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Its been really long since I did my last post. The truth is that i became a really different person through the last 3-4 months. I compeletly understand the fact that were all equal now. We can all b pimps or fags. Its only our choice that matters. I did so many things during this 4 month period. I read Jeffys book. I went out for many nights and then stopped when i went backhome. Backhome I learned that only I can choose what kinda person I am and no one else can choose for me. So I chose to become a pimp. But that doesnt happen in an instant. But in fact to b honest there actually is a kinda good instant transformation when u choose sth like that. As time has passed, I have become better and better at it. My real goal is not to get laid no more. Thats only some part of my journy. My real goal is to become what I want. And what I want is what I mostly respect. I pictured the coolest person in the world. The coolest version of me. and i wana b him. It doesnt mean that I wana do what others think is cool. In my vision everyone has a different sense of coolness. and u can never rank it.

Ive quit drinking. Im not doing any drugs. I dont approach every hot girl i see cause not any hot girl deserves me. I like what I like and do what I do. I dont care what others think. I only look at it from my prespective and ask my self: "am I being what I wana be?"
I dont think too much about interactions. I just let them go the way they go. I say what I feel like to  say and do what I feel like to do...most of the time. casue im not a total pimp yet.

My whole life has changed eversince the last rave ive been to. It was called Labour of Love. In that rave I learned that I can b ok and happy in life. And girls r only the spice. Which r not needed. but should b included.

I have never gotten laid before. Im not proud or sad cause of that. I know that itll come. Cause im working on it. Not desperatly. But I do it up with confidence. And im learning more than ever. Cause the distractions of failure unjustice, weakness, and all the other bs anyone can come up with have become really limited in my mind.

I go towards what I want and nth can stop me.

My looks do not matter. My Charisma attracts any girl. I just dont know how to close ;p
Im the same person. Im the same videogame geek. Im the same guy who would approach just any girl in the club and get rejected. Im the same loser who would b presistent but would never get it. Im the same fuck up that  screwed up every opportunity or would leave it be. But I never regret what I did. Because maybe life wouldnt be as good right now if it wasnt cause of all that.

And damn Im glad im sharing the value at 12:20 am... im so fucked for tommorrow morning ;p Take care felow playas. Know that the game only goes the way u choose to ;)
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Its been really long since I did my last post. The truth is that i became a really different person through the last 3-4 months. I compeletly understand the fact that were all equal now. We can all b pimps or fags. Its only our choice that matters. I did so many things during this 4 month period. I read Jeffys book. I went out for many nights and then stopped when i went backhome. Backhome I learned that only I can choose what kinda person I am and no one else can choose for me. So I chose to become a pimp. But that doesnt happen in an instant. But in fact to b honest there actually is a kinda good instant transformation when u choose sth like that. As time has passed, I have become better and better at it. My real goal is not to get laid no more. Thats only some part of my journy. My real goal is to become what I want. And what I want is what I mostly respect. I pictured the coolest person in the world. The coolest version of me. and i wana b him. It doesnt mean that I wana do what others think is cool. In my vision everyone has a different sense of coolness. and u can never rank it.

Ive quit drinking. Im not doing any drugs. I dont approach every hot girl i see cause not any hot girl deserves me. I like what I like and do what I do. I dont care what others think. I only look at it from my prespective and ask my self: "am I being what I wana be?"
I dont think too much about interactions. I just let them go the way they go. I say what I feel like to  say and do what I feel like to do...most of the time. casue im not a total pimp yet.

My whole life has changed eversince the last rave ive been to. It was called Labour of Love. In that rave I learned that I can b ok and happy in life. And girls r only the spice. Which r not needed. but should b included.

I have never gotten laid before. Im not proud or sad cause of that. I know that itll come. Cause im working on it. Not desperatly. But I do it up with confidence. And im learning more than ever. Cause the distractions of failure unjustice, weakness, and all the other bs anyone can come up with have become really limited in my mind.

I go towards what I want and nth can stop me.

