Soul Bourne

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Yeah so this book project is really coming of now. I feel like a king a dyslexic author that I can call myself now. The printing cost was really high 19.98 $ and really bad royalty but you know what? I don't care, I love it! So the price will land on 49 $ that will give me 10$ per sold book. So amazon rips me of on 20 $ per book there. 

Soo this is how it will look, at least the first one going to print. I will buy the first one just to look so all is correct.


And now some really funky tune's for all you mother lovers out there. All 12 readers... :P


On a side note:
In terms of the windsor analysis this is the only page it has been published on by the way. Just so you know I am not dishing out shit about Sweden for all the world to learn. It have to be resolved in other ways.
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So this was really something that I came to learn on the street but sometimes we sway back. What is trully yours will return to you.

So it does not matter if you are a permission giver or a seeker, both comes with the burden of limitation of freedom. The permission giver must be the one that makes up the rules and answers from the permission seeker’s. The both live by rule of the roles. The permission giver is the one with the heavier burden because many are the questions from the seekers. But it comes with two rewards, people will try to please you for getting to do what they want and you can forbid people to do things The permission seeker well he have to seek permission for what he/she is allowed to do, he/she have to learn what he/she are allowed to do. If your not a parent there is no reason to take part of that game. Society has rules, that you don’t need to follow but if you get caught there will be consequence. If you behave as an ass there might also be consequence, but you know what? As far as I see it you can do as you please and so will I. I don’t give any permission nor forbid you to do anything. But if you step on my toes I will take actions against you and I expect nothing less from you. Now this is what is called to be a limitless person, welcome to the club of free men.



So in the last of the pieces connect to a person that I consider my friend still, but this fruit can hurt more than I am willing to give of here public. But still I have published enugh and there are green mushrooms on stake here. The fruit of the tree in the garden of eden (a mind metaphor there for me)
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So since the resent shooting in Florida was involved a Irak veteran how had a voice in his had that had told him to join IS, something he did not want there for he had tried to get help for. I know that feeling and how it is to have something in your mind telling you to do shit you don’t want to do. The cognitive dissonance. Well I want to again put this subject about dealing with these type of voices and how to rid of them.
 
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Please make sure to refer to me, Daniel Johansson and tell them about the book Zen game manifesto. I am going to take this to the world of academia. Since the depth I can go in to defining this as a problem for many people.

So it has been my belief that this is something that the education system puts in to us, it’s maybe so or that it’s just me growing up listening to Pink Floyd but this is to break free from sympathy and rely on empathy. To become free from other’s. This is something I came to conclusion after reading the book Games people play by Eric Berne.

To have a foreign spirit comes from knowing someone and not as static information but in as something living… When this with knowing someone that comes with a relationship this creates a mind ghost. This seems to create what is called schizophrenia. That being having someone as for example a parent talking with you inside your head. This is the scar of my parents, now it has healed. Dad with a magisterial exam with a lot of psychology involved, him sharing information with Mom she doing the same as him. Fighting their enemy, freewill. I don’t know if there is a reward in getting the answer to why schizophrenia but it should be on curing mind control right?
Any how this is a big thing for me… I have found a way to heal myself, finally…
 
In mind and in belief people are dead to me just static information, living in flesh but never in me. There is a huge violation on a person’s freedom to force his/her spirit to live on in someone. Especially when roles are involved, because then it starts to become mind control.
 
Mom call’s this creating a trying to create a dialog, to put her spirit in. Dad getting some sense it to me.
 
So to explain more in detail, your memory is stored on a biological Hard Drive. On a hard drive information are static for things to change it has to be rewritten. The same goes for your biological hard drive, that being memory. So static things cannot be living things in the “reality” we live in, living things in this reality is part of the ever changing flux of things. So, goes with the mind, just because a person live in the reality of things does not mean that that person lives in your memory. The mind or memory does not have anything that is needed to sustain life. The information you have of any person is stored on your static memory, your biological hard drive. Imagination is something that is dynamic and alive, it is important to understand that memory and imagination are different things. Just because you utilize the same inner screen/speakers in your mind does not mean that they are the same. Memory is static, imagination is dynamic.
 
