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Posted March 29th, 2010 at 8:08 AM
hey dude, i'm also white/pale as hell. its something in your mind that you need to push past.
If a girl calls you out on it and its a sensitive issue for you, of course she'll blow you the fuck out. But if you don't care you can joke around like every other shit test.
Chances are nobody's even gonna mention it to you - it's so prevalent in your mind that you THINK people are thinking about it.
When's the last time you were talking to someone and thought "whoa, that dude's skin is WHITE/BLACK/whatever AS FUCK!!! Well, guess i can't be talking to him!!"
Cool guys are cool guys, just chill out a little :)
If a girl calls you out on it and its a sensitive issue for you, of course she'll blow you the fuck out. But if you don't care you can joke around like every other shit test.
Chances are nobody's even gonna mention it to you - it's so prevalent in your mind that you THINK people are thinking about it.
When's the last time you were talking to someone and thought "whoa, that dude's skin is WHITE/BLACK/whatever AS FUCK!!! Well, guess i can't be talking to him!!"
Cool guys are cool guys, just chill out a little :)
Posted April 3rd, 2010 at 8:17 PM
thanks for your advice guys!
feeling very good today. as i stated in one of my threads, attraction is becoming so easy its like a joke.
i was at an ill ass house party last night....i was sitting at teh bar just relaxing bc i had been drinking all day and i had like. 0 energy.(it was about 3-3:30am at this point) this blonde comes back behind the bar and sits next to me.
old thought pattern: omg, hot girl, what should i say/do etc.
last night: completly chill, talked a bit. i would of made a move but i seriously just did not have the energy to game this chick, cuz i know it would of taken a little bit of work to hook up with her.
so im a lil upset with myself that i didnt pursue it, but at the same time i know that today is another day, and tonight is another night. and its not like i sat there and igorned her out of fear, i just didnt pursue a hookup. didnt really care too. i also jerked off that day so i kind of screwed myself. i wont hookup with girls if i masturbate on the same day. i really need to stop touching myself. lmao.
anyways. thats all for now. peace.
feeling very good today. as i stated in one of my threads, attraction is becoming so easy its like a joke.
i was at an ill ass house party last night....i was sitting at teh bar just relaxing bc i had been drinking all day and i had like. 0 energy.(it was about 3-3:30am at this point) this blonde comes back behind the bar and sits next to me.
old thought pattern: omg, hot girl, what should i say/do etc.
last night: completly chill, talked a bit. i would of made a move but i seriously just did not have the energy to game this chick, cuz i know it would of taken a little bit of work to hook up with her.
so im a lil upset with myself that i didnt pursue it, but at the same time i know that today is another day, and tonight is another night. and its not like i sat there and igorned her out of fear, i just didnt pursue a hookup. didnt really care too. i also jerked off that day so i kind of screwed myself. i wont hookup with girls if i masturbate on the same day. i really need to stop touching myself. lmao.
anyways. thats all for now. peace.
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted April 11th, 2010 at 10:04 AM
fb status: life.......it always seems to pass you by...then i, begin to dream and i feel fine.
its from DJ Doboy Vocal Edition 15 if your interested...pretty good mix.
its my status cuz thats how i feel right now. im at a place of indecesion, annoyance, im irritated, annoyed, impatient. i feel like im going insane....and its not cuz of the lack of job.
ok the last time i hooked up with a girl was probably when i made out with my friend nicole( a few months ago?). and thats ez. im starting to get feelings for her too. we've been friends for 5-6 years now. shes a very attractive girl, and quite honeslty shes one of the best things in my life right now. were extremly close....so close that we makeout from time to time. were also going to virgina for a week in june with some friends. im not quite sure what to expect happen down there. how could i....all the girls in my life seem to be able to drop me like a hat. all these girls claim to love me but their never around. sure, some are...are some come in streaks...but other then that they live their life and im not a big part of it. can i blame them? fuck no. im kind of glad and i should be.
maybe i just want a girlfriend. i mean im 22 and ive never had a relationship. barely even had sex. ive had sex 3 times in my life and all 3 times was pretty much a disaster....like im not even sure i got it in. hell i can even get a girl to bed and i cant fucking finish the deal.
