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LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX
Just watched fight club for the 4th time and it always seems to make me feel good when I've been feeling down as I have the past few days. After it ended I just sat for about 20 minutes thinking about it. I thought, how can I apply Tyler's don't give a fuck attitude, core confidence, etc to my life? Then I figured FUCK THAT. Stop trying to see how all this shit applies to me. I just am. I'm not Tyler, I'm me. That's all. All I gotta do is express myself to the core. I sat there for a long time, pondering what is the meaning of life? I sat there, knowing I'm gonna die some day, knowing I wanna get married some day and start a family, become a grandfather and all the stuff you do in life. But what's the point? It's all the same fucking thing and is just meaningless.
Is the purpose of life just to be happy? No - you're happy and then what? It's all the same. What I eventually concluded (without trying to create a label or something just so my ego has something to identify with) was that I should just feel good and live life. Life will go just as easily as it came, but while it's here I should embrace it fully because that's all there ever is. Here's where Tolle is starting to make sense... just be present and let the infinite life force or whatever it is express itself through you at all times. To sum it up in one sentence, LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX!
Just watched fight club for the 4th time and it always seems to make me feel good when I've been feeling down as I have the past few days. After it ended I just sat for about 20 minutes thinking about it. I thought, how can I apply Tyler's don't give a fuck attitude, core confidence, etc to my life? Then I figured FUCK THAT. Stop trying to see how all this shit applies to me. I just am. I'm not Tyler, I'm me. That's all. All I gotta do is express myself to the core. I sat there for a long time, pondering what is the meaning of life? I sat there, knowing I'm gonna die some day, knowing I wanna get married some day and start a family, become a grandfather and all the stuff you do in life. But what's the point? It's all the same fucking thing and is just meaningless.
Is the purpose of life just to be happy? No - you're happy and then what? It's all the same. What I eventually concluded (without trying to create a label or something just so my ego has something to identify with) was that I should just feel good and live life. Life will go just as easily as it came, but while it's here I should embrace it fully because that's all there ever is. Here's where Tolle is starting to make sense... just be present and let the infinite life force or whatever it is express itself through you at all times. To sum it up in one sentence, LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX!
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind” - Dr. Seuss
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
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FINALLY BROKE THE DROUGHT
Was at a uni party tonight, unfortunately not much selection because small crowd but I ended up hooking up with a HB6. Way below my usual standards but as I was drunk that made her a HB8. I simply met her at the bar, stayed chilled the entire time, bounced around the place with her and as soon as we hit the d-floor it was on.
After that girl left I was kinda relieved because now I was in state and I had an opportunity to get some hotter punang. So then there was this real fun party girl who I met once a few months ago (but she really likes me for some reason) who I danced with a bit and was having tequilla shots with. Later she showed me a photo she took of me hooking up with the girl from before. It was funny and all, but I didn't make any real moves on this one. Don't know why though she's pretty hot and DTF I reckon. Oh well I'm just happy I finally broke the drought haha
Was at a uni party tonight, unfortunately not much selection because small crowd but I ended up hooking up with a HB6. Way below my usual standards but as I was drunk that made her a HB8. I simply met her at the bar, stayed chilled the entire time, bounced around the place with her and as soon as we hit the d-floor it was on.
After that girl left I was kinda relieved because now I was in state and I had an opportunity to get some hotter punang. So then there was this real fun party girl who I met once a few months ago (but she really likes me for some reason) who I danced with a bit and was having tequilla shots with. Later she showed me a photo she took of me hooking up with the girl from before. It was funny and all, but I didn't make any real moves on this one. Don't know why though she's pretty hot and DTF I reckon. Oh well I'm just happy I finally broke the drought haha
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind” - Dr. Seuss
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
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Havn't been on the forums for months but awesum reading your journal sash,
Make sure you come to P this weekend, it will be epic!
Chris
Make sure you come to P this weekend, it will be epic!
Chris
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BLUE BALLS OF DEATH AFTER INTERNING ALEX ON FRIDAY BOOTCAMP
Lot's of sets, but here are the 3 that are worth mentioning...
Interaction 1. Saw a blonde hottie and started talking to her for about 5mins. Went off and did my own thing for about 1 hour when I next saw her again where she was now with 2 girls and 2 guys. I introduced myself to the guys and then quickly pulled her into me with a hug saying something like I missed you in a fun way. We talked for about 5-10 more minutes and it was going well, had a bit of kino going. But then her girl friend pulled her away and she vanished into the night. I re-opened her later but she wasn't as receptive. I guess it's because I came in with a lower energy then she was in and was trying to take value from her rather than offering value to the entire group.
