THE FORUMS

I seen this beautiful girl at Wal- Mart today, I see them all time but this one was just something else. So i'm standing in the nail polish aisle acting like im seriously looking at the stuff, tryng to figure out my approach. I was going to go up to her and start talking about her shirt, which said TAPOUT which is a mixed martial arts organization, I have a interest in that so i thought what a good approach to start a conversation with a stranger. I didnt approach her at the time, I think maybe I was waiting on her. So i hear the woman shes with say shes going to produce, so after a few minutes I make my way to the magazine aisle which is by produce so i can look at her and find the balls to go to her, By now Im certain she has figured out I'm hangin around. I made the decision to go ask her when she stopped parallel from me and started stretching and pushing her butt out, my mouth about hit the floor because I knew she was doing that because I was looking, so i contemplated for a minute and said fuck Im going to her and saying your are beautiful and I would love to take you to dinner. So I'm making my way to go find and ask her, she steps around the corner and stops and stares almost like she was expecting me or she was waiting on me to ask her and I hit a roadblock in my plan or something just deters me from continuing and I stop and make it seem like Im loking at apples. I am trying to figure out why i stopped when that was probably the best timing I could have asked for. Normallly I wouldn't I be so obsessive about missed opportunitys but I feel like this was a one in a milllion, just everything about it, her looks, the tapout shirt that showed about her interests. The way she basically pushed her ass out  and made my jaw drop. I kept stalling around trying to find another opportunity but I just pussed out after that intial attempt. I was even at the checkout line behind them trying to decide if i should go and ask in front of all those people, didnt happen, so i stopped by subway and waited on them to walk by so i could  ask her, she looked over at me and I broke eye contact and made it look like i was looking at the ceiling or whatever. Then i looked back and they were gone, Never seen them again. Now i feel fulll of regret and what ifs. To make up for it I was at the gas station afterwards and was at the pump next to this beautiful blonde and she goes and pays and comes back to her car and looks and smiles at me, after a minute i wave and motion to roll down her window. I say hey I have seen you before and continue making small talk and ask her out. She asks me old I am and I tell her(24) and she tells me shes only 16, which I couldnt tell, so i ended that conversation real quick. But the fact is i asked the question, now why couldnt  i have done with the girl I was so hard up for in Wal-Mart?  help me out someone I really need some advice or words to make me feel like I havent missed out on possibly my soulmate or great girlfriend or just great partner or great period.