i think whats been happening to me is this. i start to feel good....really good....and i think i can get the job done with some girl and it dosent happen, and then i try a few more girls and i get nothing, and then it starts to fuck with me and i get into these "down times" on top of girls
im conviced my parents are fucking retarted. i cant even tell you the ways in which they drive me insane. i try to keep my mouth shut and appricate that i stay in their house for the payment of a few chores but i cant tell you how fucking insane they can make me feel sometimes.
for instance, im laying in my bed yesterday, just deep in thought and my mother comes charging into my room. shes like ;WHAT IS THIS, COME HERE. so i have to get up and follow her to the bathroom and shes freaking out cuz she thinks i moved her fucking towel around.
ok. no i didnt move the fucking towel.
idk maybe its time for me to move out...shitty part is...theres no way i can afford it.
its from DJ Doboy Vocal Edition 15 if your interested...pretty good mix.
its my status cuz thats how i feel right now. im at a place of indecesion, annoyance, im irritated, annoyed, impatient. i feel like im going insane....and its not cuz of the lack of job.
ok the last time i hooked up with a girl was probably when i made out with my friend nicole( a few months ago?). and thats ez. im starting to get feelings for her too. we've been friends for 5-6 years now. shes a very attractive girl, and quite honeslty shes one of the best things in my life right now. were extremly close....so close that we makeout from time to time. were also going to virgina for a week in june with some friends. im not quite sure what to expect happen down there. how could i....all the girls in my life seem to be able to drop me like a hat. all these girls claim to love me but their never around. sure, some are...are some come in streaks...but other then that they live their life and im not a big part of it. can i blame them? fuck no. im kind of glad and i should be.
maybe i just want a girlfriend. i mean im 22 and ive never had a relationship. barely even had sex. ive had sex 3 times in my life and all 3 times was pretty much a disaster....like im not even sure i got it in. hell i can even get a girl to bed and i cant fucking finish the deal.
i think whats been happening to me is this. i start to feel good....really good....and i think i can get the job done with some girl and it dosent happen, and then i try a few more girls and i get nothing, and then it starts to fuck with me and i get into these "down times" on top of girls
im conviced my parents are fucking retarted. i cant even tell you the ways in which they drive me insane. i try to keep my mouth shut and appricate that i stay in their house for the payment of a few chores but i cant tell you how fucking insane they can make me feel sometimes.
for instance, im laying in my bed yesterday, just deep in thought and my mother comes charging into my room. shes like ;WHAT IS THIS, COME HERE. so i have to get up and follow her to the bathroom and shes freaking out cuz she thinks i moved her fucking towel around.
ok. no i didnt move the fucking towel.
idk maybe its time for me to move out...shitty part is...theres no way i can afford it.
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted April 15th, 2010 at 10:31 PM
feeling pretty good today.....notice how my mood has been going up and down? i have a few reasons why i think that is.....trying to work them out.
i might also be feeling good todaty becasue i went on a 5 mile hike with a few buddies. that always makes u feel better.
i might also be feeling good todaty becasue i went on a 5 mile hike with a few buddies. that always makes u feel better.
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted April 18th, 2010 at 5:12 PM
friday night, april 16th 2010. after hiking about 4 total miles for the day, i decide to go with my friends bar hopping a few towns up from me. ive done this once or twice before with this particular group of friends....usually a borning night with not many girls. kinda lame but i figured ill just do it anyway......ill get out of the house and i wont have to spend much money
i met this woman....call her HBG.........decently attractive....... at one of the bars, and i wound up going home with her.
unfortunally i have no idea how i got from the bar to her house (i know she drove us)
i remember bits of peices from the night after we get to her house. turns out her daughter was having a small party so i wound up playing spin the bottle and made out with one of her daughters friends....hehehe.
anyway i wake up in HBGs bed next to her not really knowing how i got there. i get her number and tell her i gtg but ill call her later and maybe we can hang out again. im still wasted from the night before.
anyway ill wrap this up. saturday night i go up there with my friend who was hanging out with this milf before i was apparently. i cook us dinner, we drink and listen to music, bullshit for a few hours..it was pretty sick. we head to a club have a wild night and she brought me back to her house and we banged.....im not sure if i got it in all the way but we banged.