Imagination is something that is in you the consciousness control, but if you start seeing someone alive in your memory part of imagination gets involved to create the illusion of that person in your mind. It becomes a sort of “mind” AI entity. The memory of someone drives the imagination to create the illusion of something living inside of the mind. It becomes a feed loop or a running process that if believed in becomes something strengthened and if you interact with it lives on. But as soon as you see it for what it is, static information that you change and treat as something living. But in reality it has no life it only feed on your life energy. Static dead information just like stone...
 
I am my own son.. I am my own creation…
 
Deeper on memory, memory is just information or data if you will. That being you need something that need to be interpreted to be something that the human mind can understand. That is language, now that can be seen as an translational devices as well. You can make a choice to change your first language, foster language or mother language to American, that is what I choose anyhow. Not the American me is an orthant, he has no parents. He raised himself, he mothered himself and fathered himself. Just a change of perspective there and the need to relocate myself to a English speaking enviroment.
 
RAS
Consciousness is in many ways as the eye of Sauron just not evil as in the movie the lord of the rings, in this metaphor the mind would be like his king dome Mordor. Now as consciousness you would not need to care about what goes on in the mind. You the eye don’t have ears and the mind does not have air, there is no possibility to have a dialog in the mind, the tings that makes it that you can observe things as sound is that you the consciousness creating it. But there is no need for the mind, because when you use the mind you are just recreating resources you already have. Now you should look out beyond the world of your mind, to what you want to conquer. Fuck those orc’s they can take care of them self. Now that head light that shoots out of the eye that would constitut the RAS, it will streathen what ever you look at. Make sure to look out to the world outside.

For my Sea Captain.
/ Your American soul born in Sweden
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Juha got made a girlfriend with in the KM not DISK one of the other's. Thes student nation's and there crap shit. Well he fucked a girl often that was in the student union. He was the dude who flushed my poker system down the toilet, he was about to leave the appartment from the 10th floor. He had to live on the street for a short while. He knew Tom, he and Tom had a mmf threesome together with one of Tom's old girlfriends. There is the chain.

Juha ties, to why the chicken tasted like corpse, used to work as chef at that resturant. Chef uses food as a weapon, poison?

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Lesson learned when you come in to a new endeavor and ”friend’s” that don’t follow with on that endeavor. You should not expect them to follow you, in fact it is better to just cut them off in total they are dead weight. Juha are a big asshole, but he was a good friend until he found me happy at the university and as I was getting more success he got jealous.  Damn, allot of people have been jealous of me I believe almost all problems that have found me come from just that. He loved that fucking anime series Death note that and one about goo (the strategy game). Damn I remember him psyching me of doing reading situations wrong, I he made me scared to go for the f-close (if I would read the situation wrong and she would call on me). This is not a problem now, I know the psychology of girls better now. But he was an adopted child because his mother had schizophrenia. I have been googling on personality disorder and adoptees apparently borderline personality disorder is common, he is promiscuous. Plays victim to sex addiction to girls, brags to friend of opposite, plays victim to being adopted spite having a fantastic family to live in. No he is leans towards Narcissism, note here I am not a psychologist. Given what problems with what can come of me writing about it to me and others online I should be careful here. Well anger has moved over to pity there.
 

 
Time to start to do some math.
Poker hand rank, pre-flop.. Focus on work there.
Flop hand rank, odds on opponents having better outlooks. Betting pattern, confident? Unconfident?
Table placement button close to left or right of my position.
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So I am continuing with work on the paperback version of the Zen game manifesto, gramatical corrections have been made and spelling error corrected. Thank you Mo, now was the time to continue doing the corrections you sent me (dess rules me). So it starts to come of really good now to focus on taking a good backside picture. Hmm I need to meet with a photographer and also a good new hot book cover.  


So yeah, a womans tribute to that she want men to go down on women. Not really a cunning linguist there.

So it seems like this Crime and punishment culture streach wider then academia, but after all we have a book with the same type of story here in Sweden on the public school curriculum (but I might be fuck shit crazy). Doktor Glas a book playing out in the City Stockholm, the same social narrative but the main character is a Doctor that is depressed that decided to make a murder. In the book he gets away with it and don’t feel bad about it. Any how I would not have come as far as I have without my work and the help I have gotten from RSD. Now I can start focus on my poker system since now I know why Juha did what he did I might be able to keep myself from Tilting...