My looks do not matter. My Charisma attracts any girl. I just dont know how to close ;p
Im the same person. Im the same videogame geek. Im the same guy who would approach just any girl in the club and get rejected. Im the same loser who would b presistent but would never get it. Im the same fuck up that  screwed up every opportunity or would leave it be. But I never regret what I did. Because maybe life wouldnt be as good right now if it wasnt cause of all that.

And damn Im glad im sharing the value at 12:20 am... im so fucked for tommorrow morning ;p Take care felow playas. Know that the game only goes the way u choose to ;)
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 Im not gana explain what I did at that night in full because the interesting shit about that night is actually my character building. 
-Firstly i went to this club that i had somehow made a big thing out of it, and was somehow thinking that there will be a very low success rate when im in there

-Secondly I approached ANY girl that I was interested in. Didnt matter if she was a 9 or a 10 or even higher. I was kinda affraid of rejection at times but just doing it gave me confidence.
 
-Thirdly I tried to talk more because I was always afraid of screwing up while talking so i never usually talked. What i always did was getting physical on the dance-floor while making eyecontact. 

-And lastly I did different approaches outside the club. I usually never approached any girl on the street with this kinda intent. In other words ive been always too "self amusing" to care. This kinda approach was outside my reality and now its merely part of it.

What ive learned through the last nights is that whenever I show more of what I am and make myslef more valunrable I got a greater chance of success. I did a lota approaches on night 31 and I simply made some people hate me and some love me. It was all because I had"made myslef valnurable". So in conclusion: "Im totaly ok with being myslelf now. U can either hate me or love me. I dont care."

At Night 32 I exposed myself to a lota stuff that I really feared. So I built my character stronger. I learned this from Ozzy by the way. Im going to start day gaming tommorrow because that day gaming seems really scary for me. 

Since last night Im a lot more passionate about my fears. Its like I love to do what I fear because of the feeling that it gives me. A really nice approach that I did last night was on the street after I left the club:

So me and my friends were walking and then I see some 8 cutie coming down the street with her friend. I do what "I think is cool" and go:" wait wait wait wait" while pointing my two hands at her:
"Do u like salad?" (Her face goes bright because i got Woo and some intent)
"Whaaaat?"
"Do u like salad?"
"Yes I do!" 
So I hug her and lift her up while saying : "oh we got sth in comon!"
There are like 7 people around us that r dead frosen watching me do this. Including my 2 friends and her friend. Well I guess my friends would be frozen anyway. So whataver.
So i put her down and continue:
"Is it ur birthday today?"
"No?"
"Well its ur birthday because im telling u that its ur birthday. Have u had ur first club makeout yet?"
"yes" giggles
"Ok u want a second one?" (heres where i fucked. I shouldve said "heres a second one" and then madeout with her. I shoulda showed more intent)
She's smiling but kinda drops her head down. 
So i go "Then do a spin for me instead" and get her to spin
"Where r u from??"
"Im persian."
"Awwww" gives me a hug
So im about to leave her ("cause she didnt makeout with me" is what i tell myself) and I see this cigarete in her hand :" Hey u dont need to smoke ur shmoking already." She giggles and says "see u around" and we part.

Ok I see what im doing here. I got a lotta "WOO" as Tim would call it but I dont have enough intent and somehow I move in to the entertainer guy category. I should take "getting laid" more seriously. Im kinda mad that I keep on doing the same fuckin "too much self amuesment" mistake over and over again. I should have the self-amusment mixed with intent. I should say to myslef: "This is going down TONIGHT" This was only my night 32. Why do I always block myself out because I think the shit needs more time? I couldve gotten laid even last night if I had more intent. Probably taking a girl home is kinda outside my reality and therefore I just dont let it happen. There's a fear in me that says "The shit aint gana work". Im more than pumped to approach this fear.