idk if im gunna do it again but i guess we will see.
and none of this would of happened if i still had my old job.
edit: turns out i was just really drunk that entire weekend and she was pretty beat. never saw her again obviously. yikes.
i met this woman....call her HBG.........decently attractive....... at one of the bars, and i wound up going home with her.
unfortunally i have no idea how i got from the bar to her house (i know she drove us)
i remember bits of peices from the night after we get to her house. turns out her daughter was having a small party so i wound up playing spin the bottle and made out with one of her daughters friends....hehehe.
anyway i wake up in HBGs bed next to her not really knowing how i got there. i get her number and tell her i gtg but ill call her later and maybe we can hang out again. im still wasted from the night before.
anyway ill wrap this up. saturday night i go up there with my friend who was hanging out with this milf before i was apparently. i cook us dinner, we drink and listen to music, bullshit for a few hours..it was pretty sick. we head to a club have a wild night and she brought me back to her house and we banged.....im not sure if i got it in all the way but we banged.
idk if im gunna do it again but i guess we will see.
and none of this would of happened if i still had my old job.
edit: turns out i was just really drunk that entire weekend and she was pretty beat. never saw her again obviously. yikes.
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted April 29th, 2010 at 9:50 AM
:D
good mooooooooornig
i been up since like 1:30am. gotta love crazy ass sleeping schedules. its also cuz i was drinking from 1pm-11pm. throw a joint in there and i need some sleepage.
so ive been sitting here listening to nine inch nails, and reading stuff, and i started to watch the sopranos. so far, so good.
anyway ive been meaning to get some shit off my mind, and this is the perfect place to do it.
im going out of state this weekends to my friends college. cant wait to see all the hunnies out there. im super pumped becasue not only are the girls out there hot and sweet, my confidence is very high, and the weather is going to be awesome which will make it go even higher. i just gotta stay focused. im there to hang with my buddies and have fun. if i get some pussy it would be great, and im definitly going to attempt, but my main focus is not pussy. i wasnt to go out there, relax a little, party a lot, and just get out of my house and town for a few days.
im also persistant in getting 2 wrist watches. dont ask me why. its a very new thing.
as days go on, i feel like my life improves a little bit more. its a very amazing thing. its like, a constant excitement about the next hour of your life. or the next minute. you know what i mean.
anyway thats all for now. ill be better tomorrow!
good mooooooooornig
i been up since like 1:30am. gotta love crazy ass sleeping schedules. its also cuz i was drinking from 1pm-11pm. throw a joint in there and i need some sleepage.
so ive been sitting here listening to nine inch nails, and reading stuff, and i started to watch the sopranos. so far, so good.
anyway ive been meaning to get some shit off my mind, and this is the perfect place to do it.
im going out of state this weekends to my friends college. cant wait to see all the hunnies out there. im super pumped becasue not only are the girls out there hot and sweet, my confidence is very high, and the weather is going to be awesome which will make it go even higher. i just gotta stay focused. im there to hang with my buddies and have fun. if i get some pussy it would be great, and im definitly going to attempt, but my main focus is not pussy. i wasnt to go out there, relax a little, party a lot, and just get out of my house and town for a few days.
im also persistant in getting 2 wrist watches. dont ask me why. its a very new thing.
as days go on, i feel like my life improves a little bit more. its a very amazing thing. its like, a constant excitement about the next hour of your life. or the next minute. you know what i mean.
anyway thats all for now. ill be better tomorrow!
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted May 5th, 2010 at 3:06 AM
awesome day.
played a few hours of roller hockey. the place where we played was in the middle of a park, and we had many spectators...and some of them were girls.
now the crowd was a few years younger then my self, but thats ok.
i had a few of the girls telling me to take off my shirt, and then they were talking about me taking my pants off, and said something about my penis too.
awesome.
then i walked to the car to get some shit, and the hottest blonde their looks at me, smiles and says hi.
i was fucking loving it.
feeling good i came home had a big dinner, watched the hockey game, and proceeded to go on facebook
this really hot girl i met at a party a few eeks ago was online and she had just posted a video of her sining and playing guitar.
so a few minutes later we had the folowing conversation. needless to say, today rocked.
