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December 7th, 2016
2069: A Vegas sex odyssey
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cougatron

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Join Date: 04/08/2009 | Posts: 19

This isn't something new that's just going to come out of nowhere.  No, this is something old... and dirty.

Been living in Vegas for a while but I was chode in a oneitis several-year relationship which ended.  I had fantasies of being a guy who got laid and lived the vegas lifestyle but I had no idea how that could happen.  Then I came across the game.  I started going out into the field in July 2008.  This is my odyssey.
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cougatron

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Join Date: 04/08/2009 | Posts: 19

I've been feeling kinda crappy lately and lot of it is my physical state. I've been tired and I don't think I'm eating food that's working for me. For the past week or so I've been focusing on getting sleep and experimenting with my diet eating less meat. It was working pretty good and I had some days where I was feeling physically fantastic.

Went out with jhollywood tonight. I have a girl that I #closed the night before who is going to the club. She's probably a 6 but with big tits and ass which attracts me. She's kind of a plan B girl. We are very tentatively going to meet up. I was inspired by Nathan from RSD who talked about meeting girls for like 5 minutes and number closing them and then arranging for a meetup later in the night. Basically the idea is that they can ascertain whether you are a fuckworthy guy or not in those 5 minutes, and then they get hit on by chodes all night and then you meet up with them later. I know from first hand that it works, but I need to try it more often.

However, since I want to game when I get into the venue I decide not to text her right away and instead see how things go first.

We get into the venue quick. Clap. Wooo. Meet some girl who is on her way out. She is leaving so it's pretty much just a quick hi. Pretty typical for my first set. I'm coming in and usually the first girl I see is a girl who is leaving. Jhollywood and I get drinks. Normally I like to do more sets first but I was just going with the flow. I meet a 5 or so set and the girls are pretty standoffish. All of them. I joke ala Zan Perrion that "...I can never get girls".

The downstairs of the club is kind of lame but we hang out for a bit. I open a two set of not that cute asian girls to be social. I get instant blow off. Hmmm. I'm feeling pretty good tonight and I'm not sure why I'm getting blown out. I wait for a minute while johnny opens a single set. That doesn't pan out and we decide to go upstairs.

As we're going to the stairs a cute blonde cougar opens me by touching me and I immediately engage her and introduce myself. I caveman her and we chit chat. She is in pre-love with me so I decide to stick around. She is with another cougar who isn't as cute but they appear to be a two set. A perfect two set. I meet the friend and shortly later johnny enters the set an engages the friend.

Johnny suggest going upstairs and so we all head upstairs. I get in front of my girl and lead her by the hand. I generally make it a point to be in front of the girl and leading her by the hand if we are walking somewhere (even if where we're going is her idea). Just subtly gets her used to me leading. The outside patio is open tonight so we continue up to the top floor. The whole time I'm leading her by the hand. From where we started it's quite a journey but I just keep going and don't really ever look back to check on her. I lead them into the middle of the crowd and I turn around and stop to talk. Johnny's girl ask me my name again and we all do reintroductions. I introduce johnny to them and introduce my girl to johnny by saying "this is johnny" and letting her introduce herself because I've forgotten my girls name.

After a little while johnny says he wants to sit down and invites us to go but I say we'll be over in a minute so he isolates his girl and brings her to sit down elsewhere. I'm with my girl keeping a hand on her pretty much the whole time and we're talking. She tells me what state she's from and I tell her I need a girlfriend from that state. She jokingly asks "why, do you have a girlfriend for every other state?" I just smile and laugh.

I want to dance with her because that's a pretty natural progression for me. However, she has a drink in one hand and purse in the other and when I spin her she doesn't really switch into dance-mode (where most girls do). After maybe 5 minutes or so, I lead her to go find johnny and the other girl. We find them and we sit down nearby but not next to them and keep talking. She busts out her camera and takes some pictures. I ask her what she does for fun and she tells me she skydives. So you're adventurous I ask her. Yes she says. Ding ding ding we have a winner. She's telling me about something and I just grab her head and kiss her.

We kiss with a little tongue. As with most girls who decide you are kiss-worthy, she is ready for makeout city (do you want to go there?) but I pull back. After sitting down for about 5 or 10 minutes johnny's girl wants to get a drink. We all get up and head to the bar to get drinks.

One of the many cool things about cougars is they buy you drinks. While they are buying us drinks, johnny suggest we bring the girls to our usual pull bar where there are a lot of spots to isolate girls. The girls give us our drinks.

