THE FORUMS
Monday 25/1/10
Mo and I hit up a decent Monday venue and have some fun!
I'm opening nice and smoothly - my indifference is showing - chodes are reacting to my shit hard - and of course I'm improving my higher level game.
Talking to a lot hotter girls tonight - I feel way more deservedness and am going after what I want with a lot more direction lately.
Speaking what was on my mind was easy as fuck - "You guys look cool" blah blah blah - Shit test - So why did you think we looked cool? Because you're hot girls - attraction.
Being forward as fuck is really awesome - just need to find that sweet spot - I'm verbalising my intent and it feels so good - but I need to chill back a little.
Vibing is coming easier by the day. Full range as Tyler says in Transformations.
Felt pretty light - but then felt fucking heavy - woah it sucked - just chilled for a bit with Mo then stepped up and opened again - felt light again. Walking through the world with ease.
Bit of dancing - I can dance and just have a mad time - showing Mo some moves - opening girls with - check out my mate - he's getting better! haha - Mo told me there was lots of looks from girls on the dance floor - I was in my own world - but felt attention at times.
I dunno what to do in this situation - opening the girls hasn't worked in the past - if I just straight out open they often blow me out - which is weird - meh. I'll keep at it trying new shit.
I feel I'll be getting way hotter girls soon!
BUT
I need to stay in set!
I really need to just stay in there - take it as fucking far as I can - I have some stupid success barrier shit at the moment. I might not fuck them tonight - but that shouldn't stop me from trying - need to really really want that pussy! I love pussy!
Some chick told me straight out she wasn't interested - I had this delusion thought that she actually was - but like duh of course she was - I think this is good - needed to stay in there and just keep plowing.
I'm really feeling the hottest girls won't give you shit - no IOI's - no laughs - they will just stay there. You gotta be centered as fuck - it's happening.
This hot as fuck Swedish chick at the bar - she had some awesome self esteem - I loved her confidence - those are the kind of girls I wanna hang with - she was unreactive as fuck - I felt I needed to ellict shit tests like Alex said in a blog post - the one with the Polish chick he kept saying she should be Russian - stir their emotions up hard.
Gonna work on that!
Felt good tonight - I can see some progress - consistent action will do that - guaranteed.
Mo and I hit up a decent Monday venue and have some fun!
I'm opening nice and smoothly - my indifference is showing - chodes are reacting to my shit hard - and of course I'm improving my higher level game.
Talking to a lot hotter girls tonight - I feel way more deservedness and am going after what I want with a lot more direction lately.
Speaking what was on my mind was easy as fuck - "You guys look cool" blah blah blah - Shit test - So why did you think we looked cool? Because you're hot girls - attraction.
Being forward as fuck is really awesome - just need to find that sweet spot - I'm verbalising my intent and it feels so good - but I need to chill back a little.
Vibing is coming easier by the day. Full range as Tyler says in Transformations.
Felt pretty light - but then felt fucking heavy - woah it sucked - just chilled for a bit with Mo then stepped up and opened again - felt light again. Walking through the world with ease.
Bit of dancing - I can dance and just have a mad time - showing Mo some moves - opening girls with - check out my mate - he's getting better! haha - Mo told me there was lots of looks from girls on the dance floor - I was in my own world - but felt attention at times.
I dunno what to do in this situation - opening the girls hasn't worked in the past - if I just straight out open they often blow me out - which is weird - meh. I'll keep at it trying new shit.
I feel I'll be getting way hotter girls soon!
BUT
I need to stay in set!
I really need to just stay in there - take it as fucking far as I can - I have some stupid success barrier shit at the moment. I might not fuck them tonight - but that shouldn't stop me from trying - need to really really want that pussy! I love pussy!
Some chick told me straight out she wasn't interested - I had this delusion thought that she actually was - but like duh of course she was - I think this is good - needed to stay in there and just keep plowing.
I'm really feeling the hottest girls won't give you shit - no IOI's - no laughs - they will just stay there. You gotta be centered as fuck - it's happening.
This hot as fuck Swedish chick at the bar - she had some awesome self esteem - I loved her confidence - those are the kind of girls I wanna hang with - she was unreactive as fuck - I felt I needed to ellict shit tests like Alex said in a blog post - the one with the Polish chick he kept saying she should be Russian - stir their emotions up hard.
