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Yep, that is how far I have come in to my process now. I now can cut my blood tie's more easy than forcing myself to live in a dissolution state on the street's of Sthlm telling people that I am adult orphan, there for removing the need of having to wait for the "real"; peer's to die before moving to the next stage of development in life.... Awesome right? and as I just used the tool, i feel sanity coming back to me.

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I now see the path that would not have to end in the anti-klimax that Ender Wiggin get's to experince in the clip bellow.


That with out Petra pushing fire on that huge cannon, that cannon bing what the LifeGameOS are to reprecent, but more of a flower power cannon that is.
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As I come to relize that I can create mountain lumber jack senario for J N, I now need to find a new road towards forfilling a positive thing for the cause.





Hmm, a reprisetive from the NATO Sea Captain, a representive from the Swedish defence, a represetive from .... or several. As we are going to face J N, and later also Micky Mouse.. That fucking nun, for what they have ashived.
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Yeah, I would guess that this would be more like an allegory. So, if earth where to be a human body, the thought with the social spider package with the LifeGameOS. It would work something like the spider man movie, where the spider crawls all over peter parkers gen's and alter his gen's. Now, not to be mistaken I am not talking about the human gene pool here. It is more like the thing is that it helps with changing our human behavior. With this together with the Zen game manifesto I think we can have a full chance of making a monumental leap for humanity with the span of 10 year's. On a global scale, that means the end of war, the end of hunger with in 25 years and the end of poverty with in the same time span. The global house warming effect is no telling of how long it can possibly be, but let's say that it takes longer time to clean up the earth then it took to pollute it.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrWhLh3B1wVo_rG1F-oypRw

http://zengamemanifesto.com/

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I came to relize that from here there is not a chance in hell that I get stuck here in Motala, that mean's I can start to have fun with women here in this town... Yeah, mmmm.



And holy shit now I have motivation, time to clean up my appartment. I might get company after all. Hehe, Jeffy Show!

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Dess sent me to her, today... I was wondering what was feeling wrong dess just sent me out I just wondered what she wanted me to have. It felt good to sit by her. Not so good to not be the couple I feel we should be, I shared presence with her. I know she need's that. I keep on questioning a lot of thing around this. I will not make a decision until the time comes that I have to. I have only committed to keep her and her daughter safe so far... I don't want to take it further than that, keep on Tolling it (using the method of living like Eckhart Tolle).



Yeah, so eat ass grass our something.... I just keep on remembering the trail.... I meet a friend to day he thought me that in the psychiatric clinics they have stretchers that they tie violent patients to for over 48 hours a punishment. I know one who should be in one of those for atleast 3 weeks or so.

Big big focus, feel...
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The movie Utøya 22. juli is a movie about the 72 minutes of killing of young Norwegian politician's that took place on Utøya 2011. Will come soon be out international on the Movie screen. I have not seen it, I don't know if I will. I don't feel like crying for 72 minutes straight. But I will I guess. In the movie you are going to get to follow Kaja who was 18 years when the terror attack was committed by Anders Behring Breivik. Seem's like my eye's would be wetter then during hacksaw ridge.





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I now have to, say no to myself not to approch and take a girls number... The sexual attraction was strong between me and the young woman working the cashier in the grossery shop. She projected sexual confidence (usally that means that she has trimmed/shaved down under), my mind sent me pictures of me banging her on the high chair she was sitting on... She took her time to serv me and small talk. I did not have the moblie with me in the pocket and the voice of big if you have sex with her you are going to regret it. Still, a clear... oooh, noo I wa..... She had the tightest body, flat chested, like that matters.... Petit, was the word I was looking for with frecels over her face.
With that body. The program work's exellent. Now with, with Madison's men's right manifesto, SUPER IMPORTANT. With luke's program that would tear things appart.




 
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What is actually going on in the North Atlantic?

The whole world is getting warmer, but an area just south of Greenland and Iceland defies the warming - it gets colder.

The images of Nasa over the world's warming show how this single blue point has established itself on the map in recent years.

The blue surface of the North Atlantic happens to be exactly the area where climate models predispose a cooling if it turns out that the Gulf Stream is dulled off.

So then the question is - has it already happened?

There are research reports that suggest it. Recently, two different studies were published in the science journal Nature, where two different research teams have found that the currents are 15 percent weaker than they were 1600 years ago.

The two research teams agree that the weakening is a result of melting sea ice and glaciers. This means that more freshwater saline water flows into the Atlantic. The low salt content means that it does not sink to the bottom as easily, thus interfering with the system that drives hot water from the Gulf of Mexico.

Climate models have long predicted such a slowdown, as the research groups now believe have already occurred. IPCC reports have called a slowdown in this century for "very likely", which means at least 90 percent probability.

"In climatic models that you drive forward during this century, this spot turns up, in about the same place. In the models it is quite clear that it has to do with changes in the power system up here in the North Atlantic. It is an important part of why it is cold in this area, "says Johan Nilsson, Professor of Oceanography at Stockholm University.

The warming on the Arctic is more than twice the size of the planet as a whole.

Already in 25 years the ice can have melted all summer.

Now scientists warn that ecosystems are about to collapse.

"I've been there and think it's a great nature, I'm really cruel, of course," said Professor Michael Tjernström.
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Oh, yeah I remembered how I tought Iva this, I wanted her to understand and see the world as I and Moby did... This here is how you learn to see the world for how it is not how society is. Finally something just to be happy to have back.





I just watched hacksaw ridge, that was a lot's of water works in that movie. The man Desmond Doss had carried 75 wounded men to safty without a fire arm, only his bible in the pocket and his job, to doing his job as a medic. Saving the life of his fellow soldiers. His friend went and picked up his bible after the battle, after Desmond asked for it. He recived the Medal of Honor and was the first conscientious objector to have recived it. His wife stod by him and his desision from the start to his return, and most likley after.

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