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JD****

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Tuesday 5/26/09

Night game, day game, MMA, Israel, RSD Boot camp 2, Sex, working out, debauchery, glory, doom, all included in my summer journal. I’m not leaving anything out. This journal is about my lifestyle, not exclusive to game-although that is a major part of it.

Plan of Action

Game

Go out four nights a week meeting girls. Not every day must be an “approach machine” night, but I must be meeting them four nights a week. Several of those nights should be “approach machine” nights. Four days is a minimum. One night must be solo. One night a week let others play instructor.
Meet ups on off days
Should Go out during the day and do 15ish direct day time approaches a week (minimum) and attempt number close or insta date.
Must approach all “Tens”
Must follow through with all numbers, by phone and text.
Online game on myspace, facebook, and a dating site or two. Must check multiple times a week.
Can’t turn down sex from a girl I am attracted to.
Ecky Power of Now while working out, once a day
Update thread on forums
Must make my interactions sexual, physical, low energy, humor, self amusing
Boot camp, Papa free tour
Mixed sets, once a week have an instructor; high social pressure, lines, closes, moving, pulling
Build new social circle in new Brunswick
Must go to different types of venues
Exposure to romance to be validated and devalidated by it
Must help train up RU CRU as much as possible

MMA

*My instructor contacted me the other day asking me to fight a kickboxing bout june 13, then an MMA fight in august. I’ve always wanted to have a fight but it never happened. I was willing to be an instructor in muay thai for almost two years without being paid because I kept waiting for my fight, my instructor never got me. Now he put me on a fight card but I don’t think 2.5 weeks is sufficient to train and in august I’m afraid I can’t train for a fight because im getting back from my second RSD boot camp late july and I should be going out, not MMA training day and night. But I miss the sport so depending on what happens when I meet my instructor tomorrow I may be going somewhere else for training and hope fully can still get a fight else where. But either way once I know where I’m training I’m training at least twice a week. If I have a fight, I’ll be training way more than that.

Travel
*I’m going to Israel, and trying to go to Canada, Kenya, and L.A. this summer.

Hobbies
*I’m going to sign up to take once class this summer. Probabaly improv.
*I’m getting back into music and guitar, it was a hobby of mine for years that I miss a lot, I’m going to start practicing again

Inner Game Habits
*Every night I will write out my code of conduct, my to do list for the following day, and what I can do to work on my game/martial arts/any other skills I’m cultivating

Work out/Health
*Everyday I will jump rope 20 minutes + till failure while listening to Eckhart tolle’s power of now
*Eating relatively healthy
*Alcohol allowed 1 Night / week
*My friend bought P90X….dare I say I am considering doing it

Reading list
Radical honesty
Inner game of tennis
Mastery
Psycho Cybernetics
A new earth
Power of now
Awakening the giant within
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

I realize this is a VERY ambitious plan of action and many things may fall off my goals in the moment, I accept all of it probably cannot be done in one summer, but this thread is to keep me motivated and track my progress openly with other motivated individuals. My first and second threads can be found here.

http://www.rsdnation.com/node/86544

http://www.rsdnation.com/node/97276

Expect my FR’s to occasionally be in alignment with the NJ crew, NYC’s crew, the RU CRU and many others as I intend to wing with many people on these boards.

More to come.
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

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-Rocky

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JD****

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5.27

Go to martial arts and go round robin with 6 guys, half with 10+ fights. We don’t even go hard but my leg gets beat up pretty bad and now I have a small limp in my left leg. My instructor wants me to fight 2 weeks from Saturday but there’s so little time to train. In any normal fight conditions you’d stop sparring heavy 2 weeks prior to the fight. I haven’t trained in 6 months and I haven’t even sparred heavy once.

I go to meet Kev George and JB in Motown. It’s pretty slow there but I made out with a cute blonde. The set went something like us all talking the two girls me and kev, the girl starts role playing with me being my “gf”, I claw her, lift her up in the air, spank her and make out with her. That was the only notable set.

It has been about 6 weeks since ive really been out consistently so I’m building my social muscles back up.