Me
hey so, i watched your video about 50 times
10:15pmMeghan
really?? (:
10:15pmMe
haha naaaa
it was good tho maybe i will
10:16pmMeghan
aweee thanks!!!
10:17pmMe
usually i cant stand self made videos
what made you do such a thing
10:18pmMeghan
i love music
haha
i wanted to record it!
10:19pmMe
i love music too
i compared your version to the orignal and i think your better
lol
10:20pmMeghan
no wayyy ahaha
the original is too amazing to beat
there is no way
10:21pmMe
its by angels and airwaves right?
10:22pmMe
theres one by busta rymes too
10:23pmMeghan
yeah angels and airwaves
my favorite band everrrr
10:24pmMe
sounds like the guy from blink
10:24pmMeghan
it is
(:
10:25pmMe
trueee
my favirote band ever is metallica
its slightly different music
10:26pmMeghan
ive kinda heard of them
theyre like heavy haha
10:28pmMe
yeah
but u can understand what they say
10:28pmMeghan
(:
10:29pmMe
ive had the black album in my car cd player for like 4 months straight
10:29pmMeghan
hahaha thats how you do itttt just jam to your favorite band (:
haha
10:30pmMe
haha yesssss
and it never gets old somehow
10:30pmMeghan
(:
10:31pmMe
so what are u up to this summer
10:32pmMeghan
nothing really
soccer, music, gettin mah tan on
hopefully partying haha
10:33pmMe
sexy
sounds similar to mine
replace soccer with hockey tho
10:35pmMeghan
i love hockey (:
10:37pmMe
well that makes u even cooler
10:37pmMeghan
woohooo
10:37pmMe
you like the rangers right
just say yes
10:38pmMeghan
...
: /
10:40pmMe
ugh
heartbreaker
10:40pmMeghan
devils...?
:P:P
10:41pmMe
nooooo
10:41pmMeghan
><
10:42pmMe
how did this happen isnt dan a rangers fan
10:42pmMeghan
yeah idk i just like the devils
something about the rangers man..
i dont like em
10:43pmMe
its alright your still cool haha
10:44pmMeghan
wooo okay good
10:46pmMe
we should hang out this summer
10:46pmMeghan
defff
10:46pmMe
we'll have long walks on the beach
10:46pmMeghan
lmao
10:46pmMe
and you can bring your ukulele
10:46pmMeghan
(:
10:47pmMe
you smile a lot
i hope you smile this much in real life
10:48pmMeghan
i know i love smiles and smilies idk im weird
10:50pmMe
yea who isnt
10:53pmMeghan
:P:P
10:54pmMe
hey so it was good to have a convo with you
i think the last time i was just drunkly babbling
10:55pmMeghan
lmao i think so
you were talking about how when i turn 18 we're going to date or something hahahahaha
10:55pmMe
lol nice
sounds good to me
10:56pmMeghan
lmao
10:56pmMe
anyway im headed out so ill talk to u latr or something
10:57pmMeghan
see ya!
10:58pmMe
bye meg
(dan is her brother)
played a few hours of roller hockey. the place where we played was in the middle of a park, and we had many spectators...and some of them were girls.
now the crowd was a few years younger then my self, but thats ok.
i had a few of the girls telling me to take off my shirt, and then they were talking about me taking my pants off, and said something about my penis too.
awesome.
then i walked to the car to get some shit, and the hottest blonde their looks at me, smiles and says hi.
i was fucking loving it.
feeling good i came home had a big dinner, watched the hockey game, and proceeded to go on facebook
this really hot girl i met at a party a few eeks ago was online and she had just posted a video of her sining and playing guitar.
so a few minutes later we had the folowing conversation. needless to say, today rocked.
Me
hey so, i watched your video about 50 times
10:15pmMeghan
really?? (:
10:15pmMe
haha naaaa
it was good tho maybe i will
10:16pmMeghan
aweee thanks!!!
10:17pmMe
usually i cant stand self made videos
what made you do such a thing
10:18pmMeghan
i love music
haha
i wanted to record it!
10:19pmMe
i love music too
i compared your version to the orignal and i think your better
lol
10:20pmMeghan
no wayyy ahaha
the original is too amazing to beat
there is no way
10:21pmMe
its by angels and airwaves right?
