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nestea

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i believe that every month is a new start. kinda of gay but kind of true. the question is do i want to change this month? do i want things to be different? the answer is yes. im ready to take another step in this thing called life. my birthday month is over. 30 minutes left. doneski. october has a lot of potential for a few important things. tomorrow i have the day off and work at 5pm which is sweet. infact i can start the month off with makeing over 100 dollars in less then 12 hours while also going to a funeral. is going to be a weird and dark start. fine be that way, it can obly go up from there right? ha lets hope so. i avoided going out 2 nights in a row which is good. going on 3 in a row. good little streak right there.


31 days. i would like to make the most out of every single one of them. i know what i have to do. its so obvious now. as bob proctor says. what works and what dosent work. i know the answer to both. lol at least i think i do. who the fuck knows. ive been wrong a lot lately. i need to learn to shut my fucking mouth. i really really do. thats another big thing ive learned. i need to shut the fuck uppp.

alright so hopefully big things comming

im reallty excited to start this month. 5 minutes left in september now....

good fucking bye.



this could be a very big month for me if im not a fucking idiot. i want no mental pain, so akwardness, no stuttering, just live with ease and grace. get my shit together. im close but still have work to do unfort. mad close. right next door




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OCTOBER 1ST 2012

big month ahead of me. i can make it awesome. i will make it awesome. nonetheless i want this year to be over. but i wont look past these upcomming months. i will try to hang in there. get my shit together abd try and maintain it for a period of time. 3 months left in the year 90 days. a lot lot lot can happen in 90 days. as funny and weird as it may sound im kind of glad there is no hockey right now. although its really bad for my favirote team, its one less distraction i have right now. i can stay focused on work. good timing. but otherwise it kind of sucks cuz i dont have any video games right now and all i have is a crappy laptop so my sources of entertainment are limited. thats OK as well though. i like the challenge. i need the challenge. i might as well take it now cuz in the future i want to have a better life then i have right now with LEss challenges. everything i do is a challenge. its good for me but at the same time u want some things to just be fucking easy once in a while instead of always fighting you. i have a lot of shit to do man. but fuck it im ready to take it on. i like the overall direction im headed in but there are certain things i need to improve right now. aka when i wake up later i wanna get on my shit and get momentium going the right way for the start of the month. theres lot of shit going on for the rest of the year so dont kid yourtself and think that :"theres nothing to do" cuz thats a joke. many things going on this month. love the fall man. im doing things on my own terms now. im da bozz


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uhhhh so its friday night october 5th 2012

im sitting here in my room watching baseball textin a few ppl. nothing crazy going on. my one buddy wanted me to come to atlantic city tonight, another friend wants me to come to the bar for drinks later. i feel like doing neither,.  im trying to NOT go out. its fucking difficult. but tonight i should just avoid going out. i just should. tomorrow im working all day and all night. same thing sunday.  same thing monday too i think.

so yeah im sitting here watcing tv.... no spending money....chillen hard............


hey its a small sacrifice to make sure im ready for the next three days. fuck it. i can still go out for a bit if i really feel like it but i have a feeling im not. unless my phone starts blowin up. lets see if anyone contacts me tonight. lol.  no one really hits me up anymore.

thats ok tho. im trying to move forward with my life anyway. eliminate a lot of useless people and useless things. its going good so far but im not done yet. i still have about a years worth of work left to completly get my shit together. maybe a little less.
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had an interesting day yesterday...sort of. i thought about a few tweaks i need to make, especaly in my diet. im pretty happy overall with my body but im not satisfied. i think jeffys video had a lot to do with me pondering this. first of all forget 711. their food is shit. i mean honeslty i have no reason to really go in there unless i really need a drink. i mean, the one in my town is in the same building as a check cashing place, so that should tell you something right there. breakfast will consist of a berries,nuts,eggs or fruit. very simple. not expensive. i dont need a big breakfast, just something to get the body going and put a little something in my stomach to hold me over till 1 oe 2 oe 3pm  im also going to avoid mac and cheese and pizza and keep them as a treat. fast food is on its way out too. it isnt really satisfying to me anyway. i mean ive avoided it for years now, but i have some once in a while. its not bad but i dont even need it once in a while. so thats basically it with the diet situation. one last note, chapstick is crucial especally this time of year.