Tonight will be crazy.
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
-Rocky

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JD****

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Mix,
Dont worry, israel will be epic even if I get my ass kicked. be ready

RoB,
I really appreciate your support.  It always means a lot to me that even though I don't know you personally, you are helping me stay motivated.  Its really cool.

Kev,
Ill post in the shore thread if we GO TO SEASIDE WHEN IM STILL IN AMERICA

Onwards....

Thursday 5.28
Because I hurt my leg I spent 90% of the DAY lying down to recover, because of this I couldn’t work out and it made me really blah when I went out.

I go out and dam kobe has gotten way better in the last 30 days, SERIOUS props bro.

I only have 2 notable sets and a bunch of ones were I opened with like 50% belief fucking me over.

My last set was a four set I double clawed. They shit test me and I was like oh right, pass the test, duh and its pretty on. I go for a make out three or four times but the girl is drunk. Also blew out some dudes too from that set. They came in with LITERALLY an identical opener but they just failed the shit test. Thought that was humorous.

Friday 5.29

Only got four hours of sleep so Im super tired all day. I spar with my instructor and do very well, I almost knock him out with a kick to the head. I equate ALL OF MY IMPROVEMENT IN MARTIAL ARTS OVER THE LAST 9 MONTHS TO GAME. I haven’t trained in 9 months yet Ive improved. A lot of it came from sub communications Ive learned in the game. Things like not breaking eye contact is very powerful in a cold approach and in game.

I go to pub 46 super tired and its pretty much dead. I’m with my friend alex. I have some AA which I haven’t gotten (besides this week) in a while. I have one good set with a super hot Swedish chick and then many bad sets, kobe, youd like it, I was playing the villain shades

I leave super tired.

I love all this going out out though. I know since I didn’t meet an amazing girl tonight I’ll probably meet one tomorrow. That is abundance. Going ouit all this time has also improved the quality of my relationships with the other girls Im dating because I’m acting through abundance.

Can’t wait for tomorrow.
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
-Rocky

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Saturday 5.30

Do some light day game, my sets are very short for some reason. Go direct. I need to push for closes during the day.

I go out solo when I have literally NOTHING going for me, I intentional stack the odds against me. I….
a) Am sober
b) Haven’t had human interaction in 5+ hours
c) Haven’t eaten in 8+ hours
d) Am tired as hell
e) Am purposely wearing clothes I don’t like
f) Didn’t work out today
g) Am starting late (when the environment is in state already) around midnight
h) Not saying hi to people on my way to the bar

Essentially I’m trying NOT to be in state as an experiment to

a) Become more consistent by working at the most core level when NO external factors can help me, state included
b) Make getting into state easier in the future by comparison
c) Exposure to high levels of anxiety
d) Improving my ability to just ‘go’

I record literally ALL OF MY THOUGHTS and break down exactly what went on all night.

My excuses changed as the night went on. At first the voice inside my head said, “Not yet, just wait.” Then it said “Oh they are with guys.” And finally “Oh I’ve already approached tonight, I can go home.”
Which means my solutions are to a) approach immediately b) approach mixed groups c) approach until Ive talked to everyone.

The one draw back to this experiment was that it tended to build more negative refrence points rather than positive ones. I have not decided yet if I think this is a good or bad experiment to continue with
in the future or if I should change it.

I only did a few approaches, they were all short, and most weren’t particularly exciting.

I intended to go out A LOT more in NB because it saves so much time and logistics going out around your home town, I have done enough traveling.

I will also start writing longer more detailed FRS when I have more time.

6/1

Had people over. A new roommate brought his social circle over. One super hotty who new an x of mine. I was hardcore self amusing and the entire group was reacting to me and spectating whenever I was in the room. It was definetly good but when everyone was spectacting in a low energy environment I couldn’t pull the girl away from her group. Also me and a semi-cherish broke it off. I was gonna cut her out for time anyway but she did it first. SHE LJBFed me! Oh well. I should post about our whole semi relationship here because it was completicated. She was the first girl I was seeing I ever told this stuff to about. Needless to say I was in a bad mood that night.