LEARNING LESSON: Come into a set with an energy level equal to or a bit higher than the group. Offer value to everyone rather than trying to steal the girl I like away from her friends.
interaction 2. Normally I only make a mess of myself on the dance floor, but this time I came in very high energy and had awesome fun with these 2 Greek girls - 1 blonde, 1 brunette. Without trying to throw around too much PU terminology, I came in with high woo+intent, I was unapologetic, I expressed myself and offered value rather than trying to take, I didn't give a fuck what anyone thought of me, I was having amusing myself. All these things together created a perfect mix and within 2 minutes I was grinding both girls and trying to kiss my one on the lips, but I kept getting the cheek. I bounced these girls around the bar, my bad ass wing Cash (the RSD graphic designer intern) bought a round of drinks, dirty danced some more, built a connection, had fun with them. A lot of the time BOTH of them were rubbing their breasts against me and when ever I moved my hands I made sure to brush their breasts haha - they were cool with it. So after 1 hour I've been gaming the blonde one hard and been doing lots of neck, ear, cheek kissing and grinding, but never on the lips.
I asked Alex~ to wing me so he grabs the hot brunette, SLAMS her against the couch (we were already in a dark corner kinda private couch area) and starts making out with her for a bit. As soon as the student needed him, he instantly shot up and went to coach him. The brunette was now standing there panting with her blue cunt! During this time, I went in for the lips for literally the 15th time and she eventually said she can't kiss on the lips because she has a boyfriend. I agreed and kept going unapologetically, but nothing was happening. Not even when I picked her up and cradled her! She was still kissing me on neck, checks, etc but just not lips. These girls were DEFINITELY DTF but I just couldn't be bothered to keep gaming them. Looking back, I just needed to spend 1 more hour to take them outside for a late night snack and then go to their place. But I let frustration sneek in and not let me embrace the fun challenge I had before me.
LEARNING LESSON #2: Keep perservering no matter what, persistence is attractive. Think of it as a fun challenge and just keep chipping away at it until I'm chipping onto her.
Interaction 3. Alex grabs this girl and says "you two were made for each other" and sits her down on a stool in front of me and walks off. I started talking and within 2 minutes we start hooking up. I end it after about 30-60 seconds so I can have a chance of actually pulling her tonight rather than just having a quick full on makeout. She asks me for a cigerette so I go round the corner and get one from my friend, I come back 30 seconds later and there is some guy on the stool I was sitting on talking to her! ARRRH!! I give her the ciggie and say something like 1 more kiss before u get ciggie breath but she denies. It was getting late and I had a football game on tomorrow morning so I just said to myself fuck it I can't be stuffed with this and went home. On the way home I felt like I had eaten something really bad or drank too much (I didn't drink alcohol tonight) and felt pain in my groin. After half an hour I realized it was blue balls arrh!!
LEARNING LESSON #3: What comes around goes around. I left the Greek girls with a blue cunt, so karma made me pay the price
Lot's of sets, but here are the 3 that are worth mentioning...
Interaction 1. Saw a blonde hottie and started talking to her for about 5mins. Went off and did my own thing for about 1 hour when I next saw her again where she was now with 2 girls and 2 guys. I introduced myself to the guys and then quickly pulled her into me with a hug saying something like I missed you in a fun way. We talked for about 5-10 more minutes and it was going well, had a bit of kino going. But then her girl friend pulled her away and she vanished into the night. I re-opened her later but she wasn't as receptive. I guess it's because I came in with a lower energy then she was in and was trying to take value from her rather than offering value to the entire group.
LEARNING LESSON: Come into a set with an energy level equal to or a bit higher than the group. Offer value to everyone rather than trying to steal the girl I like away from her friends.
interaction 2. Normally I only make a mess of myself on the dance floor, but this time I came in very high energy and had awesome fun with these 2 Greek girls - 1 blonde, 1 brunette. Without trying to throw around too much PU terminology, I came in with high woo+intent, I was unapologetic, I expressed myself and offered value rather than trying to take, I didn't give a fuck what anyone thought of me, I was having amusing myself. All these things together created a perfect mix and within 2 minutes I was grinding both girls and trying to kiss my one on the lips, but I kept getting the cheek. I bounced these girls around the bar, my bad ass wing Cash (the RSD graphic designer intern) bought a round of drinks, dirty danced some more, built a connection, had fun with them. A lot of the time BOTH of them were rubbing their breasts against me and when ever I moved my hands I made sure to brush their breasts haha - they were cool with it. So after 1 hour I've been gaming the blonde one hard and been doing lots of neck, ear, cheek kissing and grinding, but never on the lips.
