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The other day, I was out biking with my friend.  He crashed pretty hard.  I told him, "sometimes you gotta crash, it means you're pushing it, and you find out that you're not made of glass."

 Sunday Night

Had to go out cause I could... 

I drive around scoping the venues, and see a huge crowd of people outside.  Yess!! I park, walk up, and approach the first cute girls I see.  Poke her.  Vibe.  Hugs.  She's with her sister.  They are waiting in line to get dougnuts.  wtf.  haha.  There's like a  hundred fucking people in this line.  I silently lol to myself as I realize I could creep hard on every girl in this line and they wouldn't be able to go anywhere.  Anyway, it's going good with the two sisters.  The cuter one is now hanging on me.  I tell her,  fuck her dougnuts, let's go party somewhere.  She asks where?  I tell her it looked ok at boiler room.  She gets this embarassed look on her face and says she's not old enough.  I'm like no way.  She's 19, and her sister is 17.  Hahaha.  They live together.  I wish them well and bounce.  In hindsight, i shoulda at least number closed the 19 year old.  Or been beast and fucked them both!

Next, get to Barrel Room.  There's a cutie outside who I open for an easy throw away set.  This venue has a really cool outdoor area.  The only issue is that there's only five groups of people loosely interspersed around the area.  It seems kind of weird to me to be solo here.  Oh well.  Fuck it.

First one, go in hard physical.  She opens very well for the first minute, then I overescalate, and she runs over to her friends, leaving me standing there.  I think, fuck this isn't going to be good. Oh well.  I came out for a reason, and I'll burn this place to the ground without the anonymity of a packed venue if I have to.  

Icyness.  Solid.  Centered.  See the next one.  Problem is I'm not really having too much fun.  I find it's really hard to bring the party when out solo.  Also feeling low energy.  I try to be congruent with it.

Sexy girl with 2 other girls and one dude.  Poke her.  Say something.  She runs off to her friend.  I stand there and try to open her other friend.  She straight up ignores me.  I stay in for an awkward second.  The dude introduces himself.  We chat for 2 seconds before the girls grab him and walk off, leaving me standing there like a lonely weird creeper guy. 

Creep creep.

Onto the next one.

A seated set.  Open with some shit.  Sit down.  Talk shit.  She asks me where my friends are at.  I tell her I'm a douchebag and I don't have any friends.  She laughs, pokes me, and says playfully, you're funny, of course you have friends, where are they.  She realizes I wasn't joking.  Pretty sure she said something like ewww he came here by himself.  The group gets up and leaves, leaving me sitting there like a lonely douchebag.

State is plummeting.  There's one group of people I haven't creeped out yet...    Can't have that!  Walk up to this bachelorette party of all ugs but one.  Open the ugs.  They turn their backs.  Reach out to the hot one, she shakes her head.  I find one ug who is receptive and have a stupid little conversation for the next 10 minutes.  Then I end up in set with the hot one.  She tells me she's always mean to people at bars.  "If I had met her at a coffee shop I wouldn't be hugging her right away."  hahaha that's what you think.  She resists all attempts at physical escalation.  So I plow.  Then the pull her away.

Venue burnt the fuck down.  Mission accomplished.  yay!


 

-----2 week no masterbation challenge-----

No jerkin it for 2 weeks starting today. an experiment to ignite what Tim calls "the fury" and what Napolean Hill refers to as "sex energy transmutation".

Posted here for accountability.
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Fr 7/29

Finally got a night out. Been working a shitload to get ready for my move up to Seattle. But I digress. 

Start out at the first bar. My friend is ordering drinks. Some girl opens him. So, I talk to her friend. About 2 minutes of awkward stilted conversation and she runs off. I'm thinking fuck that was harsh I'm not on it. Oh well just the first set. I wonder off like a blown out chode. 

I head to the bathroom to regroup. I remind myself of the basics- intent, freedom from outcome, and momentum. Intent- clarity in my thoughts words and actions... Horniness. Love for women. 

Walk out and spot a two set sitting down. One of them is gorgeous. I open with a hug and tell them I love them. Vibe really well while making sure to include the friend. At one point I pull the hottie up out of her chair and spin her to get a better look at her. After awhile, her friend walks off isolating us. She force feeds me a sip of her margarita and I get a ton of salt. Blah. I pull her in from behind her neck and makeout. Get her number. Vibe some more. Try to figure out logistics. She came with her friend who is a coworker and they both have to work in the morning. I push for the pull. It's not happening, so I dont want to push anymore. I experienced a little while ago that you can lose a lot of value and come off as desperate...  Anyway, she was a really cool sexy girl. She takes off after making out some more and biting my lip! Pretty sure this is a solid number.  I texted her to get home safe and she replied when she got home. 