money.

ive been good with my money lately. gotta keep that going this week into the weekend and into next week. been makin way more then ive been spending, ive been keeping out of bars,infact ive been.... 'not going out.'  its been weird. i feel like a loser with no friends when im not going out consistantly. but at the same time its good for me to not be out especally drinking.

the next thing i say is going to sound very obvious, and im going to sound like a fool for saying it, but im going to say it.

its amazing what sticking to your goals and stayin on the right track will do for your mood. when i dont stick to my goals and i dont get my shit done, i feel like a crack head. when im doing what i know is right and im being my best self as tyler would say, i feel amazing. and i havent even hit the amazing celing yet. ive been close, very close. but havent hit it. i wanna go through it.



anyway what the fuck else is going on. not much. just trying to move along through the month of october at making money and not spending it, my budgeting file as evolved and keeping track of my money and finances has never been easier and more efficient. its actually quite brilliant. im making some pretty damn good money right now, and i think i pretty much have my shit together right now. in a few  weeks i will have it together even more. ill have more money and most likely be more relaxed in life. being relaxed in life is key key key. madddd keyyy.
seriously i think its tyler or maybe a few rsd guys have said that the key to hooking up with women is being totally cool and RELAXED around them. same thing for work and business. stay fucking calm. i see people get bent way out of shape over the stupidest shit. it makes me angry. only cause i see it over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. ya. i see it A LOT. re motherfucking lax. how do u do that? get your shit together. have money. good health. be active for at least an hour a day.
its really not all that complicated, although maybe the path to  all 4 of these is. i mean if you look at what having your shit together means, it means different things to different people brcause of their situations. for me, getting my shit together was this

getting rid of all the useless crap that i own
cleaning my car and getting rid of all the crap in the trunk. organizing it with
get on a good groove of behavior.

theres actually a shit load of other little things that im not even going to give the disservice of naming. you know what you have to do motherfucker. nike, just do it.





work

currently have 2 and a half jobs. valet and kitchen power washing. both jobs still have room for improvement. power washing i think is pretty good right now. i have 2 jobs this week and i want them to be awesome. make that three jobs. cewl.  one of them is later today. right now im just waiting to go back to my parents hiz. waiting till about 1030 to leave here which is about an hour away. so im sitting here in my room in the city chilllennn. im in a pretty good mood. going to work a bit today followed by relax followed by work early tomorrow followed by chillen hard followed by dinner at grandmas followed by chillen hard AGAIN followed by work the next day and what should be a big money day. 2 paychecks, and 2 cash incomes. pretty awesome/.
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so i went to the bar last night with my brooooheeim and his dad. i was omw from my other broheims house when he texted me to come out so i said fuck it. we went for pizza and a few drinks. no big deal. i spent almost 20 bucks on a pizza and beer tho. i still have some slices left so i guess it was a pretty good investment. talked to the hot bartender that works there for a few. she touched me ^_^. shes pretty cool. older but still fuckin hot. id like to hit that type of women one day. nice tits. mmmm. anyway after i took a shot and had 2 beers, my friend and his dad had 3 or 4 beers i cant remember. i came home and passed out during the yankees game. and another hot girl texted me to see if i wanted to chill. BUT I CANT CHILL WHEN IM PASSED OUT LOL. i had a long day tho i had just gotten off from putting in 16 hours in less then 2 days so i was pretty shot. i also burnt the roof of my mouth with hot pizza. fuck my life.