I asked Alex~ to wing me so he grabs the hot brunette, SLAMS her against the couch (we were already in a dark corner kinda private couch area) and starts making out with her for a bit. As soon as the student needed him, he instantly shot up and went to coach him. The brunette was now standing there panting with her blue cunt! During this time, I went in for the lips for literally the 15th time and she eventually said she can't kiss on the lips because she has a boyfriend. I agreed and kept going unapologetically, but nothing was happening. Not even when I picked her up and cradled her! She was still kissing me on neck, checks, etc but just not lips. These girls were DEFINITELY DTF but I just couldn't be bothered to keep gaming them. Looking back, I just needed to spend 1 more hour to take them outside for a late night snack and then go to their place. But I let frustration sneek in and not let me embrace the fun challenge I had before me.
LEARNING LESSON #2: Keep perservering no matter what, persistence is attractive. Think of it as a fun challenge and just keep chipping away at it until I'm chipping onto her.
Interaction 3. Alex grabs this girl and says "you two were made for each other" and sits her down on a stool in front of me and walks off. I started talking and within 2 minutes we start hooking up. I end it after about 30-60 seconds so I can have a chance of actually pulling her tonight rather than just having a quick full on makeout. She asks me for a cigerette so I go round the corner and get one from my friend, I come back 30 seconds later and there is some guy on the stool I was sitting on talking to her! ARRRH!! I give her the ciggie and say something like 1 more kiss before u get ciggie breath but she denies. It was getting late and I had a football game on tomorrow morning so I just said to myself fuck it I can't be stuffed with this and went home. On the way home I felt like I had eaten something really bad or drank too much (I didn't drink alcohol tonight) and felt pain in my groin. After half an hour I realized it was blue balls arrh!!
LEARNING LESSON #3: What comes around goes around. I left the Greek girls with a blue cunt, so karma made me pay the price
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FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
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Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
I'M BACK BABY!! SATURDAY & SUNDAY BOOTCAMP
Saturday: Met this 27 y.o hottie on the d-floor, isolated her away from friends and bounced her around the club, built a connection, alternated between buying rounds of drinks, small kiss on the lips no resistance, talk some more, hook up a bit.
After about an hour or 2 she went back to her friends on d-floor and I stayed with my friends. 10 minutes later I got a msg from her saying we are leaving so nice to meet you to which I replied you're the real deal i like that i'll see u round soon. I have nfi what i was saying as i was quite drunk as i am now hahah.
The best highlight however was Josh threatening to fight some dude who stole a girl I was chatting up earlier. Cbf full story but Josh is a madcunt!
Sunday day game at Borders: Opened with hey what's up to which the girl started giggling. After chatting for 5 minutes I took her to the foodcourt for some sushi and coffee for about 30-60 minutes. # closed her and talked about meeting up in a few days on thursday. Left her with a hug goodbye. Looking back the hug was pretty shit, so next time if that happens i'll say something like that hug was a 6/10, let's see if u can do a 10/10!
Alright time to sleep, mad monday tomorrow so drinking starts at 10.30am you beauty! (I haven't drunk 3 nights in a row since january hahah) ((it's a alright though, footy season is over so i'm gonna go loose food+alcohol wise for a few weeks before i restart the intense training and diet again))
Saturday: Met this 27 y.o hottie on the d-floor, isolated her away from friends and bounced her around the club, built a connection, alternated between buying rounds of drinks, small kiss on the lips no resistance, talk some more, hook up a bit.
After about an hour or 2 she went back to her friends on d-floor and I stayed with my friends. 10 minutes later I got a msg from her saying we are leaving so nice to meet you to which I replied you're the real deal i like that i'll see u round soon. I have nfi what i was saying as i was quite drunk as i am now hahah.
The best highlight however was Josh threatening to fight some dude who stole a girl I was chatting up earlier. Cbf full story but Josh is a madcunt!
Sunday day game at Borders: Opened with hey what's up to which the girl started giggling. After chatting for 5 minutes I took her to the foodcourt for some sushi and coffee for about 30-60 minutes. # closed her and talked about meeting up in a few days on thursday. Left her with a hug goodbye. Looking back the hug was pretty shit, so next time if that happens i'll say something like that hug was a 6/10, let's see if u can do a 10/10!