Well the Swedish people is a weak whiny needy people, not meek. Meekness make people strong the show humbleness. It’s a people that is directed to ooo I deserve this because Tommy kicked me in the shitter when I was 12 and I peed my pants. The week don’t deserve hand-outs, full fucking Ayn Rand on that one. Though the meek deserves chances in to society and in to work. Now I was not meek there I just cried out for justice there. Hmm, in the land of the spiritual blind.

Thank you foamy you really let the steam of.


Lord of the ring metametaphor

 
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Well loved child has many names. So the Dream market have many nicknames, kak burken (cocki jar), stacken (the stack) and byttan (the jar). Tom is someone I have known since I was 15 years old, jealus as few and have always been a lier. He had one of the textie cloath with threads tied to he showed them to me one's just to tell me he would change so others would get my dreams.


Again here is a song with the theme on people living lie's.

Tom or T, approched me on the subway. He commented on the ring I told him that we should not be close to eachother since someone got pushed down on the track. God damn. I fucking love this ring its awsome. (So this underground market is in connection to Firman boys fucking putin effect I remember the russian wave, the wipping up tenstion in people). Talking about the lustfull satisfaction in vengence.

I did mistake the firman boys for what Tom menshoned as byttan. I had told tom of how I belived that I would get a jobb at RSD, putting in Tai Lopez in to that equation. Just becouse I like to see him jealus. 

Well that dream is not something he could steal, so he cheated with the jar. Hmm, that clears something about this summer out for me.

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The “process” that has come as a creation thru my life experience’s is almost finished. Watching west world and meditation after. I came to relies why most of humanity is not ready for the truth. There is a lack of respect built in to the homo sapiens this creation feels, it deserves better. When you see that it is an amusement park the inhumanity in most people come out. It is hard to create the garden of Eden with the fallacy of boredom. It just so many that are slaves to the flesh, we have reach the point where it has not to be or we are at least close. Religion is set as a design for the social narrative of humanity, to weed out the bad spirits from the good. The freemasons are intriguing I believe they have known what I have learned a long time.

Humanity has known it along time but the stories of the Vikings and how the terror sect ISIL shows what happens when humans get the hold of an idea that there is a life after this one or a life outside it. A human must grow in to an understanding of that this is common playground for us all and that it needs to be respected as such before learning and given an understanding of that.

The spirit of the flesh is the spirit of Lucifer, the holy spirit is the spirit that is who’s not and what’s not. The holy spirit is the spirit that is not of this world, question is why are we here? For entertainment? For love? Is it a prison? How do we prove our self? The unworthy one’s are the one who creates suffering, many are the one who feel powerful for causing other people pain. Have you ever played a game and find one of the players only to be there to ruin the game for others?

That one might think that is fun, he is trapped in the pleasurable feeling of having the power over others experience.

Reality is a game, dreams comes to us because that was how we designed our experience before we entered this world. There is no fun in experiencing a challenge by our own design if we know what will happen. But when one gets to have more power than others it often ends up in a strategy game of war, for every year of peace in the history of the homo sapiens there have been 14 years of war.



Then there was that vision that came to me thru meditation, looking down on earth. Poisoning of the sea with nuclear waste and oil, the destruction of creation. Me trying to trap soul’s but no it must have been trying to select spirits. Then it was the uprising for me giving a half good spirit a second chance, all spirits back. Peace… Your also human a female voice said, I screamed no then as I realized I was going in. I said: Just give me someone that will wake up quickly. I woke up, in my sofa.

(Maybe this is just the explanation I needed to muster on to for fill my life purpose but then why would I have a purpose or something that came to me to give me an explanation why I had to suffer.)

Suffering is there to wake us up, with suffering comes the knowledge that is needed to wake us up. But I had know what I teach in the Zen game manifesto for a long time. It was just that it could not hold to all the scrutiny that it had to take from all the peers. Suffering forced me to put it down in text in a way so others could understand what I now teach. And doing so with responsibility not in a battle between good and evil again there is the spirit of the flesh. Around 2002 I tried to explain how I viewed reality as a video game 2 of my friend said that then they wanted to be evil. They also did take that path. I can say that pleasure and pain are something that we feel emotionally and physically that is part of the experience here on the journey.