Gonna work on that!
Felt good tonight - I can see some progress - consistent action will do that - guaranteed.
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Yah man. There were A LOT of girls orbiting around you. I don't have delusional confidence so i know when girls are making the effort :) One girl even came insanely close to you, like almost infront of you and just looked right at you. I looked at your face to see your reaction; you didn't even notice lol
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[='Comic Sans MS'][=rgb(255, 140, 0)][/][/][='Comic Sans MS'][/]2012; the race to 35 in Sydney
6/35
6/35
Tuesday 26/1/10
Australia Day
Moey, Daniel, Gus, quantum, My natural mate Josh, Thomas and myself meet up tonight. Unfortunatley our Tuesday venue wasn't pumping like usual - everyone was in the city!
Didn't do too much for about an hour - the venue was quiet as fuck so waited till it got a little busier.
If anything tonight I didn't build up enough momentum. I was starting to get there towards the end but curfew came round and it was time to leave. Got a few sets in - One went pretty good but Daniel pretended to be a Chode and left the friend who eventually pulled her away. I think they just got into the venue too which didn't help in my favour as they probably wanted to scope the joint out more.
I ejected from one good set - Shit! I'll fix this soon Grrrr!
Saw the 2 English hotties from last week again - they were happy to see me - but I was leaving - went for the number but they told be to just see them next week! Shit! Too quick.
All good!
Australia Day
Moey, Daniel, Gus, quantum, My natural mate Josh, Thomas and myself meet up tonight. Unfortunatley our Tuesday venue wasn't pumping like usual - everyone was in the city!
Didn't do too much for about an hour - the venue was quiet as fuck so waited till it got a little busier.
If anything tonight I didn't build up enough momentum. I was starting to get there towards the end but curfew came round and it was time to leave. Got a few sets in - One went pretty good but Daniel pretended to be a Chode and left the friend who eventually pulled her away. I think they just got into the venue too which didn't help in my favour as they probably wanted to scope the joint out more.
I ejected from one good set - Shit! I'll fix this soon Grrrr!
Saw the 2 English hotties from last week again - they were happy to see me - but I was leaving - went for the number but they told be to just see them next week! Shit! Too quick.
All good!
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Thursday 28/1/10
Meet up with Daniel and BRAH.
Young, Cliquey and hot bitches here. Tonight was a bit quiet due to torrential rain scaring everyone - almost including me - off for the evening.
I didn't really get into it tonight - I opened my 10 sets - something of a success criteria I've created for myself when I don't really feel like going hard as fuck. Keeping the habit. Trusting the process.
A few good sets nonetheless - but didn't go for the number early on - or at all - shit cunt.
BRAH winged a set with me - stole the hottie - thanks - I'll get your ass! =P
1 hottie remembered me from the first night I went to this venue - it was only a short set - ejected early - she remembered me from my tattoo - she called it a branding - I lol'd.
Got her number - as I put it in my phone I saved it under Bec and the venue name - she got the shits hahaha - I laughed and asked her how else she would have liked me to remember her when I meet so many people - not to mention my sister has the same name - what a retard.
I texted her some illogical bullshit as I left - she replies - I am only 18! I'm 25 - I see no problem here - I fucked an 18 year old a month back - maybe she IS retarded? I'll phone game her soon anyway.
Note to the crew: You guys rock - thanks for getting out there and supporting each other - together we will make it - alone we will struggle - so stay on the path - you don't have a choice anyway - I'll kick your ass if you slack off too much - feel free to do the same with me =P
Meet up with Daniel and BRAH.
Young, Cliquey and hot bitches here. Tonight was a bit quiet due to torrential rain scaring everyone - almost including me - off for the evening.
I didn't really get into it tonight - I opened my 10 sets - something of a success criteria I've created for myself when I don't really feel like going hard as fuck. Keeping the habit. Trusting the process.
A few good sets nonetheless - but didn't go for the number early on - or at all - shit cunt.
BRAH winged a set with me - stole the hottie - thanks - I'll get your ass! =P
1 hottie remembered me from the first night I went to this venue - it was only a short set - ejected early - she remembered me from my tattoo - she called it a branding - I lol'd.
