It’s 7 in the morning right now and Im just in my head. I just woke up from a dream where I told I was on a trip with friends and something was going on. Lin was there. She was just chilling there I think I was getting her back or maybe she was my girl idk. But it felt weird because I’d always thought a girlfriend would just be perfect and everything’d be rose and butterflies.. but reality can’t be like that. That’s the shit from movies. I’ve been in short relationships.. I’ve seen friends in relationships… it’s never perfect. It’s like with lin. Idk why I cant stop thinking about her. It’s like how I got myself to have strong feelings for patty and then tammy for a while. U invest in something and then can’t get it… then u feel like u just want it back. I know she liked me a lot. Our relationship was so short. Like 2 weeks.. I didn’t know what to do when she played hard to get. I should have just kept hitting her up. She liked me. Jo gives ferrie a hard time and acts insecure and emotional. He puts up with it. I just get mad and thinks she’s being stupid or trying to mess with me. If I want to be in a relationship I have to deal with that. Starting with girls right now. I know im better than 95% of guys out there. I just have to let my best self show. I have VALUE to add to these girl’s lives. Im tired of watching other people in their relationships. It’s all inner dialogue. I need to handle the reality in front of me. The way I do it. This is done and practiced, not studied.
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