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December 10th, 2016
Riding on the Clouds
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Colours

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Hello world. :)

I used to keep a private journal in a word document until I got lazy and stopped updating it. I was going to start another word document and then changed my mind and decided to start a thread here. Of course I'll be using the thread for FR's, though I may also be posting other life-related things I'm working on during my journey. 

Where I stand right now: summer is winding down and I'll begin my 3rd year of university toward the end of this month. The FRs will be way heavier once I get back to school as the partying never really stops. I've just received a good investment into my business that I've been running for the last 2 years. Now that my financial situation is starting to go on lockdown mode, I really want to focus on shutting the show down with the pretty girls.

What's on tap for tonight: My friend Chris will be DJing an all-night rave that's supposed to be rocking out until 6AM. I don't know if I will make it until the sunrises but we will see. I'm going to be riding with my 2 friends we will call Oscar the Grouch and Po. 

Good times ahead. :)
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It's 2 PM I just woke up and the water in my house isn't working. Wow. On to the story of last night. The song above was playing when I was getting gas on the way to Oscar the Grouch's (OTG) house and I fell in love. Po backed out so it was gonna be just me and OTG. I get to OTG's house and he tells me he's scored some coke. Nice. I suggest we go get some booze. We drink some cheap ass vodka on the way to this rave. 

We get to the rave. Immediately after doing a line Chris my friend who's the DJ texts me "raided by cops, turn around". And me and OTG are sitting there like "LOL WUT?!" I thought we're going to a legitimate establishment, not a house party - so how could it get raided by the po-leece? Anyway we decide to go around back and Chris says he'll meet us there. He informs us that everybody who is below 21 years of age got kicked out. Lame. We get down to the rave and theres literally like 20 people total, think like 14 guys and 6 girls. I figure I'll make the best of it. 

I buy some E from a kid in the bathroom. Now I'm rolling, high off white, and drunk. Don't judge me. The night consisted of mainly dance floor game. There wasn't much approaching and conversing. I had actually watched this video a couple days ago for good inspiration: http://vimeo.com/14085119 ... These guys have dance floor game on lockdown. 

Anyway, like I said there were like 6-7 girls here max for the whole night. No clue why nobody else showed up. I danced with or attempted to dance with at least 3-4 of the girls. My intent wasn't as hardcore as I'd like it to be. Sometimes I'll "flinch" when doing a dance floor approach and they can see this. Overall though, I think it was a good experience. In retrospect, I should have isolated one of the girls I danced with but I think everybody was on E and going fucking bananas, nobody was in chatting mode. This thing was supposed to close at 6 AM, but they shut it down at 2 AM. We were like WTF. 

Me and OTG outside and start chatting up some mixed sets we met at the rave. They all say they're going to this club in Boston that closes at 6 AM. It's similar in the sense they play crazy fuckin techno and dance music. So I say "yep, we're going to this shit." So we drive over and get there at like 4AM after much delays. 

This club had way more people (again most who are on drugs). At least several dozen. It was still like 3 guys for every 1 girl, but there were way more girls to choose from. There was more dance floor game here. For some reason I was way less ballsy with the dance floor game then I was at the last spot. Maybe I was tweaked out because there was so many more people. I don't know. I really have to stop caring what people think. There'd be girls surrounded by like 8 guys but they would all be like 4 feet apart, so the girl was open for the taking. I would talk myself out of going for it because I'd be like "these 8 guys are all gonna laugh at me when I get blown out." Dance floor game can be a different animal sometimes. 

Anyways, we leave at 6 AM and these cuties open me outside telling me they liked my moves in the club. I tell one of them I'm sleeping in her bed this morning. She loves it. It's 6 AM and I'm faded from the drugs and dancing. I don't know why I blow myself out with this girl. She had to go chase her friend or something. I should have hunted her ass down. I just go home and fell asleep. I texted OTG and told him we should go to that club in Boston tonight. He says "hell fuckin yeah". I will have a 2nd chance of glory to redeem myself. 

