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The Swedish democratic system has a strategy of working it's way through churtch. As a pastor came to defend G(ertrud) a man who has admited his religion to be Asatron(Aesir faith). It has to do with the confession, something that seem's to work untill people learn to systematicly lie to the prechers. It was so clear when the preacher took up, sacrifice together with our Lord and savior's sacrifice, Jesus said he was to be the first and the last on the cross... Seems like the preacher has now some confession to do, due to that fact. Since it was Goran it was suggested that I would sacrifice myself for. All poletics, as it seem's.



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As I have finally prefected the art of boiling egg, I have been deep back down at finding a "egg", the white or rather the causality... There was plan's to put me to sleep from T, already back at the time when T was together with Sarah.

The movie's lesson is that of accaptence to what is are the better solution to things.. Now, T lived with the theory that everyone will eventually clean up their past with lie's and that lie's would be a solution.

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That cleared thing's out really... Hmm, back at that time I put high focus on the lesson movie's where to teach. The other guy's put focus on who was who in the group of us guy's. The movie "The butterfly effect" had a profound way of changing T's view of himself, his lying and a bit of his ethic's.


 
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Time once more to go down the road of memory, as it seem's movie's had a hugh influence on me and the people I was hanging out with at that time. Hmm, Sarah... T... Lindqvist, Linda..

All or nothinging, all or nothing...

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I guess I want to say this to all the Morty's and Summer's out there. I found myself with a mobile phone on the floor of a garage, not able to sleep I used my phone and evernote to make good use of my time. It payed of. I had nothing but internet, time and long walk's. I made an analysis, I also made a web page and a full video product series that actually take the student of the program to the level of understanding the world as astronauts has. With that I created the most awesom role play game ever repreisenting the climate of international politics.

This made a grown man cry, Management card game
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0Bz87aO4ChZ3SOTJQbmNwYi1ZZ3M/view



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So, at the street's of Stockholm I got that sharp brick like intence physical presens to me, now I have it back. It was not hard, I just needed to reremember how it all felt. I never was beaten, I am still not beaten. I am still on target. 



Hmm, yeah I am a champion.
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So, the angel narretive I created for the school have finally made the anon hive community throw of the mask and take part of open chat software called Discord, where they take part of collabiration for causes. For open legal demonstration's and legal action. Some grow up, teh troools stay hidden.

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The forest fire's has been systematically layed out. Forest fire's has been known to trigger Pyro maniacs, but murfy says it's sabotage. Organized religion seems not to work as it should. But then again I should not judge. Am the core can't judge. Duality in between manifested and unmanifested (pure potentiality) but with non duality within the manifested.

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As I am now looking at things I figured it out, we like to own ourstate and our trueself, but it's totaly reversed. Ego, want's to own beingness. But that give's it the power, you know it. That weak I, that is... as Am the CORE comes to be what holds on. To I, Me and Myself. That, made the difference.



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As the second day of rain has come over Sweden, while I now can say that the OVERMIND meme is now stable. I go through it in the video below. But, having beingness as what I center my reality around, not the cosmos anymore. It became something stable. I experince I, Me and myself as something seperate from the beingness that am.

Hmm, Jim Carrey said to letting go of your creation or rather kill that creation. Take the risk of being hated of who is at the center of beingness. Being the core of the self, or being what is above and behind the self rather (that is the core).



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