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This is a journal about my goals dreams failures fun stories and other shit ...when i type shit up its usualy randomly ordered so bear with my awsome writing skills :D



My name is Alex im 18 this isnt my first journal i been in game for a while "07-07-2009, 06:53 PM" excately lol
im still pretty much at intermed lvl maybe lower  my first journal was pretty much my goals to getting popular 

how my story begain
after a while of not getting girls being a and everyone around me i decided had to find sumshit to break this shit life style so i found game after looking at how to get girls on google some ad poped up. after reading and learning i made goals my first goal was to get popular in highschool and have shitload of girls as friends etc i didnt really have to much of a rough start i find it fun as fuck the emotion and thrill
it started last summer i remember the first day like it was yesturday me and my wingman had no ride and we had to make shit happen so we camped the mall like beast for days
i recorded few of my first 10approaches EVER needless video came out shitty but the memories lasted. 

after that i was hooked since that video i had tons of adventures but i havent got a lay yet ..working on that 
since that video few things has happen i got popular in highschool easy didnt do shit but give my ego a emotional high 
i constantly try and leave my comfort zone etc chasing the dream ;-) 

was i good wen i started?
When i found this shit it was towards the middle of 10grade..that year i had a goal to not be some pushover so i would only talk when i had sumthing important to say...NEEDLESS to ssay i fucked myself over i failed classes cuz i got shy it was bad i knew sumthing had to happen ...by beginning of 11th grade year around time of above video..or sumthing i was making progress in school but i had to rewire my whole shit it was bad i started not giving a fuck in a good way started walking better meeting ppl making shit happen but wasnt satisfied by end of 11th grade ...so senior year last year i started trying hardcore more i got popular but my whole year was fucked cuz i didnt escalate hard enough which created MANY missed oppurtunities i was the shit in a non pulling way lol
i use to run ottua shit to talk about with hot girls im still guilty of it but after reading ROBOTBONER thread on killing the big elephant in the room...i realised my mistake i wanted ot fuck these girls i would build sexual tension and all that but i wasnt being verbal or going for makeout enough so i ran outta shit to talk about becuase the conversation wasnt where it should be..thats been my biggest steading point of all now that i figured that out this shit will get fun..thats the fun part of game always sumthing to improve on ....its not a hobby its a life style !

story how i picked my cuzion as wingman
well he use to try and fuck grenades always being chody ..somewhere i mention in other thread if someone shows willingness to try and better their life and interest in this section of their life to me il introduce them to game so i went a year without telling him....then oneday we was flirting with girls i know and nextday we went to BK been debating if i should tell him like 2weeks now waiting for sumthing to push me a bit and prov ehe really wants it.  so we get to bk(burger king) and start flirting with the girls their all over him and im their doing my thing he starts making out with one then i pull one and somehow he make sout with both im like its time...we went to bathroom after he got one girls numbered he texted her i wanna fuck you or sumthing close...she said yea your so hot...i knew it was fucking on needless to say the girl flaked but he showed willingness to do wat others didnt..and thats fuck a girl in the playground at Bk at 2 in afternoon lol and on the walk home i revealed wat would be the the most improtant shit someones ever told showed ...

Wing B story
their isnt really a story how i met Wingman B hes a cool kid he knew me wen i was super chodey whole year sat NEXT TO HIM didnt say one word to him...we went my 11th grade year we CLICKED like a seatbelt we have common goals beleifs etc...hes great at telling me wen im fucking up so i can fix it as i am to him...we been kind rocky lately becuase for last year we been trying to get a car and we had to sacrafice our ego some self repect for our boys with girls in some cases being kissass.... but now we both got jobs and im bout to get whip so should be fun 
wing B strong points r he has some balls its funny and awsome good at fashion too hes my my bestfriend since a year now...he doesnt know Game i never told him...he is cool enough and open minded at a level that i think if i guide him down the right ways it will be more benefitial then trying to unleash the word of game on him Wingman a knows game 



My progress in the last few months? 
nothing worth mention lately ive been working trying to save for a CAR living in Florida is a being carless thats another story 
Reason i make journal now is becuase i will be getting car within 3weeks and its bout time i give RSD a introduction to my reality

Any other Family good at game?
nope my brother is chode material and all my family within 5years of my age ugly girls and kids only me and my Wingman A have game

Goals
Adventures pretty much crazy stories fun times pretty much im "trying to do what others arent" and have a blast doin it

known problems
escalating hard as fuck ...
leading...
sometimes i end convo prematurly
occasional choding around

as soon as i find sticking points i try and fix it  like a leaky faucet 

Journal
i will update this journal when i get chances wont be atleast 3 week until i get to start gaming like a beast

i wanna have tons of adventures so ima start putting my self in situation to make shit happen going when no one els else willing i wanna do a 30day challenge soon too


Well howmuch knowledge on game do u got?

