Soul Bourne

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The “process” that has come as a creation thru my life experience’s is almost finished. Watching west world and meditation after. I came to relies why most of humanity is not ready for the truth. There is a lack of respect built in to the homo sapiens this creation feels, it deserves better. When you see that it is an amusement park the inhumanity in most people come out. It is hard to create the garden of Eden with the fallacy of boredom. It just so many that are slaves to the flesh, we have reach the point where it has not to be or we are at least close. Religion is set as a design for the social narrative of humanity, to weed out the bad spirits from the good. The freemasons are intriguing I believe they have known what I have learned a long time.

Humanity has known it along time but the stories of the Vikings and how the terror sect ISIL shows what happens when humans get the hold of an idea that there is a life after this one or a life outside it. A human must grow in to an understanding of that this is common playground for us all and that it needs to be respected as such before learning and given an understanding of that.

The spirit of the flesh is the spirit of Lucifer, the holy spirit is the spirit that is who’s not and what’s not. The holy spirit is the spirit that is not of this world, question is why are we here? For entertainment? For love? Is it a prison? How do we prove our self? The unworthy one’s are the one who creates suffering, many are the one who feel powerful for causing other people pain. Have you ever played a game and find one of the players only to be there to ruin the game for others?

That one might think that is fun, he is trapped in the pleasurable feeling of having the power over others experience.

Reality is a game, dreams comes to us because that was how we designed our experience before we entered this world. There is no fun in experiencing a challenge by our own design if we know what will happen. But when one gets to have more power than others it often ends up in a strategy game of war, for every year of peace in the history of the homo sapiens there have been 14 years of war.



Then there was that vision that came to me thru meditation, looking down on earth. Poisoning of the sea with nuclear waste and oil, the destruction of creation. Me trying to trap soul’s but no it must have been trying to select spirits. Then it was the uprising for me giving a half good spirit a second chance, all spirits back. Peace… Your also human a female voice said, I screamed no then as I realized I was going in. I said: Just give me someone that will wake up quickly. I woke up, in my sofa.

(Maybe this is just the explanation I needed to muster on to for fill my life purpose but then why would I have a purpose or something that came to me to give me an explanation why I had to suffer.)

Suffering is there to wake us up, with suffering comes the knowledge that is needed to wake us up. But I had know what I teach in the Zen game manifesto for a long time. It was just that it could not hold to all the scrutiny that it had to take from all the peers. Suffering forced me to put it down in text in a way so others could understand what I now teach. And doing so with responsibility not in a battle between good and evil again there is the spirit of the flesh. Around 2002 I tried to explain how I viewed reality as a video game 2 of my friend said that then they wanted to be evil. They also did take that path. I can say that pleasure and pain are something that we feel emotionally and physically that is part of the experience here on the journey.

From where I see there must have been a creator for the universe for what purpose that seems to have been lost or it may be so that the purpose is the experience to be here. Have you ever played the computer game the sims, intriguing game. Why is it intriguing? Is that because you can kill a character? No. To cheat? No. Then there was Juha, he cheated on that game all the time. Hmm, he ruined my poker system. I also believe he was rewarded for doing so thru the system that I found in my analysis. So that soul has a foul spirit and now his vessel is unusable because he has harden his brain in to lying. That is how it seems, cheaters in video games have foul spirits. Cheater in video game and a cheater (not as in unfaithful that is part of the game) in life.

I see it so clear now. All the foul spirits have to be removed, thru education that is how I would prefer. And let’s not forget, let’s kill ISIL and there is a different on a killing and a murder. We are Angels here on earth, the simulation are the creators gift to us. All it did take for it to be ruined was one of us to create his own spirit and not that of the creator and all was shattered. One fallen angel gave spawn to generation after generation of homicidal, lying maniacs, thru manipulation the fallen spirits got to be tiered out it did take around 3000 years or so.

Hmm… this came to me thru meditation and finishing the analysis and by watching west world.

The fallen angel is a fallen spirit, the spirit that is of the flesh. The holy spirit is what’s not and who’s not. This is surprising for me, it’s time for me to move on. I will go thru all the correction’s in the manifesto that Moa have mailed to me, correct the manifesto make a paperback copy of it. Still I want it to be online, lets save the forest while we are at it.
 
Now to the top left here we have the pentagram representing a person free from the limitations of the mind. It has taken in the spirit of the lord and thus have the Devil (pain body, ref Eckhart Tolle) in the lake of fire sort of speak. Now the pain body (ref Eckhart Tolle) is functioning as Satan on this earth so that is what I will call it here. As we go further down it will be a representation of how far from the light that person has strayed. The star without the encircling is a free human spirit still in close connection with the soul and disconnected from the mind, it can easy stray back to its old ways.
The pentagram being your average Joe or a person that has started to walk with Jesus and to follow his way is still in limitations of the mind, standing closer to Satan.
The inverted pentagram is a representation of a person who has made a barter with the devil to value something in the material above his/hers soul, partially giving up the free will given by god to serve The devil as he comes.
The last one is a person lost in total to the devil; there is no free will only the doings of Satan that being creating pain for him/herself and for others in this world. That being the work of lost prophet’s singer, the Black Panther shooting and most recently the Indian man that raped an 11 month baby for two hours. The devil wants a system where he gets to control humanity; he wants to make earth his new hell.
So this is now how I understand the world. This works better for me, a weight as just been lifted. I thank the lord for all I have learned and I bring this now to your feet’s.

It seems that the apostatic of humanity comes in these categories under the light of creation.

From the left to the right here, we have Big Good (BG), Small Good (SG), Half Good (HG), Small Evil (SE) and Big Evil (BE).


Now let’s start with HG the center pies, the passive player in the hierarchy of what is written about above. Those who just reap the dreams of others without getting off on the pain they cause, but the one’s entering this system created on forced will, can create dreams from creativity. Many times they are unaware of that pain. They can also be on the path of following the lord, many protestant Christian would fall under this category; these are the ones who has not taking a stand against good or evil. To the right of that we have SE small evil has taken a stand for evil these are the keepers of lies and also your common sadist they have become dependent on the  reach system created. Now BE not even Satan likes since these never get to live that long. BE is limitless evil and Satan wants order in his tower of fear and pain it seems.  Now small good is limitless good but have only tries to follow the lords Jesus Christ ways but as a servant of god or soldier they see the necessity to take lives for good to prevail. All they can hope for is god’s forgiveness, these both can create their own dreams from creativity and get fruits (Dreams) from god. Now these are the ones at risk to fall quickly down the path of big evil. That comes from being limitless and not taking in god. Now there is BG big good has fully converted to the way of Jesus Christ and carry the Holy Spirit with in. These are faithful Christians or you since you have come so far in this course. Now these men don’t have dreams they get full fruit direct from god. That makes them a bigger target for the SE since the fruit seems sweeter. But better warriors.
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A new theme on music video's as it seems. :P

I don’t know what to really write here. It seems like humanity in itself just is a massive think tank. There is nothing that needs belief, proof is only needed because belief is in the way. What is real don’t need belief and only science need proof. This here was my trail of passage. Time will tell if I am done. This is as far I have improved the paradigm.

Over-mind paradigm.
So it has been my belief that this is something that the education system puts in to us, it’s maybe so or that it’s just me growing up listening to Pink Floyd but this is to break free from sympathy and rely on empathy. To become free from other’s. This is something I came to conclusion after reading the book Games people play by Eric Berne.

Removing the inner voice
To have a foreign spirit comes from knowing someone and not as static information but in as something living… When this with knowing someone that comes with a relationship this creates a mind ghost. This seems to create what is called schizophrenia. That being having someone as for example a parent talking with you inside your head. This is the scar of my parents, now it has healed. Alf with a magisterial exam with a lot of psychology involved, him sharing information with Monica she doing the same as him. Fighting their enemy, freewill. I don’t know if there is a reward in getting the answer to why schizophrenia but it should be on curing mind control right?
Any how this is a big thing for me… I have found a way to heal myself, finally…
 
In mind and in belief people are dead to me just static information, living in flesh but never in me. There is a huge violation on a person’s freedom to force his/her spirit to live on in someone. Especially when roles are involved, because then it starts to become mind control.
 
Monica call’s this trying to create a dialog, to put her spirit in. Alf getting some sense it to me.
 
So to explain more in detail, your memory is stored on a biological hard drive. On a hard drive information are static for things to change it has to be rewritten. The same goes for your biological hard drive, that being memory. So static things cannot be living things. In the “reality” we live in, living things in this reality is part of the ever-changing flux of things. So, goes with the mind, just because a person live in the reality of things does not mean that that person lives in your memory. The mind or memory does not have anything that is needed to sustain life. The information you have of any person is stored on your static memory, your biological hard drive. Imagination is something that is dynamic and alive, it is important to understand that memory and imagination are different things. Just because you utilize the same inner screen/speakers in your mind does not mean that they are the same. Memory is static, imagination is dynamic.

Imagination is something that is in you the consciousness control, but if you start seeing someone alive in your memory part of imagination gets involved to create the illusion of that person in your mind. It becomes a sort of “mind” AI entity. The memory of someone drives the imagination to create the illusion of something living inside of the mind. It becomes a feed loop or a running process that if believed in becomes something strengthened and if you interact with it lives on. But as soon as you see it for what it is, static information that you changed and treat as something living. But in reality it has no life it only feed on your energy. Static dead information is just like stone...
Deeper on memory, memory is just information or data if you will. That being you need something that need to be interpreted to be something that the human mind can understand. That is language, now that can be seen as an translational devices. The first language you learned to speak in and read on is your first language. You can make a choice to change your first language, foster language or mother language to American, that is what I choose anyhow. The American me is an orthant, he has no parents. He raised himself, he mothered himself and fathered himself. Just a change of perspective there and the need to relocate myself to a English speaking environment.

