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The_Maestro

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Join Date: 06/29/2009 | Posts: 5

I was 16, and had a year-long relationship with a girl in high school... we were "in love", we lost our virginities to eachother, and we were talking about getting married and all your typical high-school sweetheart bullshit.

It was the most cliché story, one that has happened to most everyone I know...

She wanted to "take a break"..... and during the first weekend of this break she, you guessed it, "cheated" on me. She had a few drinks at a party and made-out with some other guy. When she told me I just started crying like a little girl and did so regularly for the coming weeks and months. We tried to get back together but it didn't work, and I spent the next year in total misery. At school I would watch her outside through a window and see if she was with any other guys. One day at my gym class I overheard a girl say "oh did you hear Kelly is dating so-and-so?"... at which point I went into the bathroom and starting crying uncontrollably. After school that day I tried to pick a fight with the guy who was newly dating her, even though he was a really nice guy and we had always been cool with eachother. I went home, crying hysterically, that day and pressed a knife to my wrist... the only thing stopping me was the thought of my mom finding me dead.

A year had passed, and it was right before I was leaving for college, and I felt compelled to see her again... even though she'd been dating a few guys since we broke up. I called her and used the excuse that I still had some random things of hers to give back to her. And that night it happened to be raining very hard. So I went around to the back door of her house, where she would sneak out, and knocked gently as to not wake her parents. She opened the door, and there I stood, in the pouring rain, and told her I still loved her.

She said very coldly "I don't know what to say, I don't love you anymore",  and shut the door.

And now after so many years, it just seems like a bad joke now.
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Remco~

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Join Date: 05/12/2007 | Posts: 1489

Damn these story's always make me feel bad, they remind me that all of you guys, even when you where chodes, atleast had the balls to step up (in weird, creepy and obnoxious ways).
I avoided girls, the notion that girls might possible (at the end of the earth type scenario) like me never even entered my mind.
I'm exceptional at avoiding whatever might hurt me.
So for the first 20ish years of my life, I didn't kiss one girl, I didn't go on one date with a girl, I rarely even talked to a girl.

My chodiest moment when I was 10 years old (yes that far back), a girl I play'd with since we where born asked me to date her in this very young and shy way.
She wrote down in the sand 'do you want to date me' and then took me there to show it to me.
It totally took me by suprise, so me the total dumbass I am, say'd no...I'm not ready for it yet. Perhaps in a few YEARS...
I think we play'd together for a few more months, then less and less. Eventually I lost all contact.
If I made a different decision in that moment I might have never arrived at RSD...Interesting idea

Righto, before I even properly grew up I was a chode. lollerskates luckily that shit ain't permanent otherwise I'd be fucked and not in the literal sense.
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Corksil

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Join Date: 03/03/2009 | Posts: 1341

gawd these stories make me cringe. developing a passionate hate for whatever fucked us up enough to act in these retarded ways. dunno if it's any one thing though...

something along the lines of "disconnected from our masculine power" comes to mind.

i could see myself in many of these stories if i hadn't found pickup/rsd.
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Remco~

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Corksil wrote:
gawd these stories make me cringe. developing a passionate hate for whatever fucked us up enough to act in these retarded ways. dunno if it's any one thing though...

something along the lines of "disconnected from our masculine power" comes to mind.

i could see myself in many of these stories if i hadn't found pickup/rsd.

I don't know, perhaps its not any one thing.
Perhaps its more of a structural, societal, system flaw.
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Join Date: 08/16/2009 | Posts: 1119

Corksil wrote:
gawd these stories make me cringe. developing a passionate hate for whatever fucked us up enough to act in these retarded ways. dunno if it's any one thing though...

something along the lines of "disconnected from our masculine power" comes to mind.

i could see myself in many of these stories if i hadn't found pickup/rsd.
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Shazam!

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Join Date: 10/01/2008 | Posts: 1295

Corksil wrote:
gawd these stories make me cringe. developing a passionate hate for whatever fucked us up enough to act in these retarded ways. dunno if it's any one thing though...

something along the lines of "disconnected from our masculine power" comes to mind.

i could see myself in many of these stories if i hadn't found pickup/rsd.
Been there, done that.  The hate serves little purpose, but I think alot of people go through it.  Move on and lead by example, I say.  It's only got as much power over you, whatever the amalgamation of factors is, as you let it.  The main reason the chodes out there are stuck is because they are so used to letting it affect them that they don't think twice about it.  They're just used to it.  One day this shit (maybe not RSD, but this kind of self actualization thing) will be spread far and wide, and nobody will be as easy to manipulate, not even close.  Maybe then the system will change all by itself, because it won't fit the people anymore.
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Join Date: 11/22/2009 | Posts: 12

Newuser wrote:

M8KingMoves wrote:
Took me 5 years to get over a girl!! 5 fucking years. And we dated for 1 month.
Dude it took me 5 years to get over my ex too. We dated for a little over 1 year but I cant believe all the puss I passed up because of her.

