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March 23rd, 2017
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 NEXT!!! I think I am going to start yelling next each and every time shit does not work out.... Next!! 
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 "In those moments that most people say I can't,  most people say self preservation, most people say what if?... We say "What if?" the other way. What if you land it? What if it is possible?" - Travis Pastrana - X Games Movie   "i'm not in this world to live you up to your expectations. And your not in this world to live up to mine." - Bruce Lee If you are taking more action than anyone else, why should you care about their opinion?" ~Derek "I want to see the world through my own eyes not in the reflection of others." - "While you standing around looking dumb. I make it happen, taking action over time. Got damn good at it too!" - T.I.
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I was reading the other day about athletes and there preparation. I hang out with a bunch of people that are no fun. I really have to make my nights fun. It is a struggle. I feel I can not go from showing up seeing my friends and then moving out. I feel that If I go out in other cities that I can have more fun and let go because no one us going to see me. It is balls to the walls. I need to let myself feel those feelings when I am at home. I struggle with that.

I was at the bar tonight and I was trying to get some fun going on, I grabbed a sex novel off the shelf and started reading it to my friends. I made some random dude pour popcorn out of a machine when it was not ready. I made the waitress work she was bumping me all night. 

So I end up walking to get a drink at the bar. It is fucking packed and girls are wearing nothing and I just stand frozen... fuck! I want to scream... I recently read Ryan's article about this situation. I have no problem having fun in other environments but I think I am holding back. I push myself to go.. I end up getting trapped and start talking to three girls. It is one of theirs birthday I cheer, be loud and celebration timez!! I tell them to come get me if they do a shot.

I leave them be. I walk around and start entertaining myself. It is the only way to keep my state up. I go talk to people... it is hard because I have slacked off and the only real time I went out was in Portland. I need to find my fucking fury.. I am handling my situation... I am dating two girls but want more. I know this seems selfish and sometimes I think this holds me back. I am getting laid quite frequently but not of the quality girl I want.

So at the bar tonight... I chat up with the girls some more they guess what type of teacher I am. We then jump into are you smarter than a 6th grader... total team effort and they struggle. It is super fun. I tell the girl she is super cute, she tells me back.  I start getting physical with the girl, a new friends pulls her away. I go and introduce myself to the friend and the friend lets me continue my manhandling of the girl. Piece by piece... I fucking need to immerse myself back into this game for 3 -4 nights a week again. I need to push myself back out of this new comfort zone that I have established. 

It was funny, I was at the beach today with a few girls friends. They started talking about how I go make friends where ever I am. This is my new reality. I am an amazing person and I need to truly stop giving a fuck what people think about me. This may or may not have been a rant. I should have number closed the birthday girl. I fucked up!!! I know it and I need to get my head refocused.   

 

 
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Bootcamp of Champions - Mar' 09! Austin Resurrection Crew !  - Embrace Uncertainty
Ozzie - July '09 - London - your social self and become you.

 "In those moments that most people say I can't,  most people say self preservation, most people say what if?... We say "What if?" the other way. What if you land it? What if it is possible?" - Travis Pastrana - X Games Movie   "i'm not in this world to live you up to your expectations. And your not in this world to live up to mine." - Bruce Lee If you are taking more action than anyone else, why should you care about their opinion?" ~Derek "I want to see the world through my own eyes not in the reflection of others." - "While you standing around looking dumb. I make it happen, taking action over time. Got damn good at it too!" - T.I.
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#33
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Okay...

Friday Night Gameplan.

Since You and I fuck the number deal Consistently lol here it is.

"You seem pretty cool, we should hang out some time." boom...pass her your phone.

We're going to play a game fri bro. A number game:)

hahahaha
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#34
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 I am up for the number. I love how two dudes can make so much fun out of getting numbers . :) 
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Bootcamp of Champions - Mar' 09! Austin Resurrection Crew !  - Embrace Uncertainty
Ozzie - July '09 - London - your social self and become you.

 "In those moments that most people say I can't,  most people say self preservation, most people say what if?... We say "What if?" the other way. What if you land it? What if it is possible?" - Travis Pastrana - X Games Movie   "i'm not in this world to live you up to your expectations. And your not in this world to live up to mine." - Bruce Lee If you are taking more action than anyone else, why should you care about their opinion?" ~Derek "I want to see the world through my own eyes not in the reflection of others." - "While you standing around looking dumb. I make it happen, taking action over time. Got damn good at it too!" - T.I.
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So I meet up with Mike again in Portland. I am at foreplays waiting for him and I realize I am so in my head. I say hello to two girls sitting down, I tell them they look like trees, really rooted. We chat and they speak soft. I can't hear you... 

Next! I go over to the bar and order a beer... I say hello to a few other girls. One girls tell me her name is Luda... I say Buddha like big belly and go into meditation pose. She is cute and she starts laughing and we chat more. She has a chubby friend. I kinda chode out and head off. This was the first real time I had to push myself out of a bad state. I go back and tell them we are taking off and they should meet up over there. 

I am standing next to the bar and Mike orders a beer and we start busting the balls of the bartender and she ends up giving me a free Jello shot. I should have take the free jello shot and proposed to a girl. I am going to try this next time. Will take this jello shot, and marry me?  

We bounce to another club, Mike meets a friend over there. 38 and hot! This is the start of the bad portion of the night. She starts to leach off our states and we did not notice until the end of the night. Learning experience. 

She is all over both of us, just saying a bunch of shit about having babies. Non sense just spews out of my mouth now, without even trying.

We end up bouncing from bar to bar and Portland is kinda slow tonight. At open point to get my state up, I start doing cartwheels and one side of my pants just rips open. Really... my right crotch area is just hanging out. 