Chode paradigm.
So first of the parent children relationship in this paradigm works over several generations given one overhead per family. So, authority is put on to us by our parents and society is used in a way of peer pressure to keep the cogs of the market turning sort of speak. All they need to do is to convince the overhead of the family not to engage in questioning how things are, here propaganda and commercials comes in. We as consciousness get to only feed an ego identity bound to repeat our parent’s behavior of feeling pleased to oversee both them self and others when it's them who is the family overhead. This is the remanence of something old. It becomes like a squid in to society feeding people the views the government/market wants you to view the world. It is to build you in to an insecure little shitty consumer uncappable to make your own decisions, just being feed information on how to be, how to look, how to behave and how to vote. In the end, you will be so helpless without the care from society that you hold on to the addictive bond.

Iamness
Well lets start with pointing out who you are you are the awareness the one that is aware of what you see thru your eyes or in the mind or hears the sounds that comes in thru your ears or comes to be in the mind the one who is aware of the emotions in the meat puppet you use. Now go further back, further, further, further. Now you should have like a sense of like almost hanging outside the back of your head. It's like the head has turned in to this sort of window in to this reality or world. Your back home :) . Now is there any distance between you and the space in front of you?

Matrix paradigm / the red pill
So in coming from a Iamness paradigm looking in to this universe thru our brains all that is; is just information or data. Being that reality is your mirror you can process so much more as soon you dis-identify with anything in that paradigm you eventually will become rooted in soul and animal. You taking care of this homo sapiens your companion while you the consciousness is here to play with him and do homo sapiens things under good conditions. So the matrix can’t tell you who you are, the same come’s to you consciousness/soul nothing in this reality that includes the history of the animal you play can’t tell you who you are.
 
The return
So believes are bullshit, what is real does not need belief. Now in the movie Inception they have a real profound allegory for how our framework of thoughts are built up. To be a free soul, meta-mind you can’t have a framework other than that the brain is just a growth spurt on to what we label as consciousness.
So this come from a common hypothesis. The hypothesis is that the brain is a byproduct of consciousness and consciousness being something that cannot be pointed at the brain. My hypothesis is that consciousness is outside this universe and that the brain just is a connection port in to this universe. Now I teach how to identify with what is labelled as consciousness or soul. From their when you learn that you are at the cause of what goes on in the brain and that you can stand outside your mind. You get a new skills of being able to choose between different personas. You now can be different persons at different occasions. Here you can have vacation self and working self. Go from 10% to 100% sort of speak.
 
Killing the parents
Well it is not that dramatic as it sounds, you need to declare that the parents of the child you once where are not. As in [name] is not my mother, I am my mother. [name] is not my father, I am my father.

Recreating yourself
In self-help, there is a lot of talk about reinventing yourself, but we create a new version of our self stripped of all falseness truer to our self's. In role playing games you get to create a character from points, these points would be time. You get to invest time in your creation of the new you. You become your own creation, you become your creator, father, mother and son. From there you are consciousness playing a game from your own creation. You are the gamer.
Now you need to choose a mother figure as role model and a father figure as a role model.

The importance of problem defining
Problems points towards their solution I write about this after watching an old video from the previous RSD coach Alex it came from the you are enough paradigm. So sometimes you’re not happy with how you come of it might be for example your voice tonality. In steed of seeing it instantaneously as something that you need to work with. Define your tonality down to the specific as a problem. For example, my voice sounded squeaky when I was sitting down. What solution does it point towards, maybe you had a sore throat or you were sitting in a bad poster, is working with voice totality going to solve it? No, changing sitting position would. Is the tonality really the problem then? No. Your poster sitting down is the problem. Also question is it really a problem, do you think a caveman would have had problems getting a woman from having a squeaky voice sitting in a bad poster. No he is a caveman; he can’t have a good poster because his best chair is a fucking boulder or a branch of some tree. I guess what I want to say here is don’t be afraid at defining and looking at problems you believe yourself to have. That is self-destructive, look at the problem and you will see the solution. You will see if it really was a problem or just something that you need to let go of. Mistake happens, they are called mistakes for a reason. You move on from those, tune ups? Even pro need those. Problems exist in unfinished project; you are not a project. You are a winner, you won the most important race of them all. You the little sperm that you once was came first and you did not end up at the dead mans end… The ass, tsss.

Situation and life
So your life is your journey, your situation is just current environmental variables.

Decision
There is only one decision in life to do, either you serve the will of Dess that being following your heart the same as your will or you can choose to serve the ego. If you choose the ego you will eventually start to serve the pain body that being Satan. That will eventually hurt you and hurt others and you don’t want that.

Follow your will
Now this is easy all you need to want is to follow your will all you need to don’t want is to do what is your diswill.

Be at the cause and not the effect side of any interaction
Being at the cause of thing means that you are the one that makes things happen, you are the one who sets the rules. In terms of games you are the game leader/master and also the narrator of what’s going on. You take the interactions where you want to take it. You don’t react you respond, that way you have a strong footing when shit goes down.  This goes in terms of any situation, it doesn’t have to be about game, it can be about business, crisis or family. Now speak freely, it is only in quizzes or games of strategy you need to think about what to say and not to say.
I am re-watching the revenant a truly tribute to man’s ability to endure and a show of how antifragile humans really are anything that does not kill us makes us stronger emotionally, psychologically and physically. In the town of Flen a couple of European miles from Stockholm a tree stands that was used to hold horses, in the tree they had put rings to easy bind the horses over time the tree and grown thicker around the trunk where the horses had been bound. It was stronger, just a show of how life works. If someone is stronger then you, it can be because he had greater luck with gen’s but it is more likely that he had to endure more in life and was willing to do what he had to survive.
Now life is your bitch, fuck her good and make her in to the best she can be.

Monitoring, controlling, duality
For there to be someone that monitors there must be someone to be monitored. On controlling for someone to control it must be something to be controlled. What that creates when you try to monitor yourself or to control your self is called duality. Duality is an illusion, but in this case it is you splitting yourself in half. If you want to be a whole person you need to understand that there is no possibility to control yourself, your out of control. It is no possibility to monitor yourself, your not observable. If you are whole, you just steer the direction your heading in or you follow the will of the dess (the golden compass)

A silent mind
There is no possibility to listen to any thing in your head since listening requires sound and sound being vibrations in air it cannot be. Because there is no air in the mind only if you wish to create it for thee but that is only temporary and not real air you see.
The mind is but an infinite empty space for thee to create as you self-wish you see. Now give away the idea that you can make it so others can take and create in the mind of thee you see. Only you can do that you see.

Flowing information
Time, thought and creativity are just flowing information, that flow past you. Reality is also just information. The mind needs a translational device for all these things. Now there I choose American to.

You are the Soul
So since the soul that you are need a nationality, that is because it will determine the language that everything gets translated in to before entering the mind, from memory, from creativity from reality, from time, from the soul. Choose the nationality of you wishes….

Leading of thought
So when you think on your hand what do you think about?
You’re thinking about your hand. That is exactly right; there should not be any following thought other than possibly, why is he asking that question? This is to see if someone has put thoughts in your mind.

Raise above the mind
You are the one who can steer the mind, at some point in time rulers wanted to take control over those who they were ruling without the need to be there to monitor them. What they learned was to do was to put the mind over the soul with the mind filled with instructions of what the rule where to do. How the symbol of that would be an upside down pentagram. A waver was made with those who were to do the work for the rulers, their souls for the illusion of freedom. Now to crack this cage open that society has put you in, you need to learn turn the pentagram around putting the soul above the mind, then remove the circle around the star. Turning it around would make it so the spirit gets the servant for you the soul. Removing the circle around the star would remove any restriction for the soul, making it so the mind is by passed. What that does is you can start to operate with the world of the flesh without thought. That would remove the need to monitor and control the mind that will do its work anyhow. It serves you exactly as you would want it, like the servants of the old king it will pry on you the soul to understand what you want it to do for you. Freeing up energy and time for you to be in constant flow.
This is what is called Meta-Mind that is the silent knowing of you the soul, now the mind only is a way of translating what you as a the soul is communicating out from that silent knowing thru the animal/character in to this world. It’s how I imagine how a deaf mute think.
Thought can rise, but silence is more pleasant.
The ego, that virus will try to make you engage. Don’t give anything belief, don’t resist. It will silence.
he word you, yours or [name] is a shield an image in the one speaking’s head that they are talking to.

Right, wrongs and errors
So life is not a test. Right, wrongs and errors exists on tests. Life is not a test to see if you deserve to go to heaven. In quizzes you need think before you speak, that is because then you don’t want to answer other peoples questions.
 
 Well you and Jimmy was right Jeff... This conclude the windsor analysis:

The mind fuck
The golden hall is an room in Stockholm city hall a place where students from Stockholm University and the Royal technical institute who has reached a certain degree in science get to go on special events where diner food and drinks are provided. With dance and music afterwards. Stockholm city hall is also where the noble dinner is hold, the student union’s from all over Sweden get to be fan bearers for that event.



