THE FORUMS

September 25th, 2017
-- I cried reading this
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Daniel

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10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
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 still am
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then song is what made it not cryworthy (dont know how else to put it) but felt i guess....ya just go to show you, you gotta take chances, put your dignity on the line.....that would really suck....where did you get this from....
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Damn man, thats some heavy shit. Got some thinkin to do now...


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I cried because of how chodey that guy was
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The Boss wrote:
then song is what made it not cryworthy (dont know how else to put it) but felt i guess....ya just go to show you, you gotta take chances, put your dignity on the line.....that would really suck....where did you get this from....


Or maybe just understand that there is no dignity, and that dignity is the best thing the human race could come up with to explain an irrational fear.

Do what you want.. all else are details..

Be who you're meant to be... Do what you want when you want.. whatever sentence gives you the feeling of "yeah, i'ma fucken go!".

In the end, it doesn't even matter.
For all you know, You have only one time to live - make it count [or not, doesn't really matter if you think it through.. still - if you're gonna have a life, might aswell make it fun and interesting].
 
All this talk about the ego is really fucking some people [including me] up.
I think the problem arises when you really believe WWII started because of the human ego..
Have this as your ego - 'I do what i want when i want' - even if you don't have your desired results, you still lived your life your way, and you know you couldn't do anything better.
 
This is thursday - go fuck yourselves before someone will die.
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 I didn't actually cry, faggots
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i can picture this in a movie, with him walking home alone every night
with this soundtrack in it, makes it even more sad
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SleepingIn wrote:
i can picture this in a movie, with him walking home alone every night
with this soundtrack in it, makes it even more sad

i cried because of how terrible radiohead are.
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I wanted to open a similar thread a few days ago... sinchronicity or what ;). Last week someone close to me died :( and I had one realization that stuck with me for days - that I should tell people i appreciate in my life how I actually feel about them. We're all gonna be dead sooner or later, so why delay the truth.

The only thing that separates us from each other is our thick ego shells made out of fear. There's no path to love, love is the path.
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