Open some random girls more for my friends amusement than anything. They think it's funny to send me into strange sets. Whatev. I'm always down. 

We get to the next venue and it's alright. I spot a very sexy girl about to leave. I open with, you can't leave you're my last shot at love!  Vibe for a little bit. Amog some dude. Number close. 

We leave for a better spot. On the street, I see two hotties hugging each other intensely. I open with none other than hugging them and telling them I love them. They say we don't know you but we love you too!  It's now a tight 3 way hug. One of them says it's her 21st bday. I immediately make out with her. When I stop, I make out with her friend.  Then I tell them I'm going to Dixie. They try holding on to me but I can't be held down yo!

In Dixie, my friend sends me into a six on the dance floor. I open her and find out she's a Victorias secret worker. I ask if she's wearing a sexy bra, then pull her shirt down exposing her breasts to me. I then lift up her dress to see what kind of underwear she's wearing. She says she isn't wearing any. Then she shows me her panties she is keeping in her purse for some reason. I steal them. She isn't really that hot, so I go back to my friends. 

We all live an hours drive away so I'm not to motivated to make anything happen. Fun night but I can't wait to be in Seattle where I can go out regularly and have a close by place to pull to. Then it'll be on motherfuckers!!
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Friday

Not too much interesting.  I went out, but left early cause I had to wake up at 4:30am for work the next day.... 

Had some crash and burns at this weird club called dante's inferno.  I realized it wasn't because of me, it was because the crowd is a bunch of socially awkward people.  Note: never go back to dantes inferno. At least I snuck in past the doorman and bouncer skipping the stupid cover charge.

Saturday

In Seattle for the weekend.  This is soon to be my new stomping ground.  :)

First venue is packed.  I do a oouple throw away sets to get started.  

Open one sexy cowgirl.  She opens well.  Her ug friend sees this, comes up and tells me her friend is about to get married, but as a part of her bachelorette party challenge, she needs a guy to give her a lap dance.  I say, "what if i just make out with her instead."  she's all nooooo thats not allowed!!  I consider this, and think it sounds like fun.  So, I push cowgirl into the booth and lap dance her.  I pull up my shirt as I pull her head towards my cock.  Then turn around and grind my ass on her.  I pull her up and say into her ear, "this is your last night as a single woman!"  Then I make out with her.  She loves it.  After a minute, her friends are like nooooo that's enough.  I tell them it doesn't count if she doesn't remember.  The one tucks a wad of cash into my pants! lol

Lots of opening hotties on the dance floor.  There's one really short girl, so I crouch down to her level and pick her up.  We dance, but it doesn't really go anywhere.  I see a train of girls walking off the floor.  The last one in the line is cute, so I block her way.  Vibe for a bit and get physical, then she says she has to catch her friends.  I reframe it like, 'let's go find your friends!"  and then lead her off the dance floor.  She see's her friends.  it's the bachelorette party from earlier.  They're like, "we like him!! he's cool!"  yay.  theyre all leaving.  I go for the number closed and get denied.

See a hottie with her friend, being gamed up by two other dudes.  Cut in and open her.  Lead her away.  Vibe for two minutes.  My friends tell me they're leaving.  I go for the number close. denied.

Next venue.  Open lots of girls and have a couple run ins with boyfriends.  Like dudes getting seriously territorial and defensive.  I call one guy out cause I'm pissed.  I don't think he was even her boyfrind, but he came up and said, You can go NOW!  I don't remember what I said, but I wasnt very nice.  He's pretty big, but I hold my ground.  I see him lower his defenses, and I tell him that shit he did was rude.  He offers to buy me a shot.  I make friends with him and it's all good.  No shot necesarry.

Nothing is really hooking, but I'm in state and open everything. 

Last call. 

and onto the streets. 

Open sets.  Nothing very solid.  Almost get one girl to come to the "afterparty." but her friend is not down.  My friends are no help.  Street sets at night will be a valuable skill to have once I get it down a little better.

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It was like something was a bit off all night.  Maybe it was the fact that I was running off 3 hours of sleep and a thermogenic.  Maybe my intent was off.  Not enough clarity in my thoughts words and actions.  Maybe my tonality was off.  Maybe I was communicating too much man to it, rather than man to person (woman).