Now the motif on the wall of the hall just happen to be something that looks like the of Babylon. And some student unions are called student nation’s. Swedish universities and it’s institutes go thru all of Swedish business life.
A list over the student nations:
https://sv.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lista_%C3%B6ver_studentnationer


This is embarrassing:
As it seems dreams get shattered so others can live more effective life but still enjoy the fruits of dreams thru a market and as it goes it comes with a dirty price for those who take part and for the rest of society. Whoever the mother of all whore’s is to be concluded. But there is a pit of fire somewhere in the Siberian tundra, it might burn for 1000 years, if it smells sulfur is to question. The reach seems to be what is called the beast in the bible. The system designed for all this seems to have a purpose.

Still unconfimed:

The seller and thief of dreams are often the one dreaming the dreams trust more than any one, his/her mother or father. 

Babylon, the Prostitute on the Beast, Revelation 17 - The Bible


 
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So after reading thru the Windsor analysis to restructure and fixing some of the text error's I feel as myself again, I am over it sort of speak. Now that does not mean that I am not on the ball here. This will shake the fucking ground. The soft fucking in me is gone, here stands one hard fucking DICK.



Method of analyzing
This is not a verified method of analyzing in science but in many ways it is similar to how police and psychologist take in data and make an over all image of it all. I had to develop a method of the data I could take in from being put thru and living thru having this system around me. I use a string here as a metaphor for a timeline. As you read thru the text it will start to fall out in to an whole image that you can make sense of.
Total recall
So the string is multifunctional as a tool. To learn how to have close to perfect recollection, without having to dig deep in to your mind. Memories are just data or information just as the now. It is what has been a cumulated as information for you to interact with the world more easy. In the holy mind there is a string stretched out. One end being the start of your beings existence one end being the now. On that string you have a bead representing you. Tied hanging underneath a series of beads representing group / groups / location / locations, organization / organizations/ city, municipality and so on up to the biggest union you can know of and be a part of and keep track of. Now there will be gaps in the information and that is okay. But now let all the information / data fall out on the string and out to the beads.
 
The memory table
So in the mind there is a table where you can get a 3d image displayed on. Now the beads and string connects to that 3d image on where you put the beads will represent an event that gets displayed on the table. The string being time you can move the bead representing you along the string to control what time the 3d image should show. When you leave the table the bead will move back to the place the one end being the now.

The inner memory mat board game
So in the "mind" there is a table that have a mat being tied and it's getting tied with bead strings. So you have the bead string, that is just a way to watch your memories. But you also have social connections to people. People that connect to a big part of your "bead string". So on the "memory mat game board" you can also see how other's social connections as: that dude is her boyfriend, that dude share work place with that other guy and all the gossip that comes with. Now on the "memory mat" you can see how all these strings tie together. The beads connect to others strings bead's as well from each and every string, if connected in a shared interaction or relationship. Now on the table you can "zoom" in on a specific moment in time and choose a string from another person. From where you can see who he/she is tied on each and every level of that "bead string". This is if there is information / data in the "meat puppet / vessel" that you have collected thru its life span, now information is not perfect there is lie's and disinformation just to make it more complex. 

This can also be used to weave plans and to create alibi. This I will take up in the end of the section “The reach”
Union logic is needed to use as well
 
Why?
As it seems I have been targeted by what I would like to call the Reach system. It was to show the reach of the system in itself, I got to be statured as an example of what you can do once your in that system. I got poisoned at numerus times this year by an insecticide (2016, Appindex. III) stalked and harassed.
 
The reach system (system of structured oppression and psychological holds)
Näringsliv means business world but direct translation would be food life.
näringsherarki means businesses hierarchy but directly it means food chain.
Swedish näringsliv is a Mycorrhiza (Fungi roots) of lies and shame holds and fear of the lies being discovered that hold the Swedish system. What was done when Puaya forced his dick in to my mouth (Appendix. II) was to get a shame holds on me. They wanted to put a shame hold on me for their lair of lies. They see it as a food chain (näringshierarki) with the lies told to cover it up they get trapped or try to trap others in a shame hold from covering up a shameful incident. Now each and every other person gets to do the same to enter the system. With that get better opportunity’s to climb in the order of career opportunities or paid off in bonuses. This is to protect the children of those highest up in the hierarchy, the modern princes. Those see children don't get to develop any creativity they only get to choose between things, good things I might add. Since they don't get any creativity they don't get any dreams and no dreams from god either. But the get those fruits from others in the end they can get the fruit of pain to from stealing and destroying others dreams. Some get a guilty consciousness and that shame gets a hold of them to lies are told in either case. Both to protect those who feel pleasure from the pain they caused and the group who feel shame about it. Now if you do what your told to keep the Mycorrhiza in place you get rewarded with career opportunities involving bonuses. People join on free will to get to enjoy the fruits of this system. Now since it is a tower built on fear.
The ones keeping track of the lies is the ones getting off on others pain and suffering. They have textile cloths with strings attached loose for each person the use when they weave their lie’s. I have seen three of these. Now the one holding the textile cloth doesn’t need to keep track of the lie it is as such. When the one whole got the stolen dream is to enjoy the stolen fruit the keeper of lies goes to the one stolen of the dream and tell him how they destroyed his/her chances of the dream and who at current enjoying the dream and also why it was made so. That makes the one be stolen remember the incident. An all the keeper of lies need to do is to keep track of the color coding of the treads on his/hers string cloth the one given and the one stolen tight tided together. I have seen three of these by the way.
It seems like there is an market to add on it as well.
 
2016-12-17 News
So the news reported the several of the company Telia’s bosses had been suspended for offering promotions to female employees in exange for sex. It had been something that have been done for several years the news reported but first now it surfaced. Well I suspected that this was something that could occur for the female employees from the system above. One could guess that the female get photo’d and filmed as well. To be kept silenced.
 
30/12-2016
Raped the 16-year-olds together - gets prison
Published December 30, 2016 at 10:48
A party organizer in the 25-year-old sentenced to nine years in prison for six rapes and sexual coercion and abusive shooting.
Motion pictures have revealed how the man abuses the eight women.
Moreover sentenced a Gothenburg Restaurateurs in their 50s to six years in prison for two 16 year old girls - along with the younger man.

Two men convicted of a series of rapes. The older man is the owner of several restaurants in Gothenburg and the younger man is a party organizer in the same city.
It was in March 2016 that a young woman reported a that had taken place in central Gothenburg. She had been offered drugs by a party organizer in 25 who then had raped her when she was in a vulnerable situation.
The suspect was arrested and has been detained since March.
First, an examination of the man's mobile phone was found a large quantity of images and videos on various women in vulnerable situations. The police then managed to find additional victims and the acts must have taken place by GPS coordinates. In combination with the hearing of the identified women could Prosecutor prosecute the man for further and sexual coercion.
 
Moa, Emelie pulling in RSD in to this ugly system
So just coming up to Stockholm spring 2016 I talked with Moa on the phone a lot I had sent her an meditation video that helped her see that she had not changed spite all that had happen. She started talking. Emelie had been so angry over the Julian Blanc scandal that she had decided to take out full revenge on me. The fact that I had used Moa’s body to instill an awareness on inequality while also teaching the art of seduction. Take people of this system in contact, the humiliation of the sickness of it all is all about to unfold. Not only did she drag Moa in to a system of sexual oppression, she got rewarded with a trip with Moa where Moa had to reach over a gift to remember it all by. Moa only sucked a guys dick and they got it on cam, they had created an evening with good food, Champaign and a male stripper. Yeah, guess what happens an event with pushing on social sexual buttons and high arousal makes it so Moa feel to give in to the peer pressure of sucking the strippers dick. What followed was a lot of shaming and calling of wh*re, etc. It was photted. With fear of threat to what might happen socially if the video’s come out, she don’t want to come out. Just one feminist gone rouge. Now Moa has something to remember the incident about, while Emelie is enjoying a lie.
 
Weaving lie’s
This is a hypothetical scenario.
So lets say I am in this system and far in to my career, I have fantasies of having sex with a woman a university student. I don’t want my wife to know about it. With the help of the “mat board” I can with the help of others weave a lie with false alibies. Setting up false work meeting while sending my wife on a spa weekend. All the people are equally locked in the system with thumb screws and have no other choice and comply. The system in it’s self will make it so it will benefit others. The university student, might in return get to enjoy a weekend or a good work positon in the start of her career.
 
Now the same goes in the other direction when creating an alibi or getting your story straight with several people. As for example how to get away with causing another student taking his life.
 
Dream market
Being rid of a dream you have been working hard to get is an emotional experience, knowing who has taken the dream from you is even worse. Having many dreams stolen from you tear’s you apart. I know I have been stolen of dreams in this system by my friends and class mates and most recently my parents. The man who jumped from the fairy (page 6) might just have gotten the news of who had ruined his dreams, to be able to enjoy his dream. Now there is a thumbscrew for all the people who had been stealing dreams.  So for other’s not having to figure out something they would love to do and being able to focus more on studies predatory they seek out people that make’s good dreams.
Now Mikael had is own dream (Appendix I) but he put it on me so it would look like he stole and ruined mine. But he only ruined mine.
 