lol anyway im working for the next 5 days. after all is said and done i could be at over 1000 income for the month by tuesday morning. ill probably be around 900 but in  the business of getting tips it could be more it could be less. so i have quite a few days ahead of me here. also ill be getting plenty of excersize which is pretty awesome as well. so i just checked my schedule and i actually have work for the next 8 days at LEAST which is pretty awesome. i dont want any days off. i wanna keep on the grind baby. it feels good. no breaks. make money. get my shit together. gotta continue to not spend money. gotta continue to not go out either. its funny that this is what it takes for me snap into a better life. stop going out, stop spending money and work my ass off. sounds weird but thats what i need to do everyone has their own path. some people are on it, some people are still looking for it, and some peoples are so overgrown that they dont even know it exists.


anyway i got shit to do. gotta get some bullshit done. peace.
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past few days have raped. feel really good. gotta keep it going. that is all
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saturday october night
watching the yankees
i got money yo
im chillen hard. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



whatever. its just another night right? this whole not going out thing blowsss. me being home on a saturday night is bullshit. i hate it. but it must be done right now. fuck it


so yea my life is pretty boring at the moment. all im doing is working which is a good thing. but my soical life is pretty nonexistant at this point. some girl texted me. she stoped answering. shrug im not trying to chill with anyone tonight anyway. thats how my luck is going with girls right now lol 

going to sleep soon. work tomorrow. then yankees and giants game. chillen out once again. not going out. sports. yay.
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SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY!

october 14th 2012.

pretty big week ahead...lots of work. that makes me happy. but also,my diet is the main focus this week. no shitty food. no alachol, no soda. no jerkin mcgurkin.

ive been getting a little irritated of working so much but i gotta keep my cool here a little bit. worked a little bit today but now im done. so im going to relax for the rest of the day and night. big week ahead of me. sort of looking forward to it but not really, but ill be happy once ive gridnded it out. im planning on saturday to be pretty fuckin awesome but its going to cost some money if i want to make it awesome.

nonetheless thats at the end of the week so who knows what will happen with that.  the next 10 days are actually pretty big right here. fuck the week. im thinking about the next 10. now if i have a good next 10 days i believe i will have some serious momentium....and money...which is sweet.  anyway i have to think long term a bit here too. next summer has potential to be amazing so i neeeeed to chill the fuck out a little bit. i have to improve my shit though. lately ive been pretty good but there is obviously room for improvement. isnt there always? feh.


anyway not much else to report or write about. untill next time
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still sunday.

end of the day now. just hanging out watching football. winding down the non eventful weekend, made money which is good. saved money which is also good. another week awaits me. like i said before i got some shit to do this week. tomorrow i can sleep in which is amazing. whenever the fuck i wake up i got some more cleaning to do around my parents house. get my shit together a little bit more. then i head down to my apartment and get ready for a big night of work. will make between 90-150 bucks. probably closer to 100 but we shall see what happens. nonetheless its a good money day. yay.

so yeah i just gotta clean up my shit a little bit and just make that money. main focus for tomorrow.big day tomorow. i can sleep the fuck in which is awesone. and then i get lots of shit done.


so much potential in tomorrow. i can take a big step in my life just by getting a few little bullshit things done tomorow. free up some more mental space. must be done. cant wait. have a good week everyone!
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feel good today, way better then yesterday. yesterday i was ancy all day and i dont know why. it was kind of annoying to be honest. whatever its in the past. i made some money and just had a good night overall. today im chillen all day. work at midnight at a BK about 15 minutes away. cewl. tomorrow i work during the day which is nice. so today im just chillen braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


no girls to speak of obviously. this saturday could change all that though.

today i will make no money most liekly. tomorrow i will make over 100 bucks. thursday will b between 70-130 bucks friday 0. saturday 25. sunday 55. monday 45. tuesday 40

this is all subject to change though.

other then that...right now financially im comfortable. gotta try and keep it this way. very difficult though.

shower then back to this

so yea by next week i could be in really great shape financially. all i gotta do is what ive been doin g for the past 10 days or so. keep this shit going into november. set myself up real good for november and december and if the world dosent end i will be in really good shape heading into 2013. i want every singel day in 2013 to be awesome. even the cold as fuck days., fuck it.
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