her up before we head out.

Lame ass friends decide not to go out, and say have fun with your cougar.  I call cougar and she doesn't pick up.  I'm thinking fuck it I don't give a shit, looks like it's just me tonight.

I head out.  Open some sets, get a beer, talk to some friends who happened to be there.  I look over, and guess who came out.  

My cougar is standing there all by herself.  such a pretty little cougar. 

'Cougar! You made it out.  My friends are fucking lame.'  (Hug)


She needs a drink and goes up to the bar.  I see my friend and talk to her.  Cougar sees this.  social proof ALWAYS helps.

I leave to go talk to cougar.  We're right next to the bar talking about random bullshit.  I turn her the way I want her.  Claw her.  Unzip her jacket cause 'i want to see her shirt'.  Triangular gazing.  Age comes up.  She guesses mine pretty close.  I ask her how old she is (br).  She says, do you really want to know?  of course.

50

For some reason, hearing this turns me on so I pull her hips in close and kiss her.  She only gives me a peck.  I say, 'is that the best 50 year olds can kiss?' Go back in for the kiss.  This time she really kisses me back... like a wild cougar.  awesome.  


Get tired of the bar downstairs.  So i say, 'let's go upstairs', while I lead her upstairs.

This bar sucks for isolation.  There's no darkly lit couches or anything.  Anyway, we're standing by the railing. 

Conversation, plus I'm always being physical or moving out (maybe they call this pacing? idk).  She says,Im not doing you tonight.  I look her in the eyes and say, 'cougar i am not fucking you tonight'.  We kiss again.  This time i get hard.  I grab her hand and put it on my hard dong.  she grabs and then pulls away.  

More making out. 

She finishes her drink.  Says she's going home and tells me to find a young girl.  I tell her ilike her.  and i need to get home cause i'm waking up early.  

Walk home arm in arm.  Get into the lobby of her condo project.  Make out.

'I'll fuck the shit out of you cougar'  while i pin her on the glass and makeout with her.

Youre so cute.  You're so adorable.  She says this about five hundred times as I'm rubbing her through her pants, making out with her, and talking about fucking her.

The logistics are pretty much fucked.  Can't go to my place, can't go up to hers (her dad is staying with her or some shit)

'Cougar you wanna cum'  'wanna cum'. she says she'd love too, mentions some relationsip she has back home, and says she can't.  but so tempting. 

No go.  So i bounce.

Lessons:
-I think I could have gotten way more physical at the end (waayyyy more).  When I rubbed her through her pants she didn't object at all.  Not sure, but I think getting more physical would have led her getting turned on to the point of no return (me fucking the shit out her cougar pussy)
-some other guy on here had a journal of pretty much ALL cougar hunting.  At the time, i didn't really get it.  But now, I think cougars really turn me on.  Hurray cougars!

Positives:
-Progression.  I get better and better.  Not yet at the level yet but i'm positive it's out there and attainable.
-Total time from # close to pull home- ~3hours.


Question for men who know:
-How to finger bang a girl in the club if she's wearing tight pants?
-Edit: DURRRRRRR
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YESS COUGS
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3/26 FR

Meet up with some friends at Wyncoup.  wtf?  With ALL the choices in Dtown, only two married men would pick this place....  Anyway, we shoot some pool.  I open a couple girls who are obviously out with boyfriends.  My state falters.  This place is so chode.  I tell them my friend is at another place and we have to go there.

Move on.

I begin to warm up.  My buddy points at some very sexy girl wearing a pink fishnet shirt thing and says 'that's the kind of girl you need to be talking to'.  I don't even say anything, but in my mind, i'm like YES THAT IS THE GIRL I NEED TO BE TALKING TO.  Part the crowds to get to her.  Open her about her shirt.  She's into me.  Im right up in her grill and clawing her.   Apparently her friend wasn't into me, because she pulls fishnet away.  Whatev.  Cool.  Opened her.  

Walk around chode style, opening some, blowing out quick... lost chode syndrome.  blah.

Come into a cute little mexican girl.  I open with 'what's up'.  It hooks hard from the get go.  This ends up being an unusual set.  I've never had anything like it before.  I go for the kiss.  She doesn't even give me the cheek.  She leans way back, and looks at me like 'not gonna happen'.  Maybe she even said that.  I tell her I'm looking for my friends and to come with me.  She tells her friends while I stand right next to her.  I don't make any effort to make their interaction go one way or another.  Just stand there like I'm her boyfriend and be cool.  They let her go.  I lead her over to my friends.  Kick it a bit.  Then lead her to the 'dance floor'  (it's really just an area of the bar where people dance on top of this swampy, sticky, alcohol saturated carpet).  She tells me to take her number.  Go for the kiss more times, and she gives me the same reaction as the first try.  this is about 30 minutes into the interaction.  Her friend comes up.  I engage her quickly, but just enough to introduce myself.  They have a little meeting while I dance like a retard.  Her friend is telling her to go with me.  Stay with me.  Go have fun. 

The interaction starts to die out.  I can't physically escalate beyond holding/ clawing her because she won't kiss me.  I kinda run out of things to say.  Go into chode interview mode. 

Some other dude opens her.  I amog him or whatever.  He goes away.  I go to the bathroom.  Come out and she's dancing with the dude again.  I decide this one's over- she's cute, but somewhat boring, and she won't kiss me.

My phone dies.

I open some more sets, but nothing really hooks. 

Wake up this morning.  Charge my phone.  Mexican girl texted me twice after my phone died. 

2:01 AM- Hey, hope you have a good night and be safe
2:53 AM- Hope to see you soon to lol


Not sure if something would have gone down last night if my phone had been on.  Kinda confused about this one.  I thought she lost interest.  Maybe she's just a prude.  Seems like she actually was interested after all.

See how it plays out.  She was def a 1 on the 0/1 scale.

Lessons:
-My boy B used to be the best natural i ever kicked it with.  He's married now (to a 10).  But I noticed he can read a girls emotional state like it was written on her forehead.  Need to work on that skill better.
-Never start out at wyncoup.

Positives:
-Solid interaction with that mexican girl even though she wouldnt kiss me.  Definitely had some connection going on. 
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 Monday

Talked to mexican girl on the phone.  She has a really thick accent.  I've never been with a real mexican girl before.  This one could get interesting.  

Went out with a buddy.  

One set.  I remark about her shirt.  We talk.  She gets giggly.  Says her boyfriend is siting at the bar.  Cool.  Burned the place down in one fell swoop!

Call up a # I got on my pof spree.  She looks cute in her pictures, but I learned the last time I did this that doesn't really mean too much.  She does have a pretty voice though.  Maybe meetup soon.

Going out, on a dead night in a dead bar is still good.  Sure, you don't learn anything new; but, you keep up your social momentum.  You never know where the night is gonna take you.  Sometimes it's glory, sometimes you shoot pool with your boys.

Tuesday

Go out with my friends.  Get wasted on absinthe.  There's no girls out except my friend, who is the gf of my other friend.  

Text with HBBoston.  My across the country oneitis girl.  Pretty much got over that.  Maybe shit will work out with that in the future, but im not gonna worry about it AT ALL.  Too many other girls out there to get hung up on one (no matter how sexy or perfect you think she is s).

On an entirely different tangent, it's been snowing like crazy up here.   Love the pow.  Makes these sausage fest nights worthwhile.  Tuesday was so fucking good.  it's been 2 or 3 feet fresh in the past couple days.  


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Tonight is a Dialated Peoples show in vail!  Stoked.  

Dialated peoples show+girls=BEASTMODE
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