Closing thoughts: Like I said in the last post I'm still only 20. This was only like my 5th time in my life to a club situation. I'm still getting used to the overall vibe at these things. Overall though, I seem to be improving at the club scene with every visit. I would say that house parties are my forte, so I'm pumped for September and the beginning of the Fall semester. I wanna lockdown my dance floor game to the point where I can run shit like the guys in the video earlier in the post. I need to go in full intent no flinching. Anything else is fail. 

Anyway. I should be going back to that crazy club tonight. I'll take the lessons from tonight and apply them. But most of all, have a damn good time. That's all I care about. Having a good fucking time. 
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Uhmmm. Weird night to say the least. It's one of those days where I woke up feeling kind of crazy. I feel like I want to do something drastic, make a huge change in life. Start a road show. I want to create culture. It's too much to talk about I'll explain later. Back to last night...

I was going to meet OTG and some friends we met at the Rave from the night before. I get there around 2 AM. Down some shots in the car. We get to the place smoke a cigarette outside. A random guy asks us if it's "gay night" at the club. We're like "uhhh, I dunno, is it???". My friend Justin who is a DJ just got out of a gig and he wants to give the club owner a sample CD of his mix or something like that. He comes back and tells me the club owner appears to be gay too and tried to dance with him. It was merely a sign of the times. 

We head upstairs where there is a crazy dance floor full of darkness, smoke, and lights. We figure things will be good up there. We roll up with our glowsticks in dance mode. We open the door and there's muscular guys running around in jeans with no shirts on. We are starting to get the picture. There are a handful of girls around, maybe 7-8 guys for every 1 girl. Many of these girls appear to be lesbians. I'm starting to think that we picked the wrong night. 

I go into the bathroom to pee. There's two guys that go in one stall together, now I'm really starting to understand what's going on. We already paid to get into this place so we might as well try to make some kind of moves. We hit the dance floor and start the light show. We're glowsticking in the mirrors when one of the shirtless guy grabs my ass. Great lol. Go out side for another cigarette and there's a guy dressed in drag. It's official now, we definitely picked the wrong night for this club. 

Nothing against gay people or gay night, it just wasn't good for meeting women. We decided to stay and just dance out for an hour or two. It was still a fun time. I drop off OTG at his house and I drink myself retarded at 5:30 AM because I can't sleep. I shot off a bunch of messages on an online dating site I've been playing around with. A couple of the girls responded this morning. I'm too tired to respond right now.

I texted a girl who works at the car dealership today I've been talking to we'll refer to her as HBCarGirl if she becomes a regular in these episodes. As much as I want to hang out and close the deal, I'm wrecked from this weekend I'm going to save it for later in the week. I'm going to write another post later detailing how life may change soon. 
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Operation F-Close the System

 


I just poured out some cheap vodka and flat coke. Classy, I know. I'm chatting a girl who works at the pizza place we'll call her HBPizza for now. Like I said in my last post I was feeling like it was going to be an epic day. I wanted to do something drastic and I figured out what I'm going to do for the rest of 2010. It's called Operation F-Close the System. This is going to take me quite a while to explain. 

It all started in 2007 when I met my business confidante we will call Putin because he is from Russia. We were both around 16 or 17 at the time and we decided that we needed to make a lot of money fast. No reason really, we just wanted to make a shit-ton of money. So we set out to do exactly that. For the next 3 years, we attempted many different business ventures online and offline. I was adept at programming websites and so was he, so we knew how to get that e-cake. We knew of the scams that give making money online a bad name, but we knew how to get into legitimate ventures. We mostly failed for the next year and a half while making a couple hundred bucks here and there. Cool. 

Then came Fall of 2008 when we started an advertising agency that focuses on social media. Everything changed. Our services were competitively priced and stronger than the other services already existing in the market. We blew up hardcore. In the 2nd month, we landed Sears as a client. Yeah, Sears the store. After that we were like "no way.... could this really be it?" After Sears we landed a few other Fortune 5000 companies but mainly clients who do work online. 