6/2
Dead in New brunswick, I did karaoke with Sam and we approached in the bar but so few people were there.

My general Sticking point lately has been GIVING A FUCK. I know NOT giving a fuck is Kevin and kobe’s specialtiy so I’m gonna spend more time with them too.
I have no internet that’s why I haven’t been posting and don’t have a lot of time to writie my posts when I do post

I also am almost done with "Mastery"  by georege leonard
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
-Rocky

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Thursday 6/4

I go to Katmandu with Sam and we meet Ron. Finally I can feel some of my skills coming back. I start building social momentum and start talking to people. It’s probably been a month since Ive been able to just approach approach approach.

We get in and hit up some sets.

I keep trying to make out with this girl that had lady gaga fake hair. I’m doing it to warm up. I tell her were gonna fuck. I wasn’t really interested though. But it was fun. And on video tape.

A band was performing and when they were off I talked to a few of the band members. I screened to see if they actually knew the girls they were talking to and when I found out they didn’t know each other I pulled the cuter girl off the bassist. I leave her with vic and sam and hit up some more sets.

Truthfull nothing else crazy happened till the end of the night. I’m video tapping Sam in set and the girl catches me and FLIPS the fuck out. Calling me a scum bag/douche bag/asshole ect. It increased my vocabulary. I hope I got her yelling at me on video.

6/5

It’s raining and I have NO money. I refuse to stay in so I go out to do street game in NB. The rain has subsided but I couldn’t find any sets in an hour. In the future this is unexceptable.

6/6

House party. This one girl is diggin me all night, were very physical. Tension is high, good humor. And I have the entire group won over. Surprisingly a former semi-cherish came over when she told me she couldn’t. We broke it off on Monday.

The only reason I say semi cherish is because we didn’t fuck, but it was getting more serious and she brought up the relationship idea. I was interested because shes amazing, but I couldn’t be exclusive. This summer, game is my path. Truthfully I was a lil upset, she was the first girl I told about this stuff that I was also seeing, and she was cool with me doing it. It felt very releaving tho when we ended it

I was surprised to see her. She also brought 3 dudes. I think I only said one hello to her then offered everyone drinks and went back to my chick. I take my new chick upstairs and start hooking up with her. This was NOT to make my semi x girl jealous. It just happened. I really woulnt want her to think it was to be mean because I care about her. But point is where not togetherish anymore.

My semi x left without saying good bye. Eventually me and my girl re join the party. She is AGGRESSIVE. Upstairs she was biting my leg, tongue, neck, nose, ect. Kinda weird but its new to me so I see how it goes. I take her outside and double leg claw/gargage door slam and vag grab. It goes well but soon shes like “I need to drive everyone home” it was like 3am, she was the driver and everyone did want to go. Logistics sucked but I still think I could have handled that better.

I also finished Mastery by George leonard.
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
-Rocky

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AshFuckum

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Join Date: 03/05/2009 | Posts: 8

Hah thanks man.  From the looks of your jounal you've been making some nice progress.

I'm def down to go out, I'm in philly for the rest of the summer and will be going out this weekend.

I can't remember, you're in Jersey for the summer right?
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JD****

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Nice I've got mix and smooth fighting over me.  Lets see an RSD INSTRUCTOR DO THAT

6/9

Yes. Epic Win tonight.

I get my roommate of four years to come out. He’s interested in this stuff, isn’t sure of his beliefs in it, and also has amazing potential but a fucked up ex gf that he needed to get off his mind. I introduce him to the crew, he already met kobe.

Kevin points a set to me george and my roomie Andrew. George steps up and goes in first. I enter the group soon after to get Andrew to see how casual it is.
After a while George leaves and its me and Andrew and the 2 girls. I keep up rock solid eye contact and w the hawtie. She’s my type. Hot tall thin blonde with a big rack and a cute face.  Her fake name is "Anne."

