The divine man in direct contact with goddess.
I really don't like having people telling me what to do.
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I need to put myself back on to the addictive feeling game gives me. But I need to get some cash flowing in for me to be able to do just that. Damn... things are getting clearer of why things where put to play as they where. In Monicas side of the family we have a preist there seems to follow a lot of judgmental spirit tho it stands in the bible that it should not be such.
That with a raging control need from Monica made my life in to a straw instead of a rose flower but still a miracle can happen and put a flower bud on this straw again. I am really gifted after all.
Now back to what this is about, having sex with a lot of beutiful women. Our god that mindset I had during the writing of foundation with Christ really made me loose focus on what's important. Haha. .. I returned midsentence of writing this, *whip* time to focusing on banging my self some BITCHES.
Well after being poisoned 3 times I now have the answer. Monica's sickness is the source of all the shit that has transpired since the start of the university. Add that to it the war against cannabis here in Sweden. This is all so, sick.. I have a hard time to express this, she used bribes to fund my classmates beer drinking during my time at the university. She was missinformed several times. I will forgive her, becouse she is sick and I should not have to feel bad over her's short commings. Tho she has ruined a big part of my life there is now still something good infront of me. I just need to get away from her and this country becouse she has succeded with pulling people down in her black hole with the webb she has spun.
She posined me the then I left, I came back she poisoned me again. Some how Johan is tied to this.
She digged out my ass for suspision of me having drugs there.
It would be better to have work at rsd.
The knowledge I have on paradigm building is of use there it is unique and few understand how powerful it can be to change or mold a worldview in to fit what you are trying to teach.
I am so fucking peved right now. I get to pay for others mistakes. I never expected life to be fair. But I have expected to be fair treated, but this is a country where you need to have an more aggressive approach to obtain any good or suck dick and the later is not an option I will take. Sweden is the country in hate the most second to Russia.
So I was out shopping with Monica and a wave of smell of beaver juices hit me as I was waiting for a free change stall. Monica came up to me and complained about me smelling like sweat. I did not feel like replying with no what your smelling is the juices of here in the store.
Any how I belive that I have reached the limit on how far you can take inner game as it is now I need to focus on outer game. So I need a bigger city and an fucking income. 2 game worthy days here in the town motala. That sucks but some cash will start to flow in soon.
I just had a clear nightmare of who I would have been without pua, meet Joe Dirt. I was happy with waking up from that dream. Monica still poisoned me but she is my mother so I forgive her. With what the PUA community provided me I terms of motivation, therapy and more I have taken myself thru hell and beyond. I can take myself back to Stockholm and with the right company I could do marvellous for others. The books I have written don't give me a fair chance on THE GREATNESS I know I am capable of. I need an income for things to start moving again. My life was under sabotage and still is.
The wh*re of babylon now in high resolution. Down to the left we can see the american flag and the statue of libierty. Question is, can should not all this gold be sufficent to make the "Christ bride?"
I had one spelling error
On the COVER.
Fuck still thoe no errors in the book to much focus on details. Well bad matrim. But I did not have any one to proof read for me. Other then people that don't want me to succeed. FUDGE!