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January 19th, 2017
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nestea

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big things comming soon. within 30 days now. glory is closer then ever. i can feel it.

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so im planning out the next 2 weeks or so on "paper"

im pretty pumped for whats happening. my mom is going on vacation, ill be working a lot. ill be keeping busy and making money. ill have time off here and there. life sucks right now anyway so i migh as well be working. cant wait for the next few weeks to be over. looking very very much forward to 2013.
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a few new years resolutions in the works

- eat healthier. this wont be  too hard
- keep more testosterone. this will be difficult
- stop being a fucking idiot with money. semi difficult
-sretch and lift weights more
-hike more
-continue working hard till april 2013
-stop being a fucking idiot
-do pushups almost every day.
-get sharper and more efficient with grooming
-clothes
-suppliments
-sunshine
-get out of debt
-cut smoking by 95 percent.
-cut drinking by 60 percent
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i am ver y much ready to put this year behind me. theres so much shit i said i was gunna do that i didnt do. its december and i havent made as much progress as i hoped i would. the end of the year is near. possibly the end of the world too. i dont really believe its going to end but you never know.

this year has been.....interesting. id say that actually overall it was a great year for me. i learned a LOT. and i mean a lot. and by a lot i mean a fucking lot. i mean the amount of journal entries alone says it all. extremly difficult year. i went through the hell in a cell triple thread match. its not over yet either.


im in a pretty good place right now. i almost have my shit together. its pretty close to being together right now but i still have a little more work to do, it will probably carry over into next year but thats OK. it will probably give me some momentium for the year to be honest. the past 2 years have just been absurd. and yet so drastically different. im gunna be 26 next year. pretty effin crazy. i plan to be in my prime till about 40 probably.  14 years of prime. maybe its a little to long but fuck it. im being unrealistic about it.


anyway. im chillen for the rest of the year besides new years. that is all for now.
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im not weird your weird.

cant say enough how excited i am for 2013. i think its going to be the best year of my life to date.

this year as bad as its been at tmes, has honestly been amazing. ive learned so much. just look at how many pages i wrote this year compared to the last few years. more pages then ever, even last year when i was getting laid the entire second half.

so many things happened. incredible.nonetheless...im over this year
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need to continue to chill. work and chill. save money. work. chill. work. save money. its tough but i only need to do it for a few more weeks! and its winter anyway! chillen harddd brahhhhh. it needs to b
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by the end of the year i want to write down all my important princiapls for work, and social life, and personal life. idk maybe thats too complicated. theres so many little tweaks im trying to make on myself. i think i have grown a lot in the past 2 months for some reason. probably a lot of credit to having money just chages everything. i dont even have that much...i have enough. still it changes things.


counting down teh days till this year is over. cant fucking wait. so many changes comming next year. unfathomable. haha. not really. but a lot of great things are comming. its about time
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making money and chillen is basically all im doing. trying to hammer home some basic and important principals  before the new year. today i spent some money but i chilled with some solid friends of mine. it was good for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

need to get laid soon
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mom is gone for one week. shes on her way to florida. i get her house pretty much to myself for one week. yay. chillen hard. going to be an interesting week. chillen harddddddddd




yeah so the end of the year is quickly comming...weather its this friday or december 31st i guess we will find out. this friday meaning the 21st. armageddon. hew knows what will happen. probably nothing. still..theres always that chance.
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christmas and new years is comming. very fast. next week is christmas, the week after that is new years. i feel like time is finally on my side. mostly due to the fact that i have managed to save a little bit of money over the past few months and build a nice financial cushion. i have had this and lost this many times over the years, but this time i think its here to fucking stay. i feel like i finally have my style down. so much goes into your own personal style and grooming that its really not even funny. and its expensive to keep up with. for instance good soap, good deodarant, moisturizing cream so your skin dosent fucking shirvel up and die, cologone which i am currently going WITHOUT as an experiment. i also invested in a hair buzzer a few years ago and it has been paying off in dividends recently as i now know how to cut and trim and shape my own hair for the most part. it dosent always look perfect that day, but 2 days later when my hair grows a little u would never know that i cut it myself. thats quite a bit of money saved on not having to get my hair cut. yay.


i think i finally have my fucking shit together. definitly some more tweaks i have to adjust in time but for the most part im at a very comfortable level now. theres really no going back. as 2013 hits i will be making even more changes. and by the time january is over im going to be lightyears away from where i am even now! and by the end of february. damnnn. and by the time april rolls around. weather is getting nice again, ill have a few grand in the bank, my car will be better then ever, and ill have everything i could possibly want. my own apartment, a car, a room in my parents house. all the clothes and electronics that i need. i have my best friends around for now. who knoww what will happen by then. cant control that obviously. im a single 25 year old guy in the best shape of my life. i have good refrence experiences with hot femalez. damn nigga what more could a guy ask for for fucks sake. oh yeah. two jobs that i like. have that too. what else. all im missing is a nice tv, a ps3, a better laptop, and a few other minor things. this is all obtainable in the near future. and then once i get it whats next? traveling. no more toys. im not a collector. im a minimalist. thats why instead of having my own apartment and my own house i have a room in my moms house and a room in my friends apt. i really dont need much more then that right now. maybe in a few years i will want to own my own property but not right now. i dont need to. it would just be for showing off and boasting rights at this point. if i got a million dollars tomorrow i would still wait to do it. not as long...but i wouldnt get it right now.

some new things ive started doing is asking the right questions. both to myself and to whom is may concern(credit mom)

do i have to keep pushing myself at work? yes
do i have to keep making more and more money or can i just chill for a bit? keep pushing.
do you have a boyfriend i can fight? hahaha

amazing shit.


so im going to be making some upgrades in my life in the next 43 days. major major upgrades. yay! i will also be trimming fat which is equally important. both physical fat and the metaphorical fat. as in bad habbits and useless clutter. GAHN!!!

so yeha im pretty excited about this. ive not had work for a few days but thats OK. i have many days comming up. right now im chillen a bit since my mom is on vacation anyway.
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