Alright time to sleep, mad monday tomorrow so drinking starts at 10.30am you beauty! (I haven't drunk 3 nights in a row since january hahah) ((it's a alright though, footy season is over so i'm gonna go loose food+alcohol wise for a few weeks before i restart the intense training and diet again))
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind” - Dr. Seuss
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
ALL THE STARS FINALLY LINED UP FOR ME TODAY - 5 GIRLS WANTING ME!
NEVER EXPERIENCED SO MUCH ABUNDANCE IN 1 DAY LIKE THIS BEFORE...
1. The blonde girl I hooked up with on saturday night: She msg'd me yesterday and we've been msg'ing back and forth since. We were meant to meet up at a bar tonight but in the end neither of us went because of strong thunder storms. Around 9pm she msg'd me asking about if I know some girl who added her on FB. This girl was the chick i'm doing a uni assignment with and she's been giving me girl advice all day - mostly saying be more of a jerk, play hard to get and best of all I love this... treat her mean and keep her keen. Anyway I guess she was curious about this 27 y.o and added her on fb. After I told my girl who this is, haha ----- is a funny girl! she was looking through my phone today and thought u were interesting she msg's back saying oh cool well tell her i think shes gorgeous. does she want in to which I replied Does she want in on what?.. on me. haha it was just a joke x. Joke or not
Here's what followed after I decided to turn it up:
haha do u watch entourage?
i have been known to sometimes why
i just downloaded the latest ep but cbf watching it home alone. I can come to ur place with it and we can watch it together
maybe one day when my parents are away at our other house. ive just moved back into home. they are fitness freaks and get up at 4.30 every morning. they hate being woken. very annoying
ah k that's cool another time then
Maaaaan if only i had my own place....
2. Hottie I met at borders 2 days ago (thought it was all over after my 1st chode drunk message):
Maybe because I had been drinking for 10 hours straight and was still a bit drunk, it took me a good 20 MINUTES to type out this msg. This is highly unlike me and I felt bad for being needy because I was trying to write the perfect msg and didn't know what to say when I know it doesn't matter because it's coming from me. Anyway I finally sent a msg to her at 9.30pm monday and i didn't get a reply that night. I was kicking myself for sending such a stupid chode msg arhhh. By morning I was able to laugh at myself and just moved on, but I was still annoyed I stuffed up a sure thing with a real cutie. To my amazement I got a reply back the next day around 5pm, and it was positive! Here's the MR:
Hey Lucy it was fun meeting you yesterday hope u ended up finding some inspiration! This is weird I don't know what to say but I know that I'd like to see you again. Wanna meet up at -bar on Friday night?
Hey i did find some inspiration thankz and met u lol not wired ur doing good, friday nite i have sumthng on how bout meetin up sat nite? Tlk sn x
Sounds good. Ps: u r impossible to find on fb
Really am i tht hard to find never lookd myself up,try ----- -------- (Using capitalz ) Hpefuly workz
Seriously get spell check!
Sorry
Add me ------- ----------
3. Asian chick I # closed at Borders the previous BC when Alex~ was in town: She always starts talking to me on fb and because I don't find her that attractive I'm completely unreactive and don't give a fuck what I say and just try to see how much i can get away with. (PS she has a boyfriend according to fb but never mentions him). Eg. Today she asks me where I work and I just said something like i'm an astronaut. i really believe it i watched the secret so i'm an astraunat. Some how I bring up moon cheese and she asks if I think it's better than sex. From there on we just started massively flirting and talking about sex, weird places you've fucked, etc for about 20 minutes. She asks what I'm doing friday night I reply going to x bar. Then she says she's busy and asks what about saturday to which I reply busy. Going out with the girl above saturday! During this chat, I've been really non-needy and not putting any effort into the convo because i'm going back and forth between another chat which is....
