THE FORUMS

So i don't pretend to be anythign i'm not. I've got a decent amount of game where i can sense its on with pretty much ANY girl i come into contact with, and to speak the sexual language is intuitive to me, but oh we all know there is way more to it than just that.

But i don't pretend to be anythign i'm not, i don't dedicate enough time to the field, yeah, i know, i go out, but i got too much that means too much to me right now so ok

Last Thursday i'm out and meet a girl. Done. Vibe is on, we're making out in minutes, she's teaching me how to do "the worm" on the dance floor (drunk whore) and she keeps buying the drinks, and i'm all like "ease up, ease up, i'm not into getting drunk" but whatever, she can fucking drink for a sllight girl, tight little ass. Fuck it tho, i'm bouncing from place to place, we get to know each other deep wide rapport - you know when you talk and the girl is like eating up every one of your words, and your like "oh boy, i wish it was all this easy." #

Yeah well, next thing i know, she goes to the bar to get ANOTHER drink, and some fat ugly chav cunt with a broken nose stops her, sleazes up and has his tongue down her throat. And i'm like "wtf???" No, i thought about gonig in there with some game sht, but i just watched this girl lose her chance of fucking a guy like me for a sloppy makeout with an absolute retard. And she comes back to me, yada yada yada. And i have a look of bewildered incredulity all like "yeah, u just fucked up your chances with me girlfriend."

And the dude, fucking linger-chode keeps tapping her on her shoulders "you're really lovely... why don't you come home with me tonight eh?" And she's like, "No! I'm with my boyfriend!" and she reaches over to put her arm around me and i knock it straight away all like "What? i ain't your fucking boyfriend". And with that i storm out the bar and make my way home with nothing but my dick in my hand.

All the while i'm thinking "wtf? she jsut sacrificed a night with ME, for that?? What fucking retarded shit is this? What kind of idiot is she to give that up??"

Fucking club whore, so yeah i was pissed.

So yeah the next day, and i got a fever by now, i'm over at the house of a girl who likes to think she's my girlfriend (one of three at the moment) and i'm all looking to be soothed cuddle times and she's like "i have to talk to you.. listen, Khurram, i would never cheat on you, and i haven't, but i thought i liked you but i don't feel any romantic connection wtih you."

Ummm, what???? You were my stalker bitch! Bitch! You were buying me random presents every time i saw you, cleaning my room doing my fucking dishes calling and texting me incessantly - what the fuck is THIS shit???

And christ, i was actually falling for her - except the other night, hehe, post coitus i was with her falling as leep and i said "I'm really falling for you Lauren" (her name is Maggie) - i don't think she heard that bit. LOL

Still tho, this was actually emotionally painful and almost made me want to cry :'( But i didn't. And i'm like FUCK THIS SHIT. I'm going!

And i stormed out of her house listening to bowie (young americans) thinking fuckit FUCKIT - identity crisis! These girls are meant to be eating outta my asshole, what the fuck is this shit???

And i have all these assertive thoughts running in my mind "i am free to chose my attitude in every given situation." "sobre and detached" "relentless, movign on, fighter" bla bla, yeah you get the drift. And it was all cool in the end, i guess it is now, but yeah, i'm man enough to openly admit, that i was deeply hurt and upset by this experience, had an emo moment these last couple of days, yes, a couple of tears were shed (but only when i got stoned) and i kicked my bed etc...

Basically (tl';dr - yeah i know) I hope the Jeffy book covers this kind of fag drama which is never talked about but you expose yourself in this game in ways you didn't even think when you embarked on this journey, and find out things about yourself and I hope Jeffy's boook talks about this kind of shit cos he's alluded to it.

Thanks for reading!

Nice! I live in Argentina, but I liked the way you make jokes and your storytelling. Your book will be a little bit too salad to buy because of the differences of currency (almost 4 times the value). Anyways I hope to save enough to buy it. Cheers and I will be waiting for this.

I haven't been this excited for a book launch since the last Harry Potter came out (do you know Harry Potter?). I'm going to read it in one sitting, and I'm expecting a rollercoaster, Jeffy. Congrats.

Harry Potter uses the Mr E method