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Yeah, so I am in state. That need to go out is there, to flirt to be social. I guess that means I am done. Finally! I am now applying for work in all of Sweden and I have things locked down. We'll I will try to hit the streets to night.

Diagnostic document.
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1TDDYFhuDYQpj_Qpi3ChGBqaMCLUBUr6M/view?usp=drivesdk

There is a beauty to all things.


So, sometimes people who are abusive in close family relationships choose just one family member to abuse.
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The result of the diagnostics documentation is awesome. This document is what is finishing the school.
Just finding a better result image to focus on, after all the reward is the result.

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I have been working with the diagnostics documentation, for the school. It has started to be a really useful document, and it looks impressive.

To, 99% mon is behind the actions that are what's fucks the paradigm up. No surprise there, still others might have use of such documentation so it's still a win in it.

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I am back to the normal rutine, library, apply for work, check new's and some netflix in an enviroment with AC. Things seem's to be back on what is a greate routine. Now, I see they have a VR-Station here at the library so I will check that out.



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Hmm, I had to add two point's more to the list of what the egoic entity comes attacking through. I will not write them down here, but still. It does not take a long time fixing. As I had once more fixed the paradigm, with that came a dream. I was KING, in the dream.. Fucking awesom, boring to wake up to normal reality. But I falled a sleep again and continued the dream for a short while.

The points
- Comparece, the first tier being moves you over to compare everything pushing you into a state of duality.
- trapping you in the flesh. You are as consciousness not of this world. The egoic entity is trying to speak to you as you where inside the flesh.
- the perental roles gets to be those who gave birth to you. Not beingness as it should.
- Fragmentation, the egoic entity create a state where you don't accept yourself fully.
- Predetermend desision, on set occation's. Your being turned in to a donkey





I just love justice.
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Good memories are flooding in, since I have been of the analysis work so long finally I have my memory back.

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Yeah, so I have finally come down with the 3 weak points there is in the meta-paradigm. From there the 1st tier egoic entity's will not be able to tear your understanding of reality down.

The points
- Comparece, the first tier being moves you over to compare everything pushing you into a state of duality.
- trapping you in the flesh. You are as consciousness not of this world. The egoic entity is trying to speak to you as you where inside the flesh.
- the perental roles gets to be those who gave birth to you. Not beingness as it should.

If the meta-paradigm would fall a part from there it's just 1 minute to restore it back to how it was. Instead of having the chody paradigm of society's monkeys.

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As it seems I have now pinpointed the friction point between me and mon. With this new theory that goes beyond cosmocentic. Because it includes the potentially field (unmanifested) additional to the cosmos. Since I am coming from being centered with the core. I found that mon comes from being centered in the flesh, she talks to me and what's inside of me, the higher self already is outside reality, but I returning to be centered in the ego as she speaks to me.



The structure of the all inclusive ego is show in the video above.
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I can't really take this anymore the wait, the no social possibilitys. I am ready to break an ore or some crazy shit.

Either how, I found this video show me that it's only in the last 100 years humanity have become soft.

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After being out on the street's doing all this work that I have done, with the product and all. I finally feel safe in my own skin... Again, it was that I have experinced before, but this new awesom feeling of being played/controlled by the core or rather the higher-self. That is different,
better :D.

This tv-series that I found is about a guy who is not safe in his own skin, without drug's or alcohol.


 
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