From where I see there must have been a creator for the universe for what purpose that seems to have been lost or it may be so that the purpose is the experience to be here. Have you ever played the computer game the sims, intriguing game. Why is it intriguing? Is that because you can kill a character? No. To cheat? No. Then there was Juha, he cheated on that game all the time. Hmm, he ruined my poker system. I also believe he was rewarded for doing so thru the system that I found in my analysis. So that soul has a foul spirit and now his vessel is unusable because he has harden his brain in to lying. That is how it seems, cheaters in video games have foul spirits. Cheater in video game and a cheater (not as in unfaithful that is part of the game) in life.

I see it so clear now. All the foul spirits have to be removed, thru education that is how I would prefer. And let’s not forget, let’s kill ISIL and there is a different on a killing and a murder. We are Angels here on earth, the simulation are the creators gift to us. All it did take for it to be ruined was one of us to create his own spirit and not that of the creator and all was shattered. One fallen angel gave spawn to generation after generation of homicidal, lying maniacs, thru manipulation the fallen spirits got to be tiered out it did take around 3000 years or so.

Hmm… this came to me thru meditation and finishing the analysis and by watching west world.

The fallen angel is a fallen spirit, the spirit that is of the flesh. The holy spirit is what’s not and who’s not. This is surprising for me, it’s time for me to move on. I will go thru all the correction’s in the manifesto that Moa have mailed to me, correct the manifesto make a paperback copy of it. Still I want it to be online, lets save the forest while we are at it.
 
Now to the top left here we have the pentagram representing a person free from the limitations of the mind. It has taken in the spirit of the lord and thus have the Devil (pain body, ref Eckhart Tolle) in the lake of fire sort of speak. Now the pain body (ref Eckhart Tolle) is functioning as Satan on this earth so that is what I will call it here. As we go further down it will be a representation of how far from the light that person has strayed. The star without the encircling is a free human spirit still in close connection with the soul and disconnected from the mind, it can easy stray back to its old ways.
The pentagram being your average Joe or a person that has started to walk with Jesus and to follow his way is still in limitations of the mind, standing closer to Satan.
The inverted pentagram is a representation of a person who has made a barter with the devil to value something in the material above his/hers soul, partially giving up the free will given by god to serve The devil as he comes.
The last one is a person lost in total to the devil; there is no free will only the doings of Satan that being creating pain for him/herself and for others in this world. That being the work of lost prophet’s singer, the Black Panther shooting and most recently the Indian man that raped an 11 month baby for two hours. The devil wants a system where he gets to control humanity; he wants to make earth his new hell.
So this is now how I understand the world. This works better for me, a weight as just been lifted. I thank the lord for all I have learned and I bring this now to your feet’s.

It seems that the apostatic of humanity comes in these categories under the light of creation.

From the left to the right here, we have Big Good (BG), Small Good (SG), Half Good (HG), Small Evil (SE) and Big Evil (BE).


Now let’s start with HG the center pies, the passive player in the hierarchy of what is written about above. Those who just reap the dreams of others without getting off on the pain they cause, but the one’s entering this system created on forced will, can create dreams from creativity. Many times they are unaware of that pain. They can also be on the path of following the lord, many protestant Christian would fall under this category; these are the ones who has not taking a stand against good or evil. To the right of that we have SE small evil has taken a stand for evil these are the keepers of lies and also your common sadist they have become dependent on the  reach system created. Now BE not even Satan likes since these never get to live that long. BE is limitless evil and Satan wants order in his tower of fear and pain it seems.  Now small good is limitless good but have only tries to follow the lords Jesus Christ ways but as a servant of god or soldier they see the necessity to take lives for good to prevail. All they can hope for is god’s forgiveness, these both can create their own dreams from creativity and get fruits (Dreams) from god. Now these are the ones at risk to fall quickly down the path of big evil. That comes from being limitless and not taking in god. Now there is BG big good has fully converted to the way of Jesus Christ and carry the Holy Spirit with in. These are faithful Christians or you since you have come so far in this course. Now these men don’t have dreams they get full fruit direct from god. That makes them a bigger target for the SE since the fruit seems sweeter. But better warriors.
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A new theme on music video's as it seems. :P

I don’t know what to really write here. It seems like humanity in itself just is a massive think tank. There is nothing that needs belief, proof is only needed because belief is in the way. What is real don’t need belief and only science need proof. This here was my trail of passage. Time will tell if I am done. This is as far I have improved the paradigm.