Another thing that I learned was that the interaction goes the way u start it. If u start really physical with a lotta intent then its a lot more likely that ur getting that chick. Im gana focus on this a lot more. Im tired of playing around.
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 Night 29 was a night for me. I hardly approached 5 girls and got rejected every time. I should also mention that Ive started reading the book "Awaken The Giant Within" by Anthony Robbins. At some part of the book he says about the power of "decision" and how it can change ur life compeletly.... Damn hes right! I havent seriously decided what I shouldve decided about a month ago. Fuck ,why? So I decided to write my decision here so that I will feel more commited to it. From now on im gana approach ANY girl that im interested in. Doesnt matter if shes surrounded by dudes. It doesnt matter that shes on the other side of a fuckin fast streamin river and i gt have to swim across it to get to her (well there r no rivers in the city so just as a metaphor). Im fuckin doin this. Ive made my promise. There's no turning back now.
But theres only one exception: Im not gana game any girl that has her bf with her. But the thing is he actually gt be her bf ;)
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 Night 29 was a night for me. I hardly approached 5 girls and got rejected every time. I should also mention that Ive started reading the book "Awaken The Giant Within" by Anthony Robbins. At some part of the book he says about the power of "decision" and how it can change ur life compeletly.... Damn hes right! I havent seriously decided what I shouldve decided about a month ago. Fuck ,why? So I decided to write my decision here so that I will feel more commited to it. From now on im gana approach ANY girl that im interested in. Doesnt matter if shes surrounded by dudes. It doesnt matter that shes on the other side of a fuckin fast streamin river and i gt have to swim across it to get to her (well there r no rivers in the city so just as a metaphor). Im fuckin doin this. Ive made my promise. There's no turning back now.
But theres only one exception: Im not gana game any girl that has her bf with her. But the thing is he actually gt be her bf ;)
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Remember what the big RSD guys usually tell u? They tell u to know how good u wana become in this. Everyone's always like "what? I dont know!?". Why do u think almost everyone says that? Its because they just dont know how good they "can" get so they dont wana "want" someting that they "cant get"! In my point of view right now, (speaking as a guy who went proactive about his social skills for about 4 years but kinda was a to relate that to girls) anything is possible. I sometimes dont believe myself saying this because that I do fuck up a lot when i wana do good sometimes. But hey, Im not the fucked up nerd that i was 4 years ago am I?  So this gets me to believe that "anything is possible". So tonight I finally told myself how far I wana go in this. And I wana go FAR like where great guys like Jeff and Tyler are. This might seem redicolous. But "everything is possible" right? 

A funny thing happens when u especifically choose ur path. A new feeling comes and circles ur body.  The feeling of "purpose"... Its like u know what ur doing a lot more accuratly than before. Its like u wana do this cause u know where ull get through doing it. Its kinda hard to reach this feeling sometimes because of the doubt most people including me have about themselves.

So heres how the night went:

I was a total at first to be honest. But I eventually start approaching. Some girl is laughing at everything I do or say. Well I guess the 4 years of hard work paid off! But its kinda dissapointing cause that didnt go nowhere. I wasnt too consistent about the whole interaction.

I remember that a set got creeped out by me and moved a bit away while i was dancing near them. But guess what happened later. One of the girls from the set got really turned on by my eyecontact and positivity that she just chose to start dancin with me. Well i should say that i just worked out today and thats where the confidence an positivity came from ;). She was an 7.5  id say. 

After 10 mins she exits the dance floor with her friends but i dont follow. I say to myself "Im having fun as is so why follow?" She eventually comes back to dance with one of her friends and comes very near me to make sure i can see her. And again she cant just help herself and starts dancing with me. Im kinda not happy about not being too agressive sometimes and lettin the girls do all the work ;P She puts my hands over her legs while dancing and this just seems really on so i start makingout with her.

I ask her her name and she takes me off the dancefloor beecause i cant hear her. She asks me to buy her a drink. Im like "I dont even know u". Shes like "U know me now" and starts making out with me again. lol these r just some new shit thats happenin to me.  She goes to the bar and gets her change purse out after with me following her. So shes like: "r u gana buy me a drink?" Im like: "i dont know u we just met! Maybe if i go on a second date with u i would buy u one but not now!" She shakes her head while smiling and lookin away and then walks to these other guys to get a drink. So i do a takaway and go dancing and text my friends   ( yah right) and then I go back and tell her that "I got a deal" Even before I finish telling her about the "good long makeout deal" she starts making out with me CRAZY. So i buy her a drink. Cause Id be a if i dont. She lets me drink some of her drink and then we hit the dancefloor. 