Well it started off with fuzzy hat guy i was hooked but i realised while time went on it was hard as fuck to do anything wen i had to recite some lil line perfectly so i adventualy found RSD like 4months ago like the shit they had to offer and the no lines ...pretty much normal dudes being fooking awsome so i started learning and eliminating useless info....but im pretty bone packed on info im guilty of having more knowledge then infield experience. thats where this journal comes in.. motivation to track my progress look back and laugh.


Anyhow
i look forward to keeping this shit updated and constant progress fun stories

This is Alexjx life of pre college adventures
 
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Little Epiphany i had at work

lately ive been noticing two trends to older guys this might be normal but to us 16-18 year olds least me this shit is insane.....

EVERY girl im meeting has a Boyfriend or a kid.... im trying to be an explorer and go where no baby has came from before :D
or take any dudes girl...aperently these chodes keep trying to charish all the cuties guess i gotta do what you gotta do...


anyhow this is sumthing i must except becuase its gonna be more frequent as i age ...like any other problem i have to find a way around it.
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~~~~October 23~~Movie threater~~
i went to the movies last night i been talking to my wingman who doesnt know about game telling him...how we have to meet girls amping each other up 
doing the whole "he points out girl i gotta do and he has to go"
so we get to movies we miss a few oppurtunities but its w.e we start flirting with every girl we come in contact with or near us.. gotta push that comfort zone ..

didnt close any girls or shit anyhow
we go into the movie theater we was flirting with girl blocking door for paranormal activity 2 and we go inside and my boy is like 
"yo see that girl by herself go beast it "
so i got kinda nervous but fuck it i went anyhow i sat down was like hey think i mention she was cute and i seen like 4heads infront of me turn at different times and look at me ...so i asked girl who was kinda pushing me away.. if those was her friends ...turns out she was a MOM and those was her kids lol aww milfs gotta love em... so i tried to go from flirting to casual talk like 3mins in i got shut down and she said her husband is gonna come soon ...so i had too leave ... 

point of story is i approached my first it was like going to the wolfs im blind as fuck and movie threater was dark but i still went for what i wanted thats the thrive that i need to make it far and good


 also i flirted hardcore with a few girls

reason thats significant is becuase my sticking point which im fixing is not being sexual enough or having balls to have the conversation where it should be/laying it on the line

my 3 biggest known sticking points are 
not going sexual enough 
not keeping conversation where it should be=running outta shit to say
and i gotta lead better 
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~~~~~~~~~~november 20~~~~~ the reference point of progressing 

No one fucked and NO I didnt close her anyhow

today i went to hangout with my wing/cuzion at his house to chill and the situation was my wing sister had a friend coming over nothing spectacular anyhow

im chilling at house and i notice her friend lets call her lizzy and she is a freak like my spidey senses kicking in and telling me  my wing told me how he kissed her already so i had an idea of how she was

thing is when i seen her didnt realise i knew her from school back in 6th grade but she didnt recognize me this isnt the first time this situation has happen to me so i didnt bring it up wheres the fun in that?

so at first i talked to her nothing spectacular i knew wat my wing did anyhow after like 30mins of seeing her my wing and we came to agreement she was dtf ..anyhow fast forward a bit im sleeping i already established girl is a freak she keeps touching my ass talking freaky-ish etc so im sleeping wakeup with a half boner and my wing tells me to come to kitchen i was like a fucking lion and she started fucking around at this point i established she wnated me or my wing we r equally able to fuck her ...fast forward a bit my cuzion and lizzy invite guys over it was a chode crystal of thugs we outgamed them without doing shit i think mainly cuz we was making moves while the guys was their me and my wing agreed who ever she ended up in bed with she would be fucking so the guys leave and my wing works out logistic  it was him her in bed and somehow i was stuck on the pillow filled with my pride lol 

so they talking /laying at this point im still like a lion but idk how a threesome would work 1becuase im pretty much a virgin and 2 my wing sister was in the room for w.e reason i have no fucking clue...
so i put on earphones and wish my wing the best since its his house and his guess and he has her just dont be a bitch....well after lizzy turned off tv like 30mins later she randomly jumps on me and started grinding i had on ballers i was like ima finish what you start imma..followed by imma have your ass sleeping all day tommarrow (voice tone of sexual/agressive) the half boner does miracles to disposing your fears and limiting beleifs she keeps grinding i start feeling up her ass and at this point im pretty sure she's feeling my half boner against her in her little sweat pants told her she's making him excited and a lil bit later she hops off and slides her hand across my dick above my baller and gigles i said something sexual again ...