Data collected for analysis
Disk KM (2011)
Galaxy cruise… (Student kryssning)
The year before this a male student jumped and died from the fairy.
The first student cruise I ever attended had a weird ending as the ship entered international waters Iva (Kami) and I get lead down thru the living quarters. We get lead, stopped at corners, lead again for so long I lost my bearings.
Eventually Iva get’s to go in to a cabin while I get to continue being lead to outside a cabin, there I get to wait for Iva. Iva comes back they open a cabin and let us in. In the cabin we come in to 4 girls sit’s 2 on each bed while in the center of the room a nude man stands besides a sitting nude woman girl is trying to get his dick hard by sucking him. I ask loudly: So what is happening here then?
-What the fuck I can’t get it up.
-But I cant make it the girl said.
-It dose not work!
All the girls starts to haze him: Yeah, you cant get it up?! Should we get another guy?
-Come on girls encourage him. I said.
The girls start chanting out come on you can do it.
He gets hard and comes in her mouth.
-No, he screams I am sorry. It is against the rules.
The girl sitting said, it does not matter but I would get mine?
-You can get it up again I replied.
Dude, just say to your self that blood easily flows down and fill your dick.
-Give me a try I might get it up for you. One of the sitting girls said.
He walk over to her she starts to suck his dick. I hypnotically stare at the hole situation. The girl turns to me pointing his now half hard dick at me.
-Do you want to give it a try, if you want to join.
-I pass then I said.
She starts to suck his dick again.
-It is getting hard, he screamed.
Girls go yeah. He comes again.
-No damn it I broke the rules twice.
-Haha, what the fuck dude what was that like twice in like 2 minutes with your little dick. I said.
-Like yours would be any better.
I unzip my pants and pull my dick out. (I had been using my penis pump, bathmate for a while back home)
The girl sitting on the floor now says a bit sad with an open mouth: But what about me.
I smile and take a step forward towards her. 
Iva cries out no! She starts to cry a lot. A person comes in and tells us to go out.
They show me pictures of her having sex with some other dudes in a cabin on the ship.
I get angry on her for stopping me from having sex with another woman when she got to have sex with some other dude’s on the ship.
Iva starts crying on her knees and keeps repeating, I don’t want to remember this I want a new chance. I keep yelling angry, Iva (Kami) gets something to drink. I become forced to drink the same drink. All is fuzzy around this, but I remembered after they saying what they planed and had done to me, loosing my breath repeating. You can’t do this to me. I said, standing up to run for the deck and jump from the reeling. “They” (a group that came) sat down with strings started to discus and move the strings along, telling the others to keep away.
The cruise the year after had sign of anything like this.
 
Disk NÄRS
This is a section of the student union DISK it’s the foot out from the university näringsliv (Swedish business world). It is also the foot in to the university for näringsliv (Swedish business world).
All the student unions here in Sweden has a NÄRS section by the way.
 
Project Management and power games
The summer 2014 I meet up with Johan and his new college’s in Gubbängen, I get to follow them with on a party tour in Stockholm we are to go to the butcher house in the globen district. I get to talk about my book and what I had gone thru the summer and about the book I had been written. Johans and his friends has gotten strong high positions in the Swedish “näringsliv” and one of them also had taken the course project management and power games it was a woman with a genetic trait making it so she could not grow long hair. One of the guys with decides to go white knight on me going in between me and a target. Standing arguing with me about how its wrong to be a player saying I need to stop that or he will come after me with and use his power to put me out of the work market. So I stand there doing a silly gesture with my fist as a drunk sailor he stands looking at me with his arms down. So I give him a light nudge with my left fist, in his face. The guys starts to talk to each other, I have observe this type of behavior from school it is the we are going to take him later on type of thing.
This was also a course Mikael Andersson read with me.
This is something that really can take a hold of people not for anyone to create a real cult.

 
From from my blog under catagory source of my misfortune. 2015 spring (Mikael Appendix. I)
The next time I meet Mikael I am homeless. I had found myself a place to sleep at Rådhuset. I had 5 beers different alés that I really love. Where I slept in wait of a bed at a hostel, Rådhuset. They have a club there as I lay down to sleep. Some havoc start to happen, I don't really remember why but Mikael, his friend and a third guy that I remember robbed me this summer. Suddenly a homeless guy I know comes running screaming "FUCKING NAZIS" seeing me he shouts "Help me Daniel" I scream "Yes got damn it!" as I am already walking to attack these guys. "Super fuzzy section" Hells Angels has come down and says "Now you will get to be karma!" I take a big hit of what looks like a joint, but it was coke, weed and something tasting medicine. Suddenly overthought came out thru the mouth unfiltered. I as why I should have it, take a hit more and keep it in. I do as the say, they grab Mikael hold his head, they tell me to put my mouth over his nose and blow. I do that, afterwards I spit and say yuck. Someone holds Mikaels nose closed to keep the smoke in. One man steps in and says "The well smithen lier," Mikael replies "Smithen his lies well" the man says "Welcome to the liers lair tell me have you lied anytime resently" (this pattern reemerges again at Jeffy Freetour 2). Mikael looks like he is about to panic as he says: "Oh yeahs in the numbers of hundreds" lets start with the first big one what was that: Mikael starts to tell a story about how he started a fire at kindergarten and blamed another boy for it and got away with it as well with some bonus Ice Cream a number of more lies resurfaced.

And now lets say what you had done to Daniel. Mikael tries to pull himself lose and to hold his mouth, a person hold his head and Mikael starts to talk. Apparently he had seen me as a threat since a girl that he had decided to marry in kindergarten was interested in me. He had lied about me both to my parents and classmates. He had decided to also battle me so he could come off even bigger for Lidia. Since he almost succeeded with everything but taken me down.

Mikael spilled secrets about him competing with me since day 1 at school or rather as he put it battling. Weirdly enough he continuing do so after 3 year and school was over. By where he went to Visby to spy on me and my girlfriend at the time and see how it was to be a part of a student festival. Mikael hurt so bad in the chest when he understood what type of party this really is that he KILLED a hedgehog. That is the Visby student unions sprit animal, witch I later on got blamed for! Because I made out with a girl in front of my girlfriend.
Jeffy freetour 2016 Stockholm. (Pouya appindex. II)
Back in Stockholm Jeffy freetour, after the freetour I stand to talk with Nigel. Jeffy runs by Nigel calls Jeffy over, Daniel wanted to talk with you about people running around face people from behind. I stand to talk with Jeff, Jeff says: Dude why do I recognize you? You dont remember I say? No. Why should I. How was it to have the 4some in the van, did your neck go stale, arms cramping, tiring using your toe caress some a Girls anus? I ask. Jeff say: No the toe part got cut out. I go like: Congrats man for goal fulfillment! High five. Jeffs high fives me, (omg omg, omg). Felix and Dude2 is there, Daniel: Pouya wants to talk with you, its about your father. Some Words get thrown around. I get the a feeling so I say "The well smithen lier," where the Dude 2 replies "Smithen his lies well" I say "Welcome to the liers lair tell me have you lied anytime resently" Dude2 says: O yes! in the numbers of hundreds I did not know you had been initiated!? Wait. It cant be…
Jeff cuts them of there.
Felix pulls out a mobile phone, with a still picture of me having Pouyas dick in my mouth. Jeff ask me is there something you have to say about this.
I say, press play. The video starts to play where I bit down on Pouyas dick, smash my chin upwards to bite even harder. Punching his ball and tearing his anus with my hand. This goes on for over a minute. After this they tried to pull in Jeff in to this focusing on that they where special like him…

Meeting Bojan
Meeting an old schoolmate in Motala who was out to being the king and realizing I was the one of the targeted one’s for the year’s game. He started to do these hand waves to make me move away. I had already broken down what ever type of Pavolian conditioning they had put in to me stood unaffected. He got scared as hell.
 
 
The Swedish culture of Svenskt näringsliv
​Jan Guillou ​the Swedish journalist describes his life at a upper-class boarding school here in Sweden. The book tells of structured violence with class heirkey. In news from 4 years back or so they reported that the same school had let school attendee’s an School attendee with a broomstick and after had to close. This was due to their violent punishment system.
I have been observing misogyny and structural mobbing at workplaces in the central Stockholm as I worked there. I bit a guy for trying to me; in an apartment where the neighborhood was a popular upper class district.

So here in Sweden there is a current show of misogyny amongst the orange meme. This is people who have the conflicted selfishness vs. self-destructive equation. It starts like this, what is not found out can't be self-destructive, if it can be silenced it can't be self-destructive, if power can be used to change the public view of things, it can’t be self-destructive.

​Most resent they hit a dead turn when a communicator for the orange meme party call's a female oppositional party member for "damn wh*re". Now that goes to show how misogyny comes to leading places. As Swedish rapes have sky-rocked this year. The man got fired since all of Sweden now knows it.

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Conclusion
With a culture that seems to be shaped by literary books as Crime and Punishment by Dostoevsky a black market with in academia comes to surface. A market with sexual services, poisoning and getting the upper hand on the work market. From what comes from Appendix I, it seems like I was more so targeted as a sacrificial lamb, that Mikael portraying me as the black swan (a problem that should not exist). Poisoned thru a black market, because the girl he wanted liked me (Appendix I, page 10). Now since I am the writer of the book zen game manifesto, on the leading edge of philosophy with a simulated universe theory (Nick Bostrom) and creating global change. Partaking and in discussions on the facebook group Origins of Consciousness, lead by Adrian David Nelson Ph.d in connection with Institute of Noetic Sciences (IONS) I happen to believe that I should not need to get poisoned and just to be brushed under the carpet. And with my skills in analyzing the global political climate an American naval Sea Captain happens to agree to.