Ok its shit-test time as girls would probably call it. She goes on the stage and dances by herself and then goes to these guys on the otherside of the club. I dont mind and dance around a bit. But after a while im like fuck it ima pull her out. 

So I go right to her and i tell her that ima leave in 15 mins. I ask for her number and some big guy is like "This is my girl dude." Im just like "oh yeah?" while smiling. After a while its like the fucker is tryin to convince me that "shes my girl" and that "shes giving u my number bro. u wana go home with me tonight?" lol im just having fun with this. Well i was punched in the face 20 times in a row before so i dont care if this guys gana turn out a fighter. Cause im not affraid no more. How fuckin funny... Well i do a 1 sec makeout with the girl and say bye to her. FUCK shouldve pulled her away.

I go near the door and start talkin with my phone. Im really good at playing "talking to my phone" by the way and i just found that out tonight. Im basically talkin to myself about the actual situation but i do make it seem like its not my current situation at all. So im like" WTF man? why did u leave? See thats what u shouldnt do. Why r u sucha all the time?" lol i do gain my state back and realize how funny the situation is after this.

But suddenly luck strikes. Or maybe this was kinda unlucky. She and her friends come near the front door. I realize that shes lookin at me and i also realize how natural my "self to self convo" seems like. I go to her again while shes gettin a drink at the bar near the door and tell her that she didnt do the number on my phone cause she didnt know how my phone works. But apparantly she had put the number on my phone and i was the one who didnt know how to use my phone. Very fuckin nice. I call her name while shes leaving and motion to her to come back. She laughs and comes back. How solid..... But I suddenly fuck up by sayin stupid shit and asking stupid questions. U gt know wtf ur saying after all. Or u should at least know that the shit ur saying is not stupid or FUCKED. So she got turned off and just left. I said shit like "how r u goin home tonight?" and "ur alright? u look fucked" cause she was kinda drunk. lool I make sth and then i compeletly. How smart of me...

I was about to text her after but my friend in the gasstation that i had parked at interupted me and so i was like fuck it. And im glad i didnt. Tonight was a hell of experience. I know a lot more about what i should do and how i should get more in depth with a girl now. But i needa be more agressive in order to get a girl I "target". Of course what i just wrote would be like a children's story book to the big RSD guys. But im happy with my results. And im so fucked cause its 5:45 am and i havnt gone to sleep.
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 Tonight was the night. I was totally independent of outcome and i felt like a fuckin natural. No approach anxiety on the dancfloor whatsoever. Well my game is only based on the dance floor right now and ima also try gaming while being off the dance floor. During tonight and even today I didnt give a fuck whatsoever about what anyone in the fuckin galaxy thought of me. Im doing what i want. i do what I value. So i just dont give a shit. How simple is that? I enjoy the process of whatever im doing thanks to Ozzy's article and i love living life! Cause im doing whatever i want! Even on the course of today i saw many girls catching my eye and staring at me in some way. It was like they felt the energy. How do I never lose the energy? I simply dont resist any emotions whatsoever like Tyler said. This means that I accept every emotion that comes my way and say that "its alright" and live with it. Cause its the emotions that we live for is it not? 

I approached every set on the dance floor tonight. I almost got a 10. But her friend wasnt ok so they left. I felt like I deserved her. I felt like I was the SHIT. I almost got a 9. But I left when she said she didnt wana dance with me even though she had danced with me a bit. Whatever. All my problems seem to be in my "outer game". Maybe it was something I said or did that made her uncomfortable. I made out with a 7 for a straight 2 minutes. She did that so that I would buy her a drink. Which I did. Like Jeff says: "nth is for free." But when I bought the drink she went with this other guy. Whatever. The makeout was hilarious. She was really good at it. I approached this other 7ish on the dance-floor. She also could be a 6. But she didnt look bad and was kinda cute and that was good enough for me. I made out with her after the first 20 seconds. She left when I licked her neck. I guess she didnt like it. I danced with this other girl AGAIN cause I had already dance with her and she had "kinda" rejected me. She seemed into me so that didnt matter no more. I left her when she did another "rejection" and went to this 8 girl who I had already danced with........

