K.O.T.A's Blog

Correction on the last post. My actual number is 720-nine three five-1944

I am Currently in Fort Collins Colorado. I am very interested in working on my winging skills, as well as the rest of the skillset. I would be willing to travel on occaision to Denver, Boulder, or other places in this region. I also like going out here as well.

Hit me up.

immolationarts (at) gmail

729-nine three five-1944

-Brian

Hey Guys. Ive been away from the forums for a bit, and not really doing much pick up for the past 8 months or so. I got caught up in a bad job situation, and needed to get some basic life shit handled. Basically I got a promotion at work and thought it would be great. I moved to Boulder for the new job. Turns out I hated it, and I was terrible at it. AND it was requiring 60+ hours a week. It was draining me bad. Felt like shit all the time, was pissed alot etc. Big time negative shit.

I did manage to go out to the bars in Boulder a bit and work on my game from time to time, and I would occaisionally run into some of the RSD alumni. Thats always a nice little bump. I was definately having some sucess when I would go out. I may post a report or 2 about it. I havent decided yet.

The negative situation at my job was poisoning me internally and I had to make some changes. So I changed jobs, and moved. Now I have a dream job, and am loving life. It took me a few months to process all that bullshit from before, decompress, cleanse, and get my shit back together. As of right now I am finally feeling settled, grounded, powerfull again. I am ready to start going out and being social again.

I now live in Fort Collins Colorado. Sweet little college town. Lots of hot girls everywhere.

I am the type of person that needs to percolate an idea, and intention, or whatever and build the energy behind it. Then BOOM. It happens. That is my creative process. That is my personal growth process. I have returned to the forums because I am building the energy behind returning to the social scene and fine tuning my game. In a few short weeks I will be ready to head out and HIT IT UP.  I intend to game it up in Fort Collins, Boulder, and Denver. I know some of the guys in the RSD crew around Denver/Boulder, and we should get together soon. Anyone else that is around this area is also welcome to hit me up.

-Brian

Immolationarts (at) gmail
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The waves of awesomeness just keep getting bigger. With each one I find myself in Awe, never realizing that life could be so good.

And they keep coming. I can feel the swells build, carrying me with them, bringing in the flow of life, the gifts of Soul.

I must choose the one that I want to surf. I must harness its presence, and energy, I must ride it to the paradise which is home.

I must remember, that like the ocean, these waves of awesomeness will keep coming, again and again.

No one wave is the right one. They are ALL the right one. And when I surf one, there will be only the wave and I. Fully present with each other in the now.

And then, after basking in the glory of the sun on the beach at the end of the ride, I will wade back out, and catch another. And another, and another.

These waves of awesomness come from within me, and wash through me, and flow out into the world around me, seeking the awesomeness in others.

I take the lid off of my core a little more each day, unleashing my "Inner Awesome". Unleashing Soul.

Here comes another wave.