Over-mind paradigm.
So it has been my belief that this is something that the education system puts in to us, it’s maybe so or that it’s just me growing up listening to Pink Floyd but this is to break free from sympathy and rely on empathy. To become free from other’s. This is something I came to conclusion after reading the book Games people play by Eric Berne.

Removing the inner voice
To have a foreign spirit comes from knowing someone and not as static information but in as something living… When this with knowing someone that comes with a relationship this creates a mind ghost. This seems to create what is called schizophrenia. That being having someone as for example a parent talking with you inside your head. This is the scar of my parents, now it has healed. Alf with a magisterial exam with a lot of psychology involved, him sharing information with Monica she doing the same as him. Fighting their enemy, freewill. I don’t know if there is a reward in getting the answer to why schizophrenia but it should be on curing mind control right?
Any how this is a big thing for me… I have found a way to heal myself, finally…
 
In mind and in belief people are dead to me just static information, living in flesh but never in me. There is a huge violation on a person’s freedom to force his/her spirit to live on in someone. Especially when roles are involved, because then it starts to become mind control.
 
Monica call’s this trying to create a dialog, to put her spirit in. Alf getting some sense it to me.
 
So to explain more in detail, your memory is stored on a biological hard drive. On a hard drive information are static for things to change it has to be rewritten. The same goes for your biological hard drive, that being memory. So static things cannot be living things. In the “reality” we live in, living things in this reality is part of the ever-changing flux of things. So, goes with the mind, just because a person live in the reality of things does not mean that that person lives in your memory. The mind or memory does not have anything that is needed to sustain life. The information you have of any person is stored on your static memory, your biological hard drive. Imagination is something that is dynamic and alive, it is important to understand that memory and imagination are different things. Just because you utilize the same inner screen/speakers in your mind does not mean that they are the same. Memory is static, imagination is dynamic.

Imagination is something that is in you the consciousness control, but if you start seeing someone alive in your memory part of imagination gets involved to create the illusion of that person in your mind. It becomes a sort of “mind” AI entity. The memory of someone drives the imagination to create the illusion of something living inside of the mind. It becomes a feed loop or a running process that if believed in becomes something strengthened and if you interact with it lives on. But as soon as you see it for what it is, static information that you changed and treat as something living. But in reality it has no life it only feed on your energy. Static dead information is just like stone...
Deeper on memory, memory is just information or data if you will. That being you need something that need to be interpreted to be something that the human mind can understand. That is language, now that can be seen as an translational devices. The first language you learned to speak in and read on is your first language. You can make a choice to change your first language, foster language or mother language to American, that is what I choose anyhow. The American me is an orthant, he has no parents. He raised himself, he mothered himself and fathered himself. Just a change of perspective there and the need to relocate myself to a English speaking environment.

Chode paradigm.
So first of the parent children relationship in this paradigm works over several generations given one overhead per family. So, authority is put on to us by our parents and society is used in a way of peer pressure to keep the cogs of the market turning sort of speak. All they need to do is to convince the overhead of the family not to engage in questioning how things are, here propaganda and commercials comes in. We as consciousness get to only feed an ego identity bound to repeat our parent’s behavior of feeling pleased to oversee both them self and others when it's them who is the family overhead. This is the remanence of something old. It becomes like a squid in to society feeding people the views the government/market wants you to view the world. It is to build you in to an insecure little shitty consumer uncappable to make your own decisions, just being feed information on how to be, how to look, how to behave and how to vote. In the end, you will be so helpless without the care from society that you hold on to the addictive bond.

Iamness
Well lets start with pointing out who you are you are the awareness the one that is aware of what you see thru your eyes or in the mind or hears the sounds that comes in thru your ears or comes to be in the mind the one who is aware of the emotions in the meat puppet you use. Now go further back, further, further, further. Now you should have like a sense of like almost hanging outside the back of your head. It's like the head has turned in to this sort of window in to this reality or world. Your back home :) . Now is there any distance between you and the space in front of you?

Matrix paradigm / the red pill
So in coming from a Iamness paradigm looking in to this universe thru our brains all that is; is just information or data. Being that reality is your mirror you can process so much more as soon you dis-identify with anything in that paradigm you eventually will become rooted in soul and animal. You taking care of this homo sapiens your companion while you the consciousness is here to play with him and do homo sapiens things under good conditions. So the matrix can’t tell you who you are, the same come’s to you consciousness/soul nothing in this reality that includes the history of the animal you play can’t tell you who you are.
 