I hadnt gone very physical with her and I kinda gave her a "one second make out" (more like a skimo kiss) and right then she backed off and was like "did u just let urself do that?" Hell yah! So I had left her after she said that it was her sister's birthday and that they had agreed to not include any guys. I did the number close before I leave though.  So now I was approaching her again when I saw that they had broken their rule and were dancing with some guys.  She wasnt dancing with anyone so I went right in. I shouldnt have given into the "no guys rule" anyhow. Well when girls kinda ask me to leave I kinda feel like a to stay there. I think that seems really needy. 
So I started dancing with her and after a while we went off the dancefloor cause it was too hot for her. She was like "Im so hot right now." Then I went "Ur really good at compimenting urself" and she laughed. I show her that I had already texted her number and that i had gotten a message saying that the phone was off or sth like that. Then she freaked out and tried to explain how she did the number wrong and how that was actually her sister's number. I didnt belive her but I simply gave her a hug and said that it was ok. I also told her  not to freak out and that I didnt like it when girls freaked out. Maybe I shouldnt have said that. But I was like whatever. Whats done is done right?

Near the end when im about to makeout with her she goes "Im sorry" and tells me that the last guy she had had a first date makeout with had totaly creeped her out. I say its ok and that I dont really think that its really that important to makeout. And I cut her off when she trys to explain again why she doesnt feel good that way and tell her that "Im serious. I dont really care." I went really physical. But I did not touch the "three hot spots". I didnt wana freak her out. After all if ur a girl I know that its kinda embarresing to have a guy touching u like that in front of everybody. And after that I leave her with giving her a hug. Totaly respecting the way she felt about the "first date makeout". What should I say? I didnt really care.

When I go out walking around I start shouting "u know what it is" to random sets and get really good responses. One of the girls was like "black and yellow-black and yellow-black and yellow-black and yellow". I also do Tim's "happy birthday" opener to some sets. One girl was like "how did u know??" and Im like "I just did!" I didnt game after the club. I was again overwhelmed by my own  self-amusement and i didnt intend to do any more game. 

This is fuckin awesome. I also yelled "U know what it is" to a set while i was driving and one girl was like "Wait up!" and went in her car. I guess her friend conviced her not to follow me. Whatever. 

As im driving home I listen to Beowulf's song which totally connects with the moment:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8lqZ-gjWQI
What can I say? I feel glorious. I am what I am and I dont give a shit. I dont also give a shit that i didnt get a lay. Cause im enjoying the process. I feel like im gold. Im the "shit". I dont care what others think. I dont care about how further i should go and how hard it'll be. and Im living in alignment with my values. This is the life worth living.
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 I realize that over the last 21 nights that ive been out my so called "inner game" has improved a lot. I totaly dont give a fuck about the outcome of each interaction. But the problem is that ive never been able to move any interaction forward much. So basically i realize that i need to take more action during each interaction. Gt learn some tactics and use them up. Theyll help me to move interactions forward so that i can experience the shit that happens when ur more "in the game" and also strengthen my inner game towards the needyness that might come after. Needa watch "The Jeffy Show" again. I know im in the zone to take action with no fear.
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Before I even start I should say that im half way through watching the blueprint. What I find extremly usefull about this is the way u should not resist the bad emotions that come to u. In fact u should accept them and do what u do even though theyre there.