So, Lessons:
-Intent.  Be very clear in your thoughts, words, and actions
-BR tonality and volume.
-The girl is not a meat sock to jerk off into.  She is a person.  Remember this, and communicate in kind.

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I seriously can't wait to be in close proximity to this night life.  I'll be out a lot and get this shit dialed. 

Like when I wanted to take my skiing to the highest level, I lived at a fucking ski resort and rode 6 or 7 days a week.  

Must find a place close to downtown....

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I love women.  

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Peace.
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Day 2 lr

Its my friends bday so we're having a little BBQ party. I shoot out a couple texts to my hottie from thursday night. Call her hbpersonaltrainer. She agrees.

She drives an hour out to my place. When she gets out, she's even hotter than I remember her being. Yesss!!!

We head over to the party. I get physical and we vibe. I also let her kick it with people while I go talk to others.

At some point we're all standing in a circle and she's a few people away. I pull her over to me. The momentum kinda pushes us out of the circle. We make out for a long time. Like 20 minutes. I ask her sexual questions and tell her what I like. She is wet.

We go over to a bench and she's like, "so what else do you want to know about me?". So i ask her about her family.

More making out and fondling. Then she says she needs to go home. I say no come to my house. She says she can't. I tell her to be spontaneous. I kiss her and tell her she feels so good. She agrees to follow me back to my house.

Get back. She gives me the best head I've ever had then....

....fade to black... Then...

....she gets dressed, drives home and I go back to my friends party.
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Hey man, you do day game at all?
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Halffull wrote:
Hey man, you do day game at all?





I will always open a hottie during the day if I happen to see one; but I've never gone out specifically for day game.
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 That's pretty much what I'm going to be doing while I'm here, feel free to join me.
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Guess I missed you in seattle. PM me or something next time you're coming up =)
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Thursday night

Met up with halffull for a night out in portlandia...

Pretty decent night for pushing it. Not sure if it was a cockfest or what, but I ended up in a tug of war for a girl twice and tried to steal some guys girlfriend to marry me in Vegas.

The first tug of war, this guy is talking to a girl. He's getting really physical and I can see her leaning away. They're standing at the bar, so I go in on the opposite side of the girl and engage her. She turns to me and the guy dissappears. We are getting deeper into it, whenthe guy comes back. He tries to get physical with me. Doesn't really phase me. He buys the girl drinks again. I keep talking to her and they get their shots. He's like 'no you need a shot too!'. Not really I'm cool. I don't need one. He buys me one anyway. Oh well. At this point, another guy comes into set. I decide this girl really isn't worth the effort and bounce.

Second tug of war. I see a girl sitting down by herself. I make her stand up and dance with me. Go for the makeout 3 or 4 times but only get little kisses. A big black dude comes in and she leaves me to hang off him. I grab her by the wrist and pull her back onto me. I think I have her stolen, but he's behind me while she can still see him. Probably shoulda flipped us around so her back was facing him. She ends up going back to him. Lol good game man.

Tons more sets that I dont really feel like writing out. 2 # closes, but they were really quick so prob not solid.

Lessons:
-be louder. I had a couple sets asking me to repeat myself.


Talked to hbpersonaltrainer yesterday and had a pretty deep conversation. I have to handle this one with tact. I want her to be an fb but not more. She's a really cool girl, so I want to manage her expectations of what this is so she doesn't think it's something that it's not. Nowadimean?

@matt- def hit you up soon bro. I'll be livin there by september at the very latest.
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Spent most of the weekend working ridiculous hours like the red headed step child of the company. But I did get off around midnight on Friday in time to go over to PTs house.

I brought over a bottle of red wine. We had a couple glasses, but i was still feeling all high strung from work, so I made her go for a walk with me. We talked about the craziest things we had ever done and our most embarrassing moments. I told her about the time when I was young and drunk and stole a car. She told me about some things that I won't even repeat on here...

The reason I write about all this is because I really felt like I just laid myself out there. No spin hugs or funny pua shit to cover up myself-- just me, being myself.

This probably sounds like it's coming from a fucked up place, and maybe it is; but I was thinking, holy shit she actually likes ME.

Anyway, I kissed her on the side of the street. Then when we got back inside, we made it to her kitchen before it turned x rated. She swallows ;)

It was another hardcore reference experience- I am enough.

In that, I'm going to take a break from all pua theory and learning. When I go out, I know what to do. I don't need any more theory. I don't need to look like a little Tyler or act like a little jeffy- I just need to be myself.

Peace out guys. Love you all. No homo.
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