New level

I finally got a high-quality girl, she is gorgeous and has all the qualities I look for in a woman. I approached and chose her with the right mindset.

I spent a lot of time with my mouth in the dirt the last few years in order to transform into the person I am now --- i absolutely deserve the outcome.
Even though the goal itself is not as awesome as I thought, it is the person that I became through the journey, that makes me feel incredible - makes it all worth it - gives me motivation to push harder.


When I look back, about 3 years ago, i asked myself in front of the mirror: "how can I be succesful at this?"

I wanted to become a guy...
...with a strong personality
... who gets Premier League Girls
... with confidence, charisma, coolness and happiness


Now, after so much work and frustration, I finally AM SUCCESSFUL. It's really fucking cool :)
I DID IT
I transformed into the person I envisioned for myself (of course I only laid out the foundation for my potentials ,yet, life-long journey)



Now of course, my goals have evolved a lot farther than my humble desires back in the day, when my day-to-day existence was a downspiral of self-hate and depression. 
It is a great feeling of self-trust to know that I can achieve things by putting in the work and FOCUS. Most guys dont have that, I certainly didnt have it when I started out. 

What is the typical response from an average guy when you tell him that he could have sth he doesnt have, but would like to have?
EXCUSE EXCUSE EXCUSE RATIONALIZATION RATIONALIZATION RATIONALIZATION
and he will feel good about himself and go on with his average fucking dead-like life

I never understood that. Never. I always thought there is something wrong with me. That I am different and therefore a fucking looser, that i have to adapt to the mass to become cool. That of course led me into more darkness.
But now I am so grateful that I had the desire for higher standards and that I always was unhappy with settling for mediocracy.
Now that I have achieved something that seemed impossible.

And the best of it is that I know it will become SO MUCH BETTER! There is just no limit to it anymore because I learned that I just have to focus on a desire and put in the work. There is no pre-set life-course, unless you let it to.
I would like to see the response of my former self, 3 years ago, when I'd tell him that he can pick up a hot-chick in a high-class Vegas nightclub soon by blowing out stranger AMOGs.



My Success gives me Self-trust. Gives me Confidence.


I am so happy with this life-change, i could go on writing about it the whole night :)


Ultimately, I finally feel sane.



I hope this is an inspiration for guys in the transformation-process.