We go to sit down and I realize we're pretty much about to sit at this guys VIP table. Johnny and his girl sit down but they are further away from the guy. I notice the pissy look on his face and so I put out my hand and say my name to introduce myself. He's not having any of it. My girl kind of gives the guy shit and says we're just going to sit down until he needs the seats. My girl sits down. I don't want to cause drama so I don't sit down. But my girl is kind of insisting that I sit down. Also johnny and his girl are sitting, so everyone is sitting but me. I grab her hand to get her up so we can go somewhere else. She resists because she feels we should sit there. I persist and eventually she gets up. We go sit at another space maybe 10-15 feet away.

I feel like she lost a little attraction for me at that point. The feeling I had was like I was being weak for not just sitting down. However, I remember that all that really matters at this moment is how I react to the situation. Do I let what just happened bother me in some way or do I just ignore it and let her base her emotions off of mine. I focus on the latter and after 5 minutes or so it's a total non-issue.

We chat some more. She's occasionally looking over to check in on her friend. She says she wants to go over and make sure her friend knows where we are. I say cool. She leaves and I am sitting down to remain non-needy. She leaves her purse with me. Cool, she trust me.

She comes back and we chat a little more. We get up and go back to johnny and his girl. Johnny is mouthing the name of the bar that he wants us to pull them to. I was intending to bring my girl to the dance floor and it feels a little early to be pulling them because we've only been hanging out with them for 30 or 40 minutes. At the same time, I'm reminded of a story by Jeffy where after pulling a girl he asks a girl when she knew he wanted to have sex with him and she tells him something like midnight, but jeffy was bouncing her all over the place until 4:30am because he thought she needed it. Moral of the story: act before you think its the "right" time.

So, I say hey let's go to this bar. We describe it to them a little and then we start heading out of the club. We lead them to the parking garage and when we get to our cars which happen to be parked nearby there is a quick decision on their part because we're going to drive separate. The kind of go "ohh" and hesitate for a split second but then they are okay with it. So I drive with my girl and johnny with his.

We get to the bar and we order drinks. Again my cougar pays for it. Fanfuckingtastic. As we're at the bar, I'm kind of boxed out a little and johnny happens to be more engaging then me at that moment. I'm feeling like a 3rd wheel a little and I start to get the feeling that I need to engage my girl. But she has her back to me waiting for the bartender. I decide to just chill and wait till we get our drinks. We all get our drinks and johnny and I are on the same plan so we both say let's go checkout the bar and we all get up and go our separate ways. Isolation station baby.

I bring my girl out to the patio. Score, no one is out there. We sit down and I start making out with her. I'm making out with her a little more than I normally would but shes into it. I start rubbing her outside her shorts. I put her hand on my cock outside my pants. I slip my finger inside her. I get the impulse to fuck her in the venue. I'm just about positive she's down because a.) i've been fingering her and b.) she talked about being adventurous. I want to bring her to a different area from where we are however.

After a few minutes I stand her up and say let's go. We go to head back inside and on the way I throw her against a wall and make out with her. We continue inside and go to another patio area. We sit down and resume making out. I start fingering her. We hear some noise and so we stop. It's johnny and his girl going to where we are. We all say hello and then johnny and his girl bounce.

I continue making out with my girl. I stand her up and we leave our drinks and her purse and I bring her to a corner of the patio. I push her against the wall and start making out. I unzip my pants and pull my cock out. I slip on a condom. I'm trying to work my cock into her from through the leg of her short shorts. It's a little tough to find my way in there but I finally do and I start fucking her right in the venue. It's the same spot I fucked the last girl I brought here and the girl I almost fucked here. I'm a little braver this time around so I go at some more than last time but I really want to pull her home and do her right. I don't bust a nut but I pull out and lead her back to where we were sitting. We grab her purse and I start leading her out of the bar.

As we're heading outside she asks me where we're going and I just say we're going to go hangout for a little bit. Her logical mind was giving her a little resistance but I could tell she was caught up in the emotion of the moment. She just got fucked in a bar by a guy she met an hour ago. At my car, I push her against it and do a quick makeout and open her door for her. As we're driving she asks where we going and I say we're just going to my place to hangout for a little.

She says her friend is going to kill her but it's a non-issue because she's still in the emotion of the moment. Moondoggy told me about the magic seminar he went to where he said Magic says he tells girls to pull down their pants and masturbate when he is driving them home during a pull. Apparently a girl has never said no to this request from him. I decide to try it and since I already fucked her it seems like a relatively low barrier request.