The return
So believes are bullshit, what is real does not need belief. Now in the movie Inception they have a real profound allegory for how our framework of thoughts are built up. To be a free soul, meta-mind you can’t have a framework other than that the brain is just a growth spurt on to what we label as consciousness.
So this come from a common hypothesis. The hypothesis is that the brain is a byproduct of consciousness and consciousness being something that cannot be pointed at the brain. My hypothesis is that consciousness is outside this universe and that the brain just is a connection port in to this universe. Now I teach how to identify with what is labelled as consciousness or soul. From their when you learn that you are at the cause of what goes on in the brain and that you can stand outside your mind. You get a new skills of being able to choose between different personas. You now can be different persons at different occasions. Here you can have vacation self and working self. Go from 10% to 100% sort of speak.
 
Killing the parents
Well it is not that dramatic as it sounds, you need to declare that the parents of the child you once where are not. As in [name] is not my mother, I am my mother. [name] is not my father, I am my father.

Recreating yourself
In self-help, there is a lot of talk about reinventing yourself, but we create a new version of our self stripped of all falseness truer to our self's. In role playing games you get to create a character from points, these points would be time. You get to invest time in your creation of the new you. You become your own creation, you become your creator, father, mother and son. From there you are consciousness playing a game from your own creation. You are the gamer.
Now you need to choose a mother figure as role model and a father figure as a role model.

The importance of problem defining
Problems points towards their solution I write about this after watching an old video from the previous RSD coach Alex it came from the you are enough paradigm. So sometimes you’re not happy with how you come of it might be for example your voice tonality. In steed of seeing it instantaneously as something that you need to work with. Define your tonality down to the specific as a problem. For example, my voice sounded squeaky when I was sitting down. What solution does it point towards, maybe you had a sore throat or you were sitting in a bad poster, is working with voice totality going to solve it? No, changing sitting position would. Is the tonality really the problem then? No. Your poster sitting down is the problem. Also question is it really a problem, do you think a caveman would have had problems getting a woman from having a squeaky voice sitting in a bad poster. No he is a caveman; he can’t have a good poster because his best chair is a fucking boulder or a branch of some tree. I guess what I want to say here is don’t be afraid at defining and looking at problems you believe yourself to have. That is self-destructive, look at the problem and you will see the solution. You will see if it really was a problem or just something that you need to let go of. Mistake happens, they are called mistakes for a reason. You move on from those, tune ups? Even pro need those. Problems exist in unfinished project; you are not a project. You are a winner, you won the most important race of them all. You the little sperm that you once was came first and you did not end up at the dead mans end… The ass, tsss.

Situation and life
So your life is your journey, your situation is just current environmental variables.

Decision
There is only one decision in life to do, either you serve the will of Dess that being following your heart the same as your will or you can choose to serve the ego. If you choose the ego you will eventually start to serve the pain body that being Satan. That will eventually hurt you and hurt others and you don’t want that.

Follow your will
Now this is easy all you need to want is to follow your will all you need to don’t want is to do what is your diswill.

Be at the cause and not the effect side of any interaction
Being at the cause of thing means that you are the one that makes things happen, you are the one who sets the rules. In terms of games you are the game leader/master and also the narrator of what’s going on. You take the interactions where you want to take it. You don’t react you respond, that way you have a strong footing when shit goes down.  This goes in terms of any situation, it doesn’t have to be about game, it can be about business, crisis or family. Now speak freely, it is only in quizzes or games of strategy you need to think about what to say and not to say.
I am re-watching the revenant a truly tribute to man’s ability to endure and a show of how antifragile humans really are anything that does not kill us makes us stronger emotionally, psychologically and physically. In the town of Flen a couple of European miles from Stockholm a tree stands that was used to hold horses, in the tree they had put rings to easy bind the horses over time the tree and grown thicker around the trunk where the horses had been bound. It was stronger, just a show of how life works. If someone is stronger then you, it can be because he had greater luck with gen’s but it is more likely that he had to endure more in life and was willing to do what he had to survive.
Now life is your bitch, fuck her good and make her in to the best she can be.