Got her number - as I put it in my phone I saved it under Bec and the venue name - she got the shits hahaha - I laughed and asked her how else she would have liked me to remember her when I meet so many people - not to mention my sister has the same name - what a retard.
I texted her some illogical bullshit as I left - she replies - I am only 18! I'm 25 - I see no problem here - I fucked an 18 year old a month back - maybe she IS retarded? I'll phone game her soon anyway.
Note to the crew: You guys rock - thanks for getting out there and supporting each other - together we will make it - alone we will struggle - so stay on the path - you don't have a choice anyway - I'll kick your ass if you slack off too much - feel free to do the same with me =P
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Hey man i'm back from my camping trip...damn it felt weird not going out :) I like the last paragraph u wrote so much man. I was gonna write something similar after world bar cos i was so appreciative to u guys that night but thought twice. Thanks for the support
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[='Comic Sans MS'][=rgb(255, 140, 0)][/][/][='Comic Sans MS'][/]2012; the race to 35 in Sydney
6/35
6/35
LR - All the Crazy Shit - Saturday 30/1/10
My natural mate had a small work celebration on tonight at a local venue - I joined him and a few other work-mates for drinks - I drunk lots.
I felt a little tied to my surrounding and old habits at first - but I just let it go and enjoyed myself - and my beer!
One girl from work let's call her - Scottish - and her friend came along - As soon as I saw them they giggled and eye-coded each other. I didn't think too much more about it and just continued to be my casual manwhore self for the evening.
I was having a great time and flirting lots with everyone as usual. Got up to dance with the oldies as the venue was dead quiet - nothing to even look at or approach - why I don't go local on the weekends if I can help it!
Me, my natural mate, our 2 girl mates and another guy were the party - we were as loud as fuck and everyone knew we were there - this is how I love to hang out with mates! Dance dance - drink drink - flirt with everyone - including Scottish - I could feel the sexual tension pretty hard and just went with it relaxed and casually.
Bout 11:30 it's time for the local nightclub - good thing I'm drunk cos it's pretty dead and there ain't many hotties in here either! My mates have left cos they had some issues so I'm with the work crew. I'm carving up the Dancefloor and can feel everyone reacting to me - I've got some sexy moves down that make the girls fucking giggle - I'm awesome haha. Bit of grinding with Scottish and her friend - and general love sharing. My mate comes back and we carve it up together on top of a podium. 3 hotties jump up and join us and we're just rocking it. I'm feeling them up but without any cares and it's awesome. I turn to my mate and he's inside his head and not enjoying himself - he had a fight with our other friend so it's affecting him even though I try and get him into a better mood - no luck.
Grind more with Scottish - then I decide it's time to get this shit started - move her over to the other side of the club - away from work crew - and makeout times. She's telling me stupid shit like - you could have any girl here - why me? I'm telling her to shut up and just keep going.
Leave her for a bit and see the 3 hotties on the podium again - this time they're with some guy. I'm up there again rubbing all their asses and just projecting a sexual vibe and they are loving it. The guy tries and blows me off but I completely ignore him and he eventually intro's himself to me - same name - we make the awesome name comment. All of a sudden I'm making out with one of the hotties - yum. I think guy pulls them away - I don't give a fuck - just watch out the corner of my eye to make sure they're not leaving - then it's back to sexy dancing!
Some resistence here and there from Scottish but I'm unreactive as fuck - attraction skyrockets. Eventually she's chasing me pretty hard - I realised at one point I was going too hard - backed off and boom - like clockwork she start to chase me - love the training - it's becoming unconscious!
Bounce around a find hottie I kissed - get her number - she is fucking drunk as - bit more makeouts and I tell her I'm not doing anything else with her because she is too drunk - tell her I'll call her soon ;)
Work crew leave and Scottish, friend and me aren't far behind.
The 3 of us get a cab - drop friend off first - Scottish lives near me so we get to mine and I just pay the fare - get out and open her door - she gets out - as soon as she gets out she says something like - you better not tell anyone! haha.
What's funny here is my mind was like a calculator - I said to myself - pay fair, get out, get her out, resistence for 10-15 minutes then done deal. Thank you Mind! - it was exactly how it went down.