So here'e what happened after night 18:
I studied on sunday and went out on the monday which was basically night 18. So I see that there r not many people around and theres only one set of girls. So im like "carefull" and trying not to be too agressive. So i end up being extremly funny with my fucked up jokes and getting kicked out of the bar because of it. Damn what happens after? HUGE state crash. Its like i feel totally fucked. So I go into this other bar and i dont even feel like approaching the only one set and im like fuck it. But after that I drove around and decided to go back and then find out that the bar's closed. So I just chat up with the girl at the door(too older than me. dont wana game her) and this dude thats with her and then I go home. Not knowing that im gana get a really different experience the night after.

So night 19 starts and i go to this club. Im not that agressive no more cause of last nights state melt down and its like im waiting for permission to be agressive. FUCK. Well I did some approaches that didnt go well and in the middle of the night i try to open some girl with my spin opener which consists of taking her hand and spinning her. Then this mad chode comes up and hes like "She has a boyfriend" Then what happens is that I go around more but simply fuck up by being a and then I end up knowing this girl to be the best opportunity. Based on experience, now I know that there r no best opportunities and this is just a way of fucking with urself. So I go behind her and lift her up and put her down.........................................................
U really wana know what happens after? This is fuckin brutal. In fact it would be embaressing too if I still
did give a fuck. Well i didnt give a fuck about it at that night but started to give a fuck the day after. Ok here it goes:

Right when I start lifting the girl up the "mad chode" whos just dancing around there and not even talking or getting physical goes "NOOOOOOO!". He fuckin shouts that outloud. To be honest im thinking about him as one of my top 10 list of most miserable people that exist. He was being a chode and searching for value with his "empty cup" the whole night. He didnt even get any girls because he looked FUCKED with that serious mad look on his face. Im not saying that he was bad looking. But he was a chode and he got what a chode deserved. What I got from this? I simply got what a deserved! Yah i was a that night and the night before that. When I put down the girl all I feel is a series of punches at  my face and my "karate gaurd" which sucks ASS and gets totally unusefull after the 5th punch. and while all of this is happening I realize that i dont wana hit the guy. How simple is that? I dont wana hit him cause i feel bad! WTF? I only throw one half hearted punch that was meant for making him back off.......
Where r the fuckin bouncers at this point? no fuckin idea. The guy just finishes punching after like 20 seconds when i fall on the fuckin stage and shit and then fuckin leaves. Well i think the bouncers kicked him out. But I see none of that high action bouncers that i saw everytime that there was a fight. The funny thing is that im fuckin smiling as im getting up. I hand shake with some guy that's watching me and really expecting me to be fucked.  
I go home and I come back right after fixing my contacts and washing the blood in my nose. And at the end of the night I end up with nth. No gaming whatsoever.

Night 20 doesnt go that bad. I regroup my inner game a little by having some fun and approaching some chicks and actually doing some game. I dance with 2 girls. Talk with one. But heres what happens while im talkin to this girl. Well guess what? I see my college "friend". As he sees me doing my own shit (which IS kinda crazy and weird but also self amusing) he says to the girl "this guy is weird eh?" wtf? I ensure the girl that my "friend" is right and im a crazy motherfucker. After a little more time that i talk to her and my "friend" he goes to the girl: "Im really sorry about this. I was in the same class with this guy in college..." fuckin chode. Heres the problem: I dont do shit about this guy even though he's basically messing with me while acting like he's my friend. So the girl leaves and so does the guy. He was basically just there to ruin my game and he kinda had no game at all cause the girl was leaving both of us. Not just me. The funny thing is that while im talking to this girl her friends r like taking pictures at us. Its like this is some fucking circus or sth. And im like trying not to be in any of the pics and they end up telling me that I'm in every pic and im like "Great". But theyre probably lying and if its true, i simply dont give a fuck.

When I get home after night 20 im like "this cant stand" and i start to realize that i need consistency. So I go to the gym the day after and get a haircut. This is not because of girls. Its only cause I like my self this way. I do like to be fit and have this sick hairstyle just to feel good. Cause if i wana be consistent about what i value i gt go after the shit. Like work-out cause i like to have a more muscular body. Get a hair cut cause i "like" my hair like that. Im not seeking validation with any of this. 