I tell her to unbutton her pants. She starts to unbutton her shorts and then she asks why and I tell her because I want her to masturbate, but says she doesn't do that. I ask what she means and she says she doesn't masturbate. She gives a reason and it sounds plausible.

Anyway, we drive back to my place which takes about 15-20 minutes. I bring her to my room and glory times ensue. She has a pretty face (former model) and a nice, if older, little body. I can't come the first time we have sex and I can tell it's kind of devalidating her. I wish I could come but I'm just not feeling like it's going to happen. We chat and she opens up to me and at first I'm trying to make statements about random shit that I frequently make comments about but it feels kind of canned and it's not really in tune with what she is talking about.

I decide to just try to listen to what she's really saying. Somehow I think I tap into QuietStorm's ability to connect with a girl and we actually start to get a connection. She continues opening up to me talking about personal issues and insecurities. We have sex again and this time I do come and I'm really glad I did because I wanted to give her that validation.

I drive her back to her hotel, hand on leg and get her number.
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cougatron

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Join Date: 04/08/2009 | Posts: 19

FIRST THREESOME

Went out with jhollywood to one of our usual spots. I'm feeling good on this night. As I'm walking to the bar I see a girl checking me out. We meet at a casino bar around 12:30am. Jhollywood goes to the bathroom. I'm just sitting on a couch relaxing feeling good in my body. A cute if slightly chubby blonde HB 7 with big tits (would be 8 if she was in shape) at the bar looks at me and is checking me out. I hold her gaze for a bit.

We need a card for our hookup so we leave the bar and go to the casino gift shop and pick one up. Johnny opens some cute rocker chicks while I'm picking out the card. We go back to the bar we were at earlier to get a pen. I fill out the card. I turn around from the bar and I see the blonde who was looking at me earlier sitting down with her brunette friend who is a cougar/puma pretty HB 7.7 italian looking girl. I look at her and go right up to her no hesitation and introduce myself. I meet her and her friend. I talk to them standing up for a minute or two.

Johnny comes up but I don't introduce him right away because I'm holding court with these two. I'm just on it and they are laughing at what I'm saying which is just normal banter but with my funniness that comes out once and a while. They ask me where the best place to go is in the casino and I tell them the break down of the clubs. They ask where I'm going and I tell them. They ask me what's there and I say adventure. I sit down with my leg crossed pointed away from them. That's something I noticed johnny does a lot is sit down with his leg crossed pointed away from the girl.

I try to focus on one at a time when I talk to them. Mini-isolation. In other words don't talk to them trying to talk to both at same time. It's like you focus on one and the other is put into spectator mode and then you switch and do the same thing with the other girl. Johnny comes back over and I introduce him to them. He sits down. He starts talking with the blonde and I talk with the brunette. It's my set but I'm not sure who my target it is. I like the brunette a little better I think but I'm not sure who I have better chemistry with. I ask how they know each other and it turns out they just recently met hanging out in Vegas.

I talk with the brunette and she is leaning in toward me while I'm sitting back in my chair. She's asking me questions. It's a decent set but also my first set of the night so I'm not caring too much. I need to go to the bathroom. I get up and tell Johnny to stay with the set because I'm thinking we should bring them into the venue.

I go to the bathroom and take a big dump.

I come back and johnny and the blonde chick appear to be engaged in conversation. I figure it is on between them. Perfect two set. The brunette is sitting still with her legs propped up on the chair. I move her legs so I can sit back down. I keep talking to the brunette. Johnny gets up and goes to the bathroom.

The two girls both start talking to me and lean in and ask me questions and comment how cute I am. Johnny comes back and I look at the girls and say let's go to the club. They don't really say yes but they get up and leave the bar with us. As we're leaving the bar I offer my arm to my brunette girl. She takes it. The blonde also takes my arm. We head up to our connect and we get in.

As we're coming into the venue we're saying what's up to all the staff we know. We're like fucking rockstars. We get into the club and we lead the girls to the bar. When we get to the bar the girls say they are going to go to the bathroom. I'm surprised by this because we're cool as shit and we just hooked them up into the club. And the set seemed to be going nicely.

Johnny says if they come back we'll stick with them otherwise we'll move on. We chill at the bar for a while getting some drinks. We're chilling for a while and the girls still haven't come back. I'm kind of in disbelief but whatever. We go to the bathroom. When we come out, even though there aren't that many girls, we decide to warmup before heading into the main part of the club. Johnny spots a three set and we move toward them.

