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I've decided to sacrifice porn!

It will not be easy!
I've decided that I'm not allowed to use the computer or images of women to get off.

To ensure that I don't relapse as easy as before I have put up a filter preventing me from
getting at porn easily.
Having the obstacle that I need to uravel, inorder to search for porn makes it easier to stop myself.
And yes I've had to admit that I'm addicted to that stuff.

It is definitly a factor in preventing me the success I want with women.
Since if I've jerked off in front of the computer, I'm not really that motivated to go meet women.
I get lazy and complacent and when I do go out I'm not as interested in getting some as I could be.

I installed the filter on Thursday I think, so I'm on the third day basically.
(Not even thinking clearly about time)

It is interesting to observe my habits kick in and then see them slam into the filter wall.
Having the realization that OBS I would have cracked now if it wasn't for the filter.

Before when I wanted to stop, I would start before thinking and
by the time I found the porn-page it would be too late since seeing naked women
drove all sense from my mind.
Only after I was finished would I think. Dammit!!! I was supposed to stop that...

I only write this here because I'm more confident that I will make it this time.
Cause now I have a great way to channel the urge.
You feel tension?
Well there are a lot of sexy women outside!
Why don't you go talk to them???

I think this will be great!!!
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bagua

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Join Date: 04/26/2010 | Posts: 355

Haha! XD
The filter blocked my blog post cause it contained the word porn...
I had to go in and instruct it to trust RSD specifically!
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