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Awesome F
 
This is it...........I have been putting off posting for some time,  Thank you all for your contributions to the game. Now lets turbo charge.


Hello Fellow RSD fans, 

I am Awesome F, I once was so awesome I did not even realise it. My story is as most with a twist I like fat girls, I spent most of my life floating from low self esteem girls or single while my friends got all the girls to my amazement. I was the fa outcast, the friend...the best friend.
The Girl that did it I was with for 5 years, engagement rings and family planning the lot. My world fell apart when the girl I settled for dumped me out of blue and for no apparent reason. I could not believe it and to make matters worst she kick me out of the house and sin of sins slept with my brother……...Yep you heard right. (soul destroying)

Anyway I went through my demons and 6 months later, 3 grand in debt I decided to sort my shit and never be victim to my lack of self worth. The irony is I realise now I use to be a some what of natural (ish), however I had no idea what I was doing, or how to be consistent enough to pull Mrs Awesome. Before the ex I was in my 1st year of University with the aim to sleep with as many girls as would let me. This is before Project Hollywood and all that,.I found some PUA forums, read the art of seduction and created a jealousy bit completely by accident which pulled her in. The real factor was that none of the other girl would sleep with me from the fear of her getting wind. ( I heard this alot)

Fast forward now I need to reprogram or deprogram rather all this feline goulash that I though women wanted and reconnect with the awesome man inside. My quest is the load up Awesome  2.0, tuned social skills the reward of results. The aim to crate my bible of being awesome. Cultivating actual awesomeness in all areas of life. More that gaming girls………


With that said lets get to it.

I have dipped my toe in the water, reading bits from the superstars of Pick up. Going in field and getting moderate results, Now am going all in………


30 day (in field) challenge

My aim is to systematically self defeating beliefs about in field game.
Gain confidence in entering any social gathering
Always be closing….its always on.

LOADING………………..

Awesome F
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Awesome F

Awesome F

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Join Date: 10/28/2010 | Posts: 309

 7 months from the beginning (post Update)

What have I leaned ?


Life altering laws of deeper states of existence. The true essence of desire and unlocking the minds power. The sheer amount of knowledge I have gathered, used and negated is immense. Although On the surface I seem to think I have not changed much. In a resent conversation a friend said ‘when most people go deep that is ok, you go a level beyond that’ To where the nuts and bolts of the mind revolve. The creating of God and Man.

I always knew this was more than getting girls, What I have found is that it is about becoming yourself. Which is what girls want YOU…...Authenticity they are drawn to it as it is so rare. To be a controlled centre man. Master of the universe.

I had no idea the power of sex in its true form, that want and desire has enabled me to surface new forms of will and to achieve things I could have never thought of. With Will alone you can change the world, your world your self. That those who I admire also knew of this power and used it as there will.

The Lies ?


Pick up is a cover and can be a dangerous path if you focus on just having sex. The true test is facing your demons with honesty and vigour, to face fear head on taking the scars that come with such an endeavour. To Lead

Delve deeper into your soul and embrace the whole of you, that is the path to awesomeness. To be self aware, self driven and in harmony with your core. That requires the understanding of self and the wants needs and desires of happiness Which is what your in it for lets face it.

The challenge

So I say, Get the money, Get the car, get the Girl, get the Kids, Get the Job. The advice is the same the meaning is different. Be yourself. Remove the mask and let you true self be heard. You can use routines or freestyle whatever has no bearing. You can’t stop being you.

To sum up and conclude

This is a start, you have faced demons, ask tough questions, stood up to fears, cried tears and gained knowledge. Along the way you have gained friends, make love to beautiful people, shared passions and live life beyond most. Next you have to apply that which you have learn, Take action, set goals and go fourth using to power you have become aware of and unleash the awesome unto the world. Once you have been set on the path its too late to turn back as the path behind is no more. You have killed the chode and a essence remains. No nice (uke) Guy.

You have my permission and blessing. Goodbye……...
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