Just as I'm about to go up to them, the blonde and the brunette come up behind us and re-open us. We move a little bit and I caveman the brunette and start dancing with her and kiss her and sing a song that's playing in her ear. It's on. I lead her to the dance floor which is kind of empty but she sets her stuff down and starts grinding on me. Johnny and the blonde follow us to the dancefloor. After a while out of the corner of my eye I notice that johnny and the blondie are not really dancing together and the body language seems kind of disconnected.

I decide that I don't really care what's happening between Johnny and the blonde because it's on with my girl. I grab my brunette and say let's go upstairs. We start going that way and the blonde runs up to us and says are you guys leaving and I say no we're going upstairs. She says what about her stuff? And I say oh yeah and we go back and get my girls coat and purse. We all end up heading upstairs.

Upstairs the club is rocking. Total party vibe compared to the downstairs area. As soon as we get upstairs I lead my girl to the outside patio. Johnny and blonde are behind us. I lead her into the crowd and turn around and start dancing with my girl. Again I notice that Johnny is kind of just standing near us but not really engaging the blonde girl. I pretty much gather that its not on between them. The blonde grabs my girl and they go off about 15 feet away. I talk with johnny and he's ready to move on I think, but I'm not ready to let my girl go. It's just been a great set for me and I'm in disbelief that she left me.

I wait about a minute and then I say to Johnny hold on and I go up to both of the girls. I just grab my girl and spin her. I cave man both of them. The blonde girl starts grinding on me. A core impulse goes through me that I want a threesome with these girls. I grab both of their hands and lead them old-school-cougatron-caveman-style back inside to the other dancefloor.  I'm in front of them dragging them through the crowd.. it feels very caveman.  I lead them into the crowd and turn around and start dancing with them.

Here we go again 2-set dancefloor management time. I dance with my brunette because it's been on with me and I feel like a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. I don't want to fuck up my chances of pulling my brunette being greedy trying to get both of them. As tempting as it is, I do my best to avoid the dancefloor sandwich (guy in the middle and girl in front and behind). Instead I make a sandwich with my target in the middle and me dancing behind her. I feel the blonde is being left out. I'm afraid to dance with her straight up

Almost subconsciously I perceive that there is a logistical problem. Even though they don't know each other that well how can I pull my girl without a wing? Step the fuck up. I do a double caveman which is the best position for what I'm about to do. I kiss my brunette girl first and then I kiss the blonde while they're both grinding on me. I do the same thing again. I decide now is the time. I grab both of their hands and lead them off the dance floor.

As we're heading to the exit Johnny comes up to me and ask me where we're going. I say to hangout. He asks where and I smile and say "my house" and give the vegas crew "ha" which loosely translates into I'm a douchebag and I like it.

I lead them to the exit. While we're waiting to leave I make out with both of them again. They ask me where we're going and I say adventure. We get outside the club and now we're walking through the casino. We just came from high energy party atmosphere to walking through a casinso. Their logical minds start to kick in a little. I do not answer logically. Again they ask where are we going and I say adventure. One more time they ask where are we going and I say adventure. My brunette asks me where are we going and again I say adventure.

We get outside and again she asks where we're going. I point to the garage and say this way. Again she asks where we're going and I say over here and point to the garage. She says your car? And I say yeah. We get to my car and I open the doors for them putting the brunette in the front seat because she seems to be the leader and she's more my girl. I put the blonde in the back seat. I get in put on music and I start driving.

As we're leaving the parking lot my brunette says seriously mister you better tell us where were going. I say we're going to my place to hang out. She says what are we going to do there and I say hangout.. maybe watch some youtube videos. She says you want the three of us to get naked is that what you're thinking? I say whatever happens.

We drive and I have my hand on my girls thigh. At a stop light I make out with her. At the next stop light I reach back and make out with the blonde and put my hand on her ankle as I drive. I try to talk about normal stuff. Anything but what is about to happen. I find however, it's a little more difficult to pretend what is about to happen when your pulling two girls home. The girls talk about how they've never done this before. The girls ask if I've done this before and I say thousands of times. I say to the girls they should kiss. But they just laugh and don't.

We get back to my house and my roommates are home. Fuck. Irrelevant. I just whisk the girls up to my room right away and they have the same thought. We get to my room and they laugh at my bed because it's kind of small. I never though about it. It was never and issue pulling single girls home. Food for thought though. Perhaps it's time to invest in a bigger bed?

