It's just different now. I don't think I'll ever go back.

I usually have a different girl in bed each week... not necessarily that I'll fuck her, only fucked 2 new girls since starting back in the field so far, but I'm having after-parties with cool new people every week, and usually pulling once or more a week.

Somehow my game is just "magically" changing. I can say more things to girls and they'll like me way more easily. It doesn't even really matter what I say anymore.. they're automatically attracted and drawn in to me just by how freaking comfortable I am approaching them.

Many times they think they know me somehow, because I make them feel so comfortable, because I'm so comfortable.

I think I'm going to have to get a big-boy job though and ditch this roofing company job because I'm just not making enough money from it.

I might have to cut down to 2 nights a week from now on for a year or so, until I can figure out how to make money more passively... which I do have some outlets.

I just need to get back on my feet again, mostly. I need a new car, I need decorations for my house, a TV... stuff.

I want to be able to travel a bit.

And once I'm making money, I'll invest it in this company I know of and I should be good in a year.

I have to remember that this is a marathon, not a sprint.