10:22pmMe
theres one by busta rymes too
10:23pmMeghan
yeah angels and airwaves
my favorite band everrrr
10:24pmMe
sounds like the guy from blink
10:24pmMeghan
it is
(:
10:25pmMe
trueee
my favirote band ever is metallica
its slightly different music
10:26pmMeghan
ive kinda heard of them
theyre like heavy haha
10:28pmMe
yeah
but u can understand what they say
10:28pmMeghan
(:
10:29pmMe
ive had the black album in my car cd player for like 4 months straight
10:29pmMeghan
hahaha thats how you do itttt just jam to your favorite band (:
haha
10:30pmMe
haha yesssss
and it never gets old somehow
10:30pmMeghan
(:
10:31pmMe
so what are u up to this summer
10:32pmMeghan
nothing really
soccer, music, gettin mah tan on
hopefully partying haha
10:33pmMe
sexy
sounds similar to mine
replace soccer with hockey tho
10:35pmMeghan
i love hockey (:
10:37pmMe
well that makes u even cooler
10:37pmMeghan
woohooo
10:37pmMe
you like the rangers right
just say yes
10:38pmMeghan
...
: /
10:40pmMe
ugh
heartbreaker
10:40pmMeghan
devils...?
:P:P
10:41pmMe
nooooo
10:41pmMeghan
><
10:42pmMe
how did this happen isnt dan a rangers fan
10:42pmMeghan
yeah idk i just like the devils
something about the rangers man..
i dont like em
10:43pmMe
its alright your still cool haha
10:44pmMeghan
wooo okay good
10:46pmMe
we should hang out this summer
10:46pmMeghan
defff
10:46pmMe
we'll have long walks on the beach
10:46pmMeghan
lmao
10:46pmMe
and you can bring your ukulele
10:46pmMeghan
(:
10:47pmMe
you smile a lot
i hope you smile this much in real life
10:48pmMeghan
i know i love smiles and smilies idk im weird
10:50pmMe
yea who isnt
10:53pmMeghan
:P:P
10:54pmMe
hey so it was good to have a convo with you
i think the last time i was just drunkly babbling
10:55pmMeghan
lmao i think so
you were talking about how when i turn 18 we're going to date or something hahahahaha
10:55pmMe
lol nice
sounds good to me
10:56pmMeghan
lmao
10:56pmMe
anyway im headed out so ill talk to u latr or something
10:57pmMeghan
see ya!
10:58pmMe
bye meg
(dan is her brother)
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted May 24th, 2010 at 6:44 PM
Money, it's a gas
Grab that cash with both hands
And make a stash
life has been pretty good. i feel like i have basically everything handled except for my money. im such an asshole with it, and i spend it without thinking. i just like to have a good time and enjoy my life, but i fucking suck with my money, and it really hurts my game in more ways then you may even know. it gets so in depth, its ridiclious. my money situation is so out of snyc, which is the main problem.
i dont like to cry about money and shit, but it has been a lingering problem in my life for a few years now. i could be doing so much better, but i have made some very very poor decesions that leave me shaking my head in fustration. im a very smart guy, i have a lot going for me, girls love me, i have more friends then i even care to have anymore, i can go out and make eye contact with some girl and i know that its fucking on already. its amazing. i have come so fucking far from even 6-8 months ago when i really thought i had my shit handled, but at the present moment, i feel fucking awesome. if i had no debt and 2 grand in the banka t this point i feel like my life would be perfect. thats how good things are going. unfortunally theres always got to be some sort of bullshit lingerning problem in life right? fuck that.
money money money god damnit. why does it have to be such a pain in the ass to keep around. its not even like i dont know how to have a good time without it, but where i live, if u want to go out and have an awesome night, your spending 40-50 bucks minimum.
anyway fuck it. time to start getting my money together, perminitly. ive said its time before, but now its really time.