To add on to conclusion from undocumented data
This is a game Svenskt näringsliv play every year it seems, when new members get to join the group in the summer when the police take there vacation. Mikael just recently got to join because his Spotify deal where he owns the contract for the software he developed for a big brand tv company. They chased me around the city of Stockholm, they coordinated that with some Iphone software, I caught several people negotiating what they would get if the would get a hold of my where bout’s. That being in the forest besides them while the where looking, once a guy saw me while I was building a hut. He spitted, there the fucker is. They tried to use Pavolian conditioning on me to steer me where to go. Several times they tried to make me go out on trafficked streets. To confuse me more the word psychosis had been tagged all over the city of Stockholm and one night the signs directing towards the city out in Solna had been put so I just kept walking in circles. I solved this by using the moon as a way of taking out direction.
 
Speculation
The system I call reach above could be very well be used to put the “right” person in the “right” place for a foreign powers agenda. Infrastructure and politicians can very well be blackmailed to take dictions or to lift a person to fill a position with an agenda fitting that foreign power.
Current Swedish situation (from summer 2016)
How I did see the situation before meeting the blue Christian ethnocentric. Now this was in the
start of this period
While Putin tries to create havoc in Europe by supporting Assad government in its
warfare and pushing even more refugees in to Europe and ISIS is spicing things up with
their global terror. We also have to face that the Oceans are dying because of radioactive
poisoning and oil poisoning.
The understanding I came from coming back from a period of being in a Blue meme ethnocentric paradigm this September, 2016. Still from a Christian perspective
When you understand how Christina Batra (orange meme) think and reason, and how
the Löfen (green meme) are missing the point and SD (blue national ethnocentric
meme) just see that Sweden sold out. Then it is the Christians who wonder where the
love went. All this is done to Putin has a hybrid warfare against Sweden with the
Russian crime syndicate. A large part of the problem is that it does not talk openly about
the problem between sexes because of loyalty guys in between sisters in between comes when dealing with the growth of prostitution.
Christian was looking for was the love among Swedes in between. They find lots of
brothel premises in Stockholm. Something I have seen on the streets of Stockholm,
these came to be to protect prostitutes from being forced to take heroine, by the African
street gangs. The brothels can’t be the men in the top layer to see them go to strip
clubs. Muslims are a more market driven economically it makes it more common for
young Swedish girls go for the Muslims while young Swedish men in the lower
economic layers go to SD or just choose to hate women instead rather of coming to
church. Swedish young men are becoming more pro Russians. Muslims do not see any
major problems. In it all looks Batra not so attractive out for Christians.

Orange Meme (Christina Batra)
Swedish men are not strong market force to drive the Swedish economy forward. The
Muslims are a way stronger force being more focused on driving business. Seems like
Swedish men are more interested in going to eat and buy pizza from the Muslims, then
to work and drive business. Our girls should reward behavior that drives the Swedish
economy forward. And if they marry a Muslim she will convert and become a virgin
again. She will have had her fun. The Swedish men seem to hate women anyhow. The
top layer of the business world will not change anyhow, at least not this generation.
Plus the guys that keep the system we have in place get theirs to. (Price being a pair of
shame cuffs.).

​The green are totaly blind to what is happening. But they see the root of the problems.
Green Meme (Social democratic, Stefan Löfven)
This point towards the social miss adjustment that pore and immigrants have to face
when coming to Sweden we need better immigration politics and welfare on a
European level it needs to be taken to the European Union level in order to be fixed. On
the problem on how to fix that Swedish men have poor health and go to prostitutes that
we have to be more far sighted with, school and education. Is what we need their
Muslims are not the problem unless we talk about Muslim terrorist.
 
 
Appendix I
Red thread is tied to Mikeal Anderson.
Mikeal is a guy that I was in same class with on the university studying system- and computer science with. During the first year at the university I got a high profile from creating a new type of millers system modeling with gainer growth model seeing what I was calling the universe as a natural system. First year I also meet a girl named Iva, I did not think it would have worked out with Iva either way but when I tried to break up with her. I was targeted by others as something that came out of a trash cans or at least by any other guy in school and my friend Tom, I had the sense that someone spreading bad rumors about me. (This come to be tied to mother be me this new years eve, using my inheriting to bribe people in my class. To give her some sort of control.) After a pub night with Mikael me getting him to follow with singing a song called "Damn that’s gay" protecting me and him gay. Mikael seemed to feel shame and pointed towards me ugly that pub evening. The pressure on me kept getting worse in all areas in my life. The last year I went away over the charismas holidays to my father to get some rest from the pressure. The two last semesters Mikael started to seek me out seeming to want to work and befriend me, Mikael had started to read Robert Greens book. While being together with Iva I had started to look for other girls in the water sort of say. Most obstacles I had removed with either fear or possibly violence; in school thoe I could not fight without risk of being expelled. But pushing someone out of a window holing him cm from his death has a tendency to scare people not to be in your way. Mikael and I creates a team for project management and power games, Mikael discovers that I am "The Serpent with a Long Memory" type of person, I spice that up to stir some fishes up for some reason make him believe that I am also "The Arrogant and Proud Man". Mikael and I don't really hear from each other until half-gangster shows-up. Half-gangster comes in soon after I and Moa have broken up. I had so far not come that long in to completing the book Angel blueprint, while one morning, half gangster is not that important other that than soon after meeting up with Mikael at his new home one station down from where I lived at the time. Mikael act weird when we meat like he wants me to bask in his glory as he announces that he has made the next Spotify GUI for a TV that will soon launch. He talks a lot about bitcoin and how you can buy crazy services on the darknet with bit coin, where of murder is one but basically anything. I congratulate him on his achievement and show no care about the rest since I showed him the finished version of Angels Blueprint. Mikael start to talk about the book the black swan where he portrait me as the black swan. (the problem that would not exist). He also talk about him going to Hollywood to party and ask me if I would not want to follow with. I tell him about my plans with the PUA and that I might go there any how.

Mikael starts to try to push me down and to push inside my head. Mikael later that eve try to get my shit loaded and look like an ISIS supporter. Mikael fails, a waitress girl that I could have slept with if not Mikael screamed over the pub how squirt juice was urine while doing high figurative was demonstrating facial caresses with his hand saying Mmmm peee. I open the waitress girl and she replies with you seemed like great, but sorry I can't I feel no lust after seeing this man demonstrating physical how he loves pee. Mikael did that pointy finger thing again. I leave it behind me to start collecting data for Angel's Ride. This charismas and new years eve mother came with the confession that she had gambled away my heritage by paying of people I knew at school to spy and push me in other directions. That was why I never got any real economic support by my the reached wile woman who's uterus I came from and that was why she poisoned me. We are reaching what we would call a critical point in the story here.

The spring before this year mother had said the same thing but and she tried to use that money as leverage. She eventually said: Well then I take this money then and you get nothing. Where I had replied with: That’s okay just hurry up to kill yourself afterwards, see it as a payment. She had replied with a Shewbacca (chewbacca) screem and cries for Mommy, help mommy why did you leave me. I listened for a while, that said I had no more time for that.

(Note here I choose in this only to include those people who really matters in the story, just know more people was there.)

The next time I meet Mikael I am homeless. I had found myself a place to sleep at Rådhuset. I had 5 beers different alés that I really love. Where I slept in wait of a bed at a hostel, Rådhuset. They have a club there as I lay down to sleep. Some havoc start to happen, I don't really remember why but Mikael, his friend and a third guy that I remember robbed me this summer. Suddenly a homeless guy I know comes running screaming "FUCKING NAZIS" seeing me he shouts "Help me Daniel" I scream "Yes got damn it!" as I am already walking to attack these guys. "Super fuzzy section" Hells Angels has come down and says "Now you will get to be karma!" I take a big hit of what looks like a joint, but it was coke, weed and something tasting medicine. Suddenly overthought came out thru the mouth unfiltered. I as why I should have it, take a hit more and keep it in. I do as the say, they grab Mikael hold his head, they tell me to put my mouth over his nose and blow. I do that, afterwards I spit and say yuck. Someone holds Mikaels nose closed to keep the smoke in. One man steps in and says "The well smithen lier," Mikael replies "Smithen his lies well" the man says "Welcome to the liers lair tell me have you lied anytime resently" (this pattern reemerges again at Jeffy Freetour 2). Mikael looks like he is about to panic as he says: "Oh yeahs in the numbers of hundreds" lets start with the first big one what was that: Mikael starts to tell a story about how he started a fire at kindergarten and blamed another boy for it and got away with it as well with some bonus Ice Cream a number of more lies resurfaced.

And now lets say what you had done to Daniel. Mikael tries to pull himself lose and to hold his mouth, a person hold his head and Mikael starts to talk. Apparently he had seen me as a threat since a girl that he had decided to marry in kindergarten was interested in me. He had lied about me both to my parents and classmates. He had decided to also battle me so he could come off even bigger for Lidia. Since he almost succeeded with everything but taken me down.
Mikael spilled secrets about him competing with me since day 1 at school or rather as he put it battling. Weirdly enough he continuing do so after 3 year and school was over. By where he went to Visby to spy on me and my girlfriend at the time and see how it was to be a part of a student festival. Mikael hurt so bad in the chest when he understood what type of party this really is that he KILLED a hedgehog. That is the Visby student unions sprit animal, witch I later on got blamed for! Because I made out with a girl in front of my girl friend.