Some of the time I was flat out bored playing with the salt and pepper shaker. Other times I randomly started tickling her for no reason whatsever. I start using my ninja escalation. Apparently she DOES MUAY THAI which is freaqn sweet. Sometimes I give her this random angry facial expressions like “UH what the fuck is wrong with you”-look. Its important to remember all of this stuff is just the spice that go with BEING NORMAL. She tells me they have karaoke at the bar kev, George, kobe, john and josh went to. I get excited and that is the context for the pull to ghopper.

Older dudes are hitting on her, truthfully I really didn’t care. Not being needy when others talk to a girl is part of being normal.

She reaches over me and I grab her ass. She looks me in the eye and I just stare at her unapolegeticly.

Our faces get closer and we start making out. From that point I pull her in hard for a dominant make out. Then I break it.

This old dude keeps coming back to talk to her. I let him and think to myself how can I make this fun. I keep grabbing her ass in a way the dude couldn’t see. She was giggling while they were talking and to the dude I looked full chode. But I kept grabbing her ass and she’d playfully smack it away. Dude blown out. Sry old guy.

From this point on escalate, its important to understand while I do this I’m still being normal in between it all
Scratching back of her head
Cupping her boobs
Embrace from behind
Bite her shoulder

"Anne" starts putting her hands down my pants and I stay chill. Shes rubbing her butt into my crotch while shes in the group with her friend and Andrew. I’m kinda of out of the group, but seeing how I’m getting a lap dance from a tall thin dirty blonde with a super cute face, I’m cozy.

Someone asks us if we were having sex at seaside the other day. Interesting.

I’m getting resistance from friend, were cool and all, but she keeps telling me it’s not going to happen.

I make out w Anne.

Me: What are you doing later?
Her: You

I stay chill and start recommending we leave. I think If I was too aggressive friend would have fucked things up.

Instead of saying “Let’s go” I was saying “Can you get away from your friend?” Passively implying it is on without messing up the dynamic with her friend. Her friend has to close the tab so I take my opportunity and lead her outside. She asks where were going and I joke around with her with a playful “hmm idk”

Wall slam. Make out.

Lead her behind a post office.

She says she cant have sex behind a church(we thought it was a church) because shes catholic, she can blow tho, so I drop my pants.

Fucking sweet BJ, she deep throats and I fuck her face pretty hard. She was just so good, in that romantic alley way behind the morristwon post office, I came in only a few minutes.

We find Andrew and her friend and go to a dinner. I get her number on the way out. She told me she wanted to fuck next time im in Motown. I told her it would be in the next week

Afterwards my roommate told me her friend says shes been in a relationship with a doctor for six years and he just bought her a house in costa rica.

It was a fun night. Definetly proved to my roommate its all real shades
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

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fuken good stuff man. i'm in the princeton area near new brunswick during monday - thursday. let me know if your trying to sarge together sometime.
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Updates

So RSDN, it has been awhile since I posted. I’m trying to get back into FR’s so I’m going to give brief reviews of whats gone on, and continue to write them up nightly. Since I last posted in this thread I spent ten amazing days in Israel, hooking up w a great girl, seeing the country and learning about the culture. Then I took about a WEEK to recover followed by an AMAZING weekend in AC where I did over 300 approaches in the weekend and have a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT view on approaching/socializing/life.

Basically put my confidence has never been higher or more consistent. I don’t give a FUCK about what people think and I do what I want. I’ve gone from doing 2-3 approaches a night to 15-25 a night (on average). I’ve been going out about 4 nights a week. I pulled a week ago (no sex) and also fucked up a bathroom pull by bein way to weak and not dominant enough

Consider this my promise to keep posting FR’s again.

Last night Saturday 8/1

Get out late and hit palm bar. It’s 11pm. Kev, John, Dom, and Dan are there. I get started by saying happy bday to 4 girls in bday tiara’s. Afterwards me and Dom start going blonde hunting.

One girl was really nice to me but a SUPER to dan, for NOTHING. Done, goodbye hot angry girl.

I hit up another cutie. Her friends are all cool, the guys also. She keeps calling me rude. I bounce back and forth between her and other approaches.