Tonight was good in overall. It was a good experience cause i got "myself" back from the deep hole of "validation seeking". I approached every girl. Danced with 3 and got a better insight. This aint so hard to do. I remember this last girl that I was dancing with who didnt wana make out with me cause this was the "first date" I really didnt care much about making out. But i thought i should and i fucked it up. Whatever. Im happy with what I got out of tonight. Because tonight I actually had fun cause i did not "resist" any emotions that came my way. I dont even feel at a loss. In fact im starting to feel more natural. I was thinking of what to do with the last girl all the time even though I knew i had some kinda positivity in me that was the reason of the start of it all. The positivity made me step-up and dont be attached to the results. So considering the fact that she asked me to leave just because it seemed like i cared too much about this, I still didnt even lose my state. Well this makes things way simpler for tommorrow. This time im just gt Step-Up with my positive and careless personality and then just "Let the chips to fall where they may." Its not necessary to "push" for make-out or anything. But i feel like its kinda neccesary to seek what u want by game. (no pushing) I wont forget that what u want is not necesarily what u need. I got all of this positive energy in me already so why should i even fuck with myself about the results?  At least this is the way i view the situation and this is what im certain about for now. Maybe some things will turn out different.
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 Ok Night 17... This was the most successfull and the most fun night since i started this. I was self amused and totally independent of outcome all night. Ofcourse not self amused all the time. But started that shit after one hour. So I began with approaching girls on the dance floor as usual and also did an approach one set off the dance floor which didnt go well at all (whatever). So after a little bit i find myself being the same unsuccessful chode so I decide to take a break. While im moving out of the club I start thinking "what would tyler do?". Ive been watchin the blueprint lately btw. Right there is where I say to my self "fuck the break man!Lets go do it up!" So i just turn and change my direction right at that point and start walking towards the dance floor and then see this group of girls that r with a guy dancing near the dance floor. So I look and see this 7 girl who is kinda cute. I circle the group and go directly at her and take her hand and make her do a spin. Immidiate escelation ensues. She gets close and we put our heads really close that our noses r touchin... and guess what? Make out. I just knew her for fuckin 20 seconds or sth and she makes out with me! After that I do get inside my head at times while dancing but i realize immidiately and just jump out. After the second makeout I realize that i gt seperate her or this aint gana work. So I take her to the dancefloor and start dancing there. But then her friend shows up and the friend's like "Were dancing over there!" Aight fuck so we move back together. Then theres more dancing and another makeout. I also lick her neck and get really physical while her friend is watching. So the predictable happens and her friend tells her that they gtg. So I ask her to punch in her number in my phone. Shes really into me so she even double checks the number, corrects it and then I leave. (short makeout for saying bye) I dont even give them time to leave while me watching. As a result I wasnt even sure if they left right then. But Im sure they did shortly. So at first i pretend that im not gana go look for other girls and go near the clubs door and play with my phone a bit and then head to the dance floor with a serious look on my face. Meaning if she sees me, shes not gana think im gaming. My favorite songs r playing so i hit the dancefloor really hard and then think to my self :"This wasnt enough man! U need more of this shit!"So im movin back and fourth between the dancefloor and the clubs door at times and then i see this girl at the bar near the door who is a 6. Im not gana hit on her but shes been kinda creeped out by me everytime i saw her on the dancefloor even on the previous nights. Self amusment time!! I go right beside her and ask "Why r u creeped out by me?" She doesnt answer so I repeat: "Why r u creeped out by me?". Shes like "You're so agressive!"... lol well I kinda see that as a compliment. So everytime I try to pat her or touch her (I have no fuckin idea what i was tryin to do) on the back she moves away a little so that i miss. So I tell her with an ICE look on my face: "Dont worry Im not gana hit on u." Ouch. I dont know wether to say that was mean or not. But i didnt get a negative feedback. In fact later when I saw her in the dance floor she seemed less creeped out. 
