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The heat at the current moment here in Sweden are unbrearble. One more day with me sweating like a dog, but now I will fucking take and jump from the tower. If there will be energy enugh for that or will that is rather. 

As it seem's I have come along side with my master... 


Hmm, yeah I am the earth.


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Not really that creepy, you know. Yesterday I was contimplating that Deepak was kind of on my track but today it is verified.

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Yeah, so having the deeper questions answered give's you the self assured vibe. So, imagen why God would create this universe? Now imagen a kid and a ant farm. What would be the most common denominator, well the kid like's to see how the ant farm grow's, and evolv's. Most likly God created the universe for that reason.



I kind of want to rub my nub watching myself.
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How it works with getting my memory it is an all or nothing thing for me.
As I have just rewatched the movie "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" a very deep movie teaching us why we don't morty mind blow ourself. I am sweeting dog's right now.

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I have started to look down in time to where I once more started at point zero. But, this time I had the comfort of my work. And that work brought me back, and it took me further then I could have imagened. AGAIN!?! I also remember the nightmare's I had during that time, nukear expoltions in my dream's, and with that bed wetting. Now, Stockholm should be my city... I mean after that summer, all that I remember and the confirmation of meeting people of the churtch in Hornstull. Yeah.

The work that came on my recovery started of really well, I fucking love the cover in this one
https://gandalfschoolforthegifted.files.wordpress.com/2016/09/foundation-final-5nd.pdf

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The last step over the finnishing line is that of full surrender, I had to put it down to video. I want to tribute this to the Chemical Bath scen from the movie Suicide squad. But what is this surrendering that become's power? Be willing to let the pieces fall where they may, letting go of control.





Screw you Joker. - Batman

I am back, joker.
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Omg, the frame development on the on my journey have been amazing.

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Jim Carry never have been as up-to-date in my life as the current moment, I have just really killed my identity. And I have canned it in to a process that does not fear the life out of any customers, .EGO.



Hmm, this is how I want to sell my product.
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Yeah, so the result with the new material is awsome interms of mindfulness. As I strech out the view of things in both horizontal (a scale of history) to vertical (from smallest to biggest). Things work so much better with this, mindfulness. I passed the senario of the possible death of moby. Hugh painbody release, instant.



So with this come's the advantege of having several angels meet, both video (with narrowation) and text. Things look up.

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Yeah, so now I have something to do.... Play old snes games on this laptop now when I have a gaming pad to do so with... I can now waste hours with this, make time pass rather.



It's nice to have something todo when all is said and done with the channel. What am supposed to do other then game away some hour's.
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