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As it is now all I have is the netflix tv-series, Amarican Horror story to watch. There come no more spiritual material from me (waking up), niether that of growing up material (world understanding from the different intellegence's human has). I am downloading some intergral material at the current moment from integral life. I am hoping to find myself being buzzy with that. Well, that has come some discovery's from the frame work atleast. But I will have to give this over to a person with higher degree in science to have any chance of having what I belive confirmed either how.

So yeah, this is my life right now. Bored out of my scull.
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So, Sylvester Stalone with his epic speach in the movie Judge Dreed. Am the law, thought me something. Am The Core, cutting out I, me and myself out of the equation. With that I found a way of coming operating from in a total way of beingness. I, Me and myself (ego, sense of self), is not what comes to be the main place of operating, the in the center core of ourself lay's our higher self. Seem's like the equilateral triangle could be that as a representation from sacred geometrie since the highest point is in it's center.





And as a verification of the principal I thought myself to have discovered.

Alchemic Symbol for philosopher's stone which represents the connection between the two sides of life: physical form and higher self
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Some how I know I have achived everything that was set in the order breif set 2 year's ago. I feel it deep in to my bone's that I am back and to a level bejoyn anything I have ever experinced. It could be me going in to a katabolic state but I don't belive it to be so. But, let's see now, I remember a pattern to this.



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The Swedish democratic system has a strategy of working it's way through churtch. As a pastor came to defend G(ertrud) a man who has admited his religion to be Asatron(Aesir faith). It has to do with the confession, something that seem's to work untill people learn to systematicly lie to the prechers. It was so clear when the preacher took up, sacrifice together with our Lord and savior's sacrifice, Jesus said he was to be the first and the last on the cross... Seems like the preacher has now some confession to do, due to that fact. Since it was Goran it was suggested that I would sacrifice myself for. All poletics, as it seem's.



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As I have finally prefected the art of boiling egg, I have been deep back down at finding a "egg", the white or rather the causality... There was plan's to put me to sleep from T, already back at the time when T was together with Sarah.

The movie's lesson is that of accaptence to what is are the better solution to things.. Now, T lived with the theory that everyone will eventually clean up their past with lie's and that lie's would be a solution.

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That cleared thing's out really... Hmm, back at that time I put high focus on the lesson movie's where to teach. The other guy's put focus on who was who in the group of us guy's. The movie "The butterfly effect" had a profound way of changing T's view of himself, his lying and a bit of his ethic's.


 
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Time once more to go down the road of memory, as it seem's movie's had a hugh influence on me and the people I was hanging out with at that time. Hmm, Sarah... T... Lindqvist, Linda..

All or nothinging, all or nothing...

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I guess I want to say this to all the Morty's and Summer's out there. I found myself with a mobile phone on the floor of a garage, not able to sleep I used my phone and evernote to make good use of my time. It payed of. I had nothing but internet, time and long walk's. I made an analysis, I also made a web page and a full video product series that actually take the student of the program to the level of understanding the world as astronauts has. With that I created the most awesom role play game ever repreisenting the climate of international politics.

This made a grown man cry, Management card game
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0Bz87aO4ChZ3SOTJQbmNwYi1ZZ3M/view



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So, at the street's of Stockholm I got that sharp brick like intence physical presens to me, now I have it back. It was not hard, I just needed to reremember how it all felt. I never was beaten, I am still not beaten. I am still on target. 



Hmm, yeah I am a champion.
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So, the angel narretive I created for the school have finally made the anon hive community throw of the mask and take part of open chat software called Discord, where they take part of collabiration for causes. For open legal demonstration's and legal action. Some grow up, teh troools stay hidden.

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