Im dancing on the stage a little bit later. Totaly self amuse. Loving the music. Right then a 9 and an 8 show up and the 9 holds up her hand as shes waiting for me to pull her up. Alright. I pull her up and we start dancing . I dont get too physical with this girl. But Im being really fun and even this guy whos trying to take her away cant get her from me. Hes a lot more built that I am. Then again I know as Tyler says "looks do not matter". I simply pull her away and continue dancing. So the girl goes down on the dance floor. I follow her shortly but I dont get physical right away. Im not needy at all at this point. I simply tell her to shake her hips. She does so and im like "do it like this" and shake my hips the persian way (I dont think many people can do that). Her eyes go wide and its like her face is saying "holy shit" and laughing at the same time while looking at her friend (whos dancing with some other dude) for a respond. So eventually her friend pulls her but when she sees that im not a fuckin chode and still making dancing with her seem really normal and non-needy she turns and asks me "Who r u?" Im thinking wtf? but aight here it goes: "Im Behzad." And right then her friend starts pushin me half heartidly and this guy jumps between me and her and says (basically kinda shouts): "Its over dude. Nice try." Then the girls start walking off the stage with the guy behind them. I still got my "what would Tyler do" mentality and I jump off as well. I go right beside the girl while totaly ignoring the guy and i ask her what her name is and say "nice to meet u" and shake hands. The guy comes right at me and says "dude i like u. ur a gentleman." and we shake hands. Im kinda aware that the game is still being played so i ask the guy what the mark on his sweater means :"Its a hocky team. Do u play hocky?" I say i dont and then he says "nice meeting u bud" (cool guy) and follows the girls back to the dancefloor. Im kinda wondering what to do. Right then my friend JJ comes along and tells me that its time to go. I think a bit and Im like fuck it. These guys came off the dance floor when I was still on it. And now theyre going back up when I go off the dancefloor WITH them. Im gana appear really needy if I follow them now. So we go out and I start approaching chicks. Some girl calls her bf a cowboy and i say "yeeeeaaaah cowboy!" and shake hand with him. Then I ask the girl "if hes the cowboy then what am I?" I dont quite remember which one of them told me that I was "the buck" The buck?? I had no fuckin idea what that meant. So I approach a girl and an old woman and ask them what it meant. The girl's like "fuck??" lol our convo goes on for about 2 mins. I just created my self an opener. So I start doing all this approaching and self amuesment shit all over the place. Then I drive near another club and do it again. These clubs r all on the same street. Theyre just kinda far from each other. So I do some other crazy shit. I see some hot girl kinda choking this guy and say to her "Ur a killer" and after a while im like " hey dont kill this guy. hes a cool guy hes just drunk." and shes like ok an smiling. Aight why dont i even try to game her? Well my uncontiousness isnt telling me that and im totally self amused with this. I find the 9 from the club there and spin her 2 times. Her friend is like "K stop." I ask "Why?" She says "shes gana get sick." "how is she gana get sick??" " shes gana get dizzi." "ooooohhh. Shes gana get dizziiiiiiiiii." im grabin the girl loosly near the hip and smiling as im saying this. So she says this while shes kinda laughing: "Is ur accent actually like this or r u just pretending?" or some other shit like that. Well i am kinda doing accents. But I tell her that my accent is composed of indian,persian, and Philipino ("bilibino") I also let her know that im a crazy motherfucker and that my friend (pointing at JJ) knows that. Shes really laughing to all this and while her friend pulls her away I ask her "r u here next weekend?" She says "yeah" I say "No ur lying! ur gana forget me! ur drunk!" she laughs and says "No" Or i kinda think she said that. All I know is that she was still laughing as she was gettin pulled away. Well I didnt close. Her friend was being a bitch. I just had to include her but I didnt. To be honest I was hardly analysing the situation and was totally self amused. Thats the way it should be. From now Im always leaving the analyzing part for when the nights over. Anyways this was an awesome night. The rest of the night ended with me walking and shouting "I can shove ur dick in ur ass! Im a magician I can do that!" in indian accent. So im home now after having a really awesome night and its fuckin 5:40 in the morning. Ima go to bed now. Tommorrow / today would be more about studying and probably not hanging at all. Well I guess theres a time and place for everything.
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