4. Random girl from my uni: This girl randomly added me a few weeks ago and I thought she was pretty cute so I accepted why not. Anyway today she finally just initiated a chat and opened me. I was giving one word answers pretty much because I didn't really care as she was holding me back from watching Entourage! After a few mins she says you don't even know who I am do you to which I threw back that same question at her. She replied saying my friends told me I hooked up with you at this uni party a few months ago. Flashbacks went off in my head and I now remembered who this girl was! I asked her was it good? and she goes maybe
Talked for a few more mintues until I got bored and logged off. I went back onto fb 2 hours later and she opened me again. As I didn't really care I decided to see how far I could push this set and the fun began
I begun flirting and it went something like this
i'm bored i dont wanna sleep
me too
i wanna do something
like what?
i dunno you
guess she misinterpreted that non-sexually and replies
i dont know. what are you thinking?
you don't wanna know
ew lol
you love it
Flirted a bit more, eventually i said lets go for a cruise as she only lives 2 suburbs away and its about 11pm and I could tell she wants me baaaad. She replies i'm in my jamas so eventually we decided that i'll pick her up from her house tomorrow night 9.30pm after uni and we'll grab a coffee.
5. girl I had massive one-itis with for a few months last year: After I've been ignoring her calls, msgs and rejecting constant fb friend requests for about 2 months i bumped into her in a club and decided to accept her constant facebook friend requests so she stops bugging me. Tonight she started talking to me twice asking if i'm going to this personal development seminar this weekend (i accidently got her hooked on tony robbins and personal development haha) I kept it brief and just said 'i dunno i'm busy maybe' stuff along those lines. This girl put me in friend zone hardcore for months but a few days after I did my bootcamp she started wanting me as more to which I was now thinking "hahah fuck you bitch too late I'm loving being single this is awesome!!".
Will keep you updated on what happens over the next week... Abundance you beauty!
NEVER EXPERIENCED SO MUCH ABUNDANCE IN 1 DAY LIKE THIS BEFORE...
1. The blonde girl I hooked up with on saturday night: She msg'd me yesterday and we've been msg'ing back and forth since. We were meant to meet up at a bar tonight but in the end neither of us went because of strong thunder storms. Around 9pm she msg'd me asking about if I know some girl who added her on FB. This girl was the chick i'm doing a uni assignment with and she's been giving me girl advice all day - mostly saying be more of a jerk, play hard to get and best of all I love this... treat her mean and keep her keen. Anyway I guess she was curious about this 27 y.o and added her on fb. After I told my girl who this is, haha ----- is a funny girl! she was looking through my phone today and thought u were interesting she msg's back saying oh cool well tell her i think shes gorgeous. does she want in to which I replied Does she want in on what?.. on me. haha it was just a joke x. Joke or not
Here's what followed after I decided to turn it up:
haha do u watch entourage?
i have been known to sometimes why
i just downloaded the latest ep but cbf watching it home alone. I can come to ur place with it and we can watch it together
maybe one day when my parents are away at our other house. ive just moved back into home. they are fitness freaks and get up at 4.30 every morning. they hate being woken. very annoying
ah k that's cool another time then
Maaaaan if only i had my own place....
2. Hottie I met at borders 2 days ago (thought it was all over after my 1st chode drunk message):
Maybe because I had been drinking for 10 hours straight and was still a bit drunk, it took me a good 20 MINUTES to type out this msg. This is highly unlike me and I felt bad for being needy because I was trying to write the perfect msg and didn't know what to say when I know it doesn't matter because it's coming from me. Anyway I finally sent a msg to her at 9.30pm monday and i didn't get a reply that night. I was kicking myself for sending such a stupid chode msg arhhh. By morning I was able to laugh at myself and just moved on, but I was still annoyed I stuffed up a sure thing with a real cutie. To my amazement I got a reply back the next day around 5pm, and it was positive! Here's the MR:
Hey Lucy it was fun meeting you yesterday hope u ended up finding some inspiration! This is weird I don't know what to say but I know that I'd like to see you again. Wanna meet up at -bar on Friday night?
Hey i did find some inspiration thankz and met u lol not wired ur doing good, friday nite i have sumthng on how bout meetin up sat nite? Tlk sn x
Sounds good. Ps: u r impossible to find on fb
Really am i tht hard to find never lookd myself up,try ----- -------- (Using capitalz ) Hpefuly workz
Seriously get spell check!
Sorry
Add me ------- ----------
3. Asian chick I # closed at Borders the previous BC when Alex~ was in town: She always starts talking to me on fb and because I don't find her that attractive I'm completely unreactive and don't give a fuck what I say and just try to see how much i can get away with. (PS she has a boyfriend according to fb but never mentions him). Eg. Today she asks me where I work and I just said something like i'm an astronaut. i really believe it i watched the secret so i'm an astraunat. Some how I bring up moon cheese and she asks if I think it's better than sex. From there on we just started massively flirting and talking about sex, weird places you've fucked, etc for about 20 minutes. She asks what I'm doing friday night I reply going to x bar. Then she says she's busy and asks what about saturday to which I reply busy. Going out with the girl above saturday! During this chat, I've been really non-needy and not putting any effort into the convo because i'm going back and forth between another chat which is....