Monitoring, controlling, duality
For there to be someone that monitors there must be someone to be monitored. On controlling for someone to control it must be something to be controlled. What that creates when you try to monitor yourself or to control your self is called duality. Duality is an illusion, but in this case it is you splitting yourself in half. If you want to be a whole person you need to understand that there is no possibility to control yourself, your out of control. It is no possibility to monitor yourself, your not observable. If you are whole, you just steer the direction your heading in or you follow the will of the dess (the golden compass)

A silent mind
There is no possibility to listen to any thing in your head since listening requires sound and sound being vibrations in air it cannot be. Because there is no air in the mind only if you wish to create it for thee but that is only temporary and not real air you see.
The mind is but an infinite empty space for thee to create as you self-wish you see. Now give away the idea that you can make it so others can take and create in the mind of thee you see. Only you can do that you see.

Flowing information
Time, thought and creativity are just flowing information, that flow past you. Reality is also just information. The mind needs a translational device for all these things. Now there I choose American to.

You are the Soul
So since the soul that you are need a nationality, that is because it will determine the language that everything gets translated in to before entering the mind, from memory, from creativity from reality, from time, from the soul. Choose the nationality of you wishes….

Leading of thought
So when you think on your hand what do you think about?
You’re thinking about your hand. That is exactly right; there should not be any following thought other than possibly, why is he asking that question? This is to see if someone has put thoughts in your mind.

Raise above the mind
You are the one who can steer the mind, at some point in time rulers wanted to take control over those who they were ruling without the need to be there to monitor them. What they learned was to do was to put the mind over the soul with the mind filled with instructions of what the rule where to do. How the symbol of that would be an upside down pentagram. A waver was made with those who were to do the work for the rulers, their souls for the illusion of freedom. Now to crack this cage open that society has put you in, you need to learn turn the pentagram around putting the soul above the mind, then remove the circle around the star. Turning it around would make it so the spirit gets the servant for you the soul. Removing the circle around the star would remove any restriction for the soul, making it so the mind is by passed. What that does is you can start to operate with the world of the flesh without thought. That would remove the need to monitor and control the mind that will do its work anyhow. It serves you exactly as you would want it, like the servants of the old king it will pry on you the soul to understand what you want it to do for you. Freeing up energy and time for you to be in constant flow.
This is what is called Meta-Mind that is the silent knowing of you the soul, now the mind only is a way of translating what you as a the soul is communicating out from that silent knowing thru the animal/character in to this world. It’s how I imagine how a deaf mute think.
Thought can rise, but silence is more pleasant.
The ego, that virus will try to make you engage. Don’t give anything belief, don’t resist. It will silence.
he word you, yours or [name] is a shield an image in the one speaking’s head that they are talking to.

Right, wrongs and errors
So life is not a test. Right, wrongs and errors exists on tests. Life is not a test to see if you deserve to go to heaven. In quizzes you need think before you speak, that is because then you don’t want to answer other peoples questions.
 
 Well you and Jimmy was right Jeff... This conclude the windsor analysis:

The mind fuck
The golden hall is an room in Stockholm city hall a place where students from Stockholm University and the Royal technical institute who has reached a certain degree in science get to go on special events where diner food and drinks are provided. With dance and music afterwards. Stockholm city hall is also where the noble dinner is hold, the student union’s from all over Sweden get to be fan bearers for that event.



Now the motif on the wall of the hall just happen to be something that looks like the of Babylon. And some student unions are called student nation’s. Swedish universities and it’s institutes go thru all of Swedish business life.
A list over the student nations:
https://sv.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lista_%C3%B6ver_studentnationer


This is embarrassing:
As it seems dreams get shattered so others can live more effective life but still enjoy the fruits of dreams thru a market and as it goes it comes with a dirty price for those who take part and for the rest of society. Whoever the mother of all whore’s is to be concluded. But there is a pit of fire somewhere in the Siberian tundra, it might burn for 1000 years, if it smells sulfur is to question. The reach seems to be what is called the beast in the bible. The system designed for all this seems to have a purpose.

Still unconfimed:

The seller and thief of dreams are often the one dreaming the dreams trust more than any one, his/her mother or father. 

Babylon, the Prostitute on the Beast, Revelation 17 - The Bible


 
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