Mikeal has Narcissistic personality disorder and in current moment is about to if not already a millioner. Mikeal is addicted to cocain and abuse. He also smokes weed and lives in a 4 room in farsta strand. Mikeal is Machiavellian and a student of the book prince.
 
Appendix II
Pouya contacted me thru facebook october 2015, I had posted on RSD innercircle Stockholm that I needed a Place to crash. He said he wanted to talk about it over phone to me when I was at my fathers and working for father. Father by the way sees me as his flesh and blood, my meat puppet is his meat puppet is the mentality there (imagen someone forcing them self in to your head making you see yourself as inferiur and unequiped for life). Any how, I meet up short with Pouya in Stockholm after I had my birthday that I got threatend by a man with I knife that got taken down by some dudes that HA had sent. Still I felt pleased with my birthday besides the fact that I was not up to fuck a girl. Pouya share his plan, he wants to have a party appartment, he wants to make Money on Aribnb (App?) etc.. Sound awesome in my mind he seems legit enough clearly need to sharpen his game and get over how ugly he is. I get to check out the apartment looks good, another guy (Indian) lives theire but he wanted to move out said puya. He showed me the room I was going to sleep in. The room is 2x4 m2 and I get a bed and wardrobe, well everything looks like shit but I don't care I have to stay in Stockholm; period. I say awesome, I see you when I come back from Motala, (for some reason I have been convinced to go and live with my mother for a short while).


November
I return to Stockholm, it feels good to be back. It felt like I had not smiled in 2 months or so, it was a smile of relife. First week: I dont have that much Money but I spend it on food I love, Beers and hambuglers, Sushi with saké, coffee with Singoalla. I hang out with the other dude I live with, dude is creepy and weird and I get the feeling first try to force something out of me. I am just chillin with the dude there is no targets near by I would like to approch. The rest of the week I work on Angels Ride.


Second week:
Pouya calls me in to have a talk with me in the kitchen, its important for him that he set the rules for the conversation. He wants me to do more, he tries to draw something out of me. I suspect that he wanted me to say I am fake. Ayanth stands with in the kitchen and listens, I get tierd of his shit. It comes of as he wants me to both pay a super high rent and dish after him, clean and some how make it so people wants to rent his room after Ayanth. Moves out but the last day I show him an approch for a facebook connect with a girl at ICA, Ayanth is impressed. The same shit contineus on, I have problem focusing on what needs to be done, every morning is about coming back mentally after Pouya push on with his fucking shit so I can continiue with my book. For most of the time I stay away from Pouya.

Eventually he starts having contact with Monica. He wants me out, I was like sure. I have showed him my book, it has Hells Angels in the thank you section.  He starts to get even more nervous. The day after some shit Hells Angels and some murdered Outlaw MC member hits the front page. Hmm, well great I buy the Magazine and preps in the kitchen. He is about to get a demon as well a warning. I sit in the kitchen while he come in, when he sees the Magazine he outburst super happy I knew you would understand (cocky as well) finally you get your sense together and remove that thank you. I was no, I just wanted to make sure that there will be no MC war. I replied. Pouya looks worried now. I move out and in to zinkensdamm hostel I book 4 days, it feels great to be there, finally I don’t have to hear him go on and on about his fucking hurt butt. Pouya calls after 2 days, clearly he cant afford that apartment with Airbnb. He wants me to move back for the planed party.

I accept but stay the full time at zinkensdamm hostel.

The return to pusher hotell also known as the asshole Pouya's apartment. Well same turn about again, but now Pouya wants to hear my stories every time I tell a story worth telling of what I have been thru with the game and something interesting start. Pouya start to caress his body and screams stop it. Eventually I have to see what happens if I don’t stop, Pouya gets pissed. Pouya changes his behavior when Felix and dude2 is there. During the planning of the part dude2 gets agitated by my book and trows all the papers away and start to squible them. Well party time, I get a bit to drunk since I eat the fruit in the fruit bowl. Ayanth comes in to talk with me after I pulled Kimberly into my room. Licked her pussy, tossed her salad and fingerbanged her since I had a whiskey dick. Dude you are going to be so happy to know me, I read your shit man. When this is over you are going to need me. Pouya did to you what he did to me but you know people, we can help each other.

Later on dude2 comes in to mess me passed out I wake up with my shaving cream pressed in between my but cheeks in side my underwire.

(Ayanth is I dude I really want to get contact with)

So MMF threesome happen later on, Pouya expresses his wish to have a MMF threesome. The day after he said that I make it happen. I get tired of mouth fucking the woman that we had + Pouya wants me to stand and watch and engage. I already know I don’t really want to. I jerk of while watching the woman in the eyes and come in her mouth.

Embarrassing for Pouya he forgets that I had come in her mouth and make out with her whilst fucking.

Well now I want to fuck her alone. I get my chance the day after, I pull her in to my room and start fucking her in the ass since she is not on the pill, I raw fuck her. Pouya walks in to invite himself. I tier to walk out, Pouya calls me to come in, he tells me he want to watch while she sucks his cock. He is really insistent on it and that I for some reason should watch from the side. Pouya grabs my head and show his cock in to my mouth, I bit him. New goal is to bite Pouyas cock off. Pouya starts screeming for his Mom and aooouueeeyyy over and over and tries to pull me off. I use my hand to hit my chin (condoms a really durable) Pouya hits me over the head, while the woman tries to pull me of. Pouya is in a state of panic, woman press with her hand around the chin muscles loosening up my grip. Pouya runs in to the kitchen. Mommy, mommy, woman who is a mom runs out to him. Let me see. Pouya is really scared, I dont want to take of the condom what if my willy falls off.

During this time period I totally forget to send in my work search reports to the workexchanger, leaving me without Money. I move back to mother, where I will be poisoned.

Present day (April 2016):
Back in Stockholm Jeffy freetour, after the freetour I stand to talk with Nigel. Jeffy runs by Nigel calls Jeffy over, Daniel wanted to talk with you about people running around faceraping people from behind. I stand to talk with Jeff, Jeff says: Dude why do I recognize you? You dont remember I say? No. Why should I. How was it to have the 4some in the van, did your neck go stale, arms cramping, tiering using your to caress some a Girls anus? I ask. Jeff say: No the toe part got cut out. I go like: Congrats man for goal forfuilment! High five. Jeffs high fives me, (omg omg, omg). Felix and Dude2 is there, Daniel: Pouya wants to talk with you, its about your father. Some Words get thrown around. I get the a feeling so I say "The well smithen lier," where the Dude 2 replies "Smithen his lies well" I say "Welcome to the liers lair tell me have you lied anytime resently" Dude2 says: O yes! I did not know you had been initiated!? Wait. Jeff cuts them of there.

When I come back to the garage I sleep I found my bag gone from were I hid it.



Appendix III
I possible got poisoned or drugged by mother
Holy fucking shit, this is fucking crazy. I am speachless I dont know what I got put in to the food. But is was scary, I could not otherstand what was really going on and after a while I had zero cordination ability. Well atleast the book sales well and also my game being quite good, I just look at the girls, give them a wink and there like either say yes or no. Haha. Well better homeless and poisoned free the a roof over the head and being poisoned.
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OMG night after sleeping on pine twigs I get a great date and to be contenion
 
Well I am drunk right now becouse I thougt she would stead me up but she was only hmm 2,3h late. She had gone thru a full spa experince thoe at the spa she wished.But we had a good expereince after me living thrue and sleeping thrue one night at -15 degreace and one night at a hostel I have a day two. So fuck you all :P Even if she fucked a nother guy I will still fuck her!!! :P
 
haha
 
  
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I am coming back from retrograde amnesia
This can come from either lead, quicksilver, CO, and some insecticides and from longterm use of alcohol. I have been having this since new years eve I have had problems remembering anything from before the new year. But since I have been back in Stockholm more and more has come back to me. During the time of me getting all weird at my parents place I drank a total of 3 beers over 4 weeks. I had 2 glasses of wine during new years eve and a really weak beer. Then it happened for the first time.I still have a sample from the coffee that I had been given at my parents place in a bottle in my bag. My computer is broke but I still have the videos online so thats okay. I think I can rule out every one of these options exept the insecticides. In other news I girl started to follow after me in to the wrong subway. O btw I had a vitmin shot put in to my arm 1 month erlier.
 
 
  
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Haha, well some just got it. I smell bad, have a terible beard tierd, but still I have an awsome bag and clean cloths. So girls are still iterested in me, I start to belive that women actually can feel streangth coming of you. I have come back to acceptence with what is and now I am more on a stable level of meta-mind being in union with dess. So after doing some more research here I successfully narrowed down the insectiside to "Deltamethrin" a common household product here in Sweden, now I just need a chemist that can prove if its in the bottle or not. So the big mess of explaining mothers actions, she is a controll freak, she has to have control and a way to look in on others. So during my time at Stockholm University mother sent up my female cousin (who is very simlar to mother) to spy, the frats of the school usally glides around in ugly overals hangovered looking like homeless scum (these are the same that holds the flag at the nobel dinner). So my cousin seeked contact with my class mates to bind contacts for mother, since I wanted to join the frat and mother had such a bad image of what that was in her head she whent over and beyond to stop this from happening . This have now escaleted for 5 years now and to keep her repitation she wants to blame "Mary Jane" and since that is an illigal product here in Sweden I have no possibility to seek leagal consultation with this. That would make me an battel club in the war on drugs. I want that war to end, this does not go well with zengamemanifesto.com either. Of course there I still a possiblity that the amnisia comes from a chock aswell but you dont get fucking sort of high on a chock.
 