4. Random girl from my uni: This girl randomly added me a few weeks ago and I thought she was pretty cute so I accepted why not. Anyway today she finally just initiated a chat and opened me. I was giving one word answers pretty much because I didn't really care as she was holding me back from watching Entourage! After a few mins she says you don't even know who I am do you to which I threw back that same question at her. She replied saying my friends told me I hooked up with you at this uni party a few months ago. Flashbacks went off in my head and I now remembered who this girl was! I asked her was it good? and she goes maybe
Talked for a few more mintues until I got bored and logged off. I went back onto fb 2 hours later and she opened me again. As I didn't really care I decided to see how far I could push this set and the fun began
I begun flirting and it went something like this i'm bored i dont wanna sleep
me too
i wanna do something
like what?
i dunno you
guess she misinterpreted that non-sexually and replies
i dont know. what are you thinking?
you don't wanna know
ew lol
you love it
Flirted a bit more, eventually i said lets go for a cruise as she only lives 2 suburbs away and its about 11pm and I could tell she wants me baaaad. She replies i'm in my jamas so eventually we decided that i'll pick her up from her house tomorrow night 9.30pm after uni and we'll grab a coffee.
5. girl I had massive one-itis with for a few months last year: After I've been ignoring her calls, msgs and rejecting constant fb friend requests for about 2 months i bumped into her in a club and decided to accept her constant facebook friend requests so she stops bugging me. Tonight she started talking to me twice asking if i'm going to this personal development seminar this weekend (i accidently got her hooked on tony robbins and personal development haha) I kept it brief and just said 'i dunno i'm busy maybe' stuff along those lines. This girl put me in friend zone hardcore for months but a few days after I did my bootcamp she started wanting me as more to which I was now thinking "hahah fuck you bitch too late I'm loving being single this is awesome!!".
Will keep you updated on what happens over the next week... Abundance you beauty!
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind” - Dr. Seuss
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
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Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
YES! PROGRESS FINALLY.
4. Random girl from my uni: This girl randomly added me a few weeks ago and I thought she was pretty cute so I accepted why not. Anyway today she finally just initiated a chat and opened me. I was giving one word answers pretty much because I didn't really care as she was holding me back from watching Entourage! After a few mins she says you don't even know who I am do you to which I threw back that same question at her. She replied saying my friends told me I hooked up with you at this uni party a few months ago. Flashbacks went off in my head and I now remembered who this girl was! I asked her was it good? and she goes maybe
Talked for a few more mintues until I got bored and logged off. I went back onto fb 2 hours later and she opened me again. As I didn't really care I decided to see how far I could push this set and the fun began I begun flirting and it went something like this
i'm bored i dont wanna sleep
me too
i wanna do something
like what?
i dunno you
guess she misinterpreted that non-sexually and replies
i dont know. what are you thinking?
you don't wanna know
ew lol
you love it
Flirted a bit more, eventually i said lets go for a cruise as she only lives 2 suburbs away and its about 11pm and I could tell she wants me baaaad. She replies i'm in my jamas so eventually we decided that i'll pick her up from her house tomorrow night 9.30pm after uni and we'll grab a coffee.
Picked her up at 9.30pm as promised, went to cafe to get a coffee, walked down the street and looked at stuff shop windows (during this time I started clawing her), quickly went in and out of Borders and an irish bar, then walked down a backstreet down to my car. Drove to the park, tried a few swings etc for 5 minutes then just started making out. Kept moving her to different parts of the park to make out more heavily, took her tits out a bit, but eventually there just wasn't any good place to fuck so we went back to the car. Next stop another park, no dark places in the car park so drove straight out of there and into our uni. (Little side note: the whole time I was saying adventure time! and she was going along with it). Walked into library at 10.30pm and surprisingly stills lots of ppl so we bailed, then walked around campus literally looking for an empty room or deserted place. Couldn't find anything good enough so went back to the car for further adventure timez. This time drove down to a park near her house and walked around there sporadically hooking up. Then went back to my car again and I was just thinking 'fuck this is enough! so I opened the backseat and told her to get in. She hesitently stepped in and I followed. Started making out much heavier now, after a while both my and her tops were completely off and her sexy tits exposed you beauty! It was too hard to take of her tight jeans in the back seat and whenever I rubbed her below the waist she would always be quick to brush off my hand. We hooked up for about 1 hour and her house was just a few doors down and she said 'I would invite you in but my family would skitz it sorry'. I'll def meet up with her again - hopefully when her or my parents are away! I seriously need to get my own place! Talked for a few more mintues until I got bored and logged off. I went back onto fb 2 hours later and she opened me again. As I didn't really care I decided to see how far I could push this set and the fun began
I begun flirting and it went something like this i'm bored i dont wanna sleep
me too
i wanna do something
like what?