The only real resistence was her low self esteem about me - asking me why I chose her instead of any other girl at the club - validating me telling me I could of had anyone :)
Been reading The Sex God Method - and been using it! Recommended!
4 new lays this month! Hopefully these kind of things stay consistent - I think they will because I'm developing that abundance mindset and am keeping up with implementing the habit.
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Why are you taking a bootcamp?
haha awesome mate, see ya TONIGHT!
haha awesome mate, see ya TONIGHT!
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Why are you taking a bootcamp?
haha awesome mate, see ya TONIGHT!
haha awesome mate, see ya TONIGHT!
Cos I wanna pull the 10's! They seem so elusive to me at the moment - It'll come to me all in good time - hopefully bootcamp can speed it up haha :)
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Sunday 31/1/10
Catch up with quantum tonight at our favourite Sunday venue.
I was actually feeling seedy as fuck from last nights drinking but told myself I was going out regardless - mainly because I want to keep the habit of going out and taking action strong - my bread and butter.
I wasn't too keen on going hard tonight - I told myself I'd open about 5 sets and take it easy. I believe you have to do this sometimes otherwise you just go too hard on yourself and it doesn't make you happy.
A few sets here and there - nothing exciting but they went ok - things I need to focus on is talking about emotional topics vs logical - go for the number early on - make her invest in me.
quantum helped me tonight by pushing me where I couldn't be fucked. Thanks dude ;)
Nice Swedish girl - we're so close in each others face - she's leaving Monday - I tell her I really wanted a Swedish Girlfriend but looks like I'll have to settle for a Swedish Lover. She loves it. Says she wants to get a drink - I see some potential here so tell her to come with me to the ATM down the street - she tells me to promise her we'll come back. I do.
Fast forward we're sitting on some couches and she is starting to go bored on me. I didn't have too much drive tonight from the seediness so it was hard to plow and take action. I needed to keep her state up but couldn't get it where it needed to be.
Made out with her a few times - was yum. Tried to pull her out back to her hostel but she told me it was too early and that she was trying to find her friends. Persisted every now and then but no go.
Tried hard to push myself to be more dominant and talk more - worked to a degree - but couldn't get her state up - whatever you feel, they feel - I felt seedy - she probably felt uninspired!
Eventually lost her - or actually she lost me - gave up because I could see it wasn't going anywhere and she had lost interest in me - had a big window of opportunity - but the state I was in was shit house - drinking lots and feeling seedy as fuck is not good for game.
All in all not a bad night - got out there took some action and had a opportunity. Next time ;)
Catch up with quantum tonight at our favourite Sunday venue.
I was actually feeling seedy as fuck from last nights drinking but told myself I was going out regardless - mainly because I want to keep the habit of going out and taking action strong - my bread and butter.
I wasn't too keen on going hard tonight - I told myself I'd open about 5 sets and take it easy. I believe you have to do this sometimes otherwise you just go too hard on yourself and it doesn't make you happy.
A few sets here and there - nothing exciting but they went ok - things I need to focus on is talking about emotional topics vs logical - go for the number early on - make her invest in me.
quantum helped me tonight by pushing me where I couldn't be fucked. Thanks dude ;)
Nice Swedish girl - we're so close in each others face - she's leaving Monday - I tell her I really wanted a Swedish Girlfriend but looks like I'll have to settle for a Swedish Lover. She loves it. Says she wants to get a drink - I see some potential here so tell her to come with me to the ATM down the street - she tells me to promise her we'll come back. I do.
Fast forward we're sitting on some couches and she is starting to go bored on me. I didn't have too much drive tonight from the seediness so it was hard to plow and take action. I needed to keep her state up but couldn't get it where it needed to be.
Made out with her a few times - was yum. Tried to pull her out back to her hostel but she told me it was too early and that she was trying to find her friends. Persisted every now and then but no go.
Tried hard to push myself to be more dominant and talk more - worked to a degree - but couldn't get her state up - whatever you feel, they feel - I felt seedy - she probably felt uninspired!
Eventually lost her - or actually she lost me - gave up because I could see it wasn't going anywhere and she had lost interest in me - had a big window of opportunity - but the state I was in was shit house - drinking lots and feeling seedy as fuck is not good for game.
All in all not a bad night - got out there took some action and had a opportunity. Next time ;)
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