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Finding out what make's me different from other's, I never let go the source of what I was ment to accomplished in mylife time. I never let the intervening year's of peers and parent's or sociaty to take that from me. I kept my uniqness simply.  That lead to a lot of jealus from others, while respect and admiration from girl's/women. The jealus people, where the big problem since we don't have the right to own gun's in this part of the world. But no worry it will be taken care of with in the next 5 mandate periods here or so.



So, essentially I have been trying to make money of weak willed individuals who gave up on staying true to who they was born to be. They broke their connection to who they where and they run around bitching about it all the time.

WTF! These are the kind of people I have emotional issues, since they things everyone around them owe them something for giving it up. Taste shit or something.

 
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Kind of make me want to get away from here....

In the quest of finding a self development method that connect's to a theory of everything. As it seems that is what I am on, the next natural step is to create an experiment with a collective group of consciousness working as one. Noetic's is the future, that I am sure of. By creating groups of June(Unity) as in June One, June Two, and so on... Witch all are all pointing to the non-local, timeless thing that we call beingness... The question is how well will things self order as communication are not to be able to occure between groups will all group's work on an organisational project... Will things become ordered by them self? For the exepriment the beingness are going to be the leading star of the mind of every individual.



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Yeah, so once more I am back to finding ways of really spotting the pain body... Yepp a rediscovery but now I have new equipment... That make's it so I need to make a new video either how.



Make sure to feed the cookie monster with love, not cookie's.
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Seem's what still lack's in all of thing how to deal and get rid of toxic people... and also how to make good presentation's... 

Because that is the only thing I still don't have, and still growing up with alot of toxic people, still having them in my life... These are the only thing they still being able to attacked.

Hmm, I am also lacking in my ability to raise complaints due to the fact of growing up with toxic people around. Kind of hard to set demands on people in a good way there for. 

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As things start to come in to be something looking right, I start to really feel how the reality of the what I am creating. As the sale's also start to look better on amazon for the book's things start to look up again. Read's and buy's start again.


I don't feel like cloud nine or anything but it make's a difference.



www.zengamemanifesto.com


And yeah I fixed a logo, seems okay to me atleast.

LifeGameOS
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrWhLh3B1wVo_rG1F-oypRw
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There are day's that are like any other day's, then there are the days where I log in to facebook and get to see. Adrian David Nelson intern at Institute of Noetic Sciences (founded by Astronaut Edgar Mitchell) has liked my profile photo, I have such a bro crush on him... Now, that is a far reach from being in Sweden in terms of finding high status friends I mean that is the cherry on top the cream of the cup of coffee sort of speak... Right? Yeah, I know that... Just showing girl's that I have him as a friend on facebook and there pantie's turn wet as a dish ragg.




But, then again... Social status game? Bah, well it turns the flow over of me having to be out getting women, having them going for me instead. Making me able to focus more on the important things in life.
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So, with a new camera in hand's kind of make me wish that I had this from the start, but hey... Now I know it will look better atleast... And I also look better then when this started.



I look better and clearly the tonality is way better, and also the steadyness of my being has really improved. My poster and sence of pupous so yeah, this is something that should be something able to sell.... But for it to sell I need student's since things are acctually classified secret as I have to go staple my mouth shut about what I have ashived in all.... Shit is serius.



 
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Never go in to a car that a person with delution's, a person driving a car has the leading frame on automat. If not a hired driver, that the role's change. But that person's view of how things has been or look is going to be the set standard's for what is happening... Things might seem normal untill you come to that situation as fuck, this can not how I really remember the situation as you need to re-visit the memory of what have happend. Don't leave over the frame to crazy people.

 
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As I have to listen to the gabble's between the people who put me on thhe planet. I still refuse to play family game. Work's fine. Either how 10 hour material in total so far... Raw content with out any fluff talk.... FANTASTIC!


But, no you will be that person women try to clasp on to.


 
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The amount of energy I have at the moment is in total.... depleted, this was not supposed to be in this way. At least that is verified.

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