   
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So I have been listening to Ken Wilber again and he points out that sociaty is made to be fragmented. Meaning ego has to be their. For me that sounds a lot like a parisite and it works on a hierarchy millers living system model way. We are forced to complie with societys with its rules, norms and standars, etc. For me trying to live from a strictly spiritual perspective while trying to end almost any type of conflict in my life with what I feel is my perpuse is constantly being worked against by society. I think Terrence  Mckenna has talked about things like this. There are so many ways one can awaken from and drugs is one of them. This conflict we call the war on drugs is creating huge conflicts in many countries that simply has no other posibilty to provide for their family to succumb to a crime by harvesting a product put here by mother earth. With the war on drugs ended a hugh rate of crimes would automaticly fall of as recreational use of drugs would be accepted and people would be able to continiuen working their jobbs if so used and talked about.
 
Today Swedish police force SÄPO arrested a terrorist preping for a terror deed here in Stockholm. Well lets go team Eckhart! Good work Julien I loved your let it go video and your Eckhart video!
 
I have been tought the females "come and finger me look" :)
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So I had the good fortune to meet a couple of hangarounds, taking some shit helping me find myself back. I found a video from 3 month ago. God Yeah fucking stable now I know why the girl had a wet spot on their pants. Well you coaches who might be reading this, I now understand what kind of hell you go thru with envy'es students. Fucking Puya. Well let it go or let it be. I am going to start to focus a bit more on the zengamemanifesto IX while trying to find a way to support myself here in Stockholm.
 

Before being posined 

 
Insident

   
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So I have started to remember shit again, holy fuck clearly some people have had alot hostilaty towards me. I have been robbed 4 times 2 times with a knife, once with a automatic machine gun and I have been posioned.
 
During that time I got laid aswell, I see now how strong I am and as the resources comes back I also relize I am attractive as fuck for girls. I am super intellegent and have a global social power. I am looking to make people autonomus (self-ruling) by spiritual means and by effecting and creating possible leaders. Since the war on drugs can be ended with an legalisation it is as any other conflict in the world (exept isil or deash) posible to end with out force. I see no possibility for this to go on. My mother is tied to the politcal elit here in sweden and she wants to keep on vaging this crazy war while people are producing leagal and deadly drugs to teenagers and adults. Now ig gets clearer why she would do such a thing.
 
Well I am going to save the beard, it needs some grooming thoe, then I will shave off my hair. I will look awsome.

 
 
  
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So living in a family of high up sitting politicians while having huge social power while doing the work I do and driving campaigns for helping and raising awareness around the huge problem ISIS is and the refuges with videos I produced as: 

 
With the added integral campaigns I drive in a country that is on constant threat from Russia can also be a contributing factor to her actions. I really need a chemist to verify the contents of the coffee I had been served while being at my mothers place. Meanwhile I have fixed a structured list of the symptoms I experienced.
 
 
Well here is the list of symptoms I had.
Toxic Symptoms caused by Deltamethrin Poisoning
•The primary symptoms of intoxication with deltamethrin and other synthetic pyrethroids affect mainly the nervous and muscular systems.
•Most frequent symptoms are:
•Ataxia (uncoordinated movements), CHECK
•Hyperreactivity (exaggerated reaction to stimuli), CHECK
•Tremor (uncoordinated trembling or shaking movements), CHECK
•Paresthesia (skin sensation of tingling, tickling, prickling), CHECK
•Exhaustion (lethargy, fatigue), CHECK
•Hypersalivation (drooling), CHECK
•Vomit
•Diarrhea, check (Sort of)
•Urinary incontinence, CHECK
 
Here is the video I shot during what I believe to be poisoning. I don’t know if subtitles work here but still.
 
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Today I was out on the town looking for day game target, 0 found. Hmm, day game is not possible here. That is my fucking emotional coping strategy, I am getting really flustered right now.
 
Pick-up is bigger then ever, so I was right. The Julian Blanc scandal did make RSD bigger then ever. So in just 5 days Tyler had gotten 50000, that is really something. What I got dragged in to by the means I used to defend Julian have just showed me the dark side of society. The dark knight missuses power, uses blackmail by photo girls taking drugs in order to get them to comply to sex. To top that of the photo the girls having sex to, that giving them access to the girls friends because or else. Then we have those who misuse their positions in work to remove possible competition in terms of sexual opportunities and to force girls in to having sex. At the current moment I have no means of income other then my books and that goes slow in in the moment.
 
Hmm, yeah and that is just the tip of that iceberg. I have stopped doing the Windsor analysis because it gets so fucking dark I don’t want to know more about this. The Windsor analysis stories are not fully complete that because I don’t want to put many of the victims that I have been hearing out on public display. But there is so much more. The method of analysis seems to work like a trolling net. I just started to look at a small amount of information but the area involves the whole Sweden, since it involved several of Swedish regions. All the sudden the Pizza gate scandal seems plausible just I don't belive the White house has any direct involvment. 


 
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Well this is something I have been working to prove to be a valid paradigm for the last 7 and a half years, now it's final. This here give me such peace I got shunned from my classmates with this as an excuse, but it was to keep me out of the singel market at the University. But this just makes me feel alright.


The 15 June 2009 I published this image on Facebook, now I only have it on an external drive. It is the paradigm I will write about of down here. It came to me after a coaching session with Jenny Åkerman the chairwoman of the Swedish Mensa. I have been working on proving this as a functioning framework ever since, back then I only had the Matrix and fight club as means to restore myself. Now more effective means have been provided. With the help of Dr. Ken Wilber’s work called Spiral dynamics I could explain why I thought so differently.

Over-mind paradigm.
So it has been my belief that this is something that the education system puts in to us, it’s maybe so or that it’s just me growing up listening to Pink Floyd but this is to break free from sympathy and rely on empathy. To become free from other’s. This is something I came to conclusion after reading the book Games people play by Eric Berne.


Removing the inner voice
To have a foreign spirit comes from knowing someone and not as static information but in as something living… When this with knowing someone that comes with a relationship this creates a mind ghost. This seems to create what is called schizophrenia. That being having someone as for example a parent talking with you inside your head. This is the scar of my parents, now it has healed. Alf with a magisterial exam with a lot of psychology involved, him sharing information with Monica she doing the same as him. Fighting their enemy, Freewill. I don’t know if there is a reward in getting the answer to why schizophrenia but it should be on curing mind control right?
Any how this is a big thing for me… I have found a way to heal myself, finally…
 
In mind and in belief people are dead to me just static information, living in flesh but never in me. There is a huge violation on a person’s freedom to force his/her spirit to live on in someone. Especially when roles are involved, because then it starts to become mind control.
 
Monica call’s this creating a trying to create a dialog, to put her spirit in. Alf getting some sense it to me.
 
So to explain more in detail, your memory is stored on a biological Hard Drive. On a hard drive information are static for things to change it has to be rewritten. The same goes for your biological hard drive, that being memory. So static things cannot be living things in the “reality” we live in, living things in this reality is part of the ever changing flux of things. So, goes with the mind, just because a person live in the reality of things does not mean that that person lives in your memory. The mind or memory does not have anything that is needed to sustain life. The information you have of any person is stored on your static memory, your biological hard drive. Imagination is something that is dynamic and alive, it is important to understand that memory and imagination are different things. Just because you utilize the same inner screen/speakers in your mind does not mean that they are the same. Memory is static, imagination is dynamic.

 
Imagination is something that is in you the consciousness control, but if you start seeing someone alive in your memory part of imagination gets involved to create the illusion of that person in your mind. It becomes a sort of “mind” AI entity. The memory of someone drives the imagination to create the illusion of something living inside of the mind. It becomes a feed loop or a running process that if believed in becomes something strengthened and if you interact with it lives on. But as soon as you see it for what it is, static information that you change and treat as something living. But in reality it has no life it only feed on your life energy. Static dead information just like stone...
 
Deeper on memory, memory is just information or data if you will. That being you need something that need to be interpreted to be something that the human mind can understand. That is language, now that can be seen as an translational devices as well. You can make a choice to change your first language, foster language or mother language to American, that is what I choose anyhow. Not the American me is an orthant, he has no parents. He raised himself, he mothered himself and fathered himself. Just a change of perspective there and the need to relocate myself to a English speaking environment.
 
Chode paradigm.
So first of the parent children relationship in this paradigm works over several generations given one overhead per family. So, authority is put on to us by our parents and society is used in a way of peer pressure to keep the cogs of the market turning sort of speak. All they need to do is to convince the overhead of the family not to engage in questioning how things are, here propaganda and commercials comes in. We as consciousness get to only feed an ego identity bound to repeat our parent’s behavior of feeling pleased to oversee both them self and others when it's them who is the family overhead. This is the remanence of something old. It becomes like a squid in to society feeding people the views the government/market wants you to view the world. It is to build you in to an insecure little shitty consumer uncappable to make your own decisions, just being feed information on how to be, how to look, how to behave and how to vote. In the end, you will be so helpless without the care from society that you hold on to the addictive bond.

