Soul Bourne

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Yeah so on and off the last 4 years I have been having temper issues, I belive myself found the weak points that breaks the paradigm. The issue is how the consept of time is set in mind. Some people belive that you can run against time, but NO time have no leggs.

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After watching the video about evil with Tyler and Julien I came to some new conclutions on M and T. Seems like these are person who suffer from sociopathy not narssosism.  A person who only can feel satisfied by stealing other works, seems like its the only possible pointer. Given the means to do so by the teachings of stringing lie's, thumbscreews to infiltrate the authoreties. To twist bureaucracy and documentation to fit their lie's.

The children who always had to choose to be evil, "sat-tyg", their name..

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I have come to the conclution that the numbers of motives involved in this outside pua-game is that the numbers of motive are around as many as there are people involved. Some of them might have. There is no point for me to go through all the possible things.

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When I start to have a better full image, not on a time scale (need to go through the string method). What I can feel about it, nothing clear other then a pukie resentment towards sertain players in this game outside of PUA. When people get to put others life up to gamble, the desition seems to be more easy for some. Because non-natural leaders should have a chance to, because some like to have control over other peoples life on a gamble. There are almost as many motivational factors in this type of game as there are players.

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This Empa's sister was the tension that broke things. That explains Mo's guilt and involvment, I will have to make the break from here.  No more engage in contact because of her simply. That made my desisions more easy from here on out.
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In this moment in time I have thought alot around this, if I would nominate something to be a patch on an ovve it would be this one. Because: If a girl tells you that she will make you pancake she wants more than to eat pancakes with you.
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The things that fears me most is to actually meet up with Iva due to possible Moby meet up.
The ancient Egypt shaved of their eyebrows to show morning towards their desisted cat's. Alcohol is dead to me, it does not exist as a concept of things in the mind. Coca cola is my favorite replacement, for this non existing concept.

Am I a survivor, oh yeah! and see what that did for me.

Father Time take me with you....
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As I listen to my book zen game manifesto I understand that I am a force that will continue on either how. I have simply nothing to fear any more. I come in to a situation with many different fall out senarios. Becouse I lack forsight in the process I stand in. Now they don't have a possibility to use the Julian scandal against me.

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I have shifted back to that hardend shell that I had when I came back to Motala at first. It has been longed for, first with my box ready things starts to look good. But to that I need to Improve it with the folding of the space and time.

I will let Eckhart Tolle speak me to sleep.
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I was thinking I had forgotten about something... Well, well... Good thing this pen has a long memory. Note pads is awsome shit, so is old photo albums.

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