Dom brings girls back to our table. A Huge group, thanks bro. Apparently earlier in the night I bumped my butt into one of those chicks. So it was like we were already friends. I think theyre whole group liked our whole group. One girl in the group def was interested in me but I was more interested in her friend. This girl I’m into is FUCKING Hawt. I pull her into me. Everyones hanging out and having fun.

I was bouncing around between these girls and doing more approaches. I approached this mixed group and I didn’t even realize I opened them the previous night. I didn’t recognize any of them until they were like “Youre the person we met last night.”

Afterwards we hung out at Kev’s gf’s place then I drove John home around 6am and he exploded my mind with philosophies on belief, perception and reality.

Good
Dominant
Not giving of FUCK what others think
Having Loads of Fun
Only going for it with girls I really want, not putting up with “maybe” quality girls

Needs improvement
Must face the girl I’m interested in
Don’t drop that claw so soon!
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
-Rocky

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Deadpool wrote:


One girl was really nice to me but a SUPER to dan, for NOTHING. Done, goodbye hot angry girl.

Don’t drop that claw so soon!
thanks for calling me by my first name, i acually reopened her and she was nice the first time, but then i gess she didnt want me touching her

dont drop the claw so soon......................it doesnt frigging matter, lol

i freaking want that shot girl, omg shes my type to, short has a body and she wanted me......................once i start pulling john is soo ready to cock block me just like he does to kevin all the time. at one point i was talking to that shot girl he started to but then he started to resist cock blocking me. you know what i say to that BRING IT ON....haha
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8/4
Hit Bar A with George and Alex. Nothing special. I do a bunch of approaches, I’m uber tired.

8/5
I have a good talk with Sam and we go out with Tim at about midnight. We start at knight club and talk to the staff. It’s goin well with a bartending chick but we bounce to golden rail for karaoke.

Its totally on with the first girl I talk to, girl1. I know I’m going to pull her.

Then its totally on with the second girl, girl2a. Only girl 2a has a friend girl 2b that can also be pulled. Girl1 and girl2b are both hotter than girl 2a. But girl 2a is a guaranteed pull and if I switched to girl 2b from girl 2a it could have F’ed up the pull and my friends would have been less likely to hook up. Dammit I knew I should have paid better attention in math class.

In hindsight I should have tried to switch to girl 2b, then if it didn’t work go back to girl 1 then if THAT didn’t work go back to girl2a.

Now that I remember though I should have gone for girl 2b, because it would have worked because I have belief.

So girl 2a and 2b were both getting physical with me, but sam really wanted girl 2b. I refused to makeout with girl 2a no matter how hard she tried. When it came time to seed the pull I just mentioned my house/something in it and the girls started ARGUING the best reason to COME TO MY HOUSE. Yup, thanks universe.

We pull. Even when girl 2b branches off girl 2a sticks with me.

Lots of sexual humor convo went like this.
Her: Youre a dick!
Me: Yeah, you can have some later.

Girl 2a is a bad kisser. I make out and drop my pants but not much is going on. I recall john saying put her on her back. I do so and put my dick in her face. She knows what to do with it and party on.
She starts putting her finger up my butt which was weird but I was like ‘just go with it’ and it was cool. Then I told her I was gonna cum and she pulled my dick outta her mouth to jerk me off on to the floor. Only she was pointing my dick right at the side of her head though. I just went with it and jizzed in her hair. 

After the girls left, me and Sam were just so happy we started dancing in my apartment because pulling is happening so frequently. I remember less than a year ago I got my first in field make out. Now I don’t remember how many times I have pulled. Life is good.

Good
Knowing its on
Pulling
Dominant
Appreciation
Facing the girl
Kept that claw up

Needs Improvement
Should ALWAYS go for the girl I am most attracted to
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Summer 09 Journal

Second 30-day Challenge!

Post BC Thirty Day Challenge Thread. Wings; Mix, Mr Smooth, and Vic Sage

But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward
-Rocky

Hit me up if you are NJ, Glory Awaits
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