Last weekend was a very eye-opening one for me.

I spent it on the Oktoberfest and I met my old roomate. She is a hot sportific girl and I always liked her outlook on life. Due to comfort-reasons i never hit on her as being my roomate.
Now that shes not my roomate anymore I decided to give it a shot.

When we met she was pretty drunk from whole day Oktoberfest. She was totally unstiffled and talked freely. Turned out she and my other ex-roomate were attracted to me and several of her friends all the time.
Funny, because I always thought it was the more the opposite.
I hit on one of her friends once and I was very persistent on her in the club, but she went home with another guy anyway. I thought she's not into me.
Now I heard she was.

Next thing was the response of a unbelieveblie hot turkish girl I met sunday night with her friends. They liked me but i had the feeling it wasnt going anywhere and i thought the number would flake. But then on monday I recieved a long message that she wants to see me.

Then I met up with my brother and he told me that I have a strong energy-output and people feel that of of me.



Those reference expiernces and feedback were great, because I struggled with the concept of "people like me just for me", but now it feels like it hit home a little more.
I remember that level of self-trust when i was in the USA, in between and after summit, where I was very free and comfortable in my approaches.  Girls loved me and told me that im special. That was huuuuge for me back then but I kind of lost that self-trust when i came back to germany and i wanted to get back there since.

Now I feel it a lot more again and i developed a deeper understanding.