Bad night.. chalk it up to a learning experience. Be the party but do not allow people to leach that energy off and out of you. I am a high energy guy... I am the party! I just fucking need to express what I am more freely. 

Mike and I have a good conversation over the phone. I have discovered a few things.. I do not have a 100% percent belief, I need to cultivate that side of me more. 

I have intent but not 100 percent on getting laid... I let go of the outcome and I am having so much fun just going out that getting laid is a bonus but I do not pursue the bonus enough. I need to force myself out of the comfort zone that I am starting to push but I need to smash it too pieces. 

Next!!

"If you only live once, and there's only one life then tonight might as well be the night" - Asher Roth 



 
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Bootcamp of Champions - Mar' 09! Austin Resurrection Crew !  - Embrace Uncertainty
Ozzie - July '09 - London - your social self and become you.

 "In those moments that most people say I can't,  most people say self preservation, most people say what if?... We say "What if?" the other way. What if you land it? What if it is possible?" - Travis Pastrana - X Games Movie   "i'm not in this world to live you up to your expectations. And your not in this world to live up to mine." - Bruce Lee If you are taking more action than anyone else, why should you care about their opinion?" ~Derek "I want to see the world through my own eyes not in the reflection of others." - "While you standing around looking dumb. I make it happen, taking action over time. Got damn good at it too!" - T.I.
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 So I meet up with a girl I meet at stand up comedy night. So she texts me if I want to watch the Celts game with her friends. Its cool, I just worker a 9 hour day and feel awesome. I had moments when I felt word day but I stopped every 30 minutes of so and did conscious breathing and I felt all this reserve energy. I was ready to go. I meet up with her friends who are wasted, watch the end of the Celtics game. 

I feel like I used to waste time and go to the bar, watch the sports game and go home, alone. Old times sucked!! 

Now I watch the game for the amazing athleticism and have good times. I chat with girls in the process, have fun pull people into my reality and cut out the fat! 

So I get there and the girls is all over me. She told me last week I needed to be gentle with her. Now she wants me so bad. It is funny, It used to seem like it took forever to get a girl to be attracted to me now, I am starting to do it naturally and much more quickly. I am learning that me being me is all I ever have to be. I am enough. 

I take her back to my place. I lead, it is amazing, girls want to be lead, they want everything taken care of. We get back to my place, I throw  in Cool Runnings, we watch about 10 minutes and it is on. LIghts out! 

The more and more you participate in this process, the more it switches from doing and being. I feel much happier and more free that I ever have in my entire life! Thanks RSD.  
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Bootcamp of Champions - Mar' 09! Austin Resurrection Crew !  - Embrace Uncertainty
Ozzie - July '09 - London - your social self and become you.

 "In those moments that most people say I can't,  most people say self preservation, most people say what if?... We say "What if?" the other way. What if you land it? What if it is possible?" - Travis Pastrana - X Games Movie   "i'm not in this world to live you up to your expectations. And your not in this world to live up to mine." - Bruce Lee If you are taking more action than anyone else, why should you care about their opinion?" ~Derek "I want to see the world through my own eyes not in the reflection of others." - "While you standing around looking dumb. I make it happen, taking action over time. Got damn good at it too!" - T.I.
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#37
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Cool Runnings eh? I gotta try that...Bedroom Bobsledding hahaha!

You Are Enough bro.
You already Are Game.

It's too easy when you already know what's going to go down...or who :)

New England won't be safe much longer...and it isn't even summer yet.

I wonder how long we can keep going out all the time and Not meet someone that just totally does it for us!?!

Props...and...

Next!

Unless you are adding her to the rotation :)
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#38
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I just listened to the new Mastermind disk with Rany and Tyler and I thought of you. Randy used to have so much fun that he would pass on closing gilrs JUST so he can stay out having fun. Finally he learned that he needed to transition into building a more wider emotional connection.

Awesome about you, Dystinction!, and Nick! hitting it off. Create that strong crew that holds each other accountable for pushing the envelope and growing. It's probably, next to taking a bootcamp, the best things you guys can do.  Hit up Vigor! too. Good man I had on program in '07

Two new classic lines: Old times sucked! & BE the moment!

Resurrection Crew lives on!
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The coolest thing is that Steve-O! can't keep his pants from coming off lately hahahah!
The chicks won't even know what hit em!

And Nick!....shit...he's the hospital Dr. Love! hahaha

Personally...I'm on Stripper Quest 2009 hahahah

The FuckFest has Begun:)

Welcome to the party sexy bitches...
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Hey Nathan ,
    
     I listened to it the other day and had those same thoughts. I listened to the end twice as they talk about having fund with an agenda. That is my current issue. How do you shift from having fun but keeping it light and fun, but moving towards a end goal with out fucking up your vibe. They mention what I should do but do not really offer a solution. Thanks for the update. I think need to offer my balls to the world and not care if they get chopped off. Any direction would be fantastic? 
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Bootcamp of Champions - Mar' 09! Austin Resurrection Crew !  - Embrace Uncertainty
Ozzie - July '09 - London - your social self and become you.

 "In those moments that most people say I can't,  most people say self preservation, most people say what if?... We say "What if?" the other way. What if you land it? What if it is possible?" - Travis Pastrana - X Games Movie   "i'm not in this world to live you up to your expectations. And your not in this world to live up to mine." - Bruce Lee If you are taking more action than anyone else, why should you care about their opinion?" ~Derek "I want to see the world through my own eyes not in the reflection of others." - "While you standing around looking dumb. I make it happen, taking action over time. Got damn good at it too!" - T.I.
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