The chodiest things that I've ever done in my life were when I was with her. NEVER AGAIN.

Dude, AMEN! I definitely did the chodiest things with my ex. That's why she broke it off. And I know that I was at fault. That's what I've learned. And I too passed up AT LEAST 2 other girls who I could have laid while I was with her.

Funny thing is that I started out as alpha. I just about did everything RSD teaches and I attracted her to me! Live and learn.
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Russianguy

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Join Date: 04/25/2009 | Posts: 200

I have lots of incredibly stupid moments.

1)Met a girl that I kind-of-knew at a rave. Hung out with her and her friend the whole night. At some point she asks me if I want to do some meth with her? I agree.
After about 10minutes she comes back, takes me by the hand and goes towards the bathroom. My hands start shaking like crazy. I tell her it's because im nervous of doing drugs but actually I was just nervous of the fact that I can fuck her right now(was a virgin then). We snort some.. I tell her she has some powder on her nose and whipe it of.... then I start touching her face. She smiles and does the same to me... And then... I stop :D We walk out of the bathroom and part ways for some time. Then I go to the bathroom to smoke a cigarrete. Out of the blue she comes over and just stands beside me not doing ANYTHING(read as "please fuck me"). But I still chode out. Then when the rave is over we go to get some coffee. We sit at the coffe shop for an hour or two and she is testing me a bit. After some time I just say:
-Let's go
-Ok....*Acting shy*
Were walking down the street and she is acting really shy and submissive. When we are near my house I say:
-Ok, bye *walks away real fast*....
1ticket to a rave - 10$
1pill of ecstasy - 5$
The look on the girls face when she thought I was taking her home and then suddenly I run away - Priceless...


2)A girl i've been dating(we haven't had sex yet) agrees to come over to my place so we can smoke some shisha.
She arrives and instantly sits on my bed while I prepare everything...
-Hey, look what I got.
She shows me her badge "I Love Sex"
-Mmmm.. Cool :) *Does nothing*

So were sitting, talking and just having fun, I poke her with a stick:
-This is a snake, you are going to die
-Oh no! How much time do I have to live?
-5 seconds
-Hmm... Take off your clothes ;)
-Heh :) *Does nothing*

We start smoking. I whip out my.... (no you pervs not that) bottle of wine and we drink a glass.
-Whoah, this wine is so strong, im really drunk.

-Heh :) *Does nothing*

Then I inhale some smoke and say "watch this". I kiss her on the lips and pass the smoke to her. She likes it very much and does the same thing to me like 3 times. What do I do then? You quessed it - NOTHING :D. So after were done smoking she goes home and I am left with a dick in my hand.


3)Long story short. A girl asks if she can stay at my place for the night and I agree. She comes over and instead of putting her on the bed with me I put her on the floor and go to sleep on the bed... The end :D



To be honest, the only reason that I didn't escalate on them was because I was a virgin and was NERVOUS AS FUCK of having sex. It was FRUSTRATING AS HELL but I learned from those things. I always used to wait for some "special signal" to initiate sex. But you know what? It is VERY RARE that a girl will initiate sex. She will give you hints, it may give you obvious hints or even very subtle ones and sometimes she may NOT GIVE YOU ANY HINTS AT ALL, it depends on the girls experience, age and upbringing. So you just have to assume that she wants to have sex and go for it. Personally I think that is the only way to go. Even if she gives resistance - she will like you more for triyng. And that is what we call leading. YOU make it happen. Don't expect a girl to jump on your dick as Jeffy says it.

And you know what? Even though you can read this and think to yourself "yeahhh, I get it!!", most likely it will not help you at all. You can't really learn this from a forum. You have to EXPERIENCE it yourself. You have to see it and feel it yourself. And when you fuck up, you can use that experience to figure out what you SHOULD HAVE DONE. That is the only way to learn.
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Join Date: 09/13/2008 | Posts: 37

bought a girl $500 hair extensions and then she dumped me, i think she was cheating on me too. probablt the best thing that ever happened to me tho, i was acting like a needy bitch, i learnt my lession.
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TwoTyme

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Join Date: 01/08/2009 | Posts: 540

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