Grab that cash with both hands
And make a stash
life has been pretty good. i feel like i have basically everything handled except for my money. im such an asshole with it, and i spend it without thinking. i just like to have a good time and enjoy my life, but i fucking suck with my money, and it really hurts my game in more ways then you may even know. it gets so in depth, its ridiclious. my money situation is so out of snyc, which is the main problem.
i dont like to cry about money and shit, but it has been a lingering problem in my life for a few years now. i could be doing so much better, but i have made some very very poor decesions that leave me shaking my head in fustration. im a very smart guy, i have a lot going for me, girls love me, i have more friends then i even care to have anymore, i can go out and make eye contact with some girl and i know that its fucking on already. its amazing. i have come so fucking far from even 6-8 months ago when i really thought i had my shit handled, but at the present moment, i feel fucking awesome. if i had no debt and 2 grand in the banka t this point i feel like my life would be perfect. thats how good things are going. unfortunally theres always got to be some sort of bullshit lingerning problem in life right? fuck that.
money money money god damnit. why does it have to be such a pain in the ass to keep around. its not even like i dont know how to have a good time without it, but where i live, if u want to go out and have an awesome night, your spending 40-50 bucks minimum.
anyway fuck it. time to start getting my money together, perminitly. ive said its time before, but now its really time.
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
Posted June 3rd, 2010 at 5:27 AM
i met this girl thru a mutual friend....very cute girl, 18, polish, kind of little but very tight body. shes not a typical party/club girl, shes a good girl. i think thats why i like her. anyway, the 4 of us (me my friend, her and her friend) hung out the other night at this said girls house. we went on her boat at the late part of the day, went for a swim, hungout, played fucking manhunt. yeah im 22 years old and i was playing manhunt. it was awesome. i felt a ridiclious attraction for her, even tho her friend is hotter and wants to fuck me. im such an idiot, but actually its a little more complicated.
getting to the point, i went to kiss her that night. i grabed her and went in and she turned a cheek and she said no. i still kind of held her, she didnt resist at all.i asked her why she would kiss me a few times very calmy, but she said she dosent know me well enough. as soon as she gave me a reason i let go of her, said "alright well, good night then." and started walking to my car.
on the ride home she started texting me about a whole bunch of reasons why she didnt want to, but she wanted to, but this and that and blah blah. she thinks me and her friend like ach other, she thinks all i want is sex, she dosent seem very confident in herself that a "guy like me" is going for her. well fuck that, i like what i like. my neighbor told me to go for older girls cuz sex is much easier, and it's a very valid point, but im not very sexualy experienced, so it dosent make sense for me for some reason. i feel like, being around this girl might improve me sexually, cuz shes only been with one guy who she said was her first, so shes kind of new to it like i am.
edit: it never worked out between me and the girl becasue me and her friend were attracted to each other and she could sense it. i wound up hooking up with her friend twice before she realized im a fucking idiot. needless to say i dont talk to them anymore
-4/29/11
getting to the point, i went to kiss her that night. i grabed her and went in and she turned a cheek and she said no. i still kind of held her, she didnt resist at all.i asked her why she would kiss me a few times very calmy, but she said she dosent know me well enough. as soon as she gave me a reason i let go of her, said "alright well, good night then." and started walking to my car.
on the ride home she started texting me about a whole bunch of reasons why she didnt want to, but she wanted to, but this and that and blah blah. she thinks me and her friend like ach other, she thinks all i want is sex, she dosent seem very confident in herself that a "guy like me" is going for her. well fuck that, i like what i like. my neighbor told me to go for older girls cuz sex is much easier, and it's a very valid point, but im not very sexualy experienced, so it dosent make sense for me for some reason. i feel like, being around this girl might improve me sexually, cuz shes only been with one guy who she said was her first, so shes kind of new to it like i am.
edit: it never worked out between me and the girl becasue me and her friend were attracted to each other and she could sense it. i wound up hooking up with her friend twice before she realized im a fucking idiot. needless to say i dont talk to them anymore
-4/29/11
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i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!

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so i just ate breakfast and watched alex's new video. very cool vid. not what i expected but i still enjoyed it.
i just want to say that life is really good right now. im getting unemployment and its great. i have pretty much hit the reset button on my life and its been great. more glory times to come i can see it.
about halfway done with WILD NIGHTS e-book. great stuff so far. i read a chapter or two a day.
one more thing. i will be attending the free tour in NYC in may and i am pumped.
i banged 5 girls in a 6 month span back in 2011 and that has been it!