then she comes near me and grab my headphone ask what im listen to and then puts on music and hops back down to my wing i wanted to fuck her like a lil bad girl ...anyhow she was back with my wing and i layed back down didnt wanna attempt the threesome  cockblocker 101 was in room but me and my wing turning a shitty logistical problem into something interested also their dad was gonna be home anytime no idea wen so it wouldnt work anyhow ...so i toss my wing a condom while she puts on music and the lights still off and i lay back down and like 5mins later i start hearing moaning and this is where the second reference point happens my wing didnt fuck her but he was rubbing and making out think she was giving him LMR cuz his sister was in room but that was the first time since we started this journey i ever almost watch my wing fuck a girl and  he only met 2-3days ago for a few hours and it was the first time i really took charge and tried to fuck a girl when giving the oppurtunity instead of going into my head
anyhow like 20mins after him trying to push through what little bit of  lmr she had  his dad comes home barges in and cockblocks the end

this is why i love this shit is becuase this shit is so spontasious and crazy turning a situation someone woulda gave up on into something ...its like making gold from coal


achieved goals
i man the fuck up and turned shit sexual as much as possible instead of going into my head like i did last time wen giving this oppurtunity and for that i have grown


 this just proves by proactively taking action your can turn  nothing into something


also every so often i find a qoute i tell myself maybe it helps you guys the new qoute is
"act like you been here before" it means pretty much lets say a girl wants to suck your dick just after meeting her dont get all in ur head and amazed act like girls always offer you shit like that aka "act like your been here before"
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 Nice, one. Did you kiss her?
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come to think of it no i didnt kiss her somehow missed that step lol a bit more detailed explanation on how ive grown from a pretty simple dry humping and sliding hand across my dick  

it started out with my first chance i was spoon fed a oppurtunity to fuck a girl ...

incident#1
i was at a party and their was girl i knew from school like a get togethor party and she was making out with some hot girl i guess liquor makes her horny and by the end of night every1 left except me my cuzion and some really drunk guy it was a 2bedroom apartment for some odd reason my guy who owned apartment kicked me off couch  (he didnt purposely do it more like quick moment idea) said go into room and lay on bed with the girl she was kinda drunk and i do this thing(ive been fixing ) when i get nervous cuz im not doing what im suppose too and acting like a i get alot of nervous eager energy so i went into bed i was thinking how i wanted to fuck her didnt know about boner of disposing beleifs so i tried some puppy flirting but failed and ended up laying feet to face with her....----wat i shoulda done was lay face to face and start trying to fuck her it wasnt kiddy flirt time so i took it as a learning lesson


incident #2
i had just got off work and my wing was over we r carless....and he calls his boy for ride home and my wing brings up some girl having a hotel party at first i turned em down but i ended going last minute didnt have a chance to shower ....so i get to the party it wasnt much of a party it was more like hang out ...it was 3 girls and 3guys when we arrived and it turned into 7guys 3girls so me and my wing knew these girls already ...we just did our lil flirty thing and after like hour of being their guys who drove us left thats 2gone and we played logistics so the other 2guys(who was obviously setup to fuck the 2girls in that room) we sent em to other hotel room it was amazing everything was falling into place ......i wasnt escalating enough i had incident #1 in my head i wasnt bout to go down without trying...so i went from little touchy/flirting and started trying to heat shit up it was my wing+girl then me+other girl well my wing had other girl eating out his palm mine was good too until i was escalating at this time both was in panties and bra and i was escalating but i got nervous and instead of rubbing her i rubbed her stomach and body and she could probably feel my nervousness and she was like wat are you doing? hoped up and started bitching in her lil undies and my wing girl hoped up tried to defuse situation in her lil panties was adorable at the end of all this i failed cuz her lmr/asd went viral  ---on this incident i pushed my self harder not hard enough but i turned the heat on in kitchen so i grown from this ---i fucked up cuz my body wasnt upto "freshness" due to i got off work 3hours prior so i didnt place her hand on my dick which woulda turned the whole outcome and i got into my head...i learnt from this and grew for next time



incident #3
was the story above which i pushed myself and started feeling her body etc and showing willingness to fuck


