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I am getting deeper I can feel the old me fading with the ways I used to think and feel and interact. I spent last night researching hypnosis and various mind altering states.
What I think is my reality, is my reality and that’s it. That is finite. There is no escaping fact I feel how I think I should feel and act how I think I should act. This is rather raw and as yet an unformed idea however I have been giving my subconscious instructions and recently they have been working. I wanted to feel more emotions deeper and more intense. The results have seen myself shaking with excitement at talking to friends and really getting to know them.

I am who I want to be.

I am who I want to be in this moment, regardless of the ideal or theory of how I should feel. I am the way I want because I think that is the ‘right’ way to be to keep me happy. Whatever I deduce happiness to be in that moment. Happiness is an area that continues to expand my mind. Questions like what has to happen in order for me to feel happy. Negative state happiness for instance do I feel happy when I am upset? Therefore completing my happiness matrix hence In order to feel happy I must A B C.
I created this concept of my happiness with help for society, mass media and influence people in my life. So...I can unmake it and redefine it in my image at any moment. When attracting I can think opening + sexual energy + closing = PU happiness. 

Really what I want it to strengthen the core. I am gathering that core confidence and collapsing the un useful anchors and rebuilding them as power centre.
I heard somewhere: To be better you have to fail more than other people, to get faster results you have to fail faster. This is why in the last 6 months my skills have improved greatly compared to the last 6 years. I have simply failed more. Although I still get nerves and enjoy the blow out because it mean I learn and get better faster.
"We cannot do everything at once, but we can do something at once."
-- Calvin Coolidge, 30th U.S. President
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Neo_2011

Neo_2011

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Join Date: 05/23/2011 | Posts: 42

Good post dude. Fail fast works in all areas of life, but never truer here. 

All the best. 
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