I put on some music. My brunette complains that it's too bright. I want to see you I say. We go to my bed. I make out with both of them. I take my shirt off. They complain that they need alcohol. I don't really want to have to go and make a drink downstairs because I'm afraid their logical minds might kick in by the time I come back. I happen to have a bottle in my room from christmas. Thank you pick up gods. They say they can't drink it straight. Fuck mixer. Think cougatron think. And then realize I also happen to have some sports drink in my room. Perfect. I say well I have this sports drink.

We all have some alcohol. I make out with them again and they start making out with each other and for a moment I'm just hovering over them watching them kiss admiring my work. I make out with each of them again and they go back to kissing. For a while I'm just hovering over them but I think I remember something about Neil saying you have to make sure you're involved. I didn't want to get stuck as some spectator but I wasn't sure of the best way to involve myself.

I have to take a piss. I go and come back. When I come back the blonde tells me about a problem she has. However just like Moses I will not let the red sea stop me. Irrelevant. Clothes come off. They both have nice big tits. The brunette girl's body is really nice not petite but nice full natural breast and full ass. The brunette girl is kind of dominant and she says I want to see you eat her (talking about the blonde). I'm not too crazy about the idea of snorkeling in the red sea but I decide fuck it. I go down on her and stay in the clit area and surprisingly I can't really tell anything. The brunette makes out with her and the blond girl comes.

I mosey in between them and make out with both of them. Moments in Love comes on which is probably one of the best songs to have threesome too.

I'm not sure who to fuck first but the brunette is a little resistant I can tell. So at some point the blonde is on top of the brunette and I just put on a condom and start fucking her. I'm not sure if I should come in her or try to hold out until I've fucked both of them. I decide that it would be better to fuck both of them first at least for a little bit and then come. What if I came in the first and then couldn't go again? Then I really wouldn't have had a threesome. I pull out of the blonde and change condoms and go to fuck the brunette.

But she stands up and she is kind of acting weird and starts to put her clothes on. She's pacing around the room.  I'm kind of like what the fuck in my mind but at the same time I'm relaxed about it. I say in a breaking rapport tone, ala Natural Tim, hey xyz why are you acting weird? You're being weird come over here. I say hey come here. I'm relaxed because I can recognize the behavior for what it is. A shit test. And she's not doing it consciously it's just automatic behavior for her.  She's just testing if I'm strong. I just hold my frame. It reminds me of hoobie's analogy of you driving a car to bang bang land but the girl will every once and a while try to grab the steering wheel and turn you away but you just have to hold it firm. Or like the analogy of the squirrel running around the oak tree. The behavior is designed to bother you but when you see it for what it is it doesn't. It has no effect on you whatsoever and when the girl sees that it has no effect she becomes more attracted.

Finally I grab her hand and say come here and she snuggles up to me. I say Is this because i don't have cranberry juice mixer which comes off cocky funny as fuck and she loves it. I climb on top of her and start fucking her. Damn my bed is too small. She claws me and smacks my ass hard as fuck. She's pretty dominant I'm not used to it. In what is probably the best compliment a woman has ever told me she says "you are such a manwhore". I just smile inside. I fuck her for a while and she's talking dirty to me and I come.

I want to fuck her again, so I do, but I don't think I can come again so I stop after a while. Eventually we all get dressed and I drive them back to their hotel.

Check that one off the motherfucking list.

It was a mildly surreal experience. In the future I want to have more sexual tension, eye contact and immersion in sex. Pulling off the threesome put me more inside my head because I was focusing on the logistics and dynamics of the whole situation. It's funny too because I probably would have enjoyed sex more with just the brunette. But I wanted to push for the threesome. I think that's on every pua's--every guy's--wish list. Also what's funny is the threesome almost came out of logistical necessity. I didn't have a wing for the other girl so the only option was to pull both of them.

It's crazy to be writing this because I had thought about what I wanted for 2010 and pick up and one of things was to have a threesome at some point in the year and I didn't know if it would be possible and now here I am typing this threesome report.