so thats howcome i gained so much from that little incident that happened 

based off the pattern of these events i think im doing pretty good progress wise...also  im basing my progress off wat i did not what they did 
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you should make a journal ...and i think im at the level/mindset that just a little bit more infield experience and my switches and epiphanies and realization r gonna all switch imma hit hyper mode  
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~~~~~~~club Roxy Party bus~~~december 16



~~~getting on party bus~~~~
first time i went to a club (bout time) anyhow...after i got off work at 9:30 i got picked up by my boys who was going to a club so i was like ight  lets do it
well on the way to the party bus (yea we rode a party bus)i knew i was dressed the worse becuase i just got off work but  fuck it so we get to the bus chillin laughing getting
ready dude who owns bus comes up and is like "you guys going on this bus and points to his bus" (their was 5) we like yea well he started pointing out my friends saying
who was dressed good enough(dress code type thing) and who wasnt hes pointing around letting us know first 2 guys good third guy no hat 4th guy no hat and cant wear
those shoes then 5th guy(me) he was just like o and he cant go at all like that was hilarious. cuz i knew something like that was gonna happen so we start thinking of how can we
get into dress code we quickly go in my boys car to his dads house who happen to live across the street he gets some of his dads clothes he comes out we head back to party bus area
turns out he fucked us over and got shitty stuff so we start picking our new outfits im stuck with big button up polo and these dress shoes/cowboy shoes so i nickname myself george :D
and my boy puts his new outfit on he didnt look that bad as mine...so i get my friends jacket and i look decent minus shoes so we head back to party bus get on  was amazing then ofc 
one drunk fattie it was funny becuase we wa son bus like 5mins and she's acting super drunk her friends r pointing to her other friends hand signaling wtf is up with her lol so we 
riding bus we arrive at club 30mins later


 ~~~~club~~~~
we get to club roxy theirs 2floors botton techno top hiphop we go into top floor it was nothing like i pictured i thought clubs was darkish and dancing and hot girls kinda like big ass
dark bar nope was kinda bright-ish imo so we walking around so many hot girls idk why i still look 16  so we chillin im thinking of flawless nature and ive been trying to do this thing
where my friend points out girl i go he points out girl he goes becuase it would AA well all my friends turned into chode crystal's lol(including me) but i have a few good moments
i went direct on first girl i talked to try and get warmed up wasnt nothing serious she was bartender girl went upto her like 
Aa!
*she comes closer*
me-your cute *smirk*
i walk away -she was blushing
ah warming up!
 
next girl is at dancefloor im like to my boys we r choding around which we was everyong following every1 like a comfort blanket of chodes dreams
so i try and dance with girl massive fail :D 
i try the dominant thing most likly came off incongruent
i see girl *grab her arm softly*
Aa! wanna dance
her-looks at me ..nope! back turn
me-played it off like nothing(i read somewhere being rejected on dancefloor is like friends stop talking)

girl #3
she's sitting at bar stool solo talk about helpless pray :D
so i tell my wing ok i got this i chode around a little
anyhow i go 
*grab her arm softly to get attention* 
me-hey your cute
her-smiling/being kinda cold
(i go into joke mode thats when i aint having serious moment when i should i sabotage myself
me-thought id let you know to brigthen up your day *i walk away*

girl #4
wasnt really an approach as much as a reference point
im walking up stairs after girl# 3 approach girl with camera so im like
me-take my picture
hb camera-ok
me-with you in it (flirty tone)
hb camera-aw im not allowed 
then 2girls randomly happen to be walking by
BOOM CLAW 
take our picture then
(the claw wasnt strong enough )
apparently girls knew each other n started talking
hb camera-your friends are mean lol
they started walking down while we walked up

 that approach was useless but it was a reference point the claw is amazing and how the way i do stuff without seeming like a
nervous reck comes off smoothly so smoothly hb camera thought  i was other girls friends

rest of night we chode around pretty much talk to a few guys becuase everyone choding around was thinking same thing 


after club
we go back to party bus everyone is sleepy/tired ish nothing really exciting happens we get back our driver is drunk idk why this kid is driving if hes tipsyiest one boom seatbelt time
we get droped off .. our friend calls us 30mins later saying he got dui lol but cop let him go wtf? by time we get home is 5am this shit was a glimpse of what life will be like when i get my car
next morning i wake up 9 then 10 then offically at 12 i gotta work in 4hours fuck no ride home im thinking fuck im not going to work like this all dirty so i call plan A-D fuck them all no one wanted to help me get home so i go camando a little bit and wash my clothes then wear my wingman clothes do my hair no ride still to work fuck i gotta be their in 30mins lol well his brother pops up he ask BOOM ride to work i made is 10mins early :) all day at work all i could think of is how i just went on party bus then club partied then made it to work and  all on 6bucks talk about epic adventure 


wins/things to improve/other shit

wins
-willingness to approached when others wont (i want this characterist and i will have)
-went direct 
-had fun
-first time went to club

needs to improve
more willingness to approach when others arent
approach first girl i see dont chode around
ditch my crystal chode friends and go solo after entering club
put more effort into trying to get girl 



 anyhow fun night! cant wait to go again 
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i work at sams club as a floor associate   a cartguy pretty much 

new qoute added to my inventory
THE 3 F'S


Find em Fuck em Forget em™ thumbs up  i also nominate this to be put on jeffy lil van 
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