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December 7th, 2016
Embracing your dark side.
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Deft

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Embracing your dark side
em·brace (m-brs)
"To include as part of something broader."

This is an exersice I want to experience.

Please write one characteristic of yourself  that you believe is part of your dark side......
This can be whatever you feel like, it is much better to write somethiing that you would not say in public because of fear of critisism please be open and do not fear judgementalness.



I will start. 
1. There have been several ocations this year of me partying it out and using cocaine all night long.
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Gseus

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2. I am addicted to many many things most of the time: alcohol/cigarettes (when partying), food, internet, porn, thinking about myself.
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Dick Gallo

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 The usual -- I shoot up copious amounts of powdered bull semen into my jugular during class.
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zatotheck

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Everytime I go out I wear really nice clothes. Most of my shirts are $100+ and most of my jeans are $150+. Its all stolen.
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ikelove

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There was an interesting documentary given on this very subject.

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Corksil

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chronic theft from retail establishments
complete lack of respect for the law
occasional bingey drug abuse
drive like a dick completely lacking concern for those I pass/manouver around at high speed

hmmm, shall I go on? oddly I am ashamed by none of those things.. I can't think of anything I am ashamed of, I wonder if that's bad devil
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bumpweasel has occured.
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Eazy-R

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I almost went to jail for statutory a few weeks ago. No shit. I've been known to smoke copious amounts of weed and I drive way too fast. The day my parents sat down to give me "the talk" about getting high, I was high, but they didn't know. I've drank more alcohol in a year than both my parents have in their entire lives, put together. I often use my intelligence and knowledge of social dynamics to fuck up people's happiness. I lost my virginity in a mud puddle, wearing a couple hundred dollars worth of brand new clothes, drunk as fuck, no condom. I sent the girl a text the next day saying "thanks for last night that was cool" and haven't spoken to her since. I once told a girl's mom I'd "look out" for her daughter when high school started, saying specifically I'd keep boys away from her. The next day the girl gave me a blow job in her mom's car. Welcome to high school bitch.

Luke, I am your father. Dark side embraced.
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Kaleidoscope

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I skin baby seals and make cheap seat covers from their pelt.

Okay, seriously....

The evil shadow: I went thru a mild drug addict stage. Partly because my life was shit and I didn't have the financial, psychological or social skillsets to tackle my problems effectively. The other part was because my ex thought I was cool for doing drugs. She was my first. I wanted more than anything for her to think I was cool not a nerd. She would talk about her exes as being rich, driving good cars, muscular, cool, drug taking, good at sex, speeding, good at picking up, badass.... everything that I wasn't. She'd tell me that I'd better put on muscle before she started clubbing because I was too weak to defend her. I am very impressionable if people know how to manipulate me like this. Later I found out a lot was exagerrated, to try and make me into some super human freak that belonging to would give her life meaning. I developed addictions to porn, recreational drug use, excessive speeding (like 175 in a 90 zone sort of thing), burnouts/drifting, public graffiting (not artistic haha), obsessions about my own appearance, a filthy passive agressive temper and a foul mouth. The main emotions I felt on a day to day basis were jealousy, anger, competitiveness and a need to prove myself. The worst thing is I kind of feel proud of doing these bad things because it distances me from being the shy quiet guy i grew up as, playing simcity 3000 on his computer while other kids went and hooked up and partied.

THe chode shadow: I sometimes get into this mindset where I tell myself I'm acting cool, aloof, superior or unreactive. However, to other people, it just looks quiet, withdrawn, shy, nervous, beta, presence-less and unable to think of anything to say to react. That is my 'shadow' ie the subconscious problems that I am UNAWARE of (unless told by friends).

On a more POSITIVE note I have absolutely vanquished almost all of my addictive, negative characteristics since I started EFT and NLP. I could never go back.

This vid is somewhat relevant to the thread....FUck it, its cool so watch it (46 and 2 by tool...about the shadow)www.youtube.com/watch
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I regularly fuck real dolls and jizz all over my flatmates bed because I hate him
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