i dunno you
guess she misinterpreted that non-sexually and replies
i dont know. what are you thinking?
you don't wanna know
ew lol
you love it
Flirted a bit more, eventually i said lets go for a cruise as she only lives 2 suburbs away and its about 11pm and I could tell she wants me baaaad. She replies i'm in my jamas so eventually we decided that i'll pick her up from her house tomorrow night 9.30pm after uni and we'll grab a coffee.
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FRIDAY NIGHT: WTF AM I DOING AT A YEAR 9 PARTY?!
Continuing from the post above, this girl's younger brother was having a house party with no parents and she was watching over everyone. Earlier that day i took her out to lunch and she invited me to come over to the party later tonight. Long story short, we almost instantly went upstairs into her room (as she dragged me by the hand!) and started making out. She took her bra off but wouldn't do anything else. I moved her hands to rub my cock but she quickly moved them off. I decided to have some fun and see how far I could push this, so under the covers I took off my pants and jocks haha. She quickly pulled my jocks up ahaha oh well it was worth a shot! The whole time when I was escalating, she had massive LMR and was saying stuff like "You're a nice guy; I'm a nice girl; I like you; You're never gonna see me again after this; I really like you; You don't like me; etc". Her neediness, insecurities and bullshit was coming out and it was a huge turn off. She just created a self-fuling prophecy and now I really DON'T wanna see her again because she's weird. She also acted weird and blamed not wanting to hook up because 'she drank alcohol earlier and I didn't'.
*It's Sunday now and she invited me out this morning and whilst I reckon I could've got some if I went, I declined because I'm going to an internet marketing mastermind meeting tonight. Staying strong to my path as a man not only feels good to me, it also makes you more attractive than just going for every opportunity you get.
SATURDAY NIGHT BJ REPORT: DATE WITH GIRL I MET AT BORDERS LAST WEEK
This was my first real date with a girl EVER - I've never really been on a date/day2 in my life so this was new and exciting to me. Met up at 8.30pm and grabbed some pizza, bounced around to different bars (I had 1x corona the whole night). After about 2 hours on our way to my car I just stopped her in an empty area and started making out. I made sure it was brief and then we kept making out sporadically ever since.
Then went to another popular area and met up with 2 of my mates and hung out with them for about 30mins.
We've been out for about 3 hours now, so I bounced her to this really loud high energy club (Prince) and now we were just dancing and really making out hardcore. I felt like I could have any girl I wanted in this place that was buzzing around with turbo's everywhere! Whilst my girl was all over me, I saw this HB9 that rejected me a few months ago. I'm not angry at her as I was acting chode around her and she rejected me for good reason, but she remembered me and she was just watching me with my girl all jealous and in my mind I'm like fuck yeah bitch haha!. She was dancing around us for about 20-30 minutes and surpringly not 1 guy approached her (and she's smoking hot! top 10% in a club full of the sexiest girls in Melbourne).
After about 2 hours of this it was 1.30am and I took her to my car for adventure timez and she happily accepted as I was leading, being dominant and taking full responsibility for EVERYTHING. Took her to a park where we walked around and hooked up more intensely then ever for about 30 minutes. Then thinking fuck why did I take her to a damn park lol?! we got back into my car. As she started putting on the seatbelt I stopped her and just started kissing again. Took her to the backseat and then the magic begun. *** As soon as she got into the backseat, she was 10x more into it as if she was hit with a powerful aphrodisiac *** In there clothes and bra slowly started coming off, but she wouldn't take off her leggings or let me rub her pussy. I attempted at least 10 times, but everytime she'd moan and brush off my hand. She was saying things like I wish I could but not tonight which leads me to believe she was on her period or just didn't want me to think she's a slut. Regardless, I took off my pants and jocks and unlike the girl from the previous night, she started working her magic. Long story short, she gave me a wicked blowjob. It took about 1 hour and she complained that her jaw hurts, but she was a star and kept going!