Iamness
Well lets start with pointing out who you are you are the awareness the one that is aware of what you see thru your eyes or in the mind or hears the sounds that comes in thru your ears or comes to be in the mind the one who is aware of the emotions in the meat puppet you use. Now go further back, further, further, further. Now you should have like a sense of like almost hanging outside the back of your head. It's like the head has turned in to this sort of window in to this reality or world. Your back home :) . Now is there any distance between you and the space in front of you?
 
Matrix paradigm / the red pill
So in coming from a Iamness paradigm looking in to this universe thru our brains all that is; is just information or data. Being that reality is your mirror you can process so much more as soon you dis-identify with anything in that paradigm you eventually will become rooted in soul and animal. You taking care of this homo sapiens your companion while you the consciousness is here to play with him and do homo sapiens things under good conditions. So the matrix can’t tell you who you are, the same come’s to you consciousness/soul nothing in this reality that includes the history of the animal you play.
 
FEAR is our enemy must break all our bounds and become a free-thinking creative self-sovereign human being.



Recreating yourself
In self-help, there is a lot of talk about reinventing yourself, but we create a new version of our self stripped of all falseness truer to our self's. In role playing games you get to create a character from points, these points would be time. You get to invest time in your creation of the new you. You become your own creation, you become your creator, father, mother and son. From there you are consciousness playing a game from your own creation. You are the gamer.

The importance of problem defining
Problems points towards their solution I write about this after watching an old video from the previous RSD coach Alex it came from the you are enough paradigm. So sometimes you’re not happy with how you come of it might be for example your voice tonality. In steed of seeing it instantaneously as something that you need to work with. Define your tonality down to the specific as a problem. For example, my voice sounded squeaky when I was sitting down. What solution does it point towards, maybe you had a sore throat or you were sitting in a bad poster, is working with voice totality going to solve it? No, changing sitting position would. Is the tonality really the problem then? No. Your poster sitting down is the problem. Also question is it really a problem, do you think a caveman would have had problems getting a woman from having a squeaky voice sitting in a bad poster. No he is a caveman; he can’t have a good poster because his best chair is a fucking boulder or a branch of some tree. I guess what I want to say here is don’t be afraid at defining and looking at problems you believe yourself to have. That is self-destructive, look at the problem and you will see the solution. You will see if it really was a problem or just something that you need to let go of. Mistake happens, they are called mistakes for a reason. You move on from those, tune ups? Even pro need those. Problems exist in unfinished project; you are not a project. You are a winner, you won the most important race of them all. You the little sperm that you once was came first and you did not end up at the dead mans end… The ass, tsss.
 
Situation and life
So your life is your journey, your situation is just current environmental variables.
 
Follow your will
Now this is easy all you need to want is to follow your will all you need to don’t want is to do what is your diswill.
 
Be at the cause and not the effect side of any interaction
Being at the cause of thing means that you are the one that makes things happen, you are the one who sets the rules. In terms of games you are the game leader/master. You take the interactions where you want to take it. You don’t react you respond, that way you have a strong footing when shit goes down.  This goes in terms of any situation, it doesn’t have to be about game, it can be about business, crisis or family. Now speak freely, it is only in quizzes or games of strategy you need to think about what to say and not to say.
 
I am re-watching the revenant a truly tribute to man’s ability to endure and a show of how antifragile humans really are anything that does not kill us makes us stronger emotionally, psychologically and physically. In the town of Flen a couple of European miles from Stockholm a tree stands that was used to hold horses, in the tree they had put rings to easy bind the horses over time the tree and grown thicker around the trunk where the horses had been bound. It was stronger, just a show of how life works. If someone is stronger then you, it can be because I had greater luck with gen’s but it is more likely that he had to endure more in life and was willing to do what he had to survive.
 
Now life is your bitch, fuck her good and make her in to the best she can be.
 
Monitoring, controlling, duality
For there to be someone that monitors there must be someone to be monitored. On controlling for someone to control it must be something to be controlled. What that creates when you try to monitor yourself or to control your self is called duality. Duality is an illusion, but in this case it is you splitting yourself in half. If you want to be a whole person you need to understand that there is no possibility to control yourself, your out of control. It is no possibility to monitor yourself, your not observable. If you are whole, you just steer the direction your heading in or you follow the will of the dess (the golden compass)
 
A silent mind
There is no possibility to listen to any thing in your head since listening requires sound and sound being vibrations in air it cannot be. Because there is no air in the mind only if you wish to create it for thee but that is only temporary and not real air you see.
The mind is but an infinite empty space for thee to create as you self-wish you see. Now give away the idea that you can make it so others can take and create in the mind of thee you see. Only you and the one true god can do that you see.
 
Latest affirmations
Desire becomes surrender
Surrender becomes power
Are you ready to swear?
Are you ready to unravel?
Your unleashed.
Are you ready to swear, right here right now?
Now until forever.
Time is gone.
Your set free.
Halo on fire.
 
Thought can rise, but silence is more pleasant.
 
The ego, that virus will try to make you engage. Don’t give anything belief, don’t resist. It will silence.
 
The word you, yours or [name] is a shield an image in the one speaking’s head that they are talking to.
 
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So the tv series westworld and the travelers has wildly taken hold me of since both put such a big focus on consciousness. I have been sharpening the gamer/player paradigm on the innergame part of my game.



Chode paradigm.
So first of the parent children relationship in this paradigm works over several generations given one overhead per family. So, authority is put on to us by our parents and society is used in a way of peer pressure to keep the cogs of the market turning sort of speak. All they need to do is to convince the overhead of the family not to engage in questioning how things are, here propaganda and commercials comes in. We as consciousness get to only feed an ego identity bound to repeat our parent’s behavior of feeling pleased to oversee both them self and others when it's them who is the family overhead. This is the remanence of something old. It becomes like a squid in to society feeding people the views the government/market wants you to view the world. It is to build you in to an insecure little shitty consumer uncappable to make your own decisions, just being feed information on how to be, how to look, how to behave and how to vote. In the end, you will be so helpless without the care from society that you hold on to the addictive bond.


Matrix paradigm / the red pill
So in coming from a Iamness paradigm looking in to this universe thru our brains all that is; is just information or data. Being that reality is your mirror you can process so much more as soon you dis-identify with anything in that paradigm you eventually will become rooted in soul and animal. You taking care of this homo sapiens your companion while you the consciousness is here to play with him and do homo sapiens things under good conditions. So the matrix can’t tell you who you are, the same come’s to you consciousness/soul nothing in this reality that includes the history of the animal you play.
 
FEAR is our enemy must break all our bounds and become a free-thinking creative self-sovereign human being.

Recreating yourself
In self-help, there is a lot of talk about reinventing yourself, but we create a new version of our self stripped of all falseness truer to our self's. In role playing games you get to create a character from points, these points would be time. You get to invest time in your creation of the new you. You become your own creation, you become your creator, father, mother and son. From there you are consciousness playing a game from your own creation. You are the gamer.

So zen game manifesto effect.
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So since I dont feel safe with out having that gets tied to the anlysis I have made I will publish it here, a public domain is the better to protect me. Now since this seems to flow out over Swedish infrastructure, Police, Doctors and any other type of important safety net seems like something I can forget about.

Speculation
The system I call reach in the windsor analysis could be very well be used to put the “right” person in the “right” place for a foreign powers agenda. Infrastructure and politicians can very well be blackmailed to take dictions or to lift a person to fill a position with an agenda fitting that foreign power.

Dream market
Being rid of a dream you have been working hard to get is an emotional experience, knowing who has taken the dream from you is even worse. Having many dreams stolen from you tear’s you apart. I know I have been stolen of dreams in this system by my friends and class mates and most recently my parents.   So for other’s not having to figure out something they would love to do and being able to focus more on studies predatory they seek out people that make’s good dreams.
 
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My new year’s resolution is to focus on indirect openers, that came to me after being at a mixed party with senior citizens, families and youth. Having a hottie checking me out, like really drooling. Me with a good social proof after an really old lady showed affection towards me. The hottie was in a mixed five set, no possibility for direct opener I was hand fallen. How do I do this? ON the way home I came to realize that I should have use an indirect opener in that type of set. 



So I watched thru an anon video that talked about Sweden preparing for war against Russia. Well the manifesto effect, what started as a frantic blogging after Putin parading Nuclear missiles became a movement. I don’t think that Donald Trump is the solution for the problems Sweden are facing since he does not understand the growth house effect or rather he don’t believe in it that being the same really. So Sweden prepping for war against Russia is not an manifesto effect, anon caring about it is.
 

 
Speculation
The system I call reach in the windsor analysis could be very well be used to put the “right” person in the “right” place for a foreign powers agenda. Infrastructure and politicians can very well be blackmailed to take dictions or to lift a person to fill a position with an agenda fitting that foreign power.
 
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So Jeff, you feared that this would come to the US it is already there. On a global scale women are acctually being taken advantadge of. The thing here this system can really fuck up how democracy works. Patriarchy is... :/



Missed this since it does not involve Sweden.
This having been made in Sweden, but has also found film footage showing two marginalized women who are raped in the United States.
- We have had good evidence when it comes from victims and witnesses around. It's all about the victim who has been very influenced and intoxicated. But above all, it was the movies that made the evidence was good, says investigator and prosecutor Jim Westerberg.
The man convicted of two counts of aggravated rape, four counts of rape, two counts of sexual assault and offensive shooting.
- The penalty is in the range that we had up there but we requested a year per defendant. There is space to tightening of Appeal. Rubric, we are very pleased that it was rape, said Jim Westerberg.
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