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Go out 'n get another one. Don't worry we ALL go thru low swings. How you doing?
Just got back from speaking at the 21 convention. Where I destroyed it and left it bleeding.
They actually just recently wanted to do surgery on my deviant penis. but I told'em there was still work to be done
They actually just recently wanted to do surgery on my deviant penis. but I told'em there was still work to be done
socialstar
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Join Date: 09/23/2009 | Posts: 152
I'm still laughing at the "it's all in the eyes" comment made by me in h.wood and you chime in... We're all predators here, the good kind, don't let that societal bullshit tell you otherwise.
Wear a condom don't worry about shit like std's! If you think about ridiculous stuff like that you'll only give yourself more stumbling blocks. Sure it's good to present a vibe of you screening, not to the point you give up a hottie tho.
I like how you smacked her ass and felt up her tits. You were channeling the inner beast there bro
The music starts blaring, they start playing electro... Not my type of music, but I'll dance. I get more alcohol as bottle service it's free for XXXX's birthday and we have a table. We move to the table and I start drinking like a fool without a cause. One of the girls at our table, she'll be known as HB Tubetop, she was pretty but she looked run down from the party scene and appeared older, as I found later in the night, she is the same age me. It's very sobering seeing this pretty girl herself with all drugs and alcohol
All this drinking makes me want to pee. I make my way to the restroom and on the way back, I see this girl at the bar, I smile and she smiles back, I finger gesture her to come hither. No dice, I make my way back to the table to drink some more with the little sister. HB Tubetop is talking to my uncle and keeps looking at me. I don't really pay her any attention. I start to dance and get a little loose as I was stiff and stifled. Need to pee again, FUCK. Make my way to the restroom, this time on the way there, I stop by the bar and I approach the girl I mentioned earlier. I tell her "you're fucking gorgeous and I had to come talk to you", she gives me a huge smile and I say let's dance, she says no it's okay. I take her hand and twirl her and she keeps repeating no, it's okay. I needa pee and the inner chode speaks, I get into her ear and say have a good and smile as I leave. Fuck. =/
Walk around and dance towards the table. Eventually making my way back and I make another mixed drink. I sit and chill, HB Tubetop comes from no where as my uncle is pushing her on me. She's spilling her drink all over me and I move her off as I'm carrying my little sister's shit. I pull my uncle in as I get up so he can distract her so I can dance the night away. I don't get his logic of him pushing her on me then saying that she's a skank and to not do it. I simply nod and go dance with the fam bam.
I have a good time and work a little sweat, it's getting hot. Time to drink! No alcohol this time, just cranberry with a splash of orange juice. I'm starting to feel really buzzed so I go back down to sit. HB Tubetop comes and plops down right next to me. We start talking and she is drunk. The only thing I remember talking about was this orbiter that watched over her like a lost kid without his mommy. I ask if that's her boy toy, she states that is not her boyfriend but some guy that buys her everything, including her implants. I put my hand down her tubetop and feel her up. First time I've felt fake titties and I will admit, they are nice. She smiles at me and can't believe I did that. I pull my hand out and she starts telling me how I'm good looking.
My sister interrupts, she's drunk as shit and I take care of her. HB Tubetop volunteers to take her to the restroom to yak. Sweet, I don't have to hold her hair. HAHA.
I decide to back to the open area and dance as I need to work off the buzz. After awhil I make my way back to the table and I see HB Tubetop leaning forward on the table and her ass is hanging out. I just saw ass and I smacked it, I didn't really care for the reaction. I sat down and made sure the sis was alright. HB Tubetop's orbiter came to me, IHis accent was really thick and I couldn't make out what he way saying. I kept saying what? HUH? I CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU. He gave me the middle finger and walked off. I laughed it off and he was wearing the typical clubbing attire, button up shirt with as much rhinestones as possible, expensive jeans and dress shoes with a fat ass watch. What made me really laugh was his blue tooth ear piece and talking in the middle of a loud ass club. REALLY? Who the fuck goes to the club with an ear piece? Trying to look like MR. IMPORTANT here.
Anywho, HB Tubetop comes to me and says that her orbiter is really mad that I smacked her ass. I say I don't care. She then goes on to explain that he's creepy and he won't leave her alone. The lights turn on, time to go home. Everybody is scrambling and I head to vallet with and proceed to get HB Tubetop's number with the intention of getting a blowjob or titty fuck, in my mind, I can't catch an std from either one of those right? Needa google that later. Orbiter gets really mad and I just sit there and carry on.
Get in my car and take my sis to her hotel. Text HB Tubetop to see if she lost her chaperone, no response. Drive my ass home and get 2 hours of sleep and go to work. Get a text from her today and try to keep things sexual, she's not responding. Miscalibrating on my part, not sure how to fix it. Common occurence, get number, girl loses interest after banter, sexual texts or plain friendly. I've tried many things and I'm at the point to say fuck texting, but the path of mastery is not an easy one. I'll keep at it.
I'm horny as fuck since I gave up my friend with benefits so I can motivate myself to approach more.
Lesson learned
-self amuse
-stick in set; persistence is key
-build social momentum
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