I actually like this girl she's really cool. 1 thing though, on her facebook it says her relationship is 'complicated' with some guy. The whole time I was with her that night and when I met her at Borders, she never mentioned anything about a bf. Next time I see her, should I ask her what's the deal with the bf or just ignore it?
Continuing from the post above, this girl's younger brother was having a house party with no parents and she was watching over everyone. Earlier that day i took her out to lunch and she invited me to come over to the party later tonight. Long story short, we almost instantly went upstairs into her room (as she dragged me by the hand!) and started making out. She took her bra off but wouldn't do anything else. I moved her hands to rub my cock but she quickly moved them off. I decided to have some fun and see how far I could push this, so under the covers I took off my pants and jocks haha. She quickly pulled my jocks up ahaha oh well it was worth a shot! The whole time when I was escalating, she had massive LMR and was saying stuff like "You're a nice guy; I'm a nice girl; I like you; You're never gonna see me again after this; I really like you; You don't like me; etc". Her neediness, insecurities and bullshit was coming out and it was a huge turn off. She just created a self-fuling prophecy and now I really DON'T wanna see her again because she's weird. She also acted weird and blamed not wanting to hook up because 'she drank alcohol earlier and I didn't'.
*It's Sunday now and she invited me out this morning and whilst I reckon I could've got some if I went, I declined because I'm going to an internet marketing mastermind meeting tonight. Staying strong to my path as a man not only feels good to me, it also makes you more attractive than just going for every opportunity you get.
SATURDAY NIGHT BJ REPORT: DATE WITH GIRL I MET AT BORDERS LAST WEEK
This was my first real date with a girl EVER - I've never really been on a date/day2 in my life so this was new and exciting to me. Met up at 8.30pm and grabbed some pizza, bounced around to different bars (I had 1x corona the whole night). After about 2 hours on our way to my car I just stopped her in an empty area and started making out. I made sure it was brief and then we kept making out sporadically ever since.
Then went to another popular area and met up with 2 of my mates and hung out with them for about 30mins.
We've been out for about 3 hours now, so I bounced her to this really loud high energy club (Prince) and now we were just dancing and really making out hardcore. I felt like I could have any girl I wanted in this place that was buzzing around with turbo's everywhere! Whilst my girl was all over me, I saw this HB9 that rejected me a few months ago. I'm not angry at her as I was acting chode around her and she rejected me for good reason, but she remembered me and she was just watching me with my girl all jealous and in my mind I'm like fuck yeah bitch haha!. She was dancing around us for about 20-30 minutes and surpringly not 1 guy approached her (and she's smoking hot! top 10% in a club full of the sexiest girls in Melbourne).
After about 2 hours of this it was 1.30am and I took her to my car for adventure timez and she happily accepted as I was leading, being dominant and taking full responsibility for EVERYTHING. Took her to a park where we walked around and hooked up more intensely then ever for about 30 minutes. Then thinking fuck why did I take her to a damn park lol?! we got back into my car. As she started putting on the seatbelt I stopped her and just started kissing again. Took her to the backseat and then the magic begun. *** As soon as she got into the backseat, she was 10x more into it as if she was hit with a powerful aphrodisiac *** In there clothes and bra slowly started coming off, but she wouldn't take off her leggings or let me rub her pussy. I attempted at least 10 times, but everytime she'd moan and brush off my hand. She was saying things like I wish I could but not tonight which leads me to believe she was on her period or just didn't want me to think she's a slut. Regardless, I took off my pants and jocks and unlike the girl from the previous night, she started working her magic. Long story short, she gave me a wicked blowjob. It took about 1 hour and she complained that her jaw hurts, but she was a star and kept going!
I actually like this girl she's really cool. 1 thing though, on her facebook it says her relationship is 'complicated' with some guy. The whole time I was with her that night and when I met her at Borders, she never mentioned anything about a bf. Next time I see her, should I ask her what's the deal with the bf or just ignore it?
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LR:
worked on my business all day, met up with the girl above at a shopping centre for sushi, drove her home, fucked her in the car 20 minutes later, met up with my friends and watched a movie, bought a cheeseburger from maccaz on the way home. Good day.
worked on my business all day, met up with the girl above at a shopping centre for sushi, drove her home, fucked her in the car 20 minutes later, met up with my friends and watched a movie, bought a cheeseburger from maccaz on the way home. Good day.
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind” - Dr. Seuss
FR journal: Living Success To The MAX From My Core!~
Representing Team Alexander~ Melbourne "You beauty"
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