We started making a good amount of money through 2009. Enough so that we didn't have to work jobs like all our other friends, but not enough so that we were ballin like Jim Jones. We wanted to ball like Jim Jones. We really did. So we hired one of our friends and started working with some outsourced guys in India and China. Things were looking really good. During the Winter of 2009 and Spring of 2010 we were getting close to making full-time level income. Not only that, we were doing it putting in a fourth of the work that a regular full-time person would work. We were literally doing 10-20 hours a week and getting close to what a grown man would be making. 

Then what happened you ask? I guess our egos got in the way. Right when we were on the verge of ballin like Jim Jones our proverbial Titanic hit an Iceberg in March 2010. A good analogy would be guys & girls will "break up" in a relationship, me and Putin had broken up. The end result: we split up into two seperate companies but stayed in contact as friends. We were far less powerful working on our own than we were working together. It's been 5 months since the "break up" of me and Putin and we were slowly realizing this shit. 

I was looking at our numbers month by month and I realized how powerful we were just 5 or 6 months ago, and how weak we are now. I can be a difficult person to work with and that may be why me and Putin split up in the first place. I decided it was time. Me and Putin needed to rejoin our forces because we were on the verge of ballin like Jim Jones and we lost it all over some petty shit. I called Putin on the phone with an offer. He said he wants to think about it but it looks like we are about to rejoin forces and take over the game again. OMG it's on. 

So what is Operation F-Close the System?

First of all - you need to familiarize yourself with what I mean by the "system." The world isn't what it appears to be. Most people go through their 12 years of government education, and then get robbed for 4 more years of "higher education" get that piece of paper called a "degree" which allows you to get a job, pay taxes back to the system and pay your school loans back. I'm in college too I'm not saying "i'm holier than thou" I'm just saying you need to recognize the system for what it is. It's a giant fucking scam. What is a college degree anyway? You know you could read like 20-30 books and get the same education you got at college. Everybody should know this. Yet we pay thousands of dollars to read those same books, memorize answers for a test, regurgitate them for a test, and then get a piece of paper so it can get us a job. Nice.

Ever since I met Putin we always said one thing. Fuck the system. No really, we wanted to actually fuck the system. Like penetrate that shit and make it cum. 

We are both entering our junior years of college and we both want to drop out. We know we can make enough money to get the fuck out of the system and pay back those bullshit loans from the first few years. Now that we are re-joining forces though, we will be able make enough money and escape the system ASAP. All my socially conditioned friends and family are like "hardy har you should finish up and get your degree". Fuck that. My current resume would land me business jobs over most college grads. We made our first 6 figures 16 months after starting our business. Fuck a degree... 

Anyway I'm kind of drunk sorry for ranting. The Operation consists of fucking the system completely and making it orgasm. We fuck the system by leaving the system. By working half the amount of hours as your average 40-hour-a-week joe but making the same amount of money as said Joe. We want to accomplish this by December of 2010. Don't tell me I can't because I don't give a fuck what you think :) We were almost there in the Spring of 2010 until we fucked ourselves over. 

It's ok though we're back in the game. Come 2011 I will have freed myself from the system. I believe Tyler calls it the "Defferred life plan". I know I spelled that shit wrong. 

Peace out till next time 

Update: I just re-read this post and realized how much I swear when I drink. I might sound like a dickhead but trust me I'm a really nice, chill guy. Don't let the curse words scare you off. 
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Bang. I'm trying to get HBWine to drink with me on Saturday. Sex will ensue if she agrees. I've been trying a new breathing/meditation program recommended by master eastern philosopher Georges Ivanovitch Gurdjieff. It seems to be having some kind of positive effect already. Interesting. For some reason I've been less prone to smoking cigarettes since I started too. Strange side effect. 

I can't believe summer's almost over. Don't get me wrong, I can't wait for the semester to start, I know this will be my best one. I still don't feel as if I've gotten where I want to be though. I know, I know, enjoy the process. I think my sleep issues have played a big negative role. My doctor gave me Ambien it works okay so far. 

My heroes live insane lives. I can't even get into it here because it's so far outside the realm of possibility for an average joe to understand. The excess that my heroes experience is far from where I am right about now. I'll be there in just a minute though. Actually I don't think I'm that close yet. I'll still get there in a minute though. 

I've been talking to Putin over the last few days about our pending operation. Literally within the next 2 months the business should be back in full swing like it was running in the Spring earlier this year. Summer just happened to be hibernation time. I was trying different things this Summer, definitely a bad decision in retrospect. I should have stuck to the original formula  because it was already making money. 

My court case in Houston is scheduled for October 6th. This guy we will call Sand owes me quite a bit of money that he wouldn't pay up. Thank god for the Judicial system (assuming I win.) If I do win this case though it will be time to throw a down payment on a different car. For now though, the focus is on F-Close the System. 

Fuck all that dumb shit. Until next time. 
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Writing is super therapeutic. Especially when you can't sleep. I just got done sorting old documents from old business ventures. We sure had failed many times before succeeding. I caught myself daydreaming about the upcoming semester. My friends at college have repeatedly told me how much more they got laid while having their own house/apartment. That will be my situation this year. The last 2 years were dorm-living. I'm super excited. There is a short list of girls that I should have closed toward the end of last school year that I should be able to seal the deal with when the semester starts. These include HBBeachBlonde, HBTallBlonde, HBBubbleButtSuicide, & HBEcstasyCampfire (don't know if the latter is coming back to school, she may have flunked out.) I doubt I can nail all of them, but if I can grab at least one or two I'll be satisfied. 

Anyway, I finally got out of a contract with one of my clients that I absolutely can't stand today. Even though I lose some money, I don't care, I'm just happy to be free. Now I can finally focus on raking in new clients. I have a concerted effort to bring in new clients over the next few months. It's going to be crazy. I just completed an investment contract with my associate who is going off to live in Denmark for a few months. He has given me a few thousand dollars in marketing funds to help rake in some new clients. God bless that man. I finally set the score with a new online project I'm working on with 2 partners from college. We are going to hold off on moving forward until early September. This is good news as I can focus on the main firm for now. 

Fuck it. I think I can sleep now. Good night world :)
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Weeee. I decided to stay in last night and get work done for the business. The night was productive for the most part until my sister coaxed me into watching a movie. Right now I'm working on an internal case study for clients & a generic "cold call" email which should land a good number of new clients. It's worked in the past we just haven't used the method in quite some time. I received my investor's check today. Bang bang. 

Tonight my friend is having a campfire in his backyard. He lives right down the street so I think I'll head over there and chill. Probably won't be too much of  a "gamey" situation probably a couple friends at most. I'll see when I get there I guess. There is officially less than 2 weeks until I head back to college. It's going to be a crazy semester I'll put $5 on that statement. Otherwise, I'm just gonna keep hustlin and livin.

Until next time. 
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Hung out at the campfire tonight. It was cool stuff, smoked some marijuana. Just a couple friends there. I just ordered a promising looking sales book from Amazon. One of my friends was the top salesman in the country for Lexus and he told me he read a few books and took it to the dome. I'm hoping I can do the same and apply it to the business. I gotta convert all the prospects into sales this Fall. It's going to be a big Q4 for the business. I'm hoping by Q2 of 2011 I will be at the income level I'm hoping to achieve. 

I was looking at some threads in the Main Forum I wanted to bookmark this http://www.rsdnation.com/node/162566 so I can look back to it later. Anyway, I just popped in "The Book of Eli". Hopefully it's good. Just in preparation to start living life at 30,000 feet. The field reports will be in less volume for the next 2 weeks until I start the new semester. That's when the real shenanigans, FRs, & LRs will happen. I'm going to spend most of the next 2 weeks getting the business in position to be firing on all cylinders. 
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 Colours, 

I find your thread one of the most interesting that I've ever read especially everything with you and Putin and the idea of "Fuck the system". 

I have a feeling that if we were to meet in real life, we would get along really well. 

This semester I'm taking a break (aka dropped out) from college because I want to build a business. So far, it's coming along well and in the next couple of days, I'm going to get the finalizing part down. It's in the Insurance industry, so alot of sales work and stuff like that. 

I agree completely that college is really a scam. For me, the only thing that I really learned from college was social skills - I go to a 27K undergrad 35K total University and I got the chance to basically socialize for 24/7. Hott babes and cool guys anywhere and everywhere. IMO, if someone really wants to learn a topic, they could just learn it on their own or with specialized tutors that would impart the information to them 3-10 faster than a 250 person lecture class would. I've got a long list of things that I've got against college, but I digress....

The next couple of months are going to be really big for me getting out on my own, making my own money, and really taking control of my life. So I really find it interesting with everything that you've done business wise - could you elaborate on it?

And also, what were all the sales books that your friend recommended to you? I'm sure some of them might be gem's for the line of work that I'm in. 

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BTW, I had read this about 3 or so days ago, then I went to the doctors office....

I was chatting up this woman and telling her about how I was "taking a break" and she said, "hardy har you should finish up and get your degree".

I immediately thought of this thread. 

And in my mind, I just said, "Socially conditioned bitch..." but I forgave her for her transgressions.
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Operation F-Close the System

We are both entering our junior years of college and we both want to drop out. We know we can make enough money to get the fuck out of the system and pay back those bullshit loans from the first few years. Now that we are re-joining forces though, we will be able make enough money and escape the system ASAP. All my socially conditioned friends and family are like "hardy har you should finish up and get your degree". Fuck that. My current resume would land me business jobs over most college grads. We made our first 6 figures 16 months after starting our business. Fuck a degree...




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ceoarob wrote:
 Colours, 

I find your thread one of the most interesting that I've ever read especially everything with you and Putin and the idea of "Fuck the system". 

I have a feeling that if we were to meet in real life, we would get along really well. 

This semester I'm taking a break (aka dropped out) from college because I want to build a business. So far, it's coming along well and in the next couple of days, I'm going to get the finalizing part down. It's in the Insurance industry, so alot of sales work and stuff like that. 

I agree completely that college is really a scam. For me, the only thing that I really learned from college was social skills - I go to a 27K undergrad 35K total University and I got the chance to basically socialize for 24/7. Hott babes and cool guys anywhere and everywhere. IMO, if someone really wants to learn a topic, they could just learn it on their own or with specialized tutors that would impart the information to them 3-10 faster than a 250 person lecture class would. I've got a long list of things that I've got against college, but I digress....

The next couple of months are going to be really big for me getting out on my own, making my own money, and really taking control of my life. So I really find it interesting with everything that you've done business wise - could you elaborate on it?

And also, what were all the sales books that your friend recommended to you? I'm sure some of them might be gem's for the line of work that I'm in. 

-AR
Hey bro. Yeah it sounds like we would get a long well in RL. Where are you from? 

I was actually supposed to take a break from the semester too. I'm not sure if I mentioned it in the first post but they won't defer my loans so I have to be in school at least Part Time. So I'll be taking like 6 credits and working on the business instead. Totally agree though the way the college system is set up it's merely a scam. Most of the kids that go there are just going through the motions. They just memorize the answers, spit it out on a test, rinse and repeat. They never really put that knowledge into action you know. In my opinion, having the knowledge is one thing, but if you have the knowledge and can put it together into something, that's when it means something.

I'll happily elaborate the finer business details over a PM for you. I just don't want to mention the name on this thread in case I get found by a client or something since RSDNation gets indexed pretty well on Google. This is the sales book I just ordered: http://www.amazon.com/How-Master-Art-Selling-Hopkins/dp/0446692743/ref=pd_sim_b_3
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