Fucking badass way to start off the year.
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TwoTyme

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Join Date: 01/08/2009 | Posts: 540

Love your blog mate, you should post up here more. As for the threesome you owned that shit.
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Novelty

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Join Date: 01/18/2010 | Posts: 9

very interesting story, good job. can you explain what you meant by when you said "i caveman her..."?

i like how you handled the situation with the VIP seating.. I remember tyler talking about a similar situation in his blueprint decoded video. you kept your cool and refused to be drawn in.

also, since im very new to this forum, can you tell me who is Moondoggy and QuietStorm?

and great job on the threesome! thumbs up bruh
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cougatron

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Join Date: 04/08/2009 | Posts: 19

TwoTyme wrote:
Love your blog mate, you should post up here more. As for the threesome you owned that shit.
thanks bro
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cougatron

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invinsible94 wrote:
very interesting story, good job. can you explain what you meant by when you said "i caveman her..."?

i like how you handled the situation with the VIP seating.. I remember tyler talking about a similar situation in his blueprint decoded video. you kept your cool and refused to be drawn in.

also, since im very new to this forum, can you tell me who is Moondoggy and QuietStorm?

and great job on the threesome! thumbs up bruh
When I say caveman I usually mean claw her or else just a general term for physically dominating/manhandling her.  I take my arm and wrap it around her shoulders almost like putting her in a headlock but my arm is lower around her shoulders rather than her head.

You can read about moondoggy here: www.rsdnation.com/node/86267

QuietStorm is one of the best naturals I know in Vegas and he knows about and hangs out with community guys sometimes.
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Novelty

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Join Date: 01/18/2010 | Posts: 9

thanks a lot :)

checkin out moondoggys posts, along wit yours, makes me wanna visit vegas.. hoping to do that after i finish up college
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cougatron

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A thought I had about the head space I was in when I did my threesome. It was during the weekend of New Year's Eve so I had a three day weekend. Typically on weekends I feel like I have so much to do and I have this base line level of.. I'm not sure what to call it but let's say striving and I'm always trying to do stuff. I don't ever relax and let my weekend be about actually resting and having time off.

But NYE weekend I felt like it was a new year and I needed to force myself to relax. So spent the whole day just watching this TV program that I enjoy (I almost never watch TV) and not doing anything. Just letting go. And then that night I had my threesome and I was thinking about the relationship of me just letting go and relaxing and that event. It's like my weekends normally have this undercurrent of.. struggling. Dave D talks about how people typically approach life like struggle to change, struggle to change, struggle to change, and then they finally accept the situation. He says to consider the opposite which is accept the situation as it is and then try to change it.

So on this weekend it was like I stopped struggling stopped trying so hard and just let go. Just surrendered. And something pretty amazing happened when I did that. Anyway, I had been thinking about that link and wanted to record that shit for posterity.
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cougatron

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Moondoggy noticed my posts have been following a pattern of here's what happened on night xyz and that's it. He encouraged me to write some posts that talk about what it means and where I've been, where I am, and where I'm going in my journey.  I know personally when I meet a guy in this community I want to know where he came from and where's he at now and how did he get there.  So this is a little more along those lines but I'm just dipping my toe in.

I've been in a strange place with my game lately. I feel like I know what to do on the outer level but I need to work on my inner core. Not to say that I've mastered outer game.. there is still loads more room for me to expand on so many different dimensions with that: verbal game, day game, day2 game, sex, dirty talk, etc. But I feel like I meet these girls and I have nothing to bring them into. I don't have a world that I can say look come be a part of this for a while. I want to have a life that I love and feel good on a day to day basis. I think I got in the game hoping that having girls was the path to feeling good and if I had enough girls I would feel good. You sort of think of game like this:

good game --> get girls --> feel good

But it's really more like this:

feel good --> good game --> get girls


Its like I get all these numbers but I don't follow up on them. I send a few texts or become facebook friends but I'm not really following through. And I think I don't follow through because I haven't built up that feeling of self worth and self appreciation.

One thing I want to be better at is verbal game. In the past I've tended to go into spectator mode and let other people talk. I think there's a lot of reasons for that. But I think if I had a life I love there would be some natural enthusiasm and desire to talk about what I'm excited about in my life. One thing Sam from RSD talks about is how some guys don't talk because they are nervous/stifled and can't talk with girls the way they normally talk. And I think in a way I have some of that. Not that I'm nervous but more stifled. Not letting that natural enthusiasm flow. But another thing he says is, some guys can't talk because they literally have nothing to talk about; there's nothing go on in their lives. And he says you need to develop your life so you have things to talk about. And I think that's true for me.

When I think about guys/people who can talk a lot, a lot of the time what they are talking about is either stories from things they've done in the past or what's going on currently in their life.

So I feel like I need to get in touch with what I enjoy doing and start doing that. I also think I need to discover/create my purpose.  I want to read The Way of the Superior Man.
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Sweep

Sweep

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Join Date: 02/08/2010 | Posts: 267

